New aspiration XD

Emm... it s 3.50 a.m 31/12/2011 ... Im still awaking... *Good* 

and it s too sad to say that Im staying up till late isn't for revision but watching youtube... omg~ I have just done a vy cute and short revision today. Im gonna catch up alots tomoro.. damn : (

It was very sudden that I've got an new aspiration... which is............... I WANNA IMPROVE MY ENGLISH...... Just realized that my English is that suck and broken.. I going to read more English reading materials as frequent as possible... 

But there is one more important thing that I should do before I start my ways to improve my English that is make sure I LL BE ABLE TO FINISH MY REVISION AND GET MYSELF PREPARED FOR FINAL EXAM !!!!!!! 

Strive! Strive! Strive!

It s last day of  2011... Well.. Im truly deeply madly seriously sincerely hope that 2012 gotta be a good good year for me... Praying~ God Bless me

Gotta strive hard for my final exam... everything ll be fine 【 is attracting good things to me according to the book The Secret】

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

HAPPY 2012~ not forgetting to say bye to 2011 : )

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是。时。候。把。为。了。某。人。而。留。的。长。发。给。剪。了。

frame of mind

Using my X 10 blogging now.. And I freaking not used to it ><
Just wanna drop some words and sharing about my current mood here... ; )
Today supposed to be a moody day for me.. Due to my test result is so bad... Cant achieve my goal.. Thanks God for letting me to meet so much positive energy today...
Me is currently full of positive energy.. Happy : )))
Don't care la, all I need to do now is putting more efforts on my final exam.. Strive !!!
我的未来不是梦


Btw, Im missing him badly... Though can see him everyday... But its just not enough for me... I want something more than that... I want interaction !!! Im greedy and I know it...Haha...

All the Best to me and the one who s currently reading this blog post.. XDD

My Diploma Convocation XDD

很突然的心情，想写部落的心情.. 呵呵...很不懂做么就很想写
终于，所以的courseworks, presentations, assignments 和mid-terms 都搞定料。现在在等着我的呢..........
da da da ~ 就是final exam... Advanced Diploma 的第一个大考，很gan jiong 一下的喽！还没真正开始温书，不过快开始了 : )) 下星期吧.. 还有约了淑怡去图书馆找 past year paper 【假勤劳是我的专长 : P】...希望接下来的日子都能顺顺利利呗 ; )
Emm, 至于那些courseworks, presentations, assignments 和mid-terms 的成绩如何呢，我只能说顺其自然吧~是好是不好，我都得接受~ 【 LOL.. 只是讨厌BIAS的老师.. Fuck you.. 搞得我酱emo】
 
那天去神庙听了济公佛的一句话 ------》 过去的事你担心也改变不了，未来的事你也担心不来
不知为何，从济公佛口里说出的话，特别容易让我接受得到， I mean 是真正可以reach 到你思维。就这么样，我也看开了些事 : ) 感恩~阿弥陀佛


十一月对我来说是很忙碌的一个月，可是却因为Diploma Convocation 让我的十一月多了一些喜悦和快乐回忆。Convo 比我想象中的开心以及好玩多了.. 呵呵... 也因此对拉曼多了份温暖的感情 : ) 以前对拉曼的感觉就是下乡，下乡..... 还是下乡...下乡占我对拉曼最多的回忆 : D 【好想念2009/10 的第三团，现在就只剩下回忆可让我回味那段大家曾肩并肩打拼的日子: )】

我DAC12 的ex-classmates XD

难得吖！我很少拍照时会笑到那么灿烂到露出牙齿 : D

 

 

P/S: 就是edit照片就花了本小姐两个小时多..几有耐心一下 : P

很愉快的一个毕业典礼，虽然我的老爸老妈没能出席。我之前还因为这件事而哭了几个小时，甚至和我父母赌气...可是过后站在父母的角度想想，他们的确有他们的苦衷...加上身边也是有很多父母没能出席毕业典礼的朋友...所以，原来不是我而已...很多和我一样 ： ）也慢慢释怀了。
虽然如此，我还是有个很快乐的Convo ..真的很谢谢来我毕业典礼的朋友-----》 Neo Nyy, Wan Yin, Chee Mei, Melissa & Yee Mei...尤其是燕燕...对不起，没有出席你的毕业典礼: (  【promise 你下一个毕业典礼我一定会出席】

戴四方帽和穿起毕业袍的感觉好好哦！还有拿着一束束的花拍照...哈哈
希望Advanced Diploma 还有机会穿.....到时无论如何我都要我老爸老妈来.. 呵呵...还有还有下次我一定要穿长裤...整班女生只有我一个穿裙>.<... 谁叫我懒惰拿裤子去改...

还是努力在课业上打拼呗~ 这样才能更靠近我的梦想，加油！

感恩~ 有那么愉快的Convo.. 虽然我差点迟到兼狼狈地跑去college hall -.-'''
都怪自己那么爱‘磨’ ........【其实是...那天早上我忽然不是很想去...原因...上面提到料... 所以就一直拖咯...要不是要拿Convo ticket 给一个coursemate 我想我可能真的会不要去..哈哈】

不过我觉得自己还蛮幸运的，遇到的陌生人都很好...谢谢帮我穿毕业袍的女生和叫我快点赶过去college hall 的男生...

等下上完课要去Kepong一日游，帮我老妈子还mai那些一大堆的杂费...sien~

 Have a good day ~ 

 ♥ ♥ ♥

** TO BE CONTINUED

frame of mind

It s coffee again...

I m still awaking @ 4 a.m

No doubt

I always work on last minute

I m that kind of person

who like to procrastinating things to last minute

emm...

maybe that s the reason why

I always cant do well in my studies

TT

so disappointed to myself

realized that the distance between my dreams and me is getting further and further

why I ve been so damn emo lately huh?

totally no ideas

just hope it wont last long

God Bless~

Unhappy

心情超级的不好

简直就置身于谷底里

有时候过于的信心

只会让你跌得更深

伤得更痛

有些事

适而可止就好了

不然到最好

弄伤的也不是自己脆弱的心灵

在‘追’一位senior 的部落

希望可以从他的部落中

找寻回那股已经渐渐离我远去的动力

听过这么一句话

当你觉得你想要放弃做一件事时，

想一想当初为什么要开始做这件事

加油！

我知道我为什么要开始

也很清楚自己坚持的理由

只是有时候

现实总是一直在挑战着我的信念

动摇是难免会发生的

我必须要时时提醒着自己

不能放弃

我可以允许自己一时的颓废

但

在颓废后的自己

一定要变得更强

更强！！！

我相信雨后天晴

属于我的彩虹

我很快就能遇见它了

frame of mind

现在的心情很不好

为了一些事，弄得自己不好受

TT

为什么要那么执着呢？

既然都改变不到现实了

为何不潇洒些呢？

我很努力试着去改变我的心态

我真的用尽所有可以让自己解脱的方式

 去改变自己

可是

不要去介意

 我能吗？

能！

我相信我可以

我需要一点点的时间

时间永远是最好的良药

也是个无情的良药

它可以冲淡一切你不想要的东西

然而

它也毫不留情地把你想收藏的东西给淡化了

眼角的泪

已不在我的控制范围了

为什么总是那么地脆弱呢 

告诉自己

明天一觉起来后

我依然还是我

生活还是一样要过

我要开心地过自己的每一天

 

 很有感觉的一部电影

没有拥有到的东西，总是最美好的

其实

它并没有那么好，只是我们习惯把它想得太好了

沈佳宜在里面说过一句

‘人生本來就很多事是徒勞無功的啊’

无可否认

这就是人生~

告訴你，相不相信我十年後連log都不知道是什麼 ，也可以活的好好的。

 总觉得这是一句话中带话的一句台词

我想多了？

或许~

并不重要

我想成為一個很厲害的人，讓這個世界因為有了我而有一點點的改變，而我的世界，不過就是妳的心。
是不是大多数人的回忆里
都住着一个沈佳宜呢？

明天会是很烦兼很忙的一天，【祝我好运】 : ) 

加油！ TYB

晚安

Sharing

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. 

未来属于那些相信梦想之美好的人。

 

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. 金玉良言 [ 一言点醒梦中人 ]

 

frame of mind

曾经那么小心翼翼，把一个人放在心底。为【ta】做许多只有自己才知的傻事，只盼一点点交集。偶尔的相遇，再装作面无表情的擦肩而过。年少单纯的我们，定格在青春岁月里。你的暗恋，想必也那么美丽。

Yup, exactly.. sometimes it can be beautiful, sometimes it can be hurts instead..

Thanks for those time, I ve learned lots from that..I have grown much.. thanks for hurting me in such an f*c*ing way.

It s past, just let it go.. time heals everything.. 
Thanks to TIME, had made the wound recovered : D

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It s weekend, another suffer weekend...
Gonna deal with MOFS & CBPL this weekend.. STRIVE!

Finally done my MFS assignment, after 3 times of modifications.. Thanks God ~

 加油！加油 ！加油！

P/S : today my English tutor was praising a male classmate.

Guess what the tutor said..... she said : '' wow~ you re so sweet..haha.. I think the boy was quite shocked with this ''sudden'' compliment.. 

To be honest, I myself was so surprised with that compliment, the first time I ever heard a person praise a boy with word SWEET and there the facial expression of the tutor was lil bit exaggerated..so cute man that tutor...hehe.. normally, we ll used the word SWEET on girls.. but then.. that s y I was like.......when I hear it.. then another classmate was keep laughing secretly over there..LOL..hahaha...well, I just wrote for fun here.. nothing to highlight.. 
and of course, you can use any words u like when praising someone.   
as long as u like, u don have to care what others say, right? just be yourself !!!

XDDD

Have a nice weekend = )

someone

Mood suddenly turned to down

after bumped into someone in FB
Im so unhappy now, or can I used the word sad?

TT

I just need some time
gimme some time
to get this things faded and forgotten

God Bless me ♥



Have been vy busy with my studies
tons of stuffs to do
there ll be a test- English for Management, Proposal letter tomoro

Week 8
Tuesday- due date for Monetary & Financial System assignment
Wednesday- due date for Corporate Banking Practice & Law assignment and presentation
Thursday- presentation for Marketing of Financial Service

Week 9
Monday- presentation for MFS assignment
Friday- English Individual Presentation
 

Week 10
Monday- due date for MOFS assignment
Thursday- MOFS mid term test

Week 11
Wednesday-CPBL mid term test

Week 12
Monday- MFS mid test

Wish me luck =)

Will always do my Best !!

As I used to tell my National Service friends,

WE ARE WIRAWATI BRAVO

Nothing gotta beat us down

strive! strive ! strive!

oh, my NS friends I just so damn miss u u all





 

 miss those time we had together, my gals~