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Monday, December 31, 2018

Annual post before the year end. Hehehe. 

Went to Bangkok (again) in January, but this time with the secondary school clique and it was the first time travelling overseas together! 

Went Ho Chi Minh with le sis and her friend in March. I think this is the first time I traveled overseas with her too, excluding those trips to JB. 

And the last overseas trip of the year ended in May to Jogjakarta. 

Second half of the year was spent looking through job portals, editing and sending countless of resumes, with occasionally some interviews. But somehow I did not manged to find a job before my last day today. 

O yes, due to restructuring, I am really leaving the company this time. Leaving the first company that I have enter after i graduated, leaving my colleagues that I have become closer with. But it is time to leave my comfort zone and look forward to a new challenge ahead. Fighting to myself! :) 

2019, see you in a while. Please be kind to me. 

11:39 PM

Sunday, December 31, 2017

Yearly post before 2017 ends in a 2h+ time~

This year have too much downs. Don't think there is much ups?

It seems that the year pass by too fast too. Too fast that I am afraid of growing up,too fast that I am afraid of changes. Heavy and broken heart. Really hate that feeling, that moment.

Setting aside the downs in 2017, went for a few oversea trips this year to spice up my otherwise boring life. Excluding the numerous trips to JB hahaha. This year is also the first time I went overseas more than twice? The money spent 😘.

Short gateway (2D1N) to Avani Sepang Goldcoast resort with the uni (cum primary sch and JC) friend. It was an impromptu but interesting decision, though we spent more time on the bus then at the resort itself 😐. Wasted.


First time to Japan (Kyoto, Osaka, Mount Koya, Fujikawaguchiko, Tokyo) in end March - Early April! Really like how clean and punctual the country is, though need to get used to the rule of no eating while walking. And the ramen and sashimi there are 😍. O and first time seeing Sakura! & snow once again. If only expenses to Japan are not so expensive, then can still consider to go back more frequently next time hehehe.








Short BKK trip with a primary sch cum uni friend for the first time in June! First time taking SQ to BKK LOL. Only when there is promotion then can do that hahaha. Had a good time eating and shopping. Can't wait for the next BKK trip in less than a month time with the sec sch friends (for the first time). 😁

And then came the adventurous trip in August where I hiked Mount Bromo & Ijen, went water rafting and paragliding! Proud of myself because I am someone afraid of water activities (as I can't swim), height, and also not a fit person. I am glad I did it. Won't say I will do it again, but at least I have tried once in my life 😤. Spent the next 3D3N in Bali, marking the last overseas trip of 2017.







2018 in about 2h+.  Really hope 2018 will be a better and happy year for me, where I can be genuinely happy and finding a direction in life. Also, praying for good health (both mentally and physically) for me, my family and anyone part of my life. 🙏 Till then~


9:12 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2017

Wanted to write a simple post before 2016 end to conclude the year, but it's ok. I shall conclude last year on the first hour of 2017! Before that...

Happy New Year everyone! May 2017 be a good year for me and you! :)

So, I didn't blog for a year because I admit I am getting lazy hahaha. But I promise at least a post a year to conclude the year. Even if no more is reading, I will blog for my own reference.

2016,

Went for my first super random, last min, almost solo trip to Hong Kong at the start of the year! With no planning done, it was relax but seem wasted trip. Still, any holiday is good. Hehehe.

Finally changed job in Feb. Still the same company though, but different department. So far work is still ok with the company of some of the fun people in the department. I guess colleagues does play some part in your career.

Dyed my hair for the first time! Quite happy with the result. :D

Short trip to KL in June for the first time. And finally went Taiwan in Oct for the first time too after wanting to go for years!

Ending off 2016 with a bad hair cut. :( It was quite short that friends and colleagues were exclaiming what happened to me. I thought I went back to when I was in lower Secondary, with the ugly haircut then hahaha. O well, hopefully with a haircut, I will 剪掉 all my 烦恼 la hor.

And that sum up my 2016 in short.

2017, let's be nice to each other. :)




12:56 AM

Thursday, December 31, 2015

Second and last post in 2015! hahaha before the year end, shall do some concluding for 2015.

2015 has been a...very normal year. Can't exactly said it is not smooth sailing, but can't say it is very smooth sailing too. 1 year pass just like that, but beside the same work, same cycle, there is really nothing interesting in my life this year.  O well... 2016, I am looking forward for you to give me a good year ahead ok! :D 

For 2016, I decided that I won't set any resolutions. Because I won't follow in the end anyway. hahahaha oops. So for 2016, I will just do whatever I feel is right. I guess I am mature enough (mid-quarter crisis next year omg) to make a right decision for myself. 



"Develop an attitude of gratitude, and give thanks for everything that happens to you, knowing that every step forward is a step toward achieving something bigger and better than your current situation. " - Brian Tracy


Bye, 2015. 
Let's go, 2016! 



11:46 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2015

First post in 2015! 
In mid July hahaha. 
Not that I am veryyyyy busy. Just that to blog must have the feel. and I am forever busy with chasing dramas, sending job applications, online shopping etc. hehehe. 

So just a summary of my first half of 2015. 
Still in the same job, with the second extension of contract happening soon. No idea what to say. What a irony that I really wanted to leave in the first month (even till now) but things just happened. Or rather, things didn't happened. No one to blame but myself. Tell me what to do if I just can't speak well in interviews? "cry" 

First overseas trip in 2015 was to Hanoi,Vietnam during April. Turned out much better than I expected. Partly because I thought I might starve because I heard there are a lot of veggie in the food, but turns out the veggie were placed separately in those meals I have. So happy I have food to eat! hahaha! The only thing I can never get used will be the traffic. Vehicles won't stop. There were so many motors. Vehicles were sooooo close to one another. You just have to dare to cross the road and then they will stop. But the vehicles were travelling at slow speed so generally it was quite safe. Still, I need ppl to pull me to cross the road or else I will probably be stuck at the other end hahaha. 

Highlights of the trip will be Tam Coc-Bich Dong & Halong Bay! 
Day trip to Tam Coc-Bich Dong on the second day where we cycle, and after that took a small boat to see the beautiful scenery. 
 Group picture! 

Cycling to see the beautiful scenery. 


Row, row, row your boat~ 

Third day was a overnight cruise to Halong bay! Halong bay was beautiful, but Geirangerfjord is still the best hehehe. Bring me back to Norway!  Ok back to topic. So that was the first time I am on a overnight cruise, and thankfully our room was good too! Small, but clean and cozy. And I even have a free upgrade of bed because a group of angmoh refuse to sleep together in a double bed so the staff have no choice but to seek help from us to change room. Love the food served in the cruise! Many courses, seafood and display of food was pretty too. Presentation of food is very impt to make one happy hahaha! O, one of our activities there was kayaking. Even though I had kayak once before during sec 3 adventure camp, I am still very afraid. The kayak session during adventure camp then wasn't very pleasant plus with my phobia of sea from the banana boat experience in the past, naturally I am afraid that I can feel my legs wobbly. But yet at the same time, I don't want to give up. Was glad I didn't because it turns out well. Beautiful scenery, conquer basic kayaking, and we even help to "save" a pair from their capsized boat! :) 





Next upcoming overseas trip will be to Bangkok next Saturday! Can't wait to eat, shop, relax! Need a break from work! 

Can't believe I have graduated for 1 year already. But why do I still feel like a lost sheep.

Shall end off this post with more pictures, taken at Madame Tussauds Singapore. Hongkong one is bigger though. Shall not complain because I have free tickets hahaha. 

My highlight of the museum haha! <3 nbsp="" p="">

"Hello?"

Queen XYING. hehehe. 



"Somebody says there is a miracle, and another says there isn't. But at the end, at the
desperate moment, anyone prays for a miracle, and waits for a miracle. That's why a miracle
should exist. So that a slight hope at least can be given at every desperate moment, a
miracle must exist. But miracles are miracles because they're not common. Rather than luck
that you didn't anticipate, there's much more misfortune that you couldn't even think of in this
world. Life, to live believing in only miracles, is cold and harsh. In the end, miracles are a
matter of probability. Miracles exist only for one person. For the remaining 9,999 people, it's
merely nonsense. Life is in all and overwhelming probability, cruel. Still, we need miracles.
Rather than despair that has zero percent probability, a possibility that could happen once in
100,000, a silver of possibility is still better. Only then do we have hope."
- Reply 1994

9:01 PM

Sunday, December 21, 2014

Because it has been so long since I last posted, I shall do a final one for 2014 hahaha.

Shall start off with a brief summary of life in Aug till now. Basically, nth much. Except that I have officially graduated on 5th Aug 2014! *throw hat* It still doesn't feel that true till even now. After 16 years of education, after 16 years of only need to focus on studying, it just seem unreal that I am no longer a full-time student. Congrats to myself for surviving!

Class of 2014

have found a 6 months temporary full-time contract job since Aug too. it was difficult initially. have too many mixed feelings about the job. close to 5 months into the job now, I am now more certain what I want and don't want. It is just that something, finding a job you like and will stay on for long really have to depend on luck. and I am still finding the luck. meanwhile, I shall just accept what comes to me and take it as learning experience. :)

and I guess that's about all of my life in later part of 2014 hahaha. boring and simple life. just work, high over ec during work (yes, I found a new one again lol), watch dramas, meet-ups, cafe hopping, sleeping. 简单也可以很享受的。

& I just realize my this whole year has been just working. Intern, and then temp full-time. I can be considered to be been in the working society for 1 year already. omg. so unreal.

short work weeks for the next 2 weeks! and off to Desaru for 3D2N next week. I love the festive season! :D

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!! 

12:42 AM

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Ended my internship in June. 

Went for my graduation trip to Korea in June too. 

I have officially graduated! 

Though convocation is in 1week+ time. 

Sadly, yet to found a job yet. :(( 

Convincing myself that it is fated. I dun want to start feeling useless and emotional and stress out why I just can't answer well during interviews. It really isn't easy. 

Too much free time means daydreaming more. I miss traveling. They might not be the most awesome trips, but they allows me to run away from reality. To fill up my life. To create new memories in my otherwise boring memories. 


Still trying to find myself. 

8:35 PM

Sunday, May 04, 2014

As I grow older, I realize I have become more indifferent. Or maybe I am just forcing some emotions down and acting indifferent.

I am upset. Very, if I continue to think further. 

But now I don't. I am still upset, but I am no longer depressed like how I will be when I am younger.  I have accepted that people worth keeping are people who will stand by me no matter what. 

I sound like an old lady who have encountered a lot hahaha. 

Because behind my craziness, because behind the laughter, who can feel the lonely and broken heart... 

12:01 AM

Friday, April 18, 2014

其实我很寂寞。其实我很不开心。

朋友,爱情,事业,运气,钱。我在意的都没有。

我很贪心,但又有谁不想要更多呢。
我要快乐。

因为我们都已经长大了。

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14 weeks into internship, 8 more weeks to go! times flies huh. I am goin to grad soon omg finally. 8 weeks more isnt a lot nor little. because I am giving myself this 8 weeks to find a perm job! yes I have to get one fast becos I have a HUGE debt to repay. May the career luck be wit me. *cross fingers*

Turning 23 6days later. It seem that once one pass 21st birthday, birthday suddenly doesn't seem like a big deal. I am 2 years into adulthood alr, but i seriously still feel like a teenager where I THOUGHT I dun have much commitments, where I THOUGHT  I can still be ignorant about things, where I THOUGHT I can still take my time in finding a job/earning money/finding my next half. I dun wan to grow up. I still wan to stay as a kid. but, 岁月不留人啊...

7:36 PM

Saturday, February 22, 2014

So, I am into 6 weeks to internship. 16 weeks more to go. & I am quite certain lab work is not for me.

Life is jus like tat for me. go work, come home, watch drama, sleep, and the next day repeat. yeh so boring i know hahaha. next time when i really step into working society, I think social life will be zero for me. ><

I have no idea what else to blog. so, bye. lol.

12:46 PM