Saturday, February 28, 2009
y do i always have to think that way? y cant i have jus a bit more trust? y cant i jus be the one? y do i have to be so superficial at times? y cant i jus control myself? dun mind me. jus another random post wit another random thoughts. nt sayin anyone or anything in particular. sometimes i realli hate myself.
8:37 PM
Friday, February 27, 2009
i survive 2 days without com! lolx. everyday tell nette i emo cos no com to use. haha. reasons: bro so called ROD from army le and sis took the laptop out. lucky the last 2 days quite late reach home so jus study and go slp. suddenly have so much time for hw sia. haha. that a gd thing. i need to start catchin up wit my hw. will be veri busy these 2 weeks. there is yp skit thingy to do, sport day, pw, 2 tests next week and 5tests on week 10. wd an ass. i need to have gd time management. haha. wed: have spa trail. although i gt the most yield among the last few practicals, but this trail more scary den the practicals cos i like so clumsy la. spill a few drops of hot water on my hand twice. i need to be more careful next time. haha. and always after experiments will feel that there is a lot of chemicals on me. lolx. k i admit i am clumsy. went NPC after that. scare me when sharifa said we r suppose to write the script and act but luckily i gt tuiton on the day of performance so dun need to act. went to eat mac after that. gain weight le la. haha. thurs: have 2h econ again. so funny when the class quickly pack up and walk fast to the lecture hall after econ lesson cos we scared we will be late for math lecture. nearly fall asleep durin math lecture. seriously that area i am seated in veri gd to slp. haha. of cos dun dare slp so have to self entertain myself. ate lunch den went home slp before wakin up for gp tuition. today: sport trail! went out to buy banners all that first. time keeper for relays. ours veri fast finish den we will jus stone there and wait for the next grp. played tug-of-war after that. J2 versus J1 and we won for both round. 面子问题ma. haha. super fun la tug-of-war though it is scary as u will felt that u r goin to flew out. buffet after that. the foods quite nice. well done owens! :Di cant access to the gp thingy. i dunno wd to do. can someone tell me wd am i suppose to do? am i suppose to sign up for a new account or wd??? super tired now but i wan to watch together first. tmr will be a brand new and busy day. haiz.random: i miss my ec. have nt seen him for 3months le. haha. waitin for someone to send me the pic i wan. lolx. it is nt impt now.
10:00 PM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
pc today is trail run for 2.4km. teacher wan us to complete it by 16min but of cos i cant la. haha. but i think i didnt fail, though i didnt do too well. runnin and stand board jump is jus nt for me la. there is bloody lot of tests in week 10. and i have a lot of hw to do this week. plus there is house com and cca stuffs to do. sian sian sian. busy busy busy ah!! chem SPA trail tmr. back to memorisin.
9:10 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
GP lesson.ms heng let us continue watchin minority report. kinda scary some of the scene, but overall quite interestin the show. math lecture quite scary. nt because dun understand the topic but rather becos of the lecturer. haha. i love today pc! cause it is jus talkin session for 15min den we can left. went nearby sheng siong check out price for foods den went home. quite a lot of hw to do. but i jus feel like watchin drama. end sch at 5pm tmr due to chem extra lesson and pw exhibition. sch r borin!! back to hw....or cape no.7 first. haha. the cause of all things? i am sry.
7:30 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
my laptop is gettin crazy again.so slow, especially at nite. grrrrrrr..
mum said bro will home stayin at home permanently soon. like after this thurs? as in he will be completing his 2yr of army soon. bad news to my family. lol! yeh i am evil, but u shd noe the irritin stuffs he will do when he is home den u might have the same thinkin as me le. there goes the com, the peace,come the high bill of electricity and the "war". lolx.
i am back to eatin mode. this is bad. i am suppose to be on diet and my aim to lose weight! but seriously foods is jus so temptin rite. haha.告诉我-唐禹哲一个人走一走
街灯下的路口
握不紧的双手
不知怎么形容
已被你击退的我
不知道该往哪走
想不到挽留难开口
面对面的握手
你已经不爱我
承诺全部没收
让我忘了所有
一个人重新来过
你怎么那么从容
怎么能等不及我回头
狠心的话 全都讲完
剩下的路 各走一半
也许我真的不够勇敢
毕竟相爱一场有太多片段
告诉我 怎么能忘记你的笑容
告诉我 怎么做才是普通朋友
假如你用心守候
不会是这个结果
你说的我都懂
我却不能够 就这样放手
告诉我 悲伤的时候会想起我
告诉我 你舍得让我独自漂泊
有些话说不出口
害怕又犯下了错
分手还没有说泪就先流
面对面的握手
你已经不爱我this is gettin scary.
7:08 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
done wit PLMIT.overall the show still okok lor. think there will be PLMIT 2. den now den realised zhong ji san guo showin next week. i didnt even noe they alreadi started filmin the show. zhong ji san guo is the 3rd version of zhong ji yi ban if u dunno. haha. but zhong ji san guo FLH nt the main ppl so a bit dun feel like watchin cos like plot totally different. but i shd be watchin cos there is quite a lot of shuai ge actin. LOL. gd nite~
11:46 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
went to k box wit nette, jocelyn and kaihui today in the end. haha. wanted to go drama feast but it started at 4pm when i end sch at 1pm. dunno how to spend the 3h if stay in sch. last week alreadi stone in sch for 6h+ le cannot waste time le. haha. so decided to go k box. on the way saw kaihui and she went crazy wantin us to invite her to go k box. lolx. so off we went! this time they didnt chase us until 7pm. good. jocelyn gt emo when yx call her to say that her ec gt go drama feast aso. i understand her feelin. haha. house com meetin in the mornin tmr. sian have to wake up early again. goin out wit liling after that. long time since i last went out wit her ah. haha. i am sleepyyyyyyyyy. shall slp soon.
10:15 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
nice new song from my lao gong below! haha!biao da ai ~ 表达爱 [Artist: Lin Jun Jie & Liao Jun]表达爱-林俊杰/廖君(男) 我们擦身而过
风卷起了沉睡的什麼
情绪在怂恿 撑开了懵懂
有一种冲动yeah
(女) 决定不沉默
毕竟有感觉的人不多
我不想就此错过
(男) 眼睁睁看爱 (女)就这样过吗
(男) 至少我和你 (女)可以说说话
(合) 证明刚刚发生过什麼
用表白 换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈
心还 绕著你徘徊
难道 真是爱
泪水流过 才明白
爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在
幸福 不在千里外
让我勇敢 表达爱
(男) 眼睁睁看爱 (女)就这样过吗
(男) 至少我和你 (女)可以说说话
(合) 证明刚刚发生过什麼
用表白 换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈
心还 绕著你徘徊
难道 真是爱
泪水流过 才明白
爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在
幸福 不在千里外
让我勇敢 表达爱
用表白 换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈
心还 绕著你徘徊
难道 真是爱
泪水流过 才明白
爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在
幸福 不在千里外
让我勇敢 表达爱
让我勇敢 表达爱 o shit. it is 11pm now. and i haven do my econ essay yet. c how irony it is. if i am studyin for a test now at this time i sure veri sleepy. but now i still okok and can still use the com. if onli my energy is used at the correct place. haha.guess i will do my econ tmr. gt 1h break to complete. dun think goin k box tmr le. cos onli me and nette go kinda sian. guess save the money next time den go.
11:02 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
screw my bio test. dunno how to do entirely qn 2. veri sad leh u noe. 8marks gone jus like that. and i study until 2am yesterday de leh. haiz. jus hope i didnt make any more mistakes?? hahaha.redo OR3 today. this time i do until veri messy sia. haha. hot water wit white ppt even slash onto my hand once when i was swirling the conical flask. lucky onli a bit onli. haha. kinda scared of spa trail and spa. i hope it is easy to understand. cca today. onli 15min. lolx. was late for 15min cos someone said it start at 2.45pm. lolx. so sad no welcome party for j1. haha. or has it alreadi been done le? took bus to j.e. on the way saw joshua. and he started suan-ing me again. -_-". he said that i look fatter. sian. i noe i gain weight but y my appearance aso show it. :( nvm i will aim to lost weight. haha. went to j.e market to eat after that. i haven eat my lunch that y go eat hor. math test tmr. heard that it will be hard. sian.it is so hard to get into university, based on the 10th percentile shown at the uni website. it is like we have to get almost all sub A, which is veri de difficult ah. welcome to the cruel world.
10:05 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
goodbye slp. i wan u but sadly i dun think i can have u tonight. lolx. sleepiness pls go away tonight, or at least until i finish studyin for bio test tmr. wish me luck.
9:46 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
i hate standin board jump. yes that rite.today pc trail nafa. and i cant even jump to 140. my passin length is 156. can someone give me so miracle legs to jump further?? bio test change to wed. better since gt more time to study now. shall make use of the extra time given and nt waste it. i have nt touch bio at all, or rather 3side of the first chap? haha. shall go and watch superstar express first. the show seem nice and i hope it wun disappoint me.
6:05 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
before i go i have something to say:econ sux. seriously. now i regretted takin econ, kinda la cos i dun think i suit takin h2 bio and h1 geo aso. y cant we jus take 2 h2 and 3h1?? life is jus so sad.
7:55 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
didnt go to jp in the end today cos i was too tired to go. i slpt for 15h from yesterday till today, and i nt nt even an ogl la. i still can slp somemore but jus have to force myself to wake up to study. guess it might the the flu that cause me to be like that? sheryl called me at 5plus i think to ask if i am at jp. sadly i am nt. i wish i was there too lor. haiz. den jocelyn sms me at 8plus to tell me she saw JJ lin???!!! asked her where she saw him she didnt reply me. -_-" i wan c my lao gong!!! lolx. get back to my dinner and later econ notes. i am still at page 6/15 of the note. there is still 3chap of bio to study by tmr. GG liao. wish me luck.
10:33 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
HAPPY EARLY VAL DAY!!
today mornin quite scary due to balloon burstin session. lolx. brought balloons for them and asked yx to help me blow cos i was sick. in the end 3 balloons burst suddenly, 1 even burst so near to my ear. can feel the sudden impact to my ear. and it was so loud la. luckily there isn't much ppl at the canteen at that time. gt so scared that the balloons were burst again that i jus pass the balloons to them and ask them to blow at their own risk .lolx. was feelin unwell in the mornin. lucky better in the afternoon but i dunno y these few days will keep stonnin and jus no mood to listen in class lor. yesterday the first time i ask nette to go toilet wit me to slack durin math lecture. haha. cos i am seriously nt in the mood. ms heng was so funny durin GP lesson. end sch at 1pm and wanted to use the time to do hw study. in the end i nv did any. i jus spent my 6h in sch eatin, helpin e club to pack orientation stuffs, walk ard the sch many times and talkin. sound like i no tests next week rite but actually there is 4 tests next week la. kinda worried no time study le. so ass la this week val day still give us so many tests hai us cannot go out celebrate. roarrrrrrrrrr. shd be stayin at home tmr to rest and study, unless someone willin to accompany me to c JJ lin! lolx. anyway stay back in sch today cos of JJ nite. quite fun cos we self high. was this close to coconut too. lolx. super sticky and tired after that, and still veri tired now. shall be slpin soon. before i go, thanks everyone for their val day presents and i hope everyone who receive mine will like it too! :D but so sad i like always sick when it is val day so all the chocolate can onli eat when i recover. o and i receive this i dunno wd to say gift by danny. he is so ????!!!!!??! i dunno wd to say. lolx. anyway he gave me and wei en 1 domo pencil case and ask us to use it on alternate days. -_-" i decided to jus give wei en the pencil case since i think ............hahahahhaa. shall nt say much lest later they come and kill me. haha. nite~hello nette! i noe u r readin this rite. LOL.
11:15 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
this 2 days is shoppin for val day gift. yesterday went west mall wit wei en. she brought her gifts her shop and save and we share costs for danny and zl gift. brought something retarded for them which is meant to laugh at them de. wei en left after that and i continue my wait for bro. in the end i waited like 2h for him la. went hello shop, wanted to settle the plan thingy. in the end it is a wasted trip. bloody hell waste my time.
today bus to jp wit nette, jocelyn, stella, tracy and lihuan. tracy went to meet bf. me, nette and jocelyn too hungry so we went to eat lunch so separate from lihuan and stella. after lunch shop ard. so funny la we r like buyin each other val day present in front of one another. but yeh we r suppose to forget wd one another buy too. i shall pretend to be shock tmr ok. lolx. last stop is NTUC. i guess most ppl will come NTUC buy gifts ba. lolx. i was thinkin of wd to buy. so difficult to buy nette 1 la! she noe y. lolx. have been thinkin of the idea from yesterday and decided to use my idea today. so gifts settled le! but i have the feelin that this box of chocolate i brought since last week has melted. jus pray it haven melt a lot and ppl pls do eat it when i serve to u. lolx.
shd be goin JJ nite tmr. but i end sch like at 1pm??!! wonder how am i goin to spend the 5h or so.
and yesterday practical was the best for all 3. cos this is the first time i nearly done all the things myself without askin! lolx. felt veri sry towards eeling and grace cos i always panic and ask them this and there. now i jus hope the actual SPA wun be too difficult to understand and do.
random: laptop finally ok le! yeh!!
i think i am fallin sick soon.
tired. nite~
i jus hope i will be ok soon.
5:43 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
i jus realised i forget to wish my nh ec happy b'day , through it is yesterday. haha.
happy b'day xin hui and ET! :D
10:42 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2009
com is addicting. seriously. anyway i completed my halogen and acid tutorial! lolx. there is like internal battle in my clique, or rather motivation to each other la. jocelyn wanted to "motivate" me to do hw but dunno y her motivation dun work for me. onli nette works. lolx. and i am nette motivation too i think? haha. nvm wd i am talkin abt. it isn't impt. lolx.
suppose to have math mock test tmr but i think will be changed to thurs as mr sia haven go through finish the tutorial. but shd be studyin for it later lest i next time no time study. pc tmr. the teacher better dun make us do abs exercise or whatever crazy exercise. gp tuition tmr aso. mon blue sia. lolx.
tmr is the last day of cny. anyone wan do visitin must go quickly.lolx.
i wan go k box!!!!
i wan play majong!!
majong? lolx meimei. ur favourite :P
6:44 PM
Saturday, February 07, 2009
南拳媽媽 -下雨天
下雨天了怎么办我好想你
我不敢打给你我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺(疲惫)
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出哪些差别
结局那还能多明显
别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
11:07 PM
Thursday, February 05, 2009
today went queensway wit nette, lihuan and liling to settle class tee and repair laptop. but in the end i forget that repair centre close at 5pm, and onli realised it at 5pm. -_-". veri heavy leh carry it ard. now have to find another time to go repair. and the prob now is i dunno where is the place!! do anyone noe how to go Alexandra techno park? or noe where is river valley high sch?? lolx.
bro home again. sian. back to my chem tutorial den. i am quite bored tmr. anyone wan jio me out? lol!
告诉我怎么能忘记你的笑容
告诉我怎么做才是普通朋友
7:30 PM
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
yesterday suppose to go lao shi house immediately after sch de. but stay back to do owens board. suppose to leave at 2pm in the end we stay until 4pm to complete everything or else the board veri ugly. i help in colourin hor. lolx. take bus to bp. almost reachin teacher house den she sms jocelyn say nt free come next time. -_-". shd have call her lor. lolx. so went home eat slp do hw.
cca open house after sch. quite boring. i cant talk to ppl. dun have the ability. so help fion paste the notices ard the sch. shift ended at 3pm but we stay on for aso dunno wd. lolx. i went ard pesterin ppl, especically meiting. she quite high cos i drag her to cdc booth to do something she happy in. lolx. went to play shootin. first time i hit the paper 4 over 5 times. the second time i hit none over 10times. so funny sia. i gt that lousy meh. lolx.
almost everyone in my class cant laugh loudly these few days, after the pc on mon. evil ppl like nette will make us laugh and she wun suffer. roarrrr. haha.
gt updated news of my ec. he haven go army! lolx. and he is now a relief teacher. too bad is nt me who saw him. :(
heard that bro is hospitalized due to high fever. but he is comin home later. i shd be concern abt him rite but i dun really actually. haha. cos he come back means no com for me to use. hehex. ah ya if u have him as bro u will understand how i feel. i am nt that evil lor. haha.
goin queensway tmr to repair my laptop and check out class tee. and shop a while. haha. stella say i forever goin shoppin. gt meh. still ok lor. haha.
back to econ tutorial and PLMIT.
it's gettin harder, but it will get easier soon. i guess.
6:42 PM
Monday, February 02, 2009
first thing in sch when i reach. different uniform. the ogls started "welcome to JJ this way pls". stuff my ear wit my earpiece. lolx. break. bloody lots of ppl. lucky we went to buy foods a bit earlier. J1 must let J2 eat first ma. LOL. o yeh.we r senior now. sian.
pc today was horrible. i was scoldin the teachers at the back of my mind and i do nt bother givin them a gd face. lazy to elaborate but i realli hope i wun kanna them tmr and next week. they r leavin next tue. if next mon still them i think i will realli consider goin for make-up lesson. grrrrrrr.
9:34 PM
Sunday, February 01, 2009
i finally created a facebook account. cos there is games for me to play. lolx.
suppose to be doin my math tutorial now, but yeh com win over hw. lolx. i have been slackin quite a lot this year, seriously. time to get my muggin mood soon, i hope. there is now a small pile of hw waitin at my table. i will complete it......soon. lolx
anyway, yesterday went joanne house bai nian. her parents veri friendly and her house is beautiful! ate , talk, take pic for a while den proceed on to yx house to play majong. i still wan to play majong now. lolx. c la make me learn now kinda addicted to it. haha. went to meet mum den take bus to yishun for "luo hai" dinner organise by some cc i think. uncle treat us. thanks! :D the food is alright, the performance a bit.... nt suitable for my age. lolx.
J1 comin tmr. i hope my breaks wun have a lot of j1 classes to fight wit us. lolx. and i wonder if my nh younger den me nt veri de ec gt come to JJ? LOL! o and did i mention that i will onli get to c apricot in abt 3months time? that veri long! but when the day come means i might nv get to c him again. o well... let memories be kept in my mind. lol!
watch PLMIT, do math or explore facebook now?
i shall chose the last choice.
10:15 PM