there is this emptiness in my heart recently, a lot of unnecessary worries in my head, the at lost feeling. no it is related to him if are thinkin it is. LOL. i feel like talkin it out to someone, but i jus cant say it out. not to anyone. it is affectin my slp for the past few nights, & i really hate that feeling. i noe the solution to my problem is myself, my thinking. all i can do now is to keep myself distracted and hopefully soon i will get over it. dun ask me anything. i dun wan talk abt it. hahaha.

at times like this, i wish u will be there to assure me. it might help a bit, i dunno.

workin at food fair wit liling and yu zhi from tmr to tue! come visit & buy products from us! HAHAHAHA. i hope it will be fun.first time workin at food fair. I am surrounded by FOODS! LOL.

"I`m the type of person who tries not to like you but ends up falling for you even harder."

pictures update!




21 April.
Bday celebration wit yuzhi & liling at vivo. tks girls for the surprise even though it turned out nt very sucessful. HAHAHAHA. still, tks a lot! :D
went to white dog's cafe for dinner. den went to the open area, before walkin to sentosa boardwalk. the place is damn nice at night! very romantic. but I keep tellin them that my first time walkin there shdnt be walkin wit them rite. HAHAHAHAH! xP



goin party world wit half of my clique tmr! cos the other half nt free. :(
outings outings! i wan more outings! but I dun wan to organise! LOL.
jobs jobs! i need a job! but it is hard to find a suitable one!


strong strong! i wan to be strong. really want to....so that i can be happy deep down...

I FINALLY END EXAMS!!! WOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
2mths plus of break. I must really enjoy it before the stress come again next sem. hahahaha.of cos, i need a vacation job!! so that i can support myself for the hk trip in july!! job job faster come to me!!! hahahaha.

anw, I am scared. really scared. i am scared that there is really end of world, and more scared that it might occur SOON. heard ppl talkin abt it (on yt), and there are so many links sayin the same thing, the same date and everything. it is really freaking me out. i dun wan to think abt it. so dun tell me these kind of things. i wan to live happily ok. & of cos i hope there is no end of world. pls be strong, Earth. i really love you. though i might be unhappy wit my life at times, i still treasure it a lot. there is so many things i haven do, so many things i haven experience, so many words i haven say, jus so many many. i dun wan regrets, but certain things need time. so yeh.... sigh.

ok time to...
HIT ALL THE SHOWS!! :D
no more slpin late to study, no more forcin myself not to slp! time to enjoy!
though i will miss..... 2mths plus. :(

last paper tmr! i feel like it is holiday alr. -.- seriously it is such a bore to study mps. & cant understand.but pls jus let me pass the paper! hahahaha.


I really enjoyed the time, if only there is no exam burden there. the reason why i am still stayin...
2mth startin from tmr... :(

3more days to freedom. but i am alr very sick of studyin now. & the worse thing is I haven study finish yet. but really very sian lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. & 我一直想睡觉。><

bye I am here jus becos I am veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy sian. hahahahha


we must noe the line that we can pass, & the line that we cannot. I make a mistake in steppin over the purely friend line. now it is hard to step back. I make a mistake thinkin it is ok that ppl noe abt it, though I didnt tell a lot of ppl, it jus spread. >< cos I dun like the feelin that ppl seem to be expectin something out of us. I wan to be natural.

PS: dun ask me abt wd i wrote in my blog. it is a place for me to write whatever rubbish i wan. i dun mind my readers readin, but dun mention to me abt the content unless i feel like tellin u ok. hahahah.

ok really BYE!

4exams down, 2more to go!!
all i can say is, i am very scared. very very scared for 112 result. but there is nth i can do now except wait & pray hard. hahaha. I haven done my very best, but I really no time to do my best. so my feelin is stuck in "it's ok" & "guilty". LOL. o well..



我是喜欢上你在我身边逗我开心的感觉，还是喜欢那个你？是习惯，依赖了吗，所以才会怀念？
不知道，不管了。我只要这样继续下去就好，可以吗。