Sunday, May 27, 2012
Hi ppl.
I have found a job.
Pay wise sound not bad, but it is retail. so yeh this is the first time I am doin retail, so kinda fearful. & my god my leg feel like dyin every time at work. really stand whole day! except during the lunch break can sit down a while. as workin place is in town, that means I have to stand even more cos there is basically no seats when goin to work or goin home. approximate 11h of standing, I hope to faster get use to it or else working is really a drag. & times seem to crawls when doin retail. no idea why huh lol :/
I really hope I can survive this 2 months happily, without anymore screwed up and faster getting used to it!!
Jia you to myself! :)
o and results are released 2 days ago. results very average, but I am really satisfied wit it le. cos I expected worse. & I shd be glad that I improve a bit. Slight improvement is better den no improvement. Jus hoppin to continue to improve in the next 3 sem (not counting IA which is pass fail). *self hypothesis.* "I can do it, I can do it, I can do it. "
till then~
12:30 AM
Friday, May 11, 2012
FEARS.
It came from the heart, it came from the mind.
I do know that I have a lot of fears. fears that I can talk about, & fears deep down that I can't talk about and people will not understand. I do not like myself to be fearful of so many things too, but it just happened. That's me. & it is a troublesome thing as it affect my life somehow.
I will like to go back to when I was young, where I will not think so much, and hence less fears. I should have less active imaginations. ><
4:33 PM
I NEED A JOB!!!!
Or rather, I NEED A JOB THAT I AM WILLING TO WORK FOR, WITH REASONABLE PAY!! :(
so damn hard to find. & i thought it shd be easier for me to find admin job since i have been workin admin for years, but apparently it is NOT. overestimated myself. :(
I am goin to lose sleep and become more stress if I dun get a job SOONNNNNNNNN.
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I really dun like workin for retails leh. how come I feel I deserved it for rejecting the retail job with reasonable pay. ><
3:04 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2012
Recently have this feeling to want to.... fall in love. LOL.
not that I experienced it before, not that I am despo too. it is jus I guess the age thingy. and the hormone I guess? Jus wan to experience caring for someone, although there are bounds to be heartaches at times too.
ok this topic really sound pretty weird discussing hahahha. >< so I shall jus conclude that I do wan to find my Mr. Right soon. & by Mr. Right I really mean the right one, not one that I can't feel the sincerity.
Everyone have the right to be treated "correctly".
9:48 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2012
Do not have the time to blog about my 21st bday party, so now I shall blog abt it! hahahah!
First time in my memory that I hold a party. it is actually rather tiring that day cos I cant split myself up to go and talk to different grp of friends. so jump here jump there. hahahaha. but it was fun planning the party actually, & fun to gather wit my friends and family! <3
& w/o saying much more, some of the pictures up next! LOL.the rest on fb!
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| Me wit the presents! thanks everyone! :) |
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| Friends since primary sch! |
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| OG 16! |
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| NH clique~~ |
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| CDC clique! |
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| 08S25! |
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| Friends from NH! |
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| CBC clique~~ |
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| FAMILY!! |
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| Sisters! I like this picture hahaha! |
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| Catering foods |
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| Guest book |
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| Border to take picture! tks cy! |
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| Chocolate banana cake from awfully chocolate! |
:D :D :D
5:46 PM
wow I realised I have not been bloggin for 2mths! this shows that I am busy with STUDIES. hahahah! Btw,
EXAMS END LE!!! WOOOOOOOOH!!
though I am more sian cos.... haiz like always lol. but whatever I tried my best, & nth I can do if I am not fated wit even getting average grades rite. :(
& I can't believe I am goin to be year THREE next sem. omg I survived half of my uni life, and half more to go. yr 3.... sound so.....old. & I can't believe I am officially an adult aso le. but forever young ok hehehehe. ><
2:02 AM
