Although you have rejected me indirectly, i still wish that there was some possibility.
i just want to be by your side, be your support, be your equal, be your whoever.
i really don't care that we work in the same company.
and that "don't eat and shit in the same place" crap, i really don't want it to stop us from progressing further.
That day after you came back from Thailand, we were whatsapp-ing on and off the entire day.
Then you asked me, out of the blue, if i want to go somewhere relaxing.
I didn't expect that but I agreed.
The dinner was nice. but the long chat and comfortable company sitting on the sandbags near the sea....is something I will never forget.
The fact that we were surrounded by couples....made my heart ache.
How i wished we were one of those couples!
I didn't expect you to share such a big matter with you and really..it's like a puzzle falling into place.
Suddenly, I thought, maybe you were too busy too. to even seriously consider a relationship with any girl.
How do you have any time left for your girl with all the things going on with your life?
but still, i am thankful and blessed and honored that you are willing to trust me with such important matter.
yet i wish.......
will you miss me if i am no longer around you?
if i leave, will you re-consider?
my heart...still yearns for you. and only you.
you inspire me and challenge me. that is what i hope my significant half would be.
how i wish you are him.
