Jazz Up Your Life.

Monday, September 07, 2009

12:18 PM

When I heard about that, I was confused at first. Confused about what seems to be quite impossible to be happening around me at this point of my age. In fact, a gust of anger and disappointment filled my emotions as well. I thought I saw things are getting better already, and I was actually smiling to myself. As I could see the efforts she put in for socialising and for trying to improve the relationship with people. I thought everything has paid off well. But what’s really happening?

I know I’ve got to be clear in mind, to rethink about the possible reasons for that outcome. I couldn’t come out with anything like, or near to ‘blood revenge enemy’. Then what could have causes all these? Guess the answers are not on me. May be something I couldn’t really tell or didn’t know.

I know it’s normal to, not like anyone. But I don’t quite understand why these have to go on for so long, and even when we are already heading towards the end?

I’m not trying to blame anyone for these. In fact, I still can’t forget how happy and touched when I know that people remember ‘that day’ and actually make so much effort on the planning. And even the friendliness towards me. Thanks!

I know I’m not in a very good position to say all this, but I just wish to, at least do something to help?

‘Acceptance does not mean
That you will always be perfect.
It simply means that
you’ll always overcome imperfection.
Acceptance is the road to peace -
Letting go of the worst,
Holding on to the best,
And finding the hope inside
That continues throughout life.’
Poems by Regina Hill

Acceptance. What do know of it?

Society and judging, everyone has got to go through that. But why do we have to add oil to the fire? Why don’t we be kind to ourselves, by being kind to others?

And yes, I’m learning too. =)

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

1:12 AM

Yes i know. I've not been blogging for super-duper-long.
And here I am, blogging, without really knowing what to blog about.

I've been asking myself, should i just freaking delete this blog?
But wait... look what i'm doing now =)

I just can't seems to find any excuses to get rid of this. The anxiety of not blogging for too long doesn't seems valid enough for me. Haha. ok.. I admit i'm being an oxymoron.

But what to do. Looking at the date when i started using this 'yellow_fantasy'(which sounds kind of childish to me now) really makes me can't bare to do that quick and easy, click on the mouse.

I would say, be it good or bad, its all to be remember. The memories.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

7:04 AM

Jazz @ DaLian
http://dxpdfooshijiajazz.blogspot.com/

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Thankful 8:01 PM

A very big thank you to all of you!!!
Im really touched.

They threw me a surprise birthday party in advance of 12 days! Hence, it was so unexpected! Shilin, thanks for the nice hp accesories! and help me thank your mum for the delicious cheesecake! Gary, thanks for cooking the dinner! I didnt hav stomachache after eating, not bad! hahaha! Oh...and not forgetting the nice dessert made by ur dad! yummilicious!
WanXin, TeeMeng, Dixon and ShiBin, thanks for coming down!!!!

Next, the UDs! Yes bims, haha! thanks for the day! Im so gonna miss the gossipings with three of u.. lol! er.. no no... i mean the... 'care and concern'... hahaha...
Not forgetting the chefs, elysia and her bf. The food was so nice! Thanks!!!

Friday night at chevron was merry!
Peg, thanks for organising the night of mayhem for me! And the rest who were presence; Kor, eunice, moude, jimmy, cehuang, marco, jinhui, yenfang and timothy. Thanks all of you for the angbaos!!! and Eunice! I love the cake!!! hahaha...

Like what you've said, 'its not as if you are not coming back'
so, 'believe me its only a matter of time' =)

Gan Ma wont see this, but just wannat thank her for the big big angbaos!!!!

And all my relatives and friends who had show their care and concern towards me! Yes! I will take good care of myself =)

My family... just wanna say... I reall really love them!!!! My sis baked a birthday cake for me!!! and its cheesecake!!! My favourite!!! My Mum and Dad... i know they will not see this too... so im gonna put that appreciation deep inside my heart... And i know... no matter how much i thank them, its never enough to express my gratitude towards them. As, its for me to keep for a life time.

Take Care people!!! I will miss all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 05, 2009

11:41 PM

I'm leaving for Da Lian in another 2 weeks time. Yet, mentally, im totally not prepared for it. This is the first time im going to be away from home for so long. I couldnt really explain why the thoughts of going there is affecting me so badly. So badly that, I don't even wish to think about it at all. And thats the reason why im partying like madness!!! Perhaps all these can make me forget about the trip.

Yes, Perhaps.

Two months seem to be short. But I guess, all the Misses gonna lenghthen it so so much...

p.s 我不是你想象那么勇敢

Thursday, April 02, 2009

10:32 PM

What have you lost??

Friday, March 13, 2009

3:23 PM

This is what happens when someone gets too bored at work.....