new updates.

It had been a long time to start caring my blog. =P Its is now almost left half a year to reach 2012. whoo.. time passes so fast yet we think so slow. Ever since serangoon nexx open, i am so happy to go there almost everyday whenever i am back to serangoon area. As you all know, i am always at my guy's there. Let me tell you more about Bukit Panjang Plaza first. Honestly, when i first get to there with my guy, i did not really like the place! so many ah beng ah lian! terrible than our serangoon area. heard from my guy said that many came from jurong, cck, bukit batok. so scary! jurong east and jurong point even worse. like the whole area around there is mix around. they will know each other de so look like singapore is really so small. haha! But now, bpp.. open a new daiso shop. looks like they are upgrading.. so whenenver i am off where my guy is working i will shop myself over there. But i wont go to jurong area alone. though jurong is being extended to jurong 2 or what and beside there is also IMM, but the feeling to go alone at there was so .... hard to explain. My friends, next time when we all are so free, i can tour you all around and see what i am talking about. But its a long distance journey so get prepare for a day! Serangoon nexx! I love i love. finally we get a shopping mall here at the age of now.. sastified. Countdown to next year till feb 15 2012, i can get out of my venus beauty job. I really feel so unhappy working there. Let's pray faster come. Before that arrive, i wish to go abroad with my friends or family. I can only have one option as i can't get my annual leave easily. i wish to have a good life ahead and so do everyone! =)

My wishing bday list =)

Friends, Kept you all waiting for me to blog. Its been years right.. Sorry,busy! hehe cheeky smile. Time passes so fast.. sigh,i've been working till so tired and sianz.. feel like studying.. i m deciding and planning.. please support me. =) So..ya come quick to impt issue better,wishlist! this year i want.. My Melody birthday card,wrapping paper or box or even paper bag. (hand draw is fine too) =) 1.Digital camera (any brand-cheap oso ok)--bright colours or silver or black or yellow*dull is ok 2.i pod nano or i pod shuffle-- black or silver or orange or blue or yellow 3. My melody medium luaguage oso ok. 4.luagguage + bag in illuma shop( ling shud noe) --rabbit or pooh design 5.A small electric tv. 6.colourful things *can be earrings etc 7. Yellow bright colours items. 8.LV/Burberry/coach hp pouch 9.something that lights up or have beautiful lights. 10. vouchers or cash money haha! All above are in ranking state =P Sad moments.. I wish my dad is still around,i miss him. Feel so depressed but cant show out. Wish to have a gd working life but FANCL sucks. I been transferred to OG Somerset le,sianz right..make my plan vanished..told my guy and my guy said is comman de must adapt. HAIX HAIX HAIX!!! i know.. but hope to hear more happy words. Disappointed. I believe my friends will know how i feel.. i m a new staff yet been transfer here transfer there does they think of my shoes? i have to adapt to so many environment mehz.. talking about it makes me boil.dun feel like quitting but they like force me to do so leh.. Damn Sianz ah! Why cant i have just a normal simple life? i dun wish to be so rich but happy and enough money will do.. lose a dad is so painful.. ouch. dad can u please come back? wish to study.. so friends, any recommendations website of private schools that offers early childhood course or psycology or even banking or business admin oso can.. but i only have 2 credits in o level.. so u all noe any course that no need o level to proof or just like tat can study..sigh.. so many consequences. so regretful for not studying so hard.. =( i shall cry to sleep le,good nites.

just an entry..

Perhaps Perhaps.. i change instructor? Sianz.. when u sudden plan and decide what to do things just changed.. sad. but nvm,i shall plan the other way.. =( shoo..lets say something else.i recently went to singtel with my sister and i had got myself a LG crystal phone.Its damn cool cux its a transparent phone.. i got what i wanted.. but still left some hopes to fufil.. my sister renew another line so i got another E63 phone for my guy..i hint him somehow could we share his phone but he answered "huh,so troublesome." sad..but suddenly he said that i use till chi new yr den he use all the way.YEAH! this E63 phone is very cool to type.the keypad is like so straightforward and its a keyboard keypad..but haha i not used at first so i type very slow.. update some other times.. tata! $$$ come come come!!

greetings to everyone!!

Hello Hello... i finally take out some free time to blog le..=) happy reading. its such a saddening moment last few mths.. i lost my dad.. i guess those who attend had knew abt it.. if u all ask how am i.. i will reply i m fine.. but still some misses. Deep inside,i dunno..Everytime i got back home,memories do pop up.. if my dad was around.. he will watch hong kong drama in the living room.. so sad so sad without dad around. No choice, i have to be strong no matter wat.. hope i can do it! Life still have to go on.. i will go back study next year.. just hope to get a gd job for some finances and supports. i have a sudden crave to go to sentosa!*waiting for my guy to say "yes,lets go!"* i understand his situation.. so lets wait.. Any part time job intro must inform me k. i m now finding.. take care friends. cya around.

my 21st bday!!

had my 21st bday on pasir ris aloha chalet there.. it was a busy and fun bday i had!! thanks those who attended..! Of cux, the presents are nice too!! love my sistas and the guys who chipped in too.. thanks miao for giving me ur diy thingy.. i put it nicely at my room le.. =) i wll also wear out the shirt short bag next time i c u all! k.. huimin ur ang bao shocked me too! but thanks ah i save it de.. maine i love the winnie pooh cup! =) mum gave me a gold necklace with a key! dad gave psp for me and sister wrapped ang bao $.. i felt so paisehx to receive angbao $ from my guy's mother.. how sweet of her.. she dun dare to give me at first but in de end she personally pass it to me.. a million thanks to her and everyone!

as for my guy, i thank u for everyting too.. i love u! he bought me braun buffel wallet.. but i at first tot tat the logo on the wallet look like an elephant! den he like sad sad.. oops! hehe but i will like it de la.. muacks..

shellen.. i miss u. but seems like we are hard to meet. its either u free i not free or i free u not free.. haha.. lets fix a time to meet soon!

i been so sick lately.. dunno is the weather fault or my body fault.. i c doc for 2 times den now hope to get better soon.. cux i dun like to eat PILLS.. its hard to swallow lor... sobx..

fellow frends, pls drink alot of water and dun eat too much heaty stuffs! i guess i m sick cux of lacking of water and i always go behind the tpy shop which sold all those fried banana fried tapioca fried sweet potato.. i almost everyday eat tat... den resulted to be sick. but.. when i get well i still will eat but mayb not everyday le.. long long 1 time better..this make me mc for 3 days!! =(

my guy bday are coming soon... had to busy buying his present le.. hehe this time i shall wrapped it nicely..

tired.. good nite everyone!

i really hope to get a digital camera by dec.. if i buy, which model shud i choose? olyumpus the waterproof de? or.. canon de? (cux this both got yellow colour!!)=P BOREDS.. gd life everyone!

*wishes wishes*

i wish i wish.... to have a digital camera soon. to have a miracle.(a happy miracle!) =\

sighs~

cya frenz!!

Am being a person to always smile or be happy so difficult?? i guess so...=( sad. tired. uneasy. i hope to restart from i born.. can be a good person, really GOOD. my true friends,may u all be blessed!

HELLO BLOG!!

i miss my blog.... so here i am typing here! work life-- working so long den i realised that people cant be trusted... =( den one day i rented casino royal vcd to watch and there is a phrase saying "trust no one".. true?? perhaps. there's a staff veri wat. i really dun like her. but dun care her le.. she snatch mine i will get back mine! haha mus be bad le. my guy treat me good. felt so happy with him. he's the best! felt like having a rabbit. so cute! saw a big rabbit at the pet shop near my workplace almost everyday.. but it costs like a bomb. =( if i wanna buy i wan buy black de.. by next yr i hope to get one.. god, please grant me this! next, car licence! den ah lian can rent a car for me den we both take turn drive. she told me her motive of learning.. my tots was tat she was a good daughter! lian.. we must make our this wish come true. is 2008 a good year for us? lets pray... love everyone! nitez.

haiz. sianz. dunno wat to blog. so sad.... ARGHHHHX!!!!!!!!!! my life is so fucked up.

been thinking postively lately. but... still some misses and regrets. nvm, i shall get over it. i getting to adapt to my life.. and trying to accept what i am now.. i must treasure wat god gave me! thanks! working everyday. tats my life le! today was quite a slacking day. no sales today. no pple come in and look or buy. me and one of the malay colleague kept toking and joking along. we were enjoying ourselves in the shop. today manager never come. so we like slack all the way. its quite fun to work with colleague. we talk a lot of malay stuffs! i noe some malay language too.. tah bayeh = very bad. tah boleh = dun wan. apa = what? haha nice learning lesson sia. she oso gave me malay food to eat. wow yummy yummy! tok and tok and tok.. soon time passed! go home time! chat with xue on the way and... finally reached my home at abt 9. managed to watch the new police story! nicholas tse!! cute him. dad bought ice cream for us.. and lolx.. my sis cant get to eat as she dieting. haha so i eat her share. =P nice sia.. especially the corn flavour.. wow sweet! tml a new week a new day le.. so everyting shall have a gd start again. blog again next time. =)

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i m veri veri sad. dunno y. haix. my life is in a mess! scared choose wrong road. haix. haix. really dunno wat to blog. jus pour out all my thoughts here. i can dun care my love life.. just let me have a simple life can?! want a simple job that i like and can work very long.. earn lots lots money to support my family.. everytime see my dad work until tired den carried bag until so heavy.. i veri veri heart pain! den can dun let pple dislike.. i veri scared de.. i jus want to make pple feel comfatable when being with me.. hope so! =) i dun wan to be a bad person too.. sometimes my way of expressing may be wrong.. but i can swear i nv lie to my fren de! i like to share my things with frenx or family or those i can tok to.. den if can study let me study pls!! den can shop for some tings i like.. i dun need lots of expensive stuffs but just some plain barang barang tings i like den i can buy without saying no money! haixx.. but.. all those was jus my tots.. my life is sad. =(

haix.. sometimes i wonder what is life.. my life gonna change a lot le.. have to keep on working working to earn lots of money le.. sianz. but nvm, i will strive hard for my life.. hope so k! thanks my frenz for those encouraging words! jing--tell mi not to give up! miao--just do the things i like and dun ever regret! ling--cert is not as impt as i think! maine--cheer mi up in msn by saying got her in my life will do! xue--learn course with me and support me! shellen--gave me a small card saying not to look back! xiangyi and feli tan-- its best for me to be happy! ps:shellen,i love the card very much and i keep it in a good place whereby i can see it anytime. thanks lotsa gal! thanks to my guy and family too.. my guy-- work lor.. got $$.. my dad--if got anything crops up he help me settle! my mum--up to me.. as long as i happy can le. my sis--saying reasoning words.. cry for nothing.. it just makes pple ugly! haha thanks for everything! love you all.