live.laugh.love.let loose. LEARN.

its amazing how media influences without you realizing your senses are being piqued.

Piqued can mean to wound or to excite.

it cuts you to reveal deeper thoughts. yet at times excites you in a way like "hey! i've experienced that before"

to all the film makers, writers & set designers & costume designers,

THANK YOU for bringing the rest of the world closer to us. & helping us realize how truly human we all are no matter how hard we try not to be.

a sweet aroma

that rises to your throne.

Good ol times

was skypin a good ol friend.

good to know people who are still the same. recently when i sit back and observe, feel everyone's got this 'front' to them. i dont know how much to trust what i see. so you need to keep filtering your words & keep it cordial.

but with old friends you remember the way they were and you can compare it to the now. somehow one can tell how much they have changed and whether you have 'lost' them already or not.

dont feel like...

recently, there have been SOOOO many days in the recent weeeek i've been wanting to do nothing. was praying i would take ill, go on MC for the FIRST time.

but someone says no....
put others before yourself. do well the task that was given. rest days will come when its timee.

have been slogging it out too hard that i was hoping for a day to just recuperate.......
rest those eyes. be free from anxiety. sometimes i feel my heart burning itself out from all the cortisol released!

so wanna board a plane to see C. chill on the sofa with some apple ciders and a good movie. take a walk to the never ending aisles of a nearby supermart.
whip up a nice dinner in the colddddd......

that will be like my mini heaven on earth.

thank you for being my rock in this season of life.