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♥ Syikin ♥
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Friday, April 9, 2010, 12:25 PM
life not going as planned.no school. not working for now till 2 more weeks.
parents giving attitude.
low self esteem now.
no confidence at all now.
getting easily pissed over things.
cant stand that bitch.
feel guilty not praying much nowadays.
cash-stripped since im using pay to buy LOG tickets.
don't know what to do with life.
which course to apply.
what the fuck am i going to be when i grow up?
feel soo ugly compared to friends and sisters.
boring.
blackshot every single night.
ignore everyone on msn to play blackshot.
fuck i need to change myself.
Saturday, February 20, 2010, 10:31 AM
CHINGAY 2010 WAS A BLAST =Dtime to hit the books though.
I really had fun with Chingay. Had so much laughter every practice. Met great people. Blisters and aches here and there. All worth it man. GAH. =X
On the brighter side, now I have time to meet my friends =D and in about 3 weeks time there will be a bloco picnic hope everyone is going or something =) yeehoo~
AH FUCK. exams in one day im not anywhere near done for OC PIPC and AM =X
mampoz la ci bai. hai.
ah k bye ill come back after exams.
alah sad cant see someone anymore =O
Saturday, February 13, 2010, 1:08 PM
Today. I. Studied. A. Little. HEHE.Nevermind tomorrow full blast.
Met Aisyah and Hari today in school stardy.
Then Aisyah ajak-ed Firdaus come join us sheesha at night.
I feel damn bad for Fir cos I really scared him damn bad.
Thanks to Fizz with the scary incident last year, i still haven't overcome my fear fully.
Unless it's someone I really know and trust, I don't mind though. But still scary.
Embarassing uh i was damn scared couldn't even bring myself up the bike ya know.
Like something pulling me to the ground. Then when he wana corner I moved my body the other direction -_-
On the brighter side, I'm alive =D
okay i shall try to overcome my fearrrr .
and BOOK MY TP SOON!
garhhh~~
Plans for holiday...
- work, duh
- club maybe LOL? hehehe
- go aussie maybe. see ah who wana go with me end of march gitu.
- hang out a lot. shop a lot. sheesha a lot.
- never touch any school-related stuff
Great evening today. Goodbye for now =)
I'm doing myself a favour. Cause I don't want to fall again~~
Sunday, February 7, 2010, 12:29 PM
You light the skies, up above meA star, so bright, you blind me, yeah
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away, don’t fade away-
Oh
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world-
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world-
If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I’ll be there for you
You’ve saved my soul
Don’t leave me down, don’t leave me down
Oh
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me, we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world-
Ooooooooh
All the stars are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you-
Ooooooooh
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me, we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world
All the stars are coming out tonight (oooooooh)
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you-
All the stars are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you-
All the stars, are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you-
All the stars, are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you-
Such a beautiful song. This song can make me cry anytime.
The lyrics is sooooo wonderful. Perfect :)
Enjoy...
Friday, February 5, 2010, 10:33 AM
wooo stresss~~~ feel so aliveee .. ALIVVEEEE.... ALIIVVEEE I SAYY!!! hahahawatched porn in school just now with them friends HAHAH more of the leak sex tape of that suria girl.
nyahahah~
today's performance was cancelled =(
was looking forward to it mann~
the fun, the black and white theme, and the money too -.-
cos this time i'm reallly really really broke.
I SPENT MY MONEY FOR LOG ON PERFUME AND CIGGS =( =(
gahz. nevermind shall start saving again. haiz. took so long to save it.
so anyway, tomorrow is Chingay full dress rehearsal
means CHINGAY is nearing. which also means. FUCKING EXAMS AROUND THE CORNER.
IM
NOWHERE
NEAR
HALF-DONE
FOR
MY
REVISION
Can I get a woot woot!
GAHZZ~
So anyway, I shall study later on. Going to sleep first then go out and stardy before Chingay practice mann woot. I shall reward myself with fried mars bars later IF i really studied ! :)
One more thing, I'm looking forward to Apitos future woot =)
HAD FUN TODAY SHEESHA SESSION COS IT WAS ONE OF DA BEST SHEESHA I HAD.
so fucking mintyyy~~ grapeyy~~~ AH SO NICE. KTHXBYE.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010, 11:36 AM
Exams in less than 3 weeks y'allIm not even close to halfway prepared?
On the other side, I've saved almost enough for LAMB OF GOD
On the other other side, I used 26 bucks of it to buy Salvatore Ferragamo perfume in school just now
On the other other other side, I need to save another 30 for LOG, then another 100 for Placebo !!
Now, now, I MUST pass all my subjects then Dad would sponsor my australia trip with my friends in March to hang out with Quraisah and maybe I'll even get to go Budapest too in Hungary in June/July later on.
GAHHH Full force stardie here I come ...
I guess to make it through, all you need is discipline and SYIKIN, dont procrastinate lah.
You ah, really one kind ah... Distracted easily you know. Plan2 to study, end up going sheesha, or lepak, or go dinner with friends. Haiyooo~ AND SYIKIN, you will go nowhere if you dont pray baby. Allah is here for youuu. SO PRAY WHEN YOU CANNNN AT LEAST!
At least I really have the motivation now after what Dad said. Love ya Daddykinz hahaha
I mean I'm also in Chingay means timeeee is constricted man. I'm just afraid I can't make it . If I fail any subjects, it means OUT OF TP foreverrr *echoes eveerrr eevveerrr* LOL!
okay no, not a laughing matter. haha. kay stop laughing -.- teeheeee~
anyhoohooz, tomorrow is Apitos practice since maybe we're having a gig on Friday.
If it's open for public, maybe I'd want my friends to come over. I'll ask Captain Aisyah tomorrow then ! =D
and oh, that 2 hours was worth my time =/
Goodnight Everyone...
Monday, January 25, 2010, 10:01 AM
Teman tapi mesra.... Fuck that bullshit. Dont believe in that =)Just friends, yes. We shall go on like this. loving itttt =)
BLOCO WAS FUN TODAY COS LAUGHED A LOT.
AH laughing just makes me soo happy.
now home, back to studying n project cb -.-
fucking AM test later at 9. OC at 8. hmphh~
today i found out stuff bout some boys.
Some boys just cant appreciate what they have.
A perfect girlfriend, yet you still want more and wana fool around and have multiple scandals.
In other words, typical matreps ah.
Now when I look at them, I feel the hatred.
I see them every single fucking day.
My heart goes out to the poor girl.
I swear I feel like rembat-ing every single one of them but like, HAHA who am I sak -.-
Can't believe I wasted my time hanging out with them.
Thank god I realised they aint worth it and wooshh Im lovin my friends now =)
FUCKER DOGS GO GET A LIFE PLEASE, I HOPE KARMA COMES TO YOU.
byebye i need to sleep. POWER NAP WOOT ~~~~zzzzzz