Its rare that i have so much time in my hands man, but i'm left alone with only myself & there's nothing to do but blog!
oh myy i can't wait for stand down. It would be the happiest day of my life. I hate cca ttm. like seriously all the parade rehearsals i went to wasted many of my saturdays and sundays which are like my only rest times. i shouldn't even have went for the parades in the first place. Stupid me. i shouldn't even have joined this cca in the first plac.? i should have joined like choir, netball, floorball or dance. and like seriously I'm not going to join another ndp/inaugaral/speech and prize giving day/ service day PERIOD. not going to waste my time man. I should have listened to my mother 4 years back.
The only good thing is that i enjoyed the time spent with other school people.
Don't you think its hard to love and not hate everyone? especially people like jacqueline. but i just have to because i can't carry this sin of hatred around.
Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. 1 John 4:7. am i born of God? Do i know God? the answer is yes. Great.
haven't blogged for AGES and i'm too lazy to edit all the template thingees which are SO unclear and imperfect. I don't like the skin colour too.
anw, Jacqueline's been mean to me and I don't know why but its really affecting me- which don't know why too. OH man. Stupid people always want attention. And they will change their personality to get attention. AND they would only talk to people who give them attention, then they would fake laugh.
I ate so much chocolate just now. Chocolate is great. especially dove amicelli. One mars bar only has 250 calories and i'm gonna eat it tmr. HA! :D
i am so pathetic. VERY. oh gosh. in sec 1 i had all the attention and now everything has changed and i'm unnoticed. but jacqueline has becomed so freaking popular. how can she. urgh. i can't stand it. And if you want to know me, i only care about two things. : how i look and being popular.
YES and that is who i am.
And now i have lost all my friends because of Pearl and where i'm sitting in class. now i must be grouped into the outcasted people. DDDD: i even lost nicole as a friend. URGH. I'm stressed and i hate school. freaking irritating. i feel so lonely. I HAVE NO FRIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENDSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Pearl. stop sticking to me and why am i stuck with you.
The banana cake was actually FROZEN cos i put in the freezer. Frozen banana cake with strawberry yoghurt! Sweet and sour and SUPER DELICIOUS. kay this is just awesome cos i cooked it! i rock at cooking too! ;>
omygoodnesss i should have done this for my home econs in sec2.
