Michelle is here again.
But most of the time when Michelle blogs here, she has some emotion, either good or bad, but most of the time, emo.
This one month has been treating me like a roller coaster, mum's health is not as good, but well, she just need to follow up for now. It took just one night, to teach me how unpredictable life can be. Unconditional love, i learn that from my family. And I m grateful that it didn't take me more time to realise, I should always have time for them - either to bring them out to a nice cafe, or to bring them out to watch a good movie.
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Yesterday being my last day in the office. After one year. Time passes in a blink of eyes, without I even realise. It has been a fruitful one, with my master, with Mr Wong, Mr Teo, Theresa, Karen, Stella...(have to jot down their name just in case I forget in the future lol). My bro asked me what is my takeaway from the last day. The takeaway will be....people come and go in our life, they came, taught us something and they left. Life basically is a non stop journey to experience them, and be a better self I suppose.
Afterall, we are all loners, walking through our journey alone isn't.
I am not sure how to work it out. Neither do I know where future lies.
Saturday, 17 March 2018
Friday, 16 February 2018
2.16
1.52am.
It's the first day of Chinese New Year! I can't sleep because I actually took a nap for an hour in the afternoon. Chinese New Year has been good, except a very close friend of mine went to somewhere which is 13 hours apart from my country, but I have got someone to buzz now whenever I have freaking insomnia ha ha. Apart from the goodbye and see you again, I am very happy for him, from the bottom of my heart :')
And Yea I just made my second bravest decision in my life thus far- to go for working holiday in NZ, myself. So when people heard the news, their reaction would be like- alone?! You sure?!
Yes..I am sure.
I guess I need some time for myself, to take a deep breath, to go to a new place, to embrace a new culture, to grow in the uncertainty and most importantly, to be a better self.
I am the lucky one, to have the support from my loved ones, to have the luxury to make a choice like this, to just quit my job and then leave.
To be frank the thought of going to a new place without knowing anyone can be daunting, but I believe God has his best plan for me. The lessons that I am supposed to learn, the experience that I am supposed to encounter, it'd be an enriching one.
To Michelle, I hope you find yourself along the journey. X
It's the first day of Chinese New Year! I can't sleep because I actually took a nap for an hour in the afternoon. Chinese New Year has been good, except a very close friend of mine went to somewhere which is 13 hours apart from my country, but I have got someone to buzz now whenever I have freaking insomnia ha ha. Apart from the goodbye and see you again, I am very happy for him, from the bottom of my heart :')
And Yea I just made my second bravest decision in my life thus far- to go for working holiday in NZ, myself. So when people heard the news, their reaction would be like- alone?! You sure?!
Yes..I am sure.
I guess I need some time for myself, to take a deep breath, to go to a new place, to embrace a new culture, to grow in the uncertainty and most importantly, to be a better self.
I am the lucky one, to have the support from my loved ones, to have the luxury to make a choice like this, to just quit my job and then leave.
To be frank the thought of going to a new place without knowing anyone can be daunting, but I believe God has his best plan for me. The lessons that I am supposed to learn, the experience that I am supposed to encounter, it'd be an enriching one.
To Michelle, I hope you find yourself along the journey. X
Saturday, 23 December 2017
12.24
Helo. It's Christmas Eve. 1.30am.
Insomnia.
Hey Michelle, no matter what decision you make in life, I hope is a decision that closes to your heart.
I hope you find happiness in whatever you do, and surround with people you love.
Be brave, be firm, and know that everything happens for a reason.
Insomnia.
Hey Michelle, no matter what decision you make in life, I hope is a decision that closes to your heart.
I hope you find happiness in whatever you do, and surround with people you love.
Be brave, be firm, and know that everything happens for a reason.
Friday, 27 October 2017
10.28
HI, I am back after 5 months.
五个月怎么一眨眼就过呢
两个月前被called to the bar
现在终于是律师，职场的新菜鸟
现在的心情是纠结的
感觉自己在各个方面停滞不前
觉得人生很矛盾
就像人往往要飞可是看不清楚前面的方向
就像人往往要爱可是同时要确保你的爱不侵犯我的空间
就像人往往要取一个平衡点却不懂得要如何妥协
看身边的人
都慢慢找到了自己生活的定位
在稳定的工作岗位，订婚的订婚（单这一星期就有3个朋友lol)，出国定居的出国定居
觉得自己真的老啦
不在年轻却还是在海上漂浮
但愿
你我早日找到属于自己的定位。
五个月怎么一眨眼就过呢
两个月前被called to the bar
现在终于是律师，职场的新菜鸟
现在的心情是纠结的
感觉自己在各个方面停滞不前
觉得人生很矛盾
就像人往往要飞可是看不清楚前面的方向
就像人往往要爱可是同时要确保你的爱不侵犯我的空间
就像人往往要取一个平衡点却不懂得要如何妥协
看身边的人
都慢慢找到了自己生活的定位
在稳定的工作岗位，订婚的订婚（单这一星期就有3个朋友lol)，出国定居的出国定居
觉得自己真的老啦
不在年轻却还是在海上漂浮
但愿
你我早日找到属于自己的定位。
Friday, 26 May 2017
27.5.17
人累了可以睡一晚， 心累了呢？
偶然在朋友那里看到这句话
眼泪怎么就不停地往下攥
什么时候开始
伤心流泪也成了一种惯性
心痛的时候
心累的时候
似乎希望眼泪可以带走那些不应该存在的情绪
心累的时候，
也就没有什么可以做的了。
Monday, 15 May 2017
5.15
过了好几年
也终于都在家里陪爸爸妈妈过了母亲节
只是少了弟弟
没有什么贵重的礼物
只是用我那份有限的薪水
请爸妈吃上稍微比平时要好的一餐哈哈
很感慨
他们也要过半百了
这几个月又重新和他们一起在同一个屋檐下生活
更深切的体会爸妈的爱
嘴巴不说却用行动表达最完全的那份爱
就像早上我告诉爸爸
让他如果去菜市场的话就帮我买木瓜
结果下班他来载我的时候就把木瓜切好还带了叉子给我吃
😭😭😭😭😭😭
去逛街的时候看到仙人掌也会想到要买给我放在办公室里
闹不愉快的时候我大声嚷嚷还是爸爸先道歉说对不起说了让我伤心的话
这辈子大概只有爸爸这么宠我
真的是边写边流泪的我
在想我这个女儿
活到二十五岁到底几时可以有出息一点
我会努力加油的
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