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Thursday, October 25, 2012

I dun like it when I am sensitive to how ppl feel about me. It bothers me when the message might not be directed to me, but somehow I have the sinking feelin tat it is. you know what I mean? :(

I will learn to overcome it. I will learn not to be bothered and live MY own life. :)

Fall sick today. Fever, headache and sore throat. Must be the after effect of midterms hahaha. felt so sorry that I have to cancel lunch date wit friend last min cos of tat. sorry!

Starting to get excited about exchange next sem! but the planning process sux ah. no money is a very stressful thing. everything have to save. air ticket, insurance etc, is so bothersome to find a cheap and good one. desperately looking for source of income now. I hope ex-company will still wan me back durin the dec holiday as I can only work for 3 weeks. mayb I shd go try luck and buy 4D or TOTO?? hehehehe.

Final exam in 4 weeks time! :X

Till then...

10:42 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

yeh no more midterms!! 4 weeks of no exam before the finals. time to chill, a bit. :D

10:07 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

FEELINGS:

competitiveness, especially during closer friends, can really make my mood go down. although I dun deny that sometime I have the selfish thought too, but I stick wit my principal: ask me & I will share. unless of cos of some other factors. begin to get the hang of getting over that sucky feeling faster and faster, cos it seem to be repeating again and again, when one grow older and older...

I hate it when I feel that someone is looking down on me. Who does anyway lol. Self-convincing tat I dun owe anyone & there will be a silver lining somewhere. :)

I dun need a lot of r/s, jus one that is true. still finding, & hope to find him soon, cos I wan him to spend my growing up life wit me. ^^ HAHAHAH sweet rite!! my hair is standing aso LOL. :)

ok tat all. recess week have ended btw. and there are 2 CORES midterm next week. ended entre module today though! yeh finally! wish me all the best for next week. full engine starting tmr! go go go!

1:52 AM

Friday, October 05, 2012

One of the good thing abt recess week is tat I can finally catch up wit my drama. :) of cos, I got study aso ok!

Come on, watching drama is such a enjoying thing! & I cant stop squealing at how handsome or how sweet the drama is hehehe.

Btw, I am concurrently watching 3 dramas, though one is on hiatus since sem start hahaha. let me finish "To the Beautiful you" & "Panda and Hedgehog" first before continuing with "Time Slip Dr. Jin". Minho and donghae priority first ok hahahah xP.

9:25 PM

Thursday, October 04, 2012

It's recess week!

But it is goin to be over in 3 days time. :(

Unproductive recess week for studying. Just help waking up late and taking naps. Literally slpt like 12h everyday? Shiok, but bad for me after recess week hahaha. o well clear sleep debt for now first. :) & I still haven play enough leh...

Can't wait for final exams to be over now. ok final exams still gt 2mth. can't wait for week 9 to be over then, where all my midterms will have ended, entre module down, CS group assignments submitted and 2 out of 3 lab reports completed. Anyone wan to party wit me after week 9? hahaha.

Want to whine. I WAN TO GO SM TOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!! :( If only money flew down from the sky. Can't go as I need to save money for exchange next sem, plus I alr spent a bomb on Shinee World Concert 2. sigh sigh. nvm, I will look forward to swc after exam. minho I am comin to see you again!! :D

10:52 PM