my life:still study. -.-

& i love to tease chen yu.rite darling. xP


so basically, there is something i wan to do. but on deeper thought, i am afraid of the outcome. i cant handle the consequences. becos i value a lot on the friendship. but i dun wan to have regrets. i wan to try doin something this daring. but is this really wd i what? or am i jus tryin to prove something? i have no idea too. my thoughts..my feelings.. are they real or am i jus being influenced?is there something more to my feelin den jus being plain ec? i finally have a little courage to look inside my heart, to remove the protection i have placed, but i am unable to fully remove it. i am afraid of gettin hurt again. afraid of being a fool again...

Back to update! cos ppl say I am not updating. LOL.

Life is still like that. stressful.this sem seem to have a lot of ups & downs, regardless of myself or my uni clique ppl. everything seem to be breaking apart. let jus say i dun like bad changes. ok who do. but still...

it seem like the stress dun come entirely from studies, but more of the stress of trying to hold on to things.

& I always have this negative thought that happiness dun last. After happiness will come sadness, & it seem like it is rather true. hahaha. o no why am i leadin life expecting that i will only be upset, stress & everything negative! o well....

Life still have to goes on.

Hi blog.
This week is recess week, so i have a little time to update u. hahahaha.
I have a feelin i will regret after this recess week is over. regret cos i didnt study much!
O well not that i wan too! Jus not in the muggin mood. even if I am, I study soooooooo slow that in the end I nv achieve much.
ok shall stop complainin. & prepare to go sch mug.
Bye blog. Dun miss me. HAHHAHAHAHA.
Before i go, pictures update!




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