hmm... im back once again..
very sian leh.. cum back from hongkong dan becum very lazy..
hmm.. if im patient enuf dan maybe i put a slideshow bout it bahs.
yae.. and i think cca open house we will exhibit abt our trip to hk lor..

hmm... pratically.. we've been travelling around tsim sha shui(smting lyk that), yau ma tei(wher we stay-YMCA), hongkong island and disney..
shud be thats all bahs. yeah.. we paid for our own food and transport expenses..
at least we manage to experience all the transport ther lor..
ther de ppl very gud at squeezing lor.. me and nadzirah damn fedup..
ohyah.. she almost fainted ther... at disneyland coz nv eat mahs.

let me try to recall wad we did kays...
hmm... 1st day:
arrive at hk at bout 8+? coz we took of at 6.15am... reach at lyk 4.30am? damn early..
i didnt slp de nite before lor... lolXD
at hk we... wad we did? omg i stuck.. kk.. relax..
ohyah.. we went to take the mtr(dats hw they call mrt) so we took it as they mean mass transit rapid.. lol.
very ex lor... frm airport to other places.. if im nt wrong we went to our hotel 1st.
its call YMCA.. christian de.. and surrounded by to girls school... at yau ma tei.
3person share 1 room. for students ther were 3 rooms.
1st room: me, beeyee, huimin
2nd room: sofiyah, hazwani, nadzirah
3rd room: amir, vicknesh, asraf
hmm.. it was fun being wif them... gave asraf chinese name.. lolXD
'ah si la fu'... lol... very direct translation.. yea man. ok continue...
put down our luggage... den went out... wher we go nxt? omg... eat?
i think so.. actually wee were suppose to go de science museum bt at the end nv go..
omg.. i seriously forgotten wad happened... old liao...
hmm... dan rest? yah dan dinner? tink so..
lolXD...
ohyah... we went to the avenue of 1stars.
dun really noe wad is dat.. bt we saw the syphony of lights. very nice...
ther de floor gt hand prints of stars. and their signatures..
dan...2nd day:
went to disneyland.. very fun.. bt nth compared to de 1 at LA...
we manage to play everyting ther.. except for some lame once..
the things ther were expensive lor... yeah man...
ther gt no halal food so it was hard to find food for the malays.
they onli ate cotton candy and pop corn.. thats y nadzirah almost fainted.
yea. bt aft awhile she ok..
disney land was a nice place... yea.. i lyk it althiough the rides wasnt very thrilling..
i was expecting much more frm it... lolXD
3rd day:
we went times square and ladies street..
times square sells mostly branded goods.
1 jeans coz bout 200 sing dollars? lolXD
who would spend so much on a pair of jeans.. hahas.
we spent 3hr ther without buying anyting lor.. sianzzzzzzzzzz.
den we went ladies street and they gave us only lyk 1hr to shop?!
omg.. isnt that too little.. tok abt ladies street i very sad lah..
didnt buy much frm theer.. paiseh ppl...
very very very very sad... hahas.
4th day: we went last minute shopping at those branded shop..
esprit, adidas, nike..
they were damn cheap bt went ther too late.. no more money..
all real stuffs bt so much cheaper.... bleaghs...

sadsad..
blahs.
anyway sch reopenign soon...

hellos!!! im back!!!!!!
wakakakakkakakakas.
hmm... went hongkong..
quite sian.. lazy to elaborate.. nxtb tym mayb dan write..
=P cya uys dan.. boo!

YO PPL! i going hongkong tmr!! dun miss me yea? its npcc de trip.
lolXD but im gonna miss de class gathering lor. sadT-T.
im gonna miss all of euu esp my deardear. wakakakakakakkakakas.
bt dun worri... cos... I'LL BE BACK!! on 21st..night. heehees:)

so c euu guys yea?
and SIXTWELVE'ohFivE enjoy ur outing.
sorri for nt being able to join u all.. hopefully ther will be another one.

hmm... today i damn free.. went to library wif.. ...
you noe who.. hahas.
1week never meet le... hahas. addition to my blackwhite pig collection: handfone keychain, badge.
yeah! thank you so much..
went library to borrow 2 books. love novel as per normal.
im almost bored to death.lolXD

oh yah. the house was bought.-my new house.
at hougang green ther. ok lah. a very big 4-room.
house warming hu wan cum cn tell me. duno hu to invite.
aiya but still long lor. hahas.

nth to elaborate actually... hmm.
tmr gt training... pls cum.. hahas.

yo! im back again! becoz i noe u all miss me mah...
:P bleahs~~~~~

hmm... today wake up at 8am+.. veri tired.
went training. hahas. for pds as usual.
bt suppose to decide song today bt failed... so nth 2 do oso.
den 1st 45min NCOs let us play captains ball...
my group gt... me(of course), asraf, patricia, fiona, brian sir and weihao sir.
hahas. quite fun.. bt only de few of us playing.
den while scoring, i accidentally hit fiona's eye... (so sorry lehs=p)
today jeremy sir kip acting cute as per normal...
hmm.. seriously he doesnt look lyk 1 who will bt he does.
"XIAOZHU" dats wad all of them call him. dats cool man.
nxt year kenneth cuming in.. whoohoo..
brother brother sia.. nt bad... dan scully join npcc..
waseh. damn cool.~

today we rebel sia.
mr koh say we cn go off le bt de NCOs dun wan let us go.
stupid mr koh go np room play psp. wad de hell... amazing lor.
den de NCOs came up wif a 'brilliant' idea.-- PT (physical training)
dan its lyk we are quite tired lor. after all de marching and de games.
den they tell us to go to de field to run.. or climb de rope.
i wan go home rest lah.... hmmph!
den benjamin sir shout 5 4 3 2 1.. bt noone move.
actuallly i wan move de, c noone move den i oso hack care.
den they bo bian tell us do pumping den go home...
wakakakakakkakakakas!
victory goes to us!!!!!!!!! (juz joking in case and NCOs sees dis :P)

sian... actualli wan go buy book de.
bt my mum is currently slping now. sad.
she gt work tonight.. bleahs~
waiting for sch reopen lor..

whoo hoo...
yesterday's training was damn fun.
hmm... its quite long... 9am-12pm, 1pm-3pm.
okok. it didnt last dat long coz we did it b4 tym. gud rite?
hmm... i lyk de baten!!! lyk very fun lidat leh.
bt very sad.. juz heard dat air rifle was banned. i was looking forward to it lor.
:( hmmph!
jeremy becam xiaozhu. i dun really noe y bt i tink becoz of sum funny actions he did to act cute.
hahahahahahahahahas. he damn paiseh lor.
looking forward to next training...
tue: 9am-2pm
all cuties dun 4get to turn up yea?


today leh... nth to do. coz laz nite nth 2 do slept early.
and surprisingly i woke up at 10.30am. cool man.
wow.. these few days so many dreams. its nt nightmares bt caused me to wake up alot of tym.
dream of him a lot of tym liao.. bleahz=P
tmr i going malaysia liaos.
mayb sunday or monday cum back bahs.
dan 1week later leave for hongkong.
i noe u all wil miss me de.. hahas. damn bhb rite?
hahas. pardon mee larhs.
hmm... wil try to update soon lor...
till den... ... ... ... . .. . . .. . . .. . .. .. .
TATA!

haiz... i am so bloody i a bad mood.
how i wish he is here NOW... ... at least can talk on de fone lor.
bt.. ... he is not here.

dat stupid bloody gal... haiz.
dun wana tok abt it le lah. onli suck my blood lor.

c so many house... bt dun seem to fit me..
gt one i lyk de location bt de renovation nids alot of money lor.
sad.
sad.
everyting seems so sad without him.
~bleahz.

haiz...
i miss him so much.
i die liao. onli 2 days dan lidat liao.
tink cn go bang de wall liao.

2day gt PDS training.
quite cool. bt sec1 onli me and nadzirah.
we use baten(is dat hw i spell one?)
hahas.
first tym i handle de 'baten'
looking forward to training...

going malaysia dis saturday.
yeah!!!! so long nv go liao.
dan aft dat go hongkong..
wakakakakakas.

bt i will miss him de.
and nw i stil missing..
hmmph.
hu cum entertain me??
or shud i say accompany is enuf...
haiz...

HELLO PEOPLE!!!
i noe u all miss me lah.
=P jkjk.. heehees.
i deleted all my past posts.
look liao very sian mahs.

hmm...
today council went to lower pierce reservoir.
quite scary walking in coz its lyk a forest.
WE SAW A SNAKE!
it was brown in colour swallowing a frog.
eew...
bt wasnt as scary. at least we didnt meet a king cobra or python.
geez... it was fun.
nw i noe hw power Han Ping was.
he kept spinning dat merry-go-round so many times.
i spin lyk 7 tym onli dan tired.
and his spin is lyk so much faster.
bleah~~

Yann Qi rode arnd de whole reservoir(i think) in a bike.
tink is brought by Subeer.
they kip sabo-ing Subeer.
we also join in bully him. tel him treat us swensens.
but in the end of coz nv lor. hahas.
we play captain ball. Marven damn tall.
so dey manage to score alot despite our 'GREAT' defender, Guo Zhang.
ok lah. he was quite gud at defending bt Marven was too talll for him lor.
heehees.

thers dis 2 stupid women.. act so dao lor.
we push her daughter on de merry-go-round very gud liao lor.
but she stil suan us.
god noes wher is dat oo-loo country.
her fren from ther of coz her daughter noe lah.
duno dan cn go bang de wall liao lor.
nonsence. dan Larissa, Patricia they all listen to them.
so ren xin lor. cnt tahan lor.
dan Han Ping de water bottle kena snatch by the monkey.
so damn cute!!!!
we saw squirrel too...

today he go overseas le.
for bout 6 days lidat. will miss him alot de.
thanks for de surprise.
hahas. :)

tmr gt training (FINALLY!)
NPCC training for CCA open house.
cnt wait. i so sian at home.

wana start dance soon!!!!!!!!!!
we going oschool.
anyone wana join me???
heehees.

yos!
1 more paper to go yea!!
hahas
i gt a new fone!!!
hahas. k618i
gt new number also...
sms my old number for new info.
hahas
damn nice(to me lah)
mine of coz nicest lor.
hahas.
juz now went 2 ps wif gwendy,amelia and ziyun.
go walk walk.
while i juz let time pass
reach nt more dan 15 min..
dan go find him.
tot he at marina bay..
hahas.
dan he go my houz ther.
haiyos. zhen shi de..
lol
hahas.
ok lah.. soso lorr
bt come home so fedup.
all tok tok tok..
very fan lehs.

sho happi 2day!!!
gt 2 presents!!
one is from my dear "xinfu de XIN"
she gave me a pooh bear!!
so damn cute..
for my birthday..
ok..its quite belated bt at least she gave me mahs.
so gan dong..


secondly.. i gt ring!!!!!!!!!
juz nw me and junhao go heartland mall.
de yallow shop.
make couple ring..
damn nice.
his is write:olivia<3junhao
mine is:junhao<3olivia
hohoho..
all he pay..
quite ex.
in total is bout $41+ bahs..
lurv him sho much..
lol

2day nv go hiphop coz they all nid 2 revise..
me later go play candle..

2day is chinese paper...
quite difficult...
hahas
bt dun tink wil fail lah
...
hahas.
tata...

I HATE EUU EUU AND EUU!!!
GET OFF MY LIFE!!!
I HATE
HATE
HATE!!!!
I HATE EVERYTING! EVERY1! EVERY CREATURE!!
all because of u.. evil freak!
i will turn in2 a devil juz 4 u!
u _______________
grr!!!! i gt nth 2 say!
I HATE IT!!!!
i hate everyting!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hatreds!
hatreds!!
hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA KILL U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate . hate
i turning in2 demon soon!!!
juz 2 kill u!!!
evil freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gosh!
i flung my maths test!!!
13 marks lost leh..
omg.. believe i or nt lah..
i was actually aiming for A1
nw i cn get A2 cn le...
doubt can even do dat..
haizzzzzzzzz
hopefully my geog cn score high.
highs.
i really study dan hard lor..
pl dun fail me le lah..
or elz nxt time i dun wan study le..

jiayou bahs.

tmr english paper 2..
dun nid study..
ok lah.
mayb nid 2 study a little bahs.
language feature bahs.
all de best.. lol

2day go laoshi ther for lesson..
b4 that gt guitar lesson
finishing 1a..
yeahs.
hahas...
dan finishing my song le..
except 4 de dance part..
so long nv dance at laoshi ther elr...
miss it so much..
yea!!
hahass..
aldric say wan be my gan laogong..
my laogong will angry nt???
hmmph....
juz play play de...
haiz...
i love my laogong de most lah...
laogong and gan laogong gt diff de hor...
hahas...
no words cn express my love for u my dear....
i lurv euu...
[mushy yea?! i lyk it!!!]

YOsss..
so long nv post le..
coz quite busy..
all de project coming in
plus all test come ler..
sad..
i failed my geog test..
36/100 lehs..
wad de hell..
muz study!!!
dats y nw so yong gong...
dan muz sacrifies some of my laogong time..
gt damn lot 2 revise..
and alot to say too...

i hate loweey!!!
stupid lowe kim suan!!
andersonians!!! attention..
help me make her angry until she die!!!
grrrrr!!!
damn angry..
scold wrong ppl duno hw to apologise stil claims dat she is rite..
wad de hell...
i talk dan she say she wan other ppl to tok..
i dun tok she say y i nt happy isit..
wad de hell she wan..
angry until wan cry liaos..
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!
i wan kill her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dan yesterday..
recess go run..
after dat duno y stomache pain lyk hell...
almost faint i cn say..
damn pain...
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even hv prob going upstairs..
going to faint lidat..
dan after dat is ah sek de lesson.. i dunwan go phsic lab so stay in class..
dan aldric and levin go past my class..
aldric came in..
2 ask lah..
tanx sia..
hahas.
dan later kamal come and say wad cnt stay in class so i went physic lab..
at dat time better le lah
bt a little weak..
really pain lyk nobody;s business..
nw stil a little bit lah.. hahas.

dan after dat gt council gm..
tok abt past events..
subi was damn serious..
seh..
mi scared sia..
me becom sec 1 coordinator..
wif aik meng.
becoz nobody volunteer.. dats y...
sian diaos...

after dat went for training!!! yeah!
damn fun..
so many CI went..
scary...
bt also damn funny..
tommy sir damn joker..
cnt help laughing..
event doing drill say funny ting so strictly..
i c pat whole day secretly laughing..
jas jie kip argueing wif pat if i becom laogong or laopo..
coz i am jas de mei.. and fiona,patricia de laogong,.
jas say hw cn i be male.
pat let me be laopo.. bt i still fiona de laogong..
complicated rite??
bleahs... bt their really cute..
dan gt masterparade..
yeah!!!
i gt total defence badge le!!!
eeee... bt zheming(in serangoon gardens) gt lance corperal de rank le..
we haven even hv test..
sobz...
badge pinning by ms shanmilah..
cool...
benjamin damn funny..
tell him to walk..
da he walk lyk marching..
act wan laugh bt try to tolerate..
hahas..
later we gt mass interaction..
play wad blow tissue game..
and improvised 7up game..
loser kena draw..
of coz we win lah!!!
hahas.
drew brian sir... nisa...
actually wan draw zihui sir bt he dun let..
nxt time confrirm draw himde..
bleaghssssss...
i lyk tommy sir gv drill...
damn solid..
dan every1 also damn solid de..
if he train us im sure our drill surely very pro de..
wahahahahas..
DE UNIT TEE DAMN NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!
bt heard dat ours is white and no collar..
dam saddening..
black damn nice lor...
gr........
dan damn late dan dismiss..
hai wo muz chiong down to outram...

seh..
hiphop damn fun...
stupid michael..
i rush mah..
dan straight away were track pants dance hiphop..
dan very heavy and uneasy
dan michael say i dance lyk dumbo.. nv eat peanuts..
grr..
punch he arh...
bt nvm.. dumbo also cute mahs.
lols.
fun lor..
xiuwen brought som1 along..
a guy..
look damn beng..
duno isit her b f..
as per normal she cnt follow up..
and she very anti...
hack care lah...
longxioan(nash) damn funny as per normal..
audrey blur blur de..
duno bian bian bian bian until wher le...
lols.
who wan join hiphop??
come come come!!!
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas...

hmmph.. wad a hot weather..
crappy..
hehex.
nth to do sia
haiz...............
bleahs...
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

yeah!!! holidays are here..
T-T nonononono..
wad kind of holiday is dis man..
same as dun hv..
2day went bishan library..
me guest-of-honour..
go opening ceremony..
no larhs.
hahas.
go ther do project..
why muz noe so much bout 'kuo pao kun'??
dats for lit project..
dan music project tink doing bout guitars.
haizzzzz..
sickening.
dan tue to fri gt councillor dance practice...
bt fri is nt going
coz going out wif B_L_C
yea!!!! cnt wait!!
bt honestly i wish only 5 of us go lor..
-me, audry, jade, amanda and danceking..
me wan go sentosa!!!
oh yah, include michael too..
cn gv me de video nt??
me wana post..
let everyone c!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE DAT DANCE MAN..
(except for de part wher danceking collapsed)
k lah.. it added some humour in de dance.
lols.

yeah.. miie getting councillor shirt soon!!!
bt cost $15.50..
oooohyea..
COUNCILLORS PLZ BRING $15.50 TO SCH FOR COUNCILLOR SHIRT
arigato!
heehees.
cnt wait for dis fri..
i love BLC..
JIAYOUssss....

i dun noe wads happening to me..
laz night juz very fedup..
dan attitude many ppl..
im sorrii...
dan duno y suddenly cry..
cry very long..
and very gard..
bt duno y also..
dan dis morning eyes abit swollen..

today also..
duno y.
juz nv meet him..
dan bu shuang.
mayb dats juz an excuse lor.
dan juz nw also cried..
dun feel lyk toking to him..
so i sms jon.
he say i gt depression..
is dat so??
lol.
really??
i dun even noe hw he noe..
bleah..

waseh!! yasterday damn fun sia!!!
although our dance wasnt perfect bt..
we did our best..
damn funny..
starting every1 wrong only i correct dan i c liao blur dan also wrong.
hahas.
dan very nervous lor...
although rehearsed b4..
yesterday all of us becom very gud fren liao..
we very mad lor.
keep taking pic..
pose! pose! pose!
wahahahahas.
very siao..
dan take kueh and 2 ppl bite..
damn fun..
gt take wif..
jade..audry...amanda.. danceking(nash)..
so damn freaking fun..
keep toking toking toking...
wahahahahahahahahahas...
damn cool..
love it

sunday liaos..
2day gt hiphop performance!!
yeah..
de day is finally here..
waseh..very excited.

yesterday damn fun lor..
went sentosa 4 amazing race..
very fun bt road obsticles quite lame.
conducted by ajc..
moii group won..
$50..
bt hard to divide..
dan after dat went to palawan beach
to play!!!
from 1pm lidat to 7..
damn fun.. bury joewei and charissa..
keep torturing joewei's toe..
charissa's 1 was damn obsene..
i was 1 of them.
lol..
wore black bra dan wif yellow shirt..
we went into sea to play..
dan whole body wet..
amos and joewei die die also dun wan to go down.
bt at d end i act angry dan amos go down..
he quite scared i angry..
oh yah.. he is now my didi..
since yesterday..
so guai..
c me gt greet de..
wahahaahahahs.
bought frisbee yesterday..
and 3 earings..
damn shiok lor...
happy!!!
whooooo...
dan go harbourfront eat dinner..
took mrt wif them to amk dan take bus..
love going out wif them..
joewei damn gud..
whole day help me take hp and wallet..
coz i keep tidying my ghair..
okok...
amos also gt help lor..
bt those who went home earlier missed all de fun..
wahahahas
hope to have a similar outing again...
one-four'ohSIX yeah!!!

2 more days!!!
going jubilee for dance performance..
first time staging wif dance but nt sing..
nt really lah..
laz time is chinese dance bt nw is hiphop.
lol..
cnt wait man..

2day gt npcc...
very tired..
do drill..
siao de..
henta so many times dan stil so long.
timing damn fast.
bt ok lah.. nt dat bad after all..
do drill for lyk 1hr?
dan we do pt..
also quite slack lor.
juz pump 24 + abt 15x10=150 star press.
dan after dat do games.
tommy sir, 2 ma'amss and one mre sir gt come..
they alreadi jc liao..
dan come back to sort of supervise us lor.
dan they join in the captain's ball competition.
cn c dat when drill very serious bt when play all mad de..
hahas.
damn fun.

after dat go hiphop..
stupid michael say i pig..
klah klah..
i noe kaes..
dan he sending us 4 competition..
all over singapore..
sure lose de..
bt no harm trying..
top 5 wil go other country rep. singapore...
so cool
dan gt chance to dance for singers lyk B.O.A..
arh!!!!!
siao diao le...

guess wad..
i went in2 counsil..
bt under probation period..
duno whether cn make it nt lehs.
really hope to make it..
coz alreadi regret dat pri sch nv be prefect..
dan wish to be counsillor dis time..
god bless...

thanks joel!!!
help me solve 1 big big problem..
CE assignment..
make movie clip??
siao..
me is dian nao bai chi(computer idiot)
kill me lah..
thank goodness he helping me lo0r..
or elz die 1 lor..

very lor sor coz long time nv post..
heehees.
tmr gt amazing race at sentosa!!
jiayou!!
gogogo!!
andersonians!!
one-four'nians!!!
we rawk yea...

haiz...
wad getting into me dis time..
family prob solve..
nw my old ailments..
dunno y yesterday whole day lyk so tensed up..
lyk very nervous lidat..
duno y..
also nt doing anyting...
dan at night cnt sleep..
feel dat someting's gonna happen..
my childhood nightmares..
worried bout dis and dat..
dan very scared...
tried calling him bt he nv ans.
dan call jon dan he nv ans also..
very disappointed..
cried bahx...
dan flip for very long bt stil c nt sleep..
thank goodness jh call me..
hahas.
felt much better after hearing his voice..
dan went 2 sleep..
bt struggled so much..
de ting i most scared is back..
i really scared i wil go mad..
depression perhaps...?

help me!!!!
hw 2 make blog layout arh??
me trying to learn leh..
bt stil duno
haiz,...
fainting sia..

wad de hell!!!!
my results!!
all juz past nt more dan 5marks sia...
haiz..
dan geogpaper gt 2 ppl get 1.5 mark leh..
tink im 1 of them..
sobz..
saddening..
hahas.
dan bought a pair of long pants from samuel and kevin..
whoohoo..
shiok..
$25 gone!!!
hahas...
dan shihui dis morning very sad..
bt tings recover in no time..
so, thak goodness!

heehees.
2day wad day???
erm.. wait arh..
tuesday bahx..
gt new mummy!!
carine yea?? from 1/8..
i lurv euu!!!
hahas.
2day is quite a pleasant day except for de fact dat i wil fail my geog test badly.
comfirm plus gurantee plus chop!
none of them i noe hw to do.
nt even 1 q.
cnt even get 1'
hahas.
dan went out wif him and his frens.
damn funny.
dats all i cn say lor.. hehex
dan very gan dong..
he create a blog juz 4 both of us..
he?
do blog?
its lyk wad de...
dan stil do quite nice sia.
except 4 a little small prob here and ther lor..
bt damn gud liao.
hey sill.. me nt leaving u..
so cn change skin ler
heehees....
lurv euu 1314...

today gt np training..
hahas.
whole training marching and henta.
leg damn tired..
dan stil gv timing damn fast..
dying.
zihui also nt slow..
duno npcc or chinese dance.
do de tiptoe action for pt..
50pump.
30 crunches.
40buddha claps.
+++++
stil gt some more...
dan leg going to cramp liao.
dan finished 1 bottle of 1.5litre 100+..
dan gt hiphop class..
damn fun and shiok..
love dancing man..
wahahahas.
dan found out someting amazing-
dance king is taller dan me sia..
me damn shocked..
dan jade also..
me and her were laughing lyk hell..
i keep 4geting position.
muz wait 4 jade to push me over..
damn funny de pic...
lol
kk...
yeah...
tmr weekend!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!
hahas.
yesterday go watch fireworks..
ermm...
yeah..
'watch' fireworks.
me, charissa, lydia and shihui went to suntec.
dan actually wan watch fireworks.
bt.. at d end nv watch.
coz we at macs dan miss it
hahas. dan we go d fountain of wealth.
saw very nice lightings.
damn cool lor.
dan stil can dedicate songs and msg..
i dedicated one for them adn 1 for him...
shihui was touched finally..
charissa dedicated for jonathan.
shihui dedicated to DL
me dedicate to him..
hahas.
i video it down..
damn touching.
whoever do dat esp him..
i wil definitely be touched to tears lor.
lol.
dan lydia lyk sian diao lidat lor.
wahahas.
charissa say she wil marry dat guy..
diaoz...
so simple minded...
:)
smil ppl!!!

...
today gt home econs..
cooked shepherd's pie..
hohoho..
me and huimin one de nicest..
bt a little bland lor..
hahas.
after sch... go j8 wif gwendy,ziyun,amelia,amos,joewei and linkai
they buying tings for tmr..
dan me wan go meet 'him'.
aiya dan they saw 'him' lor ...
made such a big fuss...
so noisy..
aiya..every1 noe liao..
its j...h...
lol.
de whole world noe liao larhs.
hahas.
went home at 6.
end...

...
lazy liao..
very long nv blog...
slacker sia...
hmm...
4get everyting liao..
only noe dat these few days very fedup wif many ppl..
one of them is my dear didi..
grr..
duno y lah..
yesterday go expo watch superband live...
support soul!!!
my fwen mahx..
dan saw alot of ppl(of course)
renfred was ther..
poor ting..
he dun seem to be able to get out of expo without some hiding..
hahas.
dan de <> de ppl..
also gt go..
they very eccentric lor..
very high..
keep dancing..
esp de 1 who look lyk ru hua..
actually she nt dat ugly lor..
she wear de skirt damn short..
dan jump de highest..
damn obsene..
hahas.
although soul didnt win..
bt happy liaos.
do proud to belcanto..
hahas.
soul go go go!!!

lol...
so long nv blog lers...
hmm...
wad happened..
oh yah...
erm..
today gt extra training for sec1..
dis friday swearing in ler..
yeah..
cn c priscilla...zheming...
we same area dan wil carry out drill together..
wahahahahas
cnt wait..
stupid cher beng..
tell him go training..
he die die also dun wan go...
dis fri better nt spoil de whole ting..
my didi therlor..
dun malu miie...
dan today training juz keep doing drils.
marching... static drills...
bt quite fun..
NCOs damn funny..
zhihui sir whole day distrb...
dan zhihui tell me go out gv command..
me blur lor..
siao de...
hahahas.
me blur blur..
duno hw to gv...
bt cn c dat today de whole squad improve damn lots..
very happy..
bt our henta damn fast..
even pat say we damn fast..
gordon say we torture ourself..
bt zhihui gv de command very fast...
also killing us..
wahahahahahas.
dats all....

haiz..
nw feeling very sad..
my dad come home ler.
dan he tok to me
whenever i c him i feel very sad.
it reminded me of hw he shouted at miie..
i thought he was the mst understanding person.
bt he shouted at me juz becoz of dat.
i them realize dat i was rong.
do u now hw hurting it was.
till nw i stil cnt 4get.
cn jz cry..
...
...
cn i juz numb dis feeling.
lyk i said...
tired...

hahas.
boring.
went semb to meet som1.
a friend lor.
sianz.
boring.
'he' is sick again...
so heartbroken..
haiz.
hope 'he' get well soon
hmm...
tanx dengju.. oh yah.. he is my didi ler
dan carlson bcoz kor..
yep
tanx dengju for passing present to jonathan(didi)
hahas.
another gud didi of mine.
wasay
2 didi from yuying..
cool!
-----------------
baked rock cookies today.
taste quite gud..
bt stupid yanjun duno y add so muchsalt.
or elz cn be nicer de..
'houz of temptations"..
hmm...
nice rite..
wahahas.
combi of me and jiaxin brain..
lol.

yasterday cimo fiesta..
met lotz of ex hgp students..
qingjie changed alot lor..
dun look lyk him..
hmm...
de rest soso lor..
no big changes..
actualy me, zheming and dengju arranged to meet outside sch at 9am..
dan de 2 of them met first at 8 to play basketball..
9 i reach le nv c them.
they tell me to go blk918
find them
im a directory idiot lor.
stil tell me go find them..
walk 1 big round dan found them
playing basketball wif 2 quite 'old' ppl
lol
dan wait...wait...wait...
zheming whole day call me jie..
hahas.
after dat we go together..
ther nth to do lor.
juz sit and tok tok tok..
celebrate phy birthday..
so sad..
they all rmb hers bt none rmb mine.
feel very extra between them'
haiz...
dan go hp eat lor.
afetr dat...
end of story..
hahas.
at nite go gwens party..
saw kerry, daniel and ryman.
ryman say he gt gang.
bullshit lah!!!
he gt gang i be gang leader liao loh..
he wad gang??
open by himself arh??
i tink b4 he join gang..
the gang already bash him up liao loh..
lol.
joker sia
stil say gt 6 pack..
wahahas.

stupid damn freaking chin ah swee...
so purposely lor..
wan 2 make us look bad in front of de china pupils lor..
damn freaking idiotic lah
we hate chin ah swee..
he cn go die lers.

and dat stupid fucking liyuan...
he lucky lor.
if i gt gang
i wil beat him up long ago liao
irritate me.
asshole lah he..
one day i smack his face he dun cry arh..
damn pissed off..
juz tell him get off lah...
childish freak!!!

hahas...
2.4km run..
i ran 13min32sec.
bt so sad...
stil lost to dat damn bitch..
act clever de lah...
wtf lor
haiz...
bt happy liao...
:)

hahas.
damn lonely.
created another blog...
xxhatredsxx.blogspot.com
so negative rite??
go c lah..
and u wil understand...
haiz.
juz cnt help being lidat.
mayb juz myself lor.
bt juz leave me lidat.
friends...
wher r u???
wher do i truly belong??
hw i wish tings nv changed..
the 5 of us...
laughing...
joking...
--------
haiz...
[++*mEmOriSe to treasure____]}

hahas....
family........
no more........
saddies...
no wishes...
y do u hv to check my fone so openly??
do it secretly at least i dun feel any pain..
i prefer to be hidden in dark..
...
...
very disappointed...
dying soon...
mayb shud say die ler..
bt only an empty shell walking arnd without any purpose...
...
...
...

wahahas...
bad mouth yio chu kang sec..
fara damn pissed off coz they very wad..
scold us lor..
hahas.

gt com at yiochukang sec..
captains ball..
lost..
bt did our best..
very fun..
zheming nv go...
sobz..
hahas.

nt dat despo..

very tired 2day...
go Zzzzzz....

I HATE LIAO KAI LI!!!
tell u come tag me only nia... wad anti blogger sia.. wad kind of bro sia..
haiyo..
stil 4get moii birthay..
so sad..
whole day suan me...
sobzzzzzz....
=P


tink gonna open anti sekky campaign le worx..
hahas.
damn funny..
whole class change seat ler leis.
poor joseph sit wif rachel..
well... im seating wif imran..
lucky le lors.
pair up wif him first safer...
in case end up wif clement.
lol.
damn bu shuang lor... de whole clas..
we were going lyk y sekky so extra...
kamal actually say dun need change seat de..
bt sekky wan every1 2 change..
now aravind and lykdia behind miie...
joseph and rachel infront miie..
hahas.
i found out im a total computer idiot...
hahas.
tanx 2 imran and amos for de help..
amos be moii didi lehs.
lol
tmr gt inter unit captain ball com...
muz win worx...
lol.
npcc rawks...
sekky sucks!!!

2day aldric ang gang keep walking opass moii class...
duno do wad shit lor...
dis time duno wan jio who..
sianzz...
boliao de...

hihi...
lol.
damn fun...]
literature damn funny..
i be mummy..
'boy, dun cry.. let mummy wipe ur tears away..'
lol..
shihui becom my er zi..
lol.
diaox...
haha.. my new er zi

lolsssss....
damn funny..
duno when dis started..
poor yanjun..
every1 calling her jibai..
tink it started wif wad jiyong laoshi..
dan lydia sae jinai laoshi..
dan becom chibai laoshi..
during com enrichment joyce kip calling her chibai..
damn loud sia...
diaox.
lame sia.
hahas.

life simply and really sux...
sobz...
getting depression le bahx...
home...
home...
home...
i noe wads dat...
bt wads family>????
r u guys really concern bout me??
u dun seem to understand me at all..
was expecting u 2 noe it..
bt...
*disappointed.
give up ler..
dun really expect anyting..
heart is dead from nw on.
*laughs
family...home...trust...
hw funny...
hw did i even tink dat it wil exist perfectly in my life...
stil in my fairytale world i guess...
dun wana go home...
wil only let me feel sad..
cry?
hahas.
nt worth it... bt y??
y cnt i juz control??
since im so used to it...
tears which are streaming down represents my hopes..
and it is soon gonna be drained away...
someday...
perhaps really 1 day i wun feel anyting again..

hahas.
guess wad...
im blogging at the airport..
lol.
coz auNty gina going overbroad daN COME LOR..
walao eh... so early call me wakeup..
actually dun wana go the lor..
ekna forced by my dear mummy lah..
hmm...
laz nite very tired.
so sleep quite early..
omg..
my brain memory card full ler.
cnt store anymore dance moves...
cn upgrade or something???
hahahahahahahahahahahas.
miss ya,my dear...

yo..
hahas... finally bouht my handphone pouch..
lol.
2 me damn nice lah..
white colour de..
same colour as my fone lor.
ginna say nice
lol.
feel very blessed..
gt jonathan as my godbro.
treat me damn gud de.
hahas.
phy birthday coming ler..
pearlin also
jonathan also..
happy birthday..
lol.
hahas.
love u guys..

**** joe wei gt new emoticons ler...
finally!!!
wahahas.
jia you bah..
my dear didi...

I HATE EUU!!!!
i hate my mum...
i hate my dad...
i hate my family!!!
i dun even feel dat its a family..
juz a temporary shell 4 me to stay..
--------------
although i say i dun gv a damn..
bt u noe...
deep inside..
i really mind..
cn u guys juz leave me alone 4 1 day or someting..
whenever i c u ppl,
it juz leaves a cut on my heart..
i bet its full of cut now..
never de nice, smooth and innocent heart i once thought i had...
whers all the love and trust which i tot i always had..
why cnt u guys juz understand me juz a LITTLE more??
tink it juz faded as time goes by..
i guess u ppl duno how much tears i shed..
it may be juz a passing comment,
or juz an insignificant sentence to u..
bt, it really cause a great impact.
i dun look as strong as my appearance.
starting to suspect if im really ur daughter..
--------------------------
itz nth worth..
really gving up.
dun expect or hope dat relationship to come back..
doubt it wil ever appear..
haiz...
nvm.
im ok.
nxt yr i go work..
dan wad i wan 2 do they also cnt stop me...
i dun gv a damn anymore...
-------------------------

******bRoKeNhEaRtEd<-3

hahas.
2day sch reopen..
damn tired.
tok on de fone till 2++am.
de whole day i was simply sleeping lor.
haiz
cnt help it
head damn pain..
getting lazy liow..
damn long nv update blog.
lol
act wan change skin bt lazy..
unless gt ppl volunteer 2 help me lor
=P
wahahas.
took joewei pic..
so cute..
he gt only 2 expressions.
lol
me and huimin was simply laught lyk hell
gt lots of ting 2 do.
haizzzzzzz
addicted 2 maple ler..
how?
who wan go excercise mif me??
feeling so fat man...

hihi.. 2day gt gt syf... b4 dat i go junction8 jalan jalan..
dan met lydia, yanjun and xiaobai..
dan caught me wif my stead..
k lor..
u all noe ler..
nvm lor. wahahas.
dan go sch assemble..
kamal and sekkie gt go..
tik 2day kamal's birthday lor..
dan i say sekkie extra.
go 4 wad??
teach de crazy frog dance arh?
diaox.
very bad rite?
dan we sing birthday son 4 kamal dan sekkie lyk so jealous..
wahahahas.
dun gv a damn.
i lyk kamal..
ms wang dying of headache.
all tanx 2 us..
dan on bus play play play..
made celine, shihui to sae i love u and gv flykiss to boys.
kena punish mah.
dats y.
stupid lah..
noe i gt stead le stil pull me and clement 2gether.
nw worse,
stil gt amos , joewei..
nxt who?
xiaobao arh??
eh.. be my er zi leh.. xiaobao so cute!!!

hahas. due to popular demand (only carlson)..
mentally exhausted..
tired..
back to sch...
2day training..
quite slack for sec3 standard..
bt they keep making us cheer..
cnt tahan...
very irritated at start.
bt when pt dat time quite shiok..
bt expecting more...

thank zheming 2...
he write msg on friendster...

happy b'dae mam
Message:
haha hi mam happy b'dae haha zheming herecan say iah didi or korkor la haha anyway happy 13thb'dae heh sry ah no present to gib u or any cardhaha k byezheming^_~didi / korkor

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hahas.
dun need present..
dis msg is enuf ler..
heez..
u wan 2 be korkor or didi??
u decide lor..

hahas.
i so BLACK!!! become 10x more tent sia..
scary..
now whole face red..
lol.
walao... sec3 siao de..
sec4 better..
more slack.. wahahas.
lyk 2 torture us..
leg damn tired..
bt very shiok lor..
damn long nv train until lidat..
hahas. dan found out my stamina improve.
ppl panting going 2 die..
i ther relax..
hahas.
exercise indeed help... lol...

lalas.

laz night gt nightmare!!!

dream of ghost...

lame rite?? i noe lah... bt cnt help it rite...

thank goodness only dream..

cnt imagine having a third eye sia... hahas.

2day went 2 laoshi ther 4 singing lesson..

learn new song...

by yuheng... yi ran shi peng you...

when analyzing song, me and laoshi was saying if a gal cry out loud compared 2 a gal crying with her hands on her mouth..

which 1 is more painful??

of coz de 1 covering de mouth lah...

it hurts...

i almost cry...

so dat song sing dat time quite gt feel lor...

hehex..

read de lyrics...

really damn saddening de...

hope it does nt happen 2 me...

*touched*

情人節的前一天 他離開你身邊

on the first day of valentine's, he left u

只剩下你無止境的想念

leaving u missing him

那一夜我陪著你 你哭了一整夜

i accompanied u on dat nite.u cried the whole night

你是否知道 我對他(也)一樣很想念

do u noe dat i miss him as much

直到有一天 我和他碰面

until 1 day i met him

在那間 我們常去的咖啡店

at dat coffee shop wher we used 2 go

才知道 有些感受

now dan i noe, some feelings

我和他誰都不曾說出口

me and him never said out before

我們之間 隱藏了什麼

what we hide between each other

除了我自己沒人懂

besides me no1 noes

可是你 你怎麼說

but wad have u gt 2 say

你知道後是不是從此避開我OH

after u noe will u avoid me? oh

我一樣難過 多希望我們不曾相識過

i am as sad. hw i wish we never met before.

才知道 有些感受

now dan i noe some feelings

我和他誰都不曾說出口

me and him never said out before

我們都是最好的朋友

we are all gud friends

誰會有勇氣去開口

who will have de courage to say it out

不再哭 不再難過

no more crying. no more sadness

我們還有好大好大的天空 Oh

we still have a big sky oh

故事的最後 我們都不曾失去過什麼

at the end of the story. we we never lost anything

我們依然是朋友

we are still friends...

nice rite??

hmmph... laz nite gt abit attitude again..
damn hot sia...
duno y... juz nt feeling gud...
tink going 2 be mad le...
laugh, also duno y..
cry, for no reasons...
mayb getting depression??
i duno man...
hw long dis gonna last?? lyk i would noe..
dun touch me!
dun tok to me!
juz dun come near me ok...
dun provoke me...
i wil turn nasty...
--------------
when will i ever get a cure to this 'sickness'?
wad and wher is it?
i duno.... ... ...

Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. dont read the questions before you write, and tag 10 pple to do this survey.

hougang pri-

1.junhao

2.linda

3.kaili

4.phyllis

5.kuanliang

6.damien

7.amalina

8.zheming

9.tanjolin

10.joseph

11.chengling

12.zhiyong

13.jorinda

13.noon

14.jasmine

15.dengju

16.vincent

17.shirley

18.zhengguang

19.ivalyn

20norman

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how did u meet 14?[jasmine]

hmm... pri3? same class 3.5

.

what wld u do if u never met 1?[junhao]

very very very sad.. he's a great guy 2 noe.. hahas.

.

what wld u do if 20 n 9 dated?[norman and tanjolin]

*faint* quite impossible i cn say.. bt cute combination!

.

did u ever like 19?[ivalyn]

definitely..love her so much.. my laopo leis.

.

wld 6 n 17 make a gd couple?[shirley and damien]

nah. damien belongs 2 cheng. and i tink shirley cnt be bothered wif dat sotong..

.

describe 3.[kaili]

kind,caring,naggy... bt very gud attitude de... one of de best attitude ppl i ever c..

.

do u tnk 8 is attractive?[zheming]

hmm. ok lah,quite lor. my di leh.. of coz attractive lahs.

.

tell me smth abt 7.[amalina]

nice body wich i want.. hahas.

.

do u know any of 12's family?[zhiyong]

nah.. nt interested.. hahas.

.

what is 8's favourite?[zheming]

nt sure. dun really understand him.. hmm.. npcc perhaps.. coz dats my fav.

.

what wld u do if 11 confesses tt he/she likes u?[chengling]

fine wif it.. i lyk her 2.. be my wife lor..

.

what language does 15 speak?[dengju]

alien language.. lol

.

who is 9 going out with?[tanjolin]

hahas.progressing..

.

how old is 16 now?[vincent]

13 lah.. sme as me.lol.

.

when was the last time u talked to 13?[jorinda]

hmm..quite long ago..probably during cnw celebration bahx..

.

who's 2's favourite band/singer?[linda]

paisay.nt very de sure lehx. shud b jj ritez?

.

wld u date 4?[phyllis]

yea.i always date her.

.

wld u date 7?[amalina]

yea. bt tink shes 2 busy 4 dat.

.

is 15 single?[dengju]

hmm... hard 2 say lehs..

.

what's 10's last name?[joseph]

NG teck soon..lol.my di..

.

wld u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?[chengling]

no lars. i am straight horrs.

.

what sch does 3 go to?[kaili]

Dunman high...

.

where does 6 live?[damien]

somewher around hougang.. nv go b4..

.

what's ur favourite thing abt 5?[kuanliang]

humourous..helpful.. another gentlemen..

******************

anderson-

1.yanjun

2.joseph

3.xiaobaii

4.phyllis

5.chengling

6.x.shinui

7.clement

8.linkai

9.soma

10.amelia

11.jiaxin

12.yonghuimin

13.florence

14.amos

15.peixuan

16.alston

17.vishnu

18.lamhuimin

19.aravind

20.michellechew

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how did u meet 14?[amos]

in anderson lorrs. same class..

.

what wld u do if u never met 1?[yanjun]

1 tall ppl less in my life?! hahas.

.

what wld u do if 20 n 9 dated?[michellechew and vishnu]

whoa! interesting.bt wierd combination..

.

did u ever like 19?[aravind]

nah. bt dun detest him also larrs.

.

wld 6 n 17 make a gd couple?[shihui and vishnu]

erm.. they look more lyk mother and son..

.

describe 3.[xiaobai]

great fan of lollipops? lol.

.

do u tnk 8 is attractive?[linkai]

yea!! ask soma..

.

tell me smth abt 7.[clement]

rich?tall?

.

o u know any of 12's family?[yonghuimin]

yep. her sis and mum..

.

what is 8's favourite?[linkai]

soma? lol.

.

wad wld u do if 11 confesses tt he/she likes u?[jiaxin]

randy wil kill me larrs.

.

who is 9 going out with?[soma]

linkai perhaps=p

.

how old is 16 now?[alston]

12 or 13 bahx..

.

when was the last time u talked to 13?[florence]

b4 school holiday

.

who's 2's favourite band/singer?[joseph]

probably himself i guess.. zilian..

.

wld u date 4?[phyllis]

ans b4 ler

.

wld u date 7?[clement]

no way.. kill me bahx -.-

.

15 single?[peixuan]

she belong 2 lucas.

.

what's 10's last name?[amelia]

amelia KOH rui en

.

wld u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?[jiaxin]

nah. randy wil kil me ders.

.

what sch does 3 go to?[xiaobai]

ANDERSON!!! wher elz

.

where does 6 live?[x.shihui]

hougang lorrs.

.

whats ur favourite thing abt 5?[chengling]

sporty..yeah!

*********************

omg..cnt believe i juz finished dat... hahas.

next 10..(sorri)

linda

amalina

xiongshihui

yanjun

chengling

yonghuimin

linkai

amelia

lamhuimin

kangheng

gud lucks..

2day went gym again.. met our sch volleyball team..shud b sec2 de.tink gt match lor..

cheng say she wan 2 take up kickboxing..
bt i feel lyk taking up another hiphop course..
one week 1s nt shiok enuf..
or mayb take latin or salsa.. i luv dancing sia..
it rawks my life lah..

dan after dat went home lars.

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tink my mum noe lers..

sorri..

tink nxt time cnt meet liow..

mayb cn lah...

bt nt 4 de time being lor..

coz some sort of under probation period..

will miss u so much..

take care kaes...

dun keep making me worried bout u..

lll''l'a.L.b'l"ll

information 4 tmr's meeting 4 chinese project..

time: 12.45pm
venue: anderson sEc
dAtE:12june06
ppl involved:bEeLeNg... TiNgJuN... fLoReNcE... and de mii..

*information supplier:aH bEe

finally got de pics... after much effort.. lols..




hahas. dis is my new didi...

finally got the picture ler.......................................

NP de worx...

smart notz??? hahas... from serangoon gardens sec....
lyk me lidat, sec1 lor...

and..... dis is me and nadzirah.... yeah! we rawk man...

heehee... during pass out parade...

more pic coming out soon... wait and see... -o-

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wahahas.

i gt new didi ler..

chia zhe ming.. although he older bt who cares..

so ba dao rite??

hahahahahahas.

haiz.. cnt get is pic...

dat time met him at safety park.. he also in npcc..

NPCC rAwKs!!!

yeah?

yeah!

nw i gt 3 didi ler lor...

YEAH!!!! WHOOHOO>>

i lurbb u all... wahahas.

lalalas.

2day went out.. go watch movie..
-the nun-

quite scary..
duno 2nite cn sleep nt...

2nd movie in dis week..

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laz movie was

-the omen-

go watch wif linda, junhao, joseph and huiting

1st time meeting huiting.. ok lah

quite preety..very tall...

bt duno y.. damn quiet..

ok,nt quiet lah.. bt nv tok 2 me..

mayb shy or wad lor...

at ther met perlin lor.. sian lah...

she lyk mad woman lidat..

scare all my frens

whole day wear dat boxers walk here walk ther..
wan 2 go boxing isit..

dan keep hugging me and say "i love u"..

wad de hell..

so long nv come my house..

so many tok sia..

hmmph!
come leh.. haiz...

lalalas.

2day went out.. go watch movie..
-the nun-

quite scary..
duno 2nite cn sleep nt...

2nd movie in dis week..

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laz movie was

-the omen-

go watch wif linda, junhao, joseph and huiting

1st time meeting huiting.. ok lah

quite preety..very tall...

bt duno y.. damn quiet..

ok,nt quiet lah.. bt nv tok 2 me..

mayb shy or wad lor...

at ther met perlin lor.. sian lah...

she lyk mad woman lidat..

scare all my frens

whole day wear dat boxers walk here walk ther..
wan 2 go boxing isit..

dan keep hugging me and say "i love u"..

wad de hell..

so long nv come my house..

so many tok sia..

hmmph!
come leh.. haiz...

last night.
i cried...


duno y... mayb juz drunk...

very sorrie if i gave u attitude..

duno wad's gotten in2 me...

2day went gym wif cheng, agian.. haha... she call me pineapple crazy lor.. beocz.. after gym we go stadium buy pineapple... dan we walk back 2 hougang point and i bought another pineapple.. diao riet.. haha... wadeva...

lalala.

wahahas.


lame sia..

coz boring mahx..................

i hereby declare dat I HATE TISSANY TAN WAN QING... she suck 2 core ok.. i really hate her.. pplz stop destroying my wonderful life ok...

stupid alexander!!!
hw cn u 2 time her lah!!!
nxt time c u i bash u up...
toy wif her feelings...
wad de hell is dat...
dun wan 2 live ler isit...
u watch out i tell u...

clasp!

black out...

darkness came... devoured me totally...

could nt c anyting... only de dim light of de candles....

for 1 whole hour... 1 hour.... 1 hour alone...

drama rite??? hahax..

bt really gt black out lah..

shocked.

dan shine candle lor...

abt 4 blocks black out totally(according 2 wad i cn c)

for 1hr leh..

very long le lars..

bt...........

luckily........

we gt portable tv... wahahas... outside ppl walking..

we watch 'da chang jin'.. lalala..

so cool...

the neighbours would hv hated us by now..

hahax...

who cares..

hahax..

damn shiok.. 2day around 6pm lidat went back 2 hgp 2 play..
lots of teacher there.. mr mohan as lame as ever...
and phykllis,mr mohan ask u if u 4get him ler isit..
wahahas.
play badminton,netball... mr mohan and mr chia wif their superbutts..
hahas.
lalalalas.
saw kuan liang and kaili..
kaili as per normal.. but kuanliang look lyk guan ting(his brother lah)
they seem 2 b doing well... iva so skinny!!!!

happy holidays ppl... hope 6.12 is doing fine!!

rainy day.
i hate** it.. drizzling...
pouring...
change de skin.. think dat it is nice..
wadeva....

gt music also.. so turn on ur speakers..
gt moii pics also..

if gt somemore pics,sent 2 me...
i'll uplaod it..
bOrringzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

YEAH!!! i lost 2kg(according 2 de weighing scale in d gym which may b rong.lol.) itz lyk mirackle lah.. wahahahas. i luv de gym..

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lol.. went gym wif cheng 2day lor.. quite late.. abt 4.25 lidat.. actually ask tan jo lin 2 come along.. bt lazy pig dun wan... haiz.. need some exerciose hor jolin... dun tink u small size dan whole day eat and sleep.. haha..

2 day run quite alot.. dan after dat cheng say wana eat apple dan bribng her go stadium buy... bt close...she say she feel lyk killing me... kill lah. dan end up we ran another round around de stadium lor.. wahahas.

dan after dat wait bus below jolin's houz.. dan she happen 2 call dan we meet downstairs.. gt grow tall lah.. gud improvement.. wahahas. me bad-bt i lyk it^_^ she is lyk mad abt rain.. duno y.. diaox.. she stil as childish as ever..haiz..nv gonna grow up.. *sayang*

any1 going 2 sch tml?? i tink they having activities ther.. wana go?? inform me kaes.. lol..

haha... later going gym wif cheng.. mst probably lah... muz go on diet!!! so fat lers... hahax.. bt nth seems 2 work.. sobz... any1 cn ehlp me>>?? wad shall i do????????
try my best ok... haiz...

qin ai de... my heart has only u in it.. so stop worrying.. i will always be wif u de.. forever.. 5201314...

***** my love 4 u wil nv change..

i assure u..ok??
so stop worrying...
i wil always luv euu...
FOREVER...

from me to euu..


A.L.B

haiz... suck lah... dis morning gt maths remedial...
haiz...sianz.. 1hr only lor..
dun c de need 2 go back 2 sch lah! lame..
go sch sweat lyk nobody's business...
so wet until every1 keep asking wad happen.. i also duno..

dan actually plan 2 go kbox wif ziyun,gwendy they all... dan ziyun gt guides tingi lah.. so cnt go le..
coincidently,Perllins call and ask if wana go out or nt..
she tell me 2 bring 'him' along lah... coz she going out wif her stead also.. bt very far so told 'him' dun go lah..

saw perlinn's stead.. ok lor.. quite cute i hv 2 admit.. "alexander" from chung cheng high.. cross country de worhx.. sec3.. bt 'quite' short and damn skinny.. tibnk perlin is twice(dun kill me lah).. hehex.. de 2 of them damn compatible.. both very childish.. sec2 hv mentality of sec1, while sec 3 hv mentality of sec2..lol..

duno wher 2 go so went arcade..dan duno wad happen..tink is alexander fren gt in2 trouble dan need his help.. dan he told perlin and leave.. although she smile smile bt cn c dat she angry lor... haiz.. emi ban fa.. who tel her 2 chooz som1 so jiang yi qi lor...bt cn c dat he treat her nt bad... dun b 2 angry lah perlin.. he is nt bad der lor...

tink 2day very long winded bt happen 2 hv alot of ting 2 say.. damn fedup wif chum hao.. wait 4 him so long... HE SUCK LARHXX!!! tel him go eat shit lor... stupid bug teeth!

so much homework!!! omg.. i finish all paperwork ler except 4 all those assignment tingi.. hey, to 1/4..any1 cn let me copy de science hw 4 de ilearn tingi?? i damn sick of doing it...
haiz... yesterday went gym and stadium wif phyllis... ran in de gym 4 15min dan go stadium run 3 consecutive rounds and walk 1 round... cool rite??? haha... stamina gt improve liao.. so happy... any1 wana go run, swim, jog..or wadeva lah.. cn call me 2 go also... haha... trying 2 b active dis holiday... hahahahahaha... haiz,nth 2 do at home also... tml gt maths remedial(sianz...) dan fri gt another 1.. bt i nt going... gt road marshal training from 8.30-12 lidat...
hey 6.12!! wana hv gathering nt?? y no response??

u called me... u found someting nt rite... if u read my blog.. u wil noe y.. if u didnt.. dan... i gt nth 2 sya.. juz dun wan u 2 worri, ok?? and i think im ok.. **I LURVV EUU...**
thanks 4 calling.. do u noe dat juz a short conversation lyk dat could lighten up my day so much..i really apprieciate it..

im starting 2 hate dis world...
i hate her and her...
y muz she make a big fuss over a small ting..
does 'suck' really sound dat bad??
she made it sound as if im gonna say f.u.c.k..
im really very sad nw...
dis is d only place wher i cn vent my anger...
im very very very sad..
crying non stop.. juz cnt stop...
i noe dat she search my table and i juz kept quiet
bt since she wana tok about gving privacy,
i took it out 2 say.. i dun gv a damn..
i shall do wad i tink is rite..
im no longer a kid wher she say 1 and i cnt say 2..
is dis call rebellous?? i dun tink so...
dis is doing thing wif sense..
y do it when u tink is rong or does nt make sense?? others cn do it bt nt me...
wad i tell her is juz a way of respect and nt asking 4 permission..
im really utterly disappointed.. whoever read dis and intend 2 tell her...
go ahead ok... i want 2 let her noe hw disappointed i am wif her..
really wana burst out crying bt could only sob..
hw i wish 'u' were here wif me at dis moment rite nw..
really need some1 on lean on and hv a gud cry...
i gt 2 many things 2 cry about.. i cry is nt totally becoz of dis...
dis is de result of all de accumulation... i wil go mad...
and she tinks dat im making myself look pitiful... wad heck..
its nt dat i wana cry infront of her lah.. wher elz cn i cry??
itz lyk i accumulate until canot ler dats y cry lah.. wad she expect..
even if i wana make myself look pitiful, i also dun wan 2 show her...
im really heartbroken.. nothing 2 say lah...
i could nv describe hw im feeling nw... didnt noe im so fragile..
wad a weakling am i.. tried 2 change bt couldnt help it..
wher r u when i need u?? dun wana let u noe bt need u...
wad is dis?? i really duno... ...

2 sad 2 tink of anyting... ...

-shattered heart
who can come and save me out of dis miserable world??

life sucks so suddenly..
thers dis bhb person wich s spoiling everyting in my life..
im damn irritated by her disgusting freakin behaviour..
life would be perfect without her existance,...

plz get out!!!!!

unfortunately she have 2 exist..
i am really tired...
agitated.
frustrated.
irritated.
all i cn say, I HATE HER!!!
u noe who u r kaes...
juz shut ur f***in mouth and dun interfere my life ok..
cnt imagine hw beautiful life wld b without her...
peace and quited..
dun mind me..
2day in damn bad mood..
all becoz of HER!!
dun torture me any more...
U SUCK->TTWQ

YEAH!! finally holiday lerx.. 2day i very gud mood so thinking go back hgp 2 c our dear mr mohan.. bt who noes.. stupid.. dun let us go in.. i damn fedup.. feel lyk demolishing d whole sch.. who is dat idiot who set de rule dat teacher muz come down and sign.. dan i hv 2 ask -wad is de alumni 4?? we pay de money 4 wad? contribute 2 de schZ? when we cnt even use its facilities?? nt even de parade ground?? wad kind of sch is dis man?? we b member is nt 2 hear those crappy financial report kaes.. we wan 2 make use of de sch 2 gather and visit teachers.. and dats hw they treat us?? im totally utterly disappointed ok.. y is our sch so successful? it all owe it 2 us lah.. imean its lyk,without our hardwork,wld hgp hv such gud reputation?? get so many medals and prizes? and dats hw de sch treat us after we leave... very sad indeed... i really wana noe wads de meaning of the alumni membership?? HGP,im very disappointed.. dats all i cn say...

yo! so long nv go online lerx.. actually nt very long lah.. laz nite damn sad and disapointed wif 'some1'.. u noe who u r kaes... haiz,.. bt nw all over liao.. who tel me 2 b so soft hearted..
yesterday gt pass out parade.. damn cool bt i tink de sec1s made a mess of it.. coz nt familiar wif de drills... de sec3 in charge of us is zhenjie and 3 more other sec3 bt i duno wad name...he damn funny.. when we do wrongly..his expression very funny lor.. wahahaha.. cool man.. when lydia they all c i wear uniform,they were lyk screaming lah.. haha.. ok lah.. look quite ok lah..dats wad i tink lah.. bt some of de sec1 looks very strange.. lol...
stupid lah.. 2day some ppl from 1/6 duno do wad lah.. dan throw 5cent coin dan landed on my back.. asshole lah.. duno wad hell they doing lor.. diaox..

2day damn fedup wif dat asshole lah.. who elz.. de famous 'RACHEL'.. play captain ball keep pestering ppl.. cnt tahan lor..dan lit dat time do research snatch cpu wif me.. dan act blur.. omg! really really cnt stand her liaox!!!!! haiz..
2day gt training..4 pop again.. tommy didnt come..haha.. bt sec4 take over... diaox.. huimin n junjing is practically mad when de sec 4 training us.. esp when they c weihong sir and leeroy sir.. haha.. all de hua chi.. leeroy teach us until going 2 vomit blood liaox.. haha.. bt he also alot of mistake lor.. wahahahahaha.. quite fun.. bt die lor! stil duno de drills.. hw???
*found dat leeroy is quite cute..bt nt my type.. 2 bad..

lol..sian.. dis morning go stadium 2 run.. damn slack.. dan later go hougang mall 2 eat.. lol.. afternoon meeting yanjun,huimin,michelle and shihui 4 IPW meeting.. damn suck.. ipw so extra lah.. haiz.. dan ms chia so fussy.. *piak* slap her arh!! haha... 2day i tink huimin quited pissed off wif us.. coz we r lyk fooling around.. i tink everyting is she do de.. me also nv do anyting... so guilty.. lol.. haha.. nme and ahbee muz seperate group liaox..so sad.. dun wana end up wif rachel.. we concluded rachel is overstressed.. she acts so wierdly these few days... she diao ppl..step ppl shoe..dun ans ppl.. duno wad happen lah.. bt gud ting is she wun irritate us again.. haha... tml gt training again.. haiz.. learning 2 play maple nw.. wahahahahaha...

ok.. laz nite no time 2 blog..
..ok,yesterday went dragonboating.. wif track&field..girl guides...basketball and of cozzz my cca-npcc!!!!!! so cool..damn fun.. on de bus keep singing cheer... np totally rawks my life sia..hv 2 go through water confidence test muz jump in2 de water..damn salty sia.. dan muz swim back 2 de boat bt of coz gt life vest lah...haha..ahbee cnt go!!!!!!!!!!!dun cry horxx...*sayang*
2day gt training.. 4 pop drills..pop=pass out parade.. tommy sir came 2 train us.. we learn marching.. itz lyk so rush lor.. wan us 2 master it in 2hr.. tommy sir quite goodlooking and humourous bt quite scary lor.. his drills damn pro de.. wasay..every1 was going lyk SOLID!
2day de whole day ah bee keep flying in and out..even lay eggs on de window..duno whos de father.. liyuan? haha..dun call de whole sjab de ppl come hiyt me hor,beebee..lol...

lol

haha..2day so funny lorx.. during pe,mr singh allow us 2 play wadeva we want..dan some of us play frisbee.. joseph,joewei,clement,alston,kangheng,me,hais,jiaxin,gwendy and 'RACHEL' played.. all went well except 4 de part when rachel joined in.. except 4 her, de rest could throw quite well..n joseph action lor..do tricks.. later during match if drop,i wil kill him arh.. bt de funniest part is when rachel throw.. she was lyk damn happy lorx..becoz no1 threw 2 her.. ppl throw,frisbee fly;she throw,de frisbee also duno wad action lah.. she throw lyk throwing ball lidat..dwe person who catch damn unluck lor..n 1 of them is me!! lol.. dan i keep telling her 2 aim nazri and joseph..ohyah n xiaobao.. poor ting.. lol.. we all laugh until stomache pain..dan she was going lyk:"wow!frisbee so fun,cn hit ppl!i learn so fast.." stupid lor..frisbee is 4 ppl 2 throw and catch de lor..lame sia.. every1 cnt tahan her..
after dat during ipw..we go AND.Search 2 do our 'project'. dan linkai,jiaxin,lydia sit near rachel..tehy help rachel wif her belt.. she wear belt lyk 'da chang jin'.. d whole class jkeep teasing her... dan lydia immitate her also.. lol. damn funny de..haha.. im nt trying 2 b bad lahx.ok...
after sch damn sian.. actually wana go out de... haiz.. feel so lonely suddenly.. juz feel lyk putting a stop 2 my troubles... bt at de same time cnt bear 2 do so.. i 2 dependant.. shld juz gv u more freedom.. dun care bout me.. haiz..

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haiz..2day beri de sian.. went jurong point...saw some mediacorp artist.. every1 was crowding.. wondering wads so great about them lorx.. heez..duno whether gt hw or nt leh.. dun tink so lah.. if gt dan tml go copy lerx.. wahahaha..

yoyo

haiya..1st time do blog.. do until so long.. keep asking around.. much tanx 2 perlin,y.huimin,shihui and charissa.. lol.. gonna faint le... actually going 2 ok le lar.. only need some improvement.. leave it 2 d PROs.. heehee...
plz..plz.. tag my blog kaes.. no tag beri malu de..ok arh!!heehee... cool man!