Perfect......!

Never in my life have I felt this perfect before...

Studying in the top university of Australia,
Doing things I love all day and all night long,
Scored decently well,
Became a tutor,
Management position in a club,
Enough to eat,
Enough to spend,
Enough sleep to go around.

I am finally satisfied. really.

Wooooo

Yayyy =)

It's a massive commitment of more than 5 hours a week, but that's fine =)

I'm still smiling from ear to ear since this morning =)

Upon a Star

I can only wish for something this beautiful to befall on me.

fishie.... fishie....

i met a friend whom i used to like in my jc days this evening..

everything went well, then we were comfortable enough to go into the topic about why we didnt manage to get together. i remember liking her a fair bit, though not to the point of obsession... the friendship was good, the interaction was nice.... felt good =)

then she disclosed that 原来she used to like me too.. but because of the bigger picture for our committee, she decided to lie to me. haha we were so childish =P

thinking back... it was pretty nice that the first person she called when she touched down Singapore in 2006 from her 2-week holiday was me. =3

simple times, simple love.

end of lovey dovey recollections of nearly-getting-together.

she reaffirmed that bad rumours about me were being spread....... and people were talking behind my back when i was president. some of those were bullshit...... really.. -.- and a lot are lies.

suddenly many things started to piece itself together.

no wonder.......................

I'm glad i had this evening with her.. untrue shit has been stirred. this is just stupid. kill my reputation this way.

win.

seriously........ i dont need to explain myself to people to let them understand who i really am. those who dont know......... dont mattter!

just a little more

i missed it by a step again... i'm some back-up contingent to the demand.

it's definitely better than not considering me at all. at least i know, if i get it this time, i'll be happy.

i need some luck now.. please let me get it!!

somehow

had a lazy saturday afternoon, trying to catch up on rest and sleep.. surfing my friends' pictures, blogs and stuff.. and realise that the connections i have with people aren't too fancy afterall.

maybe its just me, but honestly, i think i might grow old alone.

i've been busy with work, internship and matters that would improve my employability. i've been losing out on other things like catching up with people, and reconnecting the dots.

you win some, you lose some. do I want to remember my university education as an academic feasting, or would I want to think of it as a phase of my life that can never be replaced?

and besides....

with that wall around my heart,
who can come in?