Okay, I seriously miss you guys so much. -_- This is pretty lame, but yeah. I really do. I miss my 3D friends so much, I miss my 3D life so much. This is really my first time missing friends. Normally people would be like, "Hey I miss you!" then you'll have to reply like "Awww, i miss you too!". When you actually don't. Okay maybe yes for some people, but for me, ehem i hardly ever feel the same. :| ANYWAYS, people in 3D really makes me realize what true friends are, and why friends are important. I don't have many close friends I admit, but I really love my 3D friends very very much. My awesome memories with people are mostly from last year. Remember when we always watch movie together? Celebrate birthdays together? Sleepover? Take pictures? Camwhore? Yeah, I really miss that. Now most of you are still together, because you guys are in the same block, but not me.. I know my relationship with you guys are not as good as last time anymore, but I still miss you guys so much.
I miss you,:
Wan Ling, We knew each other since kindy. We were very close back then. Until primary school, we're not that close anymore and we met again in 3D. One year together, and we have to separate again. I miss chatting with you. I always laugh in our conversations, cos you'll always type funny things and go "HAHAHA". You're a really nice friend. I miss talking to you, so much.
Amanda, It seems like we really have FATE sitting together. Lol. Sitting with you makes me happy. Seriously. You always make conversations alive. Sorry for being boring. I miss going shopping together, camwhore, sleepover, play tap tap revenge and many more. Seems like I have a lot of memories with you. :P And although now we don't talk anymore, you still say HAIII to me, unlike many people who would just walk away and ignore you. <3
Vivien, My best childhood friend, since Primary 1. I love you so much girl. You're really gentle, caring, understanding, YOU'RE JUST REALLY NICE. I feel so easy talking to you. I trust you and I love you. :D
Jin Jeak, another one of my good childhood friend. Remember when we used to play Barbie together? We live so close to one another and visit each other so often. I did a lot of silly things with you I remember. We shouted to each other from our rooms before. You're really polite and very understanding. Though sometimes your attitude might irritate people, but I still love you very much too.
Chong Ghee, Kenny, Wai Hing , I miss talking to you guys too. I still talk to Kenny and Chong Ghee, but not Wai Hing. :( Three of you brings back Maple memories to me. Reminds me of 'Brothar'. Not only that, but you guys have been really good friends too. Kenny's understanding, Chong Ghee's fun, Wai Hing's..cute. xD And Chong Ghee, you're my best photographing partner, EVER. :)
I know I still have a lot which I haven't mentioned, like Rebecca, Aythea, Kevin, Alvin, err.. Wei Hong Salmon Oscar too. Yeah. But that doesn't mean I forget you guys, I love you guys too. Wei Hong has been my longest classmate ever and Yung Heng, since primary one. :) Though I'm not very close with them, but I know I should understand them much better than most people. Their attitudes. 9-10 years together. Yeah, that's how much I miss you guys. So....so...much. :( I really wish we can have a gathering again. No, not gathering, just go out together AGAIN. Form four life SUCKS.

Adios.

Happy Wesak Day all! :) How's life? I don't like mine. Am here to say that, I AM BLOODY SICK OF A CLASS. I hate the people in there. Their attitudes. Each and everyone of them have something in common : KIASU. No one is your true friend in there, I repeat, NO ONE. Everyone just wants to win your results. And it's the results that matter. No life-ers. I am really sick of this life. It just makes me sad everyday. Like, whenever you feel that you get good enough, they just always beat you and make you feel so noobish. I really don't know who in the world put me in this HELL CLASS in the first place. I have only a few close friends WHICH...none of them are true to you either. Now I better keep my profile private before any of them comes here. o_o But seriously, they'll just be good to you at some times. But when it comes to studies.. Right. All of them are like wearing a mask. People in there are just afraid that you GAIN more than them. Whenever you have tips, they're just reluctant to tell you. They'll always tell you, "im gonna get so bad, I didnt study" to make you 'relaxed' so you won't study that hard and in the end, they beat you. I'm really facking sick of my class. None of them are talk-able. I mean like..none of them would understand your feelings and so on. NONE. All of them are like..possessed. >_> I REALLY wish I can drop to s2. So badly. I know it must be dumb..like maybe people would say "I want to go s1 also cannot, you want to drop to s2?". SERIOUSLY, You've GOT to try s1 before you say anything. I really miss my form 3 life so much. I really miss my 3D friends so much. Really. :( I hate how we're not close anymore. Because stupid A class is separated from the other blocks. Arrgh. But really, I miss you guys..The fun, the happiness, the things we did together. I told my A class friend about this one day, "I don't think I would dare to stay at the parkson hotel. o_o" And then she was like "why on earth do you need to stay at miri hotel?" I was like..the heck. Sleep with friends of course. It's really fun. Eat together, sleep together, talk together. SEE. Proves how these people enjoy so little things. Pfft. I don't think they go to the beach or tried anything like us. The most MAYBE only parkson and movies. Pffft. Boring life much? Kay conclusion, I really miss my 3D friends and I hate A class.

Adios. (Jenny told me someone used to say this word always. Daang. It's a He, fyi. Now I don't feel like using it anymore. Blahh.)

Exams approaching. And this time, I seriously did not study anything. Seriously. Okay sejarah only. And NOW, I'm panicking. I seriously did not work hard at all this term. Imma regret so badly after the results come out AND I'm prepared to drop class. Even if there's no aircond, I'm sure I will still like the people there more. Though I DO have to admit, the atmosphere in A class is so comfortable. Really quiet when you're supposed to be. AND cold, during hot days. :D That's all. That's all I like. Still not talking to most people. Beech. :P Though the boys from last year B class are quite..(surprisingly) nice. o.o Cause some of them would sometimes sit either in front or beside me..and they're really funny. :)) Woooh I think I'm in LOVE~ Like, whattafak. Just kidding. My heart can only fit one person at one time, like the enzyme-substrate thingy. BAHAHA. The heck. BIO, I HATE BIO. Anyways, test is just in a few days time, and I'm still here online, worrying and enjoying at the same time. Daaang. Well, first week still okay la, BM BI SEJ CHEM. My four not-so-scared subjects. Though I know I'm going to get C in BM but yeah, at least you don't have to read it. And BI too. Chem, screw it. REALLY. Teacher cannot teach finish AND we have to read by ourselves. >_> SEJ, also quite screwed. I didn't memorize anything, i DID read, but every time I look back..I forgot everything already. Jeez. I think I'm going to die horribly this exam. :( LIKE REALLLLY. Anyways, I'm SO looking forward to after exam. MELBOURNE BABEH <33 MY MOST LOVED PLACE. Annnnd, I'm going with Jenny. HOYEAH. So many things to playyy and buyyy ^_^ Gayyy. Anyways, really excited. And now, SO NOT A GOOD TIMING, I'm crazy about phones. Daang. Samsung or iPhone. Hmm. Oh well, leave that aside. NEED. TO. GO. STUDY. NOW. :B

Adios!

Kayy. So it's my first time getting so involved in the politics shiz. Not interested actually. Our state just needs KEADILAN. FAIRNESS. Seriously, I don't really support anything actually. Of course DAP, but still. Since DAP won for Piasau and Pujut, let's just hope there ARE changes. Personally, I think things would be worse. Why? Because DAP has no money. Really. It's just a group formed to oppose BN. Government don't give DAP money to build things. They only give BN. Because BN is like the official..group. DAP only exists to OPPOSE. Just another useless group. OKAY, i know it's not called GROUP. Don't know what's the correct word for it. So, you guys should understand. :D I'm not against DAP tho. I support DAP, just for the sake of opposing BN. HATE BN. HATE TAIB. YEAH. This filthy bloody hell rich man ate all our money. He has investments all around the world. REALLY. BLOODY. RICH. annd, not to mention bloody disgusting. He has a wife of 20+ AND HE'S 70+. 50 YEARS OF AGE GAP? WTFUU. That's like half a century. It's like, the wife just born and taib already 50+. -.- Geez. What's WRONG with this world. Of course, we all know that the woman only seeks for money. WHO WOULD WANNA GET MARRIED TO AN OLD SHIZ LIKE HIM? See..money can buy anything. -_- But not true love. Anyways, I seriously hope there will be changes. They're like UBAH UBAH everyday. Let's just hope they really UBAH Sarawak. Or DAP is going to get so screwed. Like reaaally screwed. Everything needs money so that things can be done. Today if you don't choose BN, DAP will also take your money for building things. IT'S THE SAME THING PEOPLE. You think those people inside will sponsor millions to build new roads, buildings and so on? HAH, IN YOUR DREAM. They will still take our money as well. THAT i don't mind if they really use it to BUILD. Not like taib, eat our money and go invest things all around the world. Prices are increasing, but our parents' pays ARE NOT. DO YOU BLOODY POLITICIANS WANT US TO EAT GRASS? Daaang. The only reason BN still wins the majority is because they BRIBE. Noob pui! BRIBE all those people at the kampung area, because they are not well-educated. Whatever for money, they will follow. Try if BN no RASUAH, BN'S GONNA LOSE SO BADLY. *calms down* Yeah. Never been so involved. -.- And now it's over. State election is over. Fair or unfair, I don't care. I just want to see changes. Like everyone do.

Adios.

Got back all my papers today. Overall, okay. My mum actually said it was pretty good. o_o Maybe she didn't know how gay my class is. Cos' I keep complaining to her for example like, bio or physics, I don't think I'm gonna make it, but at last, a 70+. She said, NOT BAD. Well it ISNT bad at all, more than what I've expected. BUT, my frickin gay class is really gay. There are people who got almost 100 for bio. -.- wtfish. Physics not sure, but I for sure very high too. There are people getting all correct for addmaths too. Well, almost 100. WHAT THE HECK? I only got like..half of 100. Disgrace. My lowest subject this time. I WILL do better next term, SERIOUSLY. I'll die if I get this kind of marks again. Quite happy with Chemistry. 80 only. But the highest in my class is only 89. SO CLOSE. Quite. And quite a number of people got 60 plus. :DD Oh and I have a lot of kiasu friends, who KEEP complaining. As usual. Like hello, shut the hell up. Overall, I got SO MUCH lower than you guys and I'm not complaining damnit. I'm prepared to drop class. ._. I REALLY WANT TO. People might say I'm stupid, but I REALLY WANT. I CANNOT FREAKING STAND MY BLOODY CLASS ANYMORE. NO. NO. NO. Many reasons. Not only pressure. Others. Just PLEASE let me drop to s2, I'll be so grateful. -_- Sighh. At least they mix with you. Unlike this cold blooded class I'm in now. :( Suffering much? Geez. And I'm prepared to get the last few positions too. GUARANTEE. 101%. My average is only like 74. IN A CLASS. I heard those people sitting near me, they're like, "my purata 85 eh" "mine 88 arr" "HAHA yours 78 nia" "LC ohh" ._. lol. GAY MUCH ? Pfft. Conclusion, I wish to drop class. :\ Kthxbye.

Adios.

So yeah, today's Monday, and I'm blogging. :D Wow-ness. I wanna talk about MARKS. SHITTY MARKS. My marks ain't THAT shitty, but my classmates make me feel like shit. ;( Fcuk I was correct, EVEN 80 plus they still complain. HELL YOU GUYS. #$%^& :X I'm quite okay with my marks SO FAR. Six subjects given down today, 5A's 1C? Or B. Is 60 a B in form 4? B+ or B- like that I think. ANYWAYS. BM. NOO DAMN MR -myBMteacher-. My SIXTY can be counted as quite high already. Most of my classmates got 50+. Like, a lot of them. :O Even the top students like.. youknowwho.. got 70+ only. lalala. Bian tai much? Kay so I got my acc, pm, bm, bi,m3,pm and sj back today. MATHS FAILED ME. The heck. I got 75. Sounds OKAY right? No. My classmates got 85++ 90++ some nearly 100. :@ So yeah, this is how they make me feel like.. poo. And *cough*, no one cares about my feelings. It's like they still keep complaining there. -_- And when they get lower that someone more dumb (aka ME), they'll keep complaining ANDDD complaining. When it's MY turn getting low marks, they dont fcuking care. Cuz I know in their heart, they'll be like, YES-ING. Blah. -_- I DO love my friends in there, but when it comes to results time, everyone's so effing competitive or more like, kiasu much? Pffft. So maths failed me, it seriously did. My happiest subject is sejarah. SURPRISINGLY. Cos I used to complain a lot about sejarah. .__. 93!! First time in chung hua getting a 9x for history. :D *NOT SHOWING OFF* Just sharing my happiness. ;D Then others like acc moral english okay okay la. :3 Account, surprisingly got A. -.- 76 only. But still. When i actually feel HAPPY about it, i have people coming to spoil my happiness. THEY ALL GOT 80 AND ABOVE. D:< S1 people I mean. I seriously want to drop class damnit. I know my mom would definitely think im stupid, but i freaking hate this pressure and STRONG-COMPETITIVENESS in them. Blah.

Adios.

Kay. So I totally failed about the updating-my-blog-everyday thing. Busy? No. More like lazy. Yeah. I seriously wasted my whole holiday just like that. GOSH -_- DID. NOT. STUDY. REALLY. I DID try, but fail. Now I'm not going to be able to cope again, yadiyada. So like, the holiday's about to end. Daaaang. All I did was, well, ADDMATHS. ._. That was only because it's tuition homework. Or I wouldn't have touched it either. I'm screwed. >_> Plus, Monday's coming. THAT MEANS, TEST PAPERS AND FUGLY MARKS. Yeah. This time, it's gonna be REAL ugly. Not like the "aww, 65! SO LOW" type of ugly. This time, I have to like, minus 20 marks out of that. YEAH. Well, this is just first test tho. I KEEP telling myself it's OKAY. Even my mum says it too. (Wow) :O It's NATURAL according to her. Because my brothers used to do the same thing. Yay. :D So, no worries guys. Getting shitty marks for your first test in form four is, NORMAL. ;) Well not for my class for sure. =.= Everyone will still get pretty marks except for me. And they'll be like OOH, 80 marks is so low. And I'll be saying stfu in my heart. Bleh. So like... ANYONE WANTS TO SEE MY BABY PHOTOSSS? XD Soo.. random.


CUTEEEE RIGHT ? Bahaha. My mom used to dress us in funny clothes. ._.

HOYEAHHH

I WAS SO FAT BACK THEN. Ahaha. xD My second brother's head is freakishly big. o_o (but it shrunk now XDD)
Shall upload more next time.

ADIOS