today is a super super super happy day!
childrens day! -not that lah =/
im youth. heard it? YOUTH!
factors leading to happiness on 18sept:
(=.= too much of history)
today got a big 'hgp' gathering at anderson.
it has been such a long time since we've gathered together.
and as per normal, as long as 2 or more gets together, it goes all super crazy.
what's more with the addition of my dear phy phy loh.
i laughed like free lah. when was the last time i've laughed so truly and happily?
me, cheng, phyphy and shirley went back together.
but shirley left shortly after =/ (hey,it rhymes!)
we went to hougang point to walkwalk and talktalk.
phy was as crazy, or should i say worse. siao liao.
screaming like the world belongs to her. lolxD
we were talking about how much a person can change, and there are simply TOO MUCH examples around us.
just too many, and 9 out of 10 are negative. its disappointing.
maybe i did change, guess thats how a human works.
~changes =/
talked about some council stuff and what i heard what actually a little disappointing.
i know its common but it somehow hurt, cause people not in council would not know how much it means to us.
seriously, i will guard it with my life. its the motivation which kept me going on in school.
especially during those times when i really needed people to be there.
council room=my room.
its alot of crapping but.... yeah. it just means alot to me.
i couldnt help it but just wanted to cry.
today is a laugh-and-cry day i can say.
shortly after, lee yin came.
its been freakin long since i've saw her.
as normal as she was in p6.
shared many secrets(?) and stuffs which happened.
just like those girls which gathers at a house and start chattering.
like what they say, 3 women=one market.
now i find us a wierd combination.
phy:superhighactive leeyin:raft,but calm olivia:perfectly normal:)
but somehow it just fits. thats another new theory of chemistry waiting to be discovered!
we talked quite alot then went back to hgp to mit kuan and kai.
the two monkeys- kuanliang and kaili.
hhas. rare guest indeed. not much changes though.
but somehow, kuan seem to be more serious now. *shrugs*
but kai and phy AS PER NORMAL. super-funny can.
kai was pushing her head and phy was trying to kick him but to no avail.
how long have i not seen this.. hahas.
they were like runnng the whole parade square.
all of us hitting kaili xP
this really brought back many memories,
- the laughters and tears during those days. which now seemed like miles away from me.
i almost wanted to burst out crying lah (again). its just such a touching scene lah.
guess thats what i've lost as i go to secondary school.
i seriously missed them so much. why? why with other company i will never have this kind of feeling?
why cant i just let go of myself and be happy.
im not that bad at adapting, am i?
its just that these friends are inreplaceable, the only ones on earth.
my feelings were really beyond description.
how long has it been snce i've felt so happy and free?
there's nothing to hide, nothing to shut.
its really hard to shut up when your mouth cant stop moving.
just wanna let you guys know how much you guys mean to me.
and how much i cherish all of you.
just love you guys so much!
its a beautiful day, a very beautiful one.
a day from the past.
where the sun shone brightly on the kids running on the paradesquare.
Friday, September 28, 2007
Saturday, September 01, 2007
ahh, too much thngs to update.
tue went for shooting at HTA.
the whole area6 was there.
we used real bullets and gun. whoosh.
damn cool lah can.
theres 2 rounds of 6, and i got - 10in 2out.
so shud be a total of 56/60.
not bad actualli. (bhb sia)
hahas.
ohyah! results slips!
hmm, not very satisfied, although i think its nt bad liao.
cos i didnt put in max effort?
yeah, sort of distracted.
JIAYOU BAH OLIVIA!!!
hahas. i can do it!
(i think)
tue went for shooting at HTA.
the whole area6 was there.
we used real bullets and gun. whoosh.
damn cool lah can.
theres 2 rounds of 6, and i got - 10in 2out.
so shud be a total of 56/60.
not bad actualli. (bhb sia)
hahas.
ohyah! results slips!
hmm, not very satisfied, although i think its nt bad liao.
cos i didnt put in max effort?
yeah, sort of distracted.
JIAYOU BAH OLIVIA!!!
hahas. i can do it!
(i think)
hiie people.
really long since i blogged.
past few days busy with teachers' day celebration.
the ever first SPRINT project the sec2s ever worked on,
and i really got a sense of achievement,
although i didnt contribute much.
took quite long to come up with drafft.
went shopping for deco stuff with chingyee.
guess we bonded more and became closer through this project yea?
now i feel love, within this big family.
the energy which keeps me moving on, striving harder.
i love COUNCIL,
i love SPOUSE!!
spouse, xin ku ni le. hahas.
the event went on quite smoothly,
but i think when the teachers taking souvenir abit cold~
thats 1 thng to improve on.
the decos were up on time.
speaking of deco,
i wanna say a BIGBIG THANKYOU to all councillors!
thank you guys for staying back till so late for the past few days;
thank you guys for trying to come school as early as possible to do up the deco;
and for wasting so much oxygen/carbondioxide blowing up the balloons,
and taking the risk of having swollen lips the next day.
if had not been u guys help, doubt the event would run so smoothly.
we had many many restrictions, and goodness,
they are really!
BUT, we are councillors, we RISE UP TO THE OCCASION.
(this is what we say when we really no choice)
and wanna say a BIGBIG THANKYOU to all council teachers,
especially mrs cheong.
i've really learnt alot and grew up alot.
she taught me lots of strategy and how to talk properly so that people would listen.
she gave me lots of chance to train my oral skills.
and NOW, im nt afraid to speak to crowds even if they're sec4 or sec5.
i've learnt to be more 'DIPLOMATIC'.
and you must always have sufficient reason behind your request,
in order not to give chance for people to question you.
thank you for going through thick and thn with us.
its teachers day-your day, but instead, you ran around with us.
end up, you guys did not get to enjoy the surprises.
im really very touched!
you guys mean more than a teacher to me! =)
ohyah, theres this thing i wanna say...
now i really know the power of just saying a 'thankyou'.
it was the rehearsal for the performers,
and its ending le.
when we are all leaving, the band people suddenly said,
"thank you olivia!".. omg. im like.. shocked.
dont know why, such a simple gesture made me feel so... important.
as in, i really felt that all i've done was appreciated, and its worth it.
and somemore, its coming out from their mouth.
i seriously changed my view of them.
though it wasnt bad intially but it got lyk so so so gud!
its really rare that people say thankyou to us-councillors.
i cant use words to describe how i felt,
really long since i blogged.
past few days busy with teachers' day celebration.
the ever first SPRINT project the sec2s ever worked on,
and i really got a sense of achievement,
although i didnt contribute much.
took quite long to come up with drafft.
went shopping for deco stuff with chingyee.
guess we bonded more and became closer through this project yea?
now i feel love, within this big family.
the energy which keeps me moving on, striving harder.
i love COUNCIL,
i love SPOUSE!!
spouse, xin ku ni le. hahas.
the event went on quite smoothly,
but i think when the teachers taking souvenir abit cold~
thats 1 thng to improve on.
the decos were up on time.
speaking of deco,
i wanna say a BIGBIG THANKYOU to all councillors!
thank you guys for staying back till so late for the past few days;
thank you guys for trying to come school as early as possible to do up the deco;
and for wasting so much oxygen/carbondioxide blowing up the balloons,
and taking the risk of having swollen lips the next day.
if had not been u guys help, doubt the event would run so smoothly.
we had many many restrictions, and goodness,
they are really!
BUT, we are councillors, we RISE UP TO THE OCCASION.
(this is what we say when we really no choice)
and wanna say a BIGBIG THANKYOU to all council teachers,
especially mrs cheong.
i've really learnt alot and grew up alot.
she taught me lots of strategy and how to talk properly so that people would listen.
she gave me lots of chance to train my oral skills.
and NOW, im nt afraid to speak to crowds even if they're sec4 or sec5.
i've learnt to be more 'DIPLOMATIC'.
and you must always have sufficient reason behind your request,
in order not to give chance for people to question you.
thank you for going through thick and thn with us.
its teachers day-your day, but instead, you ran around with us.
end up, you guys did not get to enjoy the surprises.
im really very touched!
you guys mean more than a teacher to me! =)
ohyah, theres this thing i wanna say...
now i really know the power of just saying a 'thankyou'.
it was the rehearsal for the performers,
and its ending le.
when we are all leaving, the band people suddenly said,
"thank you olivia!".. omg. im like.. shocked.
dont know why, such a simple gesture made me feel so... important.
as in, i really felt that all i've done was appreciated, and its worth it.
and somemore, its coming out from their mouth.
i seriously changed my view of them.
though it wasnt bad intially but it got lyk so so so gud!
its really rare that people say thankyou to us-councillors.
i cant use words to describe how i felt,
but seriously, its.......... cool.
ohyah, i wanna thank XIAODIDI!
hahas. the cake for council teachers..
the night before i was desperately looking for cake lah.
thank goodness xdd helped! whoosh!
and thank all performers for co-operating!
5/1 was damn sweet can..
their performance is very heart warming!
and they made many changes when we gave feedbacks.
really really really appreciate it!
I LOVE ANDERSON!!
AHHHH...
ohyah, i wanna thank XIAODIDI!
hahas. the cake for council teachers..
the night before i was desperately looking for cake lah.
thank goodness xdd helped! whoosh!
and thank all performers for co-operating!
5/1 was damn sweet can..
their performance is very heart warming!
and they made many changes when we gave feedbacks.
really really really appreciate it!
I LOVE ANDERSON!!
AHHHH...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
arghh.. i think im possessed.. =.=
been having some attitude problem/bad temper these days.
i get bloody impatient and easily irritated.
its not just that.
when i get angry, im seriously fuming can?
and whats more, i actually feel lyk crying!
its like, ahh... i feel lyk theres fire in me lah.
i dont know why i became like that but it just happens.
hais. but i try my best to hold back my tears.
what exactly is happening to me hah?
this is quite torturing..
like who would want to get angry (not ordinary angry)..
its tiring and meaningless.
im turning emo?? zzz..
what crap sia. don believe in emo.
hahas. i just nid someone beside me to hear me crap.
best one i can hug and cuddle o.0
(will bian diao can?) hahas.
take a teddy bear lah =.=
what to do?
its life... cant be explained.
been having some attitude problem/bad temper these days.
i get bloody impatient and easily irritated.
its not just that.
when i get angry, im seriously fuming can?
and whats more, i actually feel lyk crying!
its like, ahh... i feel lyk theres fire in me lah.
i dont know why i became like that but it just happens.
hais. but i try my best to hold back my tears.
what exactly is happening to me hah?
this is quite torturing..
like who would want to get angry (not ordinary angry)..
its tiring and meaningless.
im turning emo?? zzz..
what crap sia. don believe in emo.
hahas. i just nid someone beside me to hear me crap.
best one i can hug and cuddle o.0
(will bian diao can?) hahas.
take a teddy bear lah =.=
what to do?
its life... cant be explained.
[lying down blogging..]
zzz. its been some time since i blogged..
busy with ca2..
life has been quite okay i guess..
hhahas.
but sometimes you cant help it but feel lost.
you no longer know who to go to when you are happy,
who to go to when you're down.
there's no this one person you can go to whenever you are bored, pissed off or irritated.
there's no longer a wall for you to lean on when you feel tired.
there's no this one for you to think of every minute, every second.
it just doesnt feel very right,
or should i say empty?
but somehow, i get disgusted when i see people hold hand,
or should i say imagine myself doing dat.
why is life so hard;
always trying to make everything right,
trying to please people,
trying to please yourself,
handle emotions going out-of-control and
others which you make them go out-of-control.
when can all these torture come to an end?
will there be a day when everyone gave just one partner from birth to death?
will that make us happier?
i doubt so;
thats the nature of humans- greed.
and without misery, how can one appreciate happiness?
huh, im forming a philosophy myself..
lol...
whats all this..
when will that one appear?
when will you come to add some colours to my life?
i will be waiting, for you...
zzz. its been some time since i blogged..
busy with ca2..
life has been quite okay i guess..
hhahas.
but sometimes you cant help it but feel lost.
you no longer know who to go to when you are happy,
who to go to when you're down.
there's no this one person you can go to whenever you are bored, pissed off or irritated.
there's no longer a wall for you to lean on when you feel tired.
there's no this one for you to think of every minute, every second.
it just doesnt feel very right,
or should i say empty?
but somehow, i get disgusted when i see people hold hand,
or should i say imagine myself doing dat.
why is life so hard;
always trying to make everything right,
trying to please people,
trying to please yourself,
handle emotions going out-of-control and
others which you make them go out-of-control.
when can all these torture come to an end?
will there be a day when everyone gave just one partner from birth to death?
will that make us happier?
i doubt so;
thats the nature of humans- greed.
and without misery, how can one appreciate happiness?
huh, im forming a philosophy myself..
lol...
whats all this..
when will that one appear?
when will you come to add some colours to my life?
i will be waiting, for you...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
HEY COME ON,
IM SO NOT IN THE MOOD TO ENTERTAIN OR THINK FOR OTHERS CAN?
I CNT IMAGINE IM GETTING SO FREAKING IRRITATED.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH OKAY?
STOP TALKING WITH HIDDEN MESSAGES,
IM TOO RETARDED TO UNDERSTAND.
YEAH, PERHAPS GUYS REALLY TEND TO THINK TO MUCH.
YOU DONT MEAN AS MUCH AS HOW MUCH YOU THOUGHT YOU DO..
STOP ACTING LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD'S IN LOVE WITH YOU,
IT ONLY IRRITATES THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
AND PLEASE DONT GO "BLAHBLAHBLAH" AND EXPECTS ME TO GO SORRY AND SHIT.
I SAID IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO ENTERTAIN!
WHY ARE GUYS GETTING SO RETARDED THESE DAYS?
hey guy, i bet you are thinking that im refering to you huh?
thats the problem with you guys.
grr. I HAD ENOUGH!
IM SO NOT IN THE MOOD TO ENTERTAIN OR THINK FOR OTHERS CAN?
I CNT IMAGINE IM GETTING SO FREAKING IRRITATED.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH OKAY?
STOP TALKING WITH HIDDEN MESSAGES,
IM TOO RETARDED TO UNDERSTAND.
YEAH, PERHAPS GUYS REALLY TEND TO THINK TO MUCH.
YOU DONT MEAN AS MUCH AS HOW MUCH YOU THOUGHT YOU DO..
STOP ACTING LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD'S IN LOVE WITH YOU,
IT ONLY IRRITATES THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
AND PLEASE DONT GO "BLAHBLAHBLAH" AND EXPECTS ME TO GO SORRY AND SHIT.
I SAID IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO ENTERTAIN!
WHY ARE GUYS GETTING SO RETARDED THESE DAYS?
hey guy, i bet you are thinking that im refering to you huh?
thats the problem with you guys.
grr. I HAD ENOUGH!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
another story from the book..by 张小娴。
你知不知道痛楚的滋味
你知道痛楚的感觉吗？
有一个男人，从来不知道痛楚的感觉，直至她爱上一个女人。
从前的他，常常被女孩子包围着，向他大献殷勤，她从来不需要追求女孩子。他最担心的，不是别人不爱她，而是别人太爱她。
有一个女孩子，深深地爱着她，为他放弃了自己的事业。同居三年，她发现他从未爱过他，他只是不讨厌他而已。
分手那一天，她含泪按着自己的胸口问他：
“你知道我这里有多痛吗？”
他觉得内疚，可是他却不知道他又多痛。
直至有一天她爱上一个女人，那个女人却不能爱她，她才明白心痛的滋味。
长夜漫漫，思念一个人，原来是那么痛的。
每当她在他面前出现，他却不可以碰它。他的喜怒哀乐仿佛全由他一手控制。得不到一个人，原来是那么痛的。
他流一滴眼泪，他就愿意为她赴汤蹈火。可是，他知道，怀抱她的，是另外一个男人。她在夜里独自饮泣。原来，爱一个人，是有痛楚的。
他终于明白，从前那个深深地爱着他的人，按着胸口所说的那种痛处，到底有多痛，到底有多痛。
touching right?
你知不知道痛楚的滋味
你知道痛楚的感觉吗？
有一个男人，从来不知道痛楚的感觉，直至她爱上一个女人。
从前的他，常常被女孩子包围着，向他大献殷勤，她从来不需要追求女孩子。他最担心的，不是别人不爱她，而是别人太爱她。
有一个女孩子，深深地爱着她，为他放弃了自己的事业。同居三年，她发现他从未爱过他，他只是不讨厌他而已。
分手那一天，她含泪按着自己的胸口问他：
“你知道我这里有多痛吗？”
他觉得内疚，可是他却不知道他又多痛。
直至有一天她爱上一个女人，那个女人却不能爱她，她才明白心痛的滋味。
长夜漫漫，思念一个人，原来是那么痛的。
每当她在他面前出现，他却不可以碰它。他的喜怒哀乐仿佛全由他一手控制。得不到一个人，原来是那么痛的。
他流一滴眼泪，他就愿意为她赴汤蹈火。可是，他知道，怀抱她的，是另外一个男人。她在夜里独自饮泣。原来，爱一个人，是有痛楚的。
他终于明白，从前那个深深地爱着他的人，按着胸口所说的那种痛处，到底有多痛，到底有多痛。
touching right?
these few days,'ve been reading ths very nice chi book.
(sorry to all non-chi.)
its really nice esp for ppl who fell out of love..
its by 张小娴。
怎么忘记他
失恋后，我们总爱问：
“我怎样可以忘记他?我很像忘记他，但我就是没法忘记他。”
如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。
为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人？时间自然会让你忘记他。
现在，我请你千万别想着一头粉红色的大笨象。
请问，你想到的是什么？
你立刻就想到一头粉红色的大笨象了。
你越努力去忘记，你越是无法忘记。
仍然爱着她，忘不了他，是理所当然的事，不必觉得惭愧。 有些人明明忘不了，却自欺欺人说：“我已经忘了他."
然而，只要有别人一提起他，她就法控制自己。
有一天，你会忘记他的。
真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。
有一天，你从浴室洗了一个澡出来，扭开唱机听听自己喜欢的音乐，你忽而想起，你曾金盖过一个人，啊，原来你爱国者个人，那仿佛是很遥远的事，你已经一点感觉也没有了。这就是忘记。
有一天，别人提起某某，你才猛然想起，你曾经爱过这个人，想在已经不记得了。这就是忘记。
如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？
make sense?
(sorry to all non-chi.)
its really nice esp for ppl who fell out of love..
its by 张小娴。
怎么忘记他
失恋后，我们总爱问：
“我怎样可以忘记他?我很像忘记他，但我就是没法忘记他。”
如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。
为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人？时间自然会让你忘记他。
现在，我请你千万别想着一头粉红色的大笨象。
请问，你想到的是什么？
你立刻就想到一头粉红色的大笨象了。
你越努力去忘记，你越是无法忘记。
仍然爱着她，忘不了他，是理所当然的事，不必觉得惭愧。 有些人明明忘不了，却自欺欺人说：“我已经忘了他."
然而，只要有别人一提起他，她就法控制自己。
有一天，你会忘记他的。
真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。
有一天，你从浴室洗了一个澡出来，扭开唱机听听自己喜欢的音乐，你忽而想起，你曾金盖过一个人，啊，原来你爱国者个人，那仿佛是很遥远的事，你已经一点感觉也没有了。这就是忘记。
有一天，别人提起某某，你才猛然想起，你曾经爱过这个人，想在已经不记得了。这就是忘记。
如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？
make sense?
hallo people!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!
hahas. singapore is 42years old!!!! am i right?
today is quite a big day for me..
TALENT TIME FINALS + NDP PARADE!
NDP PARADE
rehearsed for quite some time le.
everyone trained and practised very hard. *clapclap*
and finally! the day has come!
toady woke up very early and didnt eat anything,
so felt damn sleepy and lost concentration..
but i guess i did okay.
before the pledge, the PC, -youen forgotten to turun us.
then we say pledge at ruso position.
but anw, GOOD JOB YOUEN!
its so... wow. under so much pressure and he could still stay calm..
hahas. nice try! hope next yr gt parade again :)
jiayous all uniform groups! esp NPCC!!
TALENT TIME
been rehearsing the past 2 days till very late.
and today is finally the actual thing..
made many frens! hahas. and i bet we had fun!
we toally went high and crazy.. singing like its the end of the world.
and our school has so many potential singers!!!
zoe.. yuhui... sakinah... gladys... natania... WHOOSH!
i was damn nervous, cos i screwed up at the rehearsals and its MORNING!
who can sing in the morning lah for goodness sake.
hahas. but i guess i did quite okay :) at least i didnt go too off..
yuhui was damn entertaining, hahas.
and she won!! with that rose.. lolxD
den encore again, den me, zoe and gladys went up to dance for her.
it was totally crap dance lah, hahas..
anyhow turn turn turn... but just for fun! hahas.
aldric's group got 3rd. CONGRATS!
im so damn proud of my didis!!
i didnt get top3- i expected it. hhahas.
but im nt sad or disappointed:) glad that i've made so many frens!!
ahhh!! they are really damn cool!!!
its the experience whch counts right? heehees.
and thanks lots to all who encourged and consoled me (though im nt sad)
geez.. i really love you guys!
this is what i call a family. lots of love!! ahh..
yepps. i'll try to upload pics!! whoosh!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!
hahas. singapore is 42years old!!!! am i right?
today is quite a big day for me..
TALENT TIME FINALS + NDP PARADE!
NDP PARADE
rehearsed for quite some time le.
everyone trained and practised very hard. *clapclap*
and finally! the day has come!
toady woke up very early and didnt eat anything,
so felt damn sleepy and lost concentration..
but i guess i did okay.
before the pledge, the PC, -youen forgotten to turun us.
then we say pledge at ruso position.
but anw, GOOD JOB YOUEN!
its so... wow. under so much pressure and he could still stay calm..
hahas. nice try! hope next yr gt parade again :)
jiayous all uniform groups! esp NPCC!!
TALENT TIME
been rehearsing the past 2 days till very late.
and today is finally the actual thing..
made many frens! hahas. and i bet we had fun!
we toally went high and crazy.. singing like its the end of the world.
and our school has so many potential singers!!!
zoe.. yuhui... sakinah... gladys... natania... WHOOSH!
i was damn nervous, cos i screwed up at the rehearsals and its MORNING!
who can sing in the morning lah for goodness sake.
hahas. but i guess i did quite okay :) at least i didnt go too off..
yuhui was damn entertaining, hahas.
and she won!! with that rose.. lolxD
den encore again, den me, zoe and gladys went up to dance for her.
it was totally crap dance lah, hahas..
anyhow turn turn turn... but just for fun! hahas.
aldric's group got 3rd. CONGRATS!
im so damn proud of my didis!!
i didnt get top3- i expected it. hhahas.
but im nt sad or disappointed:) glad that i've made so many frens!!
ahhh!! they are really damn cool!!!
its the experience whch counts right? heehees.
and thanks lots to all who encourged and consoled me (though im nt sad)
geez.. i really love you guys!
this is what i call a family. lots of love!! ahh..
yepps. i'll try to upload pics!! whoosh!
Thursday, August 02, 2007
yo people!
so long never blog le, until SOME PEOPLE complained that my blog is boring.
>.<>charissa still did most of the work..
yepp. feel so paisehh.
oohyeah, i got into the finals for 'talent time'
the competitors are real good lah!
took a 'music video' and i can conclude that- my singing sucks=x
they showed the video this recess.. FREAKING MALU!
and there are feedbacks that IT SUCKS!
hais... nevermind. just try my best lor. yepp.
many thoughts ran through my mind these few days.
hahas. its positive, not negative kays.
yesterday eugene asked me whats wrong with me,
cos i seemed to be quieter den before..
isit true? i mean i didnt even noticed it. perhaps bahs.
i've learnt that the more you talk, the more mistakes you make.
so why not just shut up?
but today im quite hyper..
nidda burn of lots of energy!! cnt help it =/
hahas. slacking in council room. JUMPING, DANCING, HOPPING..
tralalalalalalalalas.
then did my duty, very luan..
thats all i can say.
took many SPASTIC pictures during duty,
and i think ZHESHOU is cute. hahas. potential drama boy!
some pics below...
after that went back to HGP(hougang pri) for teachers night.
played frisbee and burnt off some energy. hahas. damn hyper!!
pics as promised:
me fooling around in coucilroom .
credits: VINOD
left:me and vinod
right: THE BALL. lols>.<
left: me and xiuhui
right:me, xiuhui and zheshuo
SPASTICFREAKS!
now.. the real smile! =DD
THE DIFFERENT SIDES OF ZHESHOU!
and POOR PRAVEENA!!!
lols!! =X
so long never blog le, until SOME PEOPLE complained that my blog is boring.
>.<>charissa still did most of the work..
yepp. feel so paisehh.
oohyeah, i got into the finals for 'talent time'
the competitors are real good lah!
took a 'music video' and i can conclude that- my singing sucks=x
they showed the video this recess.. FREAKING MALU!
and there are feedbacks that IT SUCKS!
hais... nevermind. just try my best lor. yepp.
many thoughts ran through my mind these few days.
hahas. its positive, not negative kays.
yesterday eugene asked me whats wrong with me,
cos i seemed to be quieter den before..
isit true? i mean i didnt even noticed it. perhaps bahs.
i've learnt that the more you talk, the more mistakes you make.
so why not just shut up?
but today im quite hyper..
nidda burn of lots of energy!! cnt help it =/
hahas. slacking in council room. JUMPING, DANCING, HOPPING..
tralalalalalalalalas.
then did my duty, very luan..
thats all i can say.
took many SPASTIC pictures during duty,
and i think ZHESHOU is cute. hahas. potential drama boy!
some pics below...
after that went back to HGP(hougang pri) for teachers night.
played frisbee and burnt off some energy. hahas. damn hyper!!
pics as promised:
me fooling around in coucilroom .
credits: VINOD
left:me and vinod
right: THE BALL. lols>.<
left: me and xiuhui
right:me, xiuhui and zheshuo
SPASTICFREAKS!
now.. the real smile! =DD
THE DIFFERENT SIDES OF ZHESHOU!
and POOR PRAVEENA!!!
lols!! =X
Sunday, July 22, 2007
omg. i really wanna blog bout this!!
just finish reading the school forum.. and all can say is,
IM DAMN TOUCHED!
thx alot to all who helped to speak for ASC!
im really damn happy when i see that andersonians actually appreciates our efforts and contributions to the school!
its seriously not easy and i doubt i can hold on if not for the support of fellow councillors and andersonians.
hope that you guys will contnue to have faith in us, and believe us.
we would definitely try to improve ourselves.
and for those whole thinks otherwise,
im in no position to reprimand nor critcize.
but i really hope that you would open ur eyes big and see what we've done for the school.
im not saying that we did wad big stuff, but afterall we did try our best.
so really hope that your comments and be less harsh and more constructive.
I JUST LOVE ANDERSON STUDENT COUCIL!
and ANDERSONIANS who stood up for us!
just finish reading the school forum.. and all can say is,
IM DAMN TOUCHED!
thx alot to all who helped to speak for ASC!
im really damn happy when i see that andersonians actually appreciates our efforts and contributions to the school!
its seriously not easy and i doubt i can hold on if not for the support of fellow councillors and andersonians.
hope that you guys will contnue to have faith in us, and believe us.
we would definitely try to improve ourselves.
and for those whole thinks otherwise,
im in no position to reprimand nor critcize.
but i really hope that you would open ur eyes big and see what we've done for the school.
im not saying that we did wad big stuff, but afterall we did try our best.
so really hope that your comments and be less harsh and more constructive.
I JUST LOVE ANDERSON STUDENT COUCIL!
and ANDERSONIANS who stood up for us!
SPOUSE: thx alot. im okay! hahas. yea. and RACIAL HARMONY DAY too! hahas.
XIAOHUI: lols. thx for passingby! hahas.
LINKAI: thanks! hahas. but my singing still sucks. =X
ERNAI: you're nicer!! hahas. i love euu!
yo people!
i know you guys miss me right?
its been ages since i've updated my blog. yupp:)
firstly,
BIG THANK YOU TO BRYAN KOR!!
on one of the nights, i was feeling damn depress.
and my dear kor called!
thx alot! it realli helped. hahas.
hmm. i need time to prepare. ooh!
secondly,
BIG THANK YOU TO CHERBENG DIDI!!
for pei-ing me to the hospital for check up.
i went for x-ray on thursday..
at amk hospital.
missed sexuality education, nt very interesting also.
hahas. nobody was free as they had to attend the talk.
on my journey ther met cherbeng and ryan they all..
and my dear didi agreed to accompany me there.
waited for 30min then my turn sia..
changed into this blue dress. feel so awkward.
went in.. and they told me to stand with chest facing this board.
then "kacheek". DONE. =.= so fast de..
thanks to my dear didi, i wasnt bored to death on my journey ther.
tralalalas.
oh yah! i got my new ernai!
SYLVIA KOH KIA YING!! hahas.
ai si ta. and love spouse too!
yesterday was racial harmony day 'cum' talent time audition!
i wore a malay costume- blue.
got one of the school cleaner thought i wasnt a student! lols!
they say i look lyk adult =.= hahas. mayb i do =X
nidda do duty also, damn fun.
especially playing with congkat! so long nvr play liao lor
then got talent time!
i was damn freakin nervous sia..
but i guess it went QUITE well. i hope. hahas.
and i found that actually anderson got ALOT of potential singers!!
especially uppersec gals lor!!! omg..
nxt yr pls join campus!! i be no.1 fan!! hahasxD
after the celebration had english oral.
i think i flunked it lah.. zz
then followed by npcc training..
it was the rehearsal for NDP parade.
damn tiring... so little water break and ms sham was damn strict.
i hold rifle until hand gonna cramp sia.
at the end hand shivering.. =.=
and hor, JUNBIN SIR is power de lor!!
he give command damn power , even the netballers turn to see who was shouting lah.
and he very nice sia.
he know went to praise and when to reprmand.
when he praise, im really happy lah. hahas.
salute to junbinsr! lalalas.
and JIAYOU G.O.H!!!
today went for guitar lesson.
studying 2A.. dying lah, dunno cn survive not.
whats more 3.. =.=
then went back school for CIMO fiesta..
by the time i reached, many of the stalls were closed.
met many many people!! hahas.
after it ended, we stayed back to play frisbee match.
whoosh! for once i help to score!
leg damn pain cos ran bare footed.. wore slippers.
then that stupid OM, mr ng came to chase us out ==
but mdm lim allowed!! =DD so who cares bout ng.
after that went to hg point.
ate almond jelly!!!! so damn nice!!!!
its gud for complexion heh.
lazy to continue.
to be continued...
XIAOHUI: lols. thx for passingby! hahas.
LINKAI: thanks! hahas. but my singing still sucks. =X
ERNAI: you're nicer!! hahas. i love euu!
yo people!
i know you guys miss me right?
its been ages since i've updated my blog. yupp:)
firstly,
BIG THANK YOU TO BRYAN KOR!!
on one of the nights, i was feeling damn depress.
and my dear kor called!
thx alot! it realli helped. hahas.
hmm. i need time to prepare. ooh!
secondly,
BIG THANK YOU TO CHERBENG DIDI!!
for pei-ing me to the hospital for check up.
i went for x-ray on thursday..
at amk hospital.
missed sexuality education, nt very interesting also.
hahas. nobody was free as they had to attend the talk.
on my journey ther met cherbeng and ryan they all..
and my dear didi agreed to accompany me there.
waited for 30min then my turn sia..
changed into this blue dress. feel so awkward.
went in.. and they told me to stand with chest facing this board.
then "kacheek". DONE. =.= so fast de..
thanks to my dear didi, i wasnt bored to death on my journey ther.
tralalalas.
oh yah! i got my new ernai!
SYLVIA KOH KIA YING!! hahas.
ai si ta. and love spouse too!
yesterday was racial harmony day 'cum' talent time audition!
i wore a malay costume- blue.
got one of the school cleaner thought i wasnt a student! lols!
they say i look lyk adult =.= hahas. mayb i do =X
nidda do duty also, damn fun.
especially playing with congkat! so long nvr play liao lor
then got talent time!
i was damn freakin nervous sia..
but i guess it went QUITE well. i hope. hahas.
and i found that actually anderson got ALOT of potential singers!!
especially uppersec gals lor!!! omg..
nxt yr pls join campus!! i be no.1 fan!! hahasxD
after the celebration had english oral.
i think i flunked it lah.. zz
then followed by npcc training..
it was the rehearsal for NDP parade.
damn tiring... so little water break and ms sham was damn strict.
i hold rifle until hand gonna cramp sia.
at the end hand shivering.. =.=
and hor, JUNBIN SIR is power de lor!!
he give command damn power , even the netballers turn to see who was shouting lah.
and he very nice sia.
he know went to praise and when to reprmand.
when he praise, im really happy lah. hahas.
salute to junbinsr! lalalas.
and JIAYOU G.O.H!!!
today went for guitar lesson.
studying 2A.. dying lah, dunno cn survive not.
whats more 3.. =.=
then went back school for CIMO fiesta..
by the time i reached, many of the stalls were closed.
met many many people!! hahas.
after it ended, we stayed back to play frisbee match.
whoosh! for once i help to score!
leg damn pain cos ran bare footed.. wore slippers.
then that stupid OM, mr ng came to chase us out ==
but mdm lim allowed!! =DD so who cares bout ng.
after that went to hg point.
ate almond jelly!!!! so damn nice!!!!
its gud for complexion heh.
lazy to continue.
to be continued...
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
she say i could post abt it! lalalaas.
lame and spastic all i can say. tralalalas.
why dont i feel sympathy? lolxD
you're victim? sure? very very sure?
yeah right! (sacarsm)
just learnt a very nice logic...
if you never thought of it, would you even say it out?
even if you say its just a moment of 'whatever'..
lol! pure and innocent, thats how you sound.
woah.. we're the bad bad bad people making you freaking upset huh.
aiyoyo...
dont tell me you are not guilty kay.
say until like you're that 'none of my business', IM SO REAL!!
wawawawa.. real seh. adidas or nike.. >.<
conclusion:
you're spastic. pro spastic!
lame and spastic all i can say. tralalalas.
why dont i feel sympathy? lolxD
you're victim? sure? very very sure?
yeah right! (sacarsm)
just learnt a very nice logic...
if you never thought of it, would you even say it out?
even if you say its just a moment of 'whatever'..
lol! pure and innocent, thats how you sound.
woah.. we're the bad bad bad people making you freaking upset huh.
aiyoyo...
dont tell me you are not guilty kay.
say until like you're that 'none of my business', IM SO REAL!!
wawawawa.. real seh. adidas or nike.. >.<
conclusion:
you're spastic. pro spastic!
13:o8 !!!
YO PEOPLE!! hahas.
yesterday was NAPHA 2.4km run!!
guess what! yepp! the numbers above was my timing!!! ahh..
i improved so much despite the slackness in my training!!
GOOD JOB OLIVIA!
yesterday i was having a damn bad headache..
some more still got 2.4km run sia..
i was damn nervous or should i say scared.
plus these few days im experiencing some respiratory problem (i think).
i've been having problem getting to sleep.
my throat is like stucked.. and i just cnt breathe rythmatically..
i was like thinking if i would just die on dat night=.=
i know its lame but many people jus die in their 'dreams'.
since they're dead, how you know how they died >.<
but surprisingly, i was able to finish the whole journey..
hhaas. starting wasnt too bad..
but the second round, i started to feel cramp on my left leg.
damn worried lah. but after awhile it was okay..
i borrowed istar's topwatch to kip track of time.
it really helps actually, cos i tried to kepp close to 2min per round.
and when i lag, i try to increase speed.
therefor didnt really go and think about the number of rounds left.
but of course 12min is impossible de lor...
not bad lah.. last year was 13+ but close to 14..
at the 4 round i started to breathe damn freaking loud sia..
5th round like cnt breathe liao...
but since its gonna end, i tried to chiong. woots!
I DID IT!! I FINISHED THE RUN!!
but after that damn tired.
i was spinning lah and cant breathe. omg.
hahas. i couldnt walk properly.
not leg tired bt vision abit blur lah.. +extreme stomache pain!!
thorat lyk gt smting, wanna vomit..
went to get warm water den felt SO SO SO much better!!
after that recover le!! but still worried..
so go doctor!
yupp. today went to doctor..
the doc couldnt realli detect anything..
but asked me if i had gastric or asthma..
obviously not >.<
but he still gave me gastric med=.= and throat med..
hmm. and refered me to go for x-ray which the nearest is amk hospital=.=
yah.. mayb going tmr bt gt training.
so perhaps the day after bahs..
pray hard and hope im okay... =DD
YO PEOPLE!! hahas.
yesterday was NAPHA 2.4km run!!
guess what! yepp! the numbers above was my timing!!! ahh..
i improved so much despite the slackness in my training!!
GOOD JOB OLIVIA!
yesterday i was having a damn bad headache..
some more still got 2.4km run sia..
i was damn nervous or should i say scared.
plus these few days im experiencing some respiratory problem (i think).
i've been having problem getting to sleep.
my throat is like stucked.. and i just cnt breathe rythmatically..
i was like thinking if i would just die on dat night=.=
i know its lame but many people jus die in their 'dreams'.
since they're dead, how you know how they died >.<
but surprisingly, i was able to finish the whole journey..
hhaas. starting wasnt too bad..
but the second round, i started to feel cramp on my left leg.
damn worried lah. but after awhile it was okay..
i borrowed istar's topwatch to kip track of time.
it really helps actually, cos i tried to kepp close to 2min per round.
and when i lag, i try to increase speed.
therefor didnt really go and think about the number of rounds left.
but of course 12min is impossible de lor...
not bad lah.. last year was 13+ but close to 14..
at the 4 round i started to breathe damn freaking loud sia..
5th round like cnt breathe liao...
but since its gonna end, i tried to chiong. woots!
I DID IT!! I FINISHED THE RUN!!
but after that damn tired.
i was spinning lah and cant breathe. omg.
hahas. i couldnt walk properly.
not leg tired bt vision abit blur lah.. +extreme stomache pain!!
thorat lyk gt smting, wanna vomit..
went to get warm water den felt SO SO SO much better!!
after that recover le!! but still worried..
so go doctor!
yupp. today went to doctor..
the doc couldnt realli detect anything..
but asked me if i had gastric or asthma..
obviously not >.<
but he still gave me gastric med=.= and throat med..
hmm. and refered me to go for x-ray which the nearest is amk hospital=.=
yah.. mayb going tmr bt gt training.
so perhaps the day after bahs..
pray hard and hope im okay... =DD
Sunday, July 15, 2007
REPLY TAGS!!!!
CHARISSA: hahas. thx for tagging. yepp. live in the present.
Y.HUIMIN: woah.. u read my blog? ahhas. honoured! im okay:)
ZIYUN: of cos lah. u so V.I.P.. jkjk.
CHENGLING: yah lah. his laugh makes people go crazy!!! yeahright. when is the soon coming??
SPOUSE: Ahhhhh.. my dear spouse so wei da!! omg. lurv you too much. but sad to declare dat kiakia shall be the THIRD PARTY. =/ -scandalous
SYLVIA: OKIE!!! no prob man! you be the THIRD PARTY!! this is getting so fun. omg >.<
hmm. today is a tiring day.
my mood is like so much better since yesterday?
hahas. yepp.
morning went for dance...
dunno why today like no energy leh.. den brain nt functioning.
took alot of time to register the steps in my brain.
zz.. its so dumb lah. den dance lyk bo energy lidat..
did more of raggae today. sucks.
last week's 'BANGLAH' dance more fun bt tiring..
after that went to amk station to meet joycelyn and clement.
nidda do math project.
joycelyn came to my house.. clement didnt. lols
im hving house warming today..
sorry if i didnt invite any of you,
cos i didnt realli invite friends and i doubt i'll be able to entertain.
bt feel free to come if you want to :p hahas.
as the place was very crowded and many long time no see cousins were around,
i didnt realli have the mood of doing work.
very paisehh to joycelyn... cos she's like doing everything=/
sorry. sorry. sorry!
tried to work out the dance bt nt many stuff came out..
many many many many ppl came!!
wahahahhahas. i eat damn lot lah. cn go die liao.
fat until burst all my clothes lah. zzz.
but todays a wierd day.
like they arranged before hand to say those stuff.
i dont wanna hear it kays.
dun blame me for being straight forward, or nt giving chances.
no means no. i mean it.
its sort of impossible =/
~shoo fly don't bother me.
CHARISSA: hahas. thx for tagging. yepp. live in the present.
Y.HUIMIN: woah.. u read my blog? ahhas. honoured! im okay:)
ZIYUN: of cos lah. u so V.I.P.. jkjk.
CHENGLING: yah lah. his laugh makes people go crazy!!! yeahright. when is the soon coming??
SPOUSE: Ahhhhh.. my dear spouse so wei da!! omg. lurv you too much. but sad to declare dat kiakia shall be the THIRD PARTY. =/ -scandalous
SYLVIA: OKIE!!! no prob man! you be the THIRD PARTY!! this is getting so fun. omg >.<
hmm. today is a tiring day.
my mood is like so much better since yesterday?
hahas. yepp.
morning went for dance...
dunno why today like no energy leh.. den brain nt functioning.
took alot of time to register the steps in my brain.
zz.. its so dumb lah. den dance lyk bo energy lidat..
did more of raggae today. sucks.
last week's 'BANGLAH' dance more fun bt tiring..
after that went to amk station to meet joycelyn and clement.
nidda do math project.
joycelyn came to my house.. clement didnt. lols
im hving house warming today..
sorry if i didnt invite any of you,
cos i didnt realli invite friends and i doubt i'll be able to entertain.
bt feel free to come if you want to :p hahas.
as the place was very crowded and many long time no see cousins were around,
i didnt realli have the mood of doing work.
very paisehh to joycelyn... cos she's like doing everything=/
sorry. sorry. sorry!
tried to work out the dance bt nt many stuff came out..
many many many many ppl came!!
wahahahhahas. i eat damn lot lah. cn go die liao.
fat until burst all my clothes lah. zzz.
but todays a wierd day.
like they arranged before hand to say those stuff.
i dont wanna hear it kays.
dun blame me for being straight forward, or nt giving chances.
no means no. i mean it.
its sort of impossible =/
~shoo fly don't bother me.
yo people! so long never update le.
hmm. past few days thought of MANY MANY things.
have been trying hard to brainwash myself (irony)..
but to no avail.
today went laoshi ther for lesson..
xiaodidi came along too. he wanted to observe hw the lesson goes.
not bad sia.. still cn sit for 1hr.
i normaly 2min run out liao lor..
revised some songs...
we spent the last 1/2 hour chatting.
its been ages since we really chat ; about private life.
its more of me telling him bahs.
i like talking to laoshi...
1) he is very open-minded towards everything
2) he dont complain to parents, instead try to help us..
3) he gives constructive advices
4) patient to let you finish and encourages me to talk bout it more.
5) he understands me
and once again, i shed tears infront of him again.
talked abt the things which happened this period of time.
many things really happened and its nt over a long period of time also.
i really needed someone there. not just ANYone.
but someone old ad mature enough to open me up.
dunno why, i just dont feel embarrassed or hesitant to cry infront of him.
after thinking or shud i say convince myself for 5days,
nothing improved at all. not a single bit.
but thins gt worse =/
but after talking to laoshi, im totally woke up.
i realised that things was actuali dat simple.
DO IT or NOt.
"its really not easy. i know."
"you are a strong girl, im sure you can take it."
"theres two ways you can solve the problem............"
"one........ two....... but you would have to take up the responsibility.."
what he said to me was realli all i needed.
he showed his confidence in me.
that was a big help. hahas. :))
yepp. what he said was really true..
even if things are ok now, how can you ensure that things wont change next time?
you still got a long way to go..
JC... UNIVERSITY.... every level you will experience different things..
how can you be sure that by that time you will still think that the choice you've made will still be the best?
love has not right or wrong, but if anything happens,
you would have to be responsible for the heart of 2 ppl and no longer one.
he said many stuffs which i have to say is really true.
i had nothing to rebut which i normally would do to ppl who advice me.
i just cant help bt release all my emotions.
he didnt mind. he didnt tell me to stop crying bt let me cry my hearts out.
and after that talk i really feel MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER!
i think i've already straightened out all my thoughts..
i know what i want and what i should do.
thannks alot, my dear teacher.
having you as my teacher is really what i call a gift frm god.
i didnt knw that relationship between teacher and student could be like that.
you've got my full respect! i bow down to you, my FRIEND.
its really fate that we could get to know each other.
thanks for all you've teach me. you taught me to be strong.
you gave me strength when i thought i was about to fall.
u pulled me out of that lonely darkness where i was struggling to find my way out.
"thanks for all the advices!"
"nah. dun mention. im just a rubbish bin. andy problem just throw into me. you happy i happy."
i'll never forget that.
and you're not just a rubbish bin. you're my counsillor, my friend.
thank you god.
hmm. past few days thought of MANY MANY things.
have been trying hard to brainwash myself (irony)..
but to no avail.
today went laoshi ther for lesson..
xiaodidi came along too. he wanted to observe hw the lesson goes.
not bad sia.. still cn sit for 1hr.
i normaly 2min run out liao lor..
revised some songs...
we spent the last 1/2 hour chatting.
its been ages since we really chat ; about private life.
its more of me telling him bahs.
i like talking to laoshi...
1) he is very open-minded towards everything
2) he dont complain to parents, instead try to help us..
3) he gives constructive advices
4) patient to let you finish and encourages me to talk bout it more.
5) he understands me
and once again, i shed tears infront of him again.
talked abt the things which happened this period of time.
many things really happened and its nt over a long period of time also.
i really needed someone there. not just ANYone.
but someone old ad mature enough to open me up.
dunno why, i just dont feel embarrassed or hesitant to cry infront of him.
after thinking or shud i say convince myself for 5days,
nothing improved at all. not a single bit.
but thins gt worse =/
but after talking to laoshi, im totally woke up.
i realised that things was actuali dat simple.
DO IT or NOt.
"its really not easy. i know."
"you are a strong girl, im sure you can take it."
"theres two ways you can solve the problem............"
"one........ two....... but you would have to take up the responsibility.."
what he said to me was realli all i needed.
he showed his confidence in me.
that was a big help. hahas. :))
yepp. what he said was really true..
even if things are ok now, how can you ensure that things wont change next time?
you still got a long way to go..
JC... UNIVERSITY.... every level you will experience different things..
how can you be sure that by that time you will still think that the choice you've made will still be the best?
love has not right or wrong, but if anything happens,
you would have to be responsible for the heart of 2 ppl and no longer one.
he said many stuffs which i have to say is really true.
i had nothing to rebut which i normally would do to ppl who advice me.
i just cant help bt release all my emotions.
he didnt mind. he didnt tell me to stop crying bt let me cry my hearts out.
and after that talk i really feel MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER!
i think i've already straightened out all my thoughts..
i know what i want and what i should do.
thannks alot, my dear teacher.
having you as my teacher is really what i call a gift frm god.
i didnt knw that relationship between teacher and student could be like that.
you've got my full respect! i bow down to you, my FRIEND.
its really fate that we could get to know each other.
thanks for all you've teach me. you taught me to be strong.
you gave me strength when i thought i was about to fall.
u pulled me out of that lonely darkness where i was struggling to find my way out.
"thanks for all the advices!"
"nah. dun mention. im just a rubbish bin. andy problem just throw into me. you happy i happy."
i'll never forget that.
and you're not just a rubbish bin. you're my counsillor, my friend.
thank you god.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
today quite a boring day.
lessons, lessons and MORE LESSONS!
nothng much... after school also nth to do..
so sian-ed at home.
just nw went to bath. damn scary sia..
i was lyk jus staring at smting, den my mind suddenly went blank.
den when i recovered, i was going like "im actualli on earth?"
its like nt randomly thnking bt the whole thing jus occupied my brain.
its lyk i jus regained consciousness after 2yrs lydaaat.
after that it took me some time to register dat im a human,
and im really living on earth. zz..
think im going crazy sia.
these few days keep thinking of wierd stuff.
for instance, yesterday night i thought im dying.
cos suddenly right side of my chest (around there) pain,
i DUMBLY thought it was my heart..
and then i started to breathe wierdly, unlyk normal.
then at night somemore..
i was thinking mayb will die tonight from heart failure..
I DONT WANNA DIE!! i think thers still many stuff i haven do esp ONE.
guess it would remain at the bottom of my heart. yepp.
i took lyk 1hr to slp?
omg. anyone can tell me how to make my self sleep easier?
i cant go on like dis man.. i seriously will go bonkers.
lessons, lessons and MORE LESSONS!
nothng much... after school also nth to do..
so sian-ed at home.
just nw went to bath. damn scary sia..
i was lyk jus staring at smting, den my mind suddenly went blank.
den when i recovered, i was going like "im actualli on earth?"
its like nt randomly thnking bt the whole thing jus occupied my brain.
its lyk i jus regained consciousness after 2yrs lydaaat.
after that it took me some time to register dat im a human,
and im really living on earth. zz..
think im going crazy sia.
these few days keep thinking of wierd stuff.
for instance, yesterday night i thought im dying.
cos suddenly right side of my chest (around there) pain,
i DUMBLY thought it was my heart..
and then i started to breathe wierdly, unlyk normal.
then at night somemore..
i was thinking mayb will die tonight from heart failure..
I DONT WANNA DIE!! i think thers still many stuff i haven do esp ONE.
guess it would remain at the bottom of my heart. yepp.
i took lyk 1hr to slp?
omg. anyone can tell me how to make my self sleep easier?
i cant go on like dis man.. i seriously will go bonkers.
HELLO PEOPLE!
hahas. today came home early.. nth to do>.< went surfing th net for random stuff and look what i've found!
Some people hold truth to the myth that there is only ONE love for you out there.
This could not be farther from the truth.
Humans have the ability to deeply love any person they choose to.
True we may have a stronger, intimate connection with some, but it doesn't mean it can only happen once.
For whatever reason, this relationship isn't the right one for you. If it were, you'd still be in it.
When you're feeling down, remember that. Know that your special someone is out there, and when you're ready you WILL find him.
But, you have to start looking ahead of you to find him. He isn't going to be trailing in your shadows.
We all have our own paths to take. Unfortunately, they don't always go the direction we thought we were intended for.
In time, you'll realize this is actually for your benefit.
Something wonderful that you never dreamed would happen will be just around the corner on your new path.
Just sit tight and have faith in yourself.
nice right?
its found at lovingyou.com..
that website sort of rawks.. hahas.
feel free to check it out!
so is it time for me to put down everything and move on?
should i start moving on to find my special"SOMEONE"?
SOMEONE, SOMEONE where are you???
come out wherever you are..
hahas. today came home early.. nth to do>.< went surfing th net for random stuff and look what i've found!
Some people hold truth to the myth that there is only ONE love for you out there.
This could not be farther from the truth.
Humans have the ability to deeply love any person they choose to.
True we may have a stronger, intimate connection with some, but it doesn't mean it can only happen once.
For whatever reason, this relationship isn't the right one for you. If it were, you'd still be in it.
When you're feeling down, remember that. Know that your special someone is out there, and when you're ready you WILL find him.
But, you have to start looking ahead of you to find him. He isn't going to be trailing in your shadows.
We all have our own paths to take. Unfortunately, they don't always go the direction we thought we were intended for.
In time, you'll realize this is actually for your benefit.
Something wonderful that you never dreamed would happen will be just around the corner on your new path.
Just sit tight and have faith in yourself.
nice right?
its found at lovingyou.com..
that website sort of rawks.. hahas.
feel free to check it out!
so is it time for me to put down everything and move on?
should i start moving on to find my special"SOMEONE"?
SOMEONE, SOMEONE where are you???
come out wherever you are..
Monday, July 09, 2007
Sunday, July 08, 2007
hello once again.
couldnt sleep so here i am.
hais. who still awake can pei me not?
hmm. today went shopping with styfany.
met at amk mrt. think i saw aaron if nt wrong.
i got in the train too early, so alighted at bishan to wait.
he did the same too >.<
met sty. went to city hall. hahas.
went to jitterbugs to see timothy dance. lol.
he like damn shock diao. so funny!
after that went to bugis junction to eat.
majority win(i lose) so went to pastamania to eat.
the two crazy ones were adding chili and pepper lyk free.
sty i dunno, bt timothy one i really cannot eat de lor!
i dont like chili :) lolsxD
then SHOPPING!! whoosh.
timothy gotta go first so left with me and sty.
hahas. sty was lyk buying and buying the moment we step in.
wherby me, i didnt realli start buying.
cos i knw thers more to come *wink* hahas.
bought 2 clothes.
1 tee shirt.. + how to say ah. lyk waitress dat ting lah. wear over shirt de.
yah. so little right. lol.
now damn sian sia.. zz.
where's si lao zhu!!!!!!!!!!
couldnt sleep so here i am.
hais. who still awake can pei me not?
hmm. today went shopping with styfany.
met at amk mrt. think i saw aaron if nt wrong.
i got in the train too early, so alighted at bishan to wait.
he did the same too >.<
met sty. went to city hall. hahas.
went to jitterbugs to see timothy dance. lol.
he like damn shock diao. so funny!
after that went to bugis junction to eat.
majority win(i lose) so went to pastamania to eat.
the two crazy ones were adding chili and pepper lyk free.
sty i dunno, bt timothy one i really cannot eat de lor!
i dont like chili :) lolsxD
then SHOPPING!! whoosh.
timothy gotta go first so left with me and sty.
hahas. sty was lyk buying and buying the moment we step in.
wherby me, i didnt realli start buying.
cos i knw thers more to come *wink* hahas.
bought 2 clothes.
1 tee shirt.. + how to say ah. lyk waitress dat ting lah. wear over shirt de.
yah. so little right. lol.
now damn sian sia.. zz.
where's si lao zhu!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, July 07, 2007
YIPPEE! my blog's recouvered from its "blackblack disease"!
yepp. that time messed up the code a little. hahas bt who cares anw.
SPOUSE: thanks! nah. i was just pissed by some stuff lah. not sian not sian.
sorry didnt react that much. hahas! of course you at top lah. i love SPOUSE!
SYLVIA: of course successful! got your pinky there to support.
keep pinky and hang it on the wall of council room!!! as souvenir mahs. hahas.
hmm. even f its scraped off theres nothing we could do.
BUT... IT WAS NOT SCRAPED OFF!! hooray!
SHIHUI: okiiee! linked:)
hahas. suddenly very enthu.
but damn sian today..
my maid ear got prob say auntyshirley fetchng me.
then i wat lor. until lesson start liao she haven come.
THEN i realise that im late! grr.
think is she hear wrongly bahs..
later going out wif sty!!
hahas. sure gonna have fun!
yepp. that time messed up the code a little. hahas bt who cares anw.
SPOUSE: thanks! nah. i was just pissed by some stuff lah. not sian not sian.
sorry didnt react that much. hahas! of course you at top lah. i love SPOUSE!
SYLVIA: of course successful! got your pinky there to support.
keep pinky and hang it on the wall of council room!!! as souvenir mahs. hahas.
hmm. even f its scraped off theres nothing we could do.
BUT... IT WAS NOT SCRAPED OFF!! hooray!
SHIHUI: okiiee! linked:)
hahas. suddenly very enthu.
but damn sian today..
my maid ear got prob say auntyshirley fetchng me.
then i wat lor. until lesson start liao she haven come.
THEN i realise that im late! grr.
think is she hear wrongly bahs..
later going out wif sty!!
hahas. sure gonna have fun!
Friday, July 06, 2007
OH MY GOD! my face is ROTTING!
yes. im having outbreak sia. all the sickening pimples! >.<
very sorry to yingyu!
cause i did not do the designing of unit tee.
i was like damn stress during the whole holiday till inves ended.
holiday busy with choreography...
school reopen is deco, den school work.
school work is the worse cause i missed like 2lessons?
and i can die from it okay.
i was damn bu shuang at first...
cause im already dem stressed up, exploding.
then talk to me like dat even worse.
but things worked out after all i guess. hahas.
really very sorry kay?
and million thanks to Prashan!
thanks for helping to draw the unit tee.!
although it wasnt accepted but realli thanks alot.
hahas.
okay. back to the day.
morning reached school with a heavy load.
yes, my uniform =.=
hahas. random larhs =/
after attire check, went council room.
mass workout was sort of boring..
cause the music and actions not in beat.
zz. and actions getting wierder..
think the first version was much nicer...
next week ms leow teaching new stuff..
hahas. should be more fun. and she wants me and nadzirah to go up>.<
hmm. i should be okay bout it i guess.. lols!
then normal lesson. sian diao. the australian guys leave for malaysia le =(
sadded sia. see for one day only lehs.. miss them. hahas. i crazy liao sia.
recess time eat alot. zz. im reali getting fat and im doing nothing about it. oops xD
after recess had science at canteen.
i dont know what for cause the canteen doesnt seem to be of much help to our lesson.
den squeeze wif uppersec recess summore.
mr leow soooooo cute!
think he feel damn failure. cause i dont seem to be able to name one enzyme.
hahas. piasehh lahs:/
lalalas.
after school actualli arrange extra lesson wif mrs chua cos missed out alot.
at the end panseh us. me, xiuhui, angie and indu ended up doing self study.
still okay lah. sort of got it. yippee!! im independent!
den went for np training. damn tired lor.
actualli dunwan go. but im loyal de okay!!!!
did baten drills... actualy all learn before le lor. nth much lah.
ohyah! played blindmice!
and FOR ONCE!!! i am the SURVIVOR!!
amir is nice!! he say treat me drink and 2 CHICKEN WING!
hahahas. and he realli did!!
after dat did PT. sec1 cant run =/
hey peeps. gotta start training le lor!! hahas.
quite slack actualli... miss ATC morning PT lor... damn fun although tiring...
just by letting us lie down, we feel lyk so blessed lah.
looking forward to the next one!
after that received junhao's msg. he's around the area so call him come lor.
he lyk so down at start... CHEER UP MAN!
thers always next time! then cheng and jiaxin came.
i went to buy bubble tea den on way back saw xiaohui, hazel and kunyan!
hazel got some wire snapped somewher and POKED me!
then i dodge.. oops! they found out my weakness then they started poking me.
and as expected, i started screaming.. =.=
and i rolled on the floor.. zz.
when home with jiaxin and junhao.
junhao was lyk entertaining us all the way..
jiaxin sort of lost control and laughed for lyk 15min?
go break the guiness book of world records! hahas.
yeah. guess thats all bahs..
hahas.
yes. im having outbreak sia. all the sickening pimples! >.<
very sorry to yingyu!
cause i did not do the designing of unit tee.
i was like damn stress during the whole holiday till inves ended.
holiday busy with choreography...
school reopen is deco, den school work.
school work is the worse cause i missed like 2lessons?
and i can die from it okay.
i was damn bu shuang at first...
cause im already dem stressed up, exploding.
then talk to me like dat even worse.
but things worked out after all i guess. hahas.
really very sorry kay?
and million thanks to Prashan!
thanks for helping to draw the unit tee.!
although it wasnt accepted but realli thanks alot.
hahas.
okay. back to the day.
morning reached school with a heavy load.
yes, my uniform =.=
hahas. random larhs =/
after attire check, went council room.
mass workout was sort of boring..
cause the music and actions not in beat.
zz. and actions getting wierder..
think the first version was much nicer...
next week ms leow teaching new stuff..
hahas. should be more fun. and she wants me and nadzirah to go up>.<
hmm. i should be okay bout it i guess.. lols!
then normal lesson. sian diao. the australian guys leave for malaysia le =(
sadded sia. see for one day only lehs.. miss them. hahas. i crazy liao sia.
recess time eat alot. zz. im reali getting fat and im doing nothing about it. oops xD
after recess had science at canteen.
i dont know what for cause the canteen doesnt seem to be of much help to our lesson.
den squeeze wif uppersec recess summore.
mr leow soooooo cute!
think he feel damn failure. cause i dont seem to be able to name one enzyme.
hahas. piasehh lahs:/
lalalas.
after school actualli arrange extra lesson wif mrs chua cos missed out alot.
at the end panseh us. me, xiuhui, angie and indu ended up doing self study.
still okay lah. sort of got it. yippee!! im independent!
den went for np training. damn tired lor.
actualli dunwan go. but im loyal de okay!!!!
did baten drills... actualy all learn before le lor. nth much lah.
ohyah! played blindmice!
and FOR ONCE!!! i am the SURVIVOR!!
amir is nice!! he say treat me drink and 2 CHICKEN WING!
hahahas. and he realli did!!
after dat did PT. sec1 cant run =/
hey peeps. gotta start training le lor!! hahas.
quite slack actualli... miss ATC morning PT lor... damn fun although tiring...
just by letting us lie down, we feel lyk so blessed lah.
looking forward to the next one!
after that received junhao's msg. he's around the area so call him come lor.
he lyk so down at start... CHEER UP MAN!
thers always next time! then cheng and jiaxin came.
i went to buy bubble tea den on way back saw xiaohui, hazel and kunyan!
hazel got some wire snapped somewher and POKED me!
then i dodge.. oops! they found out my weakness then they started poking me.
and as expected, i started screaming.. =.=
and i rolled on the floor.. zz.
when home with jiaxin and junhao.
junhao was lyk entertaining us all the way..
jiaxin sort of lost control and laughed for lyk 15min?
go break the guiness book of world records! hahas.
yeah. guess thats all bahs..
hahas.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
hi people!!
changed my skin again cause the last one couldnt see the links.
saw the very "interesting" tags..
DAMIAN AH DAMIAN! u damn lame sia..
i know all your secrets le lah. haiyo.
I LOVE MY SPOUSE!
I LOVE DAJIE AND JIE-FU!!
spouse=xiuhui
dajie=julia
jiefu=liyuan!
hahas. cool right?
today first day in class after missing lesson for two days.
i bet i missed alot sia. hopefully can catch up.
im slacking as you can see.
hmm. got maryatville people comee. wahahahahs.
quite cute - some only kay!
hahas. they very good at expressing themselves.
think shall stop slacking.
hahas.
ohyah! thx to all councillors who helped for inves.
especially for those who cheered me on!
love you guys and im really touched.
that was all i need. hahas.
it was a success after all i guess!
its worth it!
ANDERSON STUDENT COUNCIL RAWKS!!!
changed my skin again cause the last one couldnt see the links.
saw the very "interesting" tags..
DAMIAN AH DAMIAN! u damn lame sia..
i know all your secrets le lah. haiyo.
I LOVE MY SPOUSE!
I LOVE DAJIE AND JIE-FU!!
spouse=xiuhui
dajie=julia
jiefu=liyuan!
hahas. cool right?
today first day in class after missing lesson for two days.
i bet i missed alot sia. hopefully can catch up.
im slacking as you can see.
hmm. got maryatville people comee. wahahahahs.
quite cute - some only kay!
hahas. they very good at expressing themselves.
think shall stop slacking.
hahas.
ohyah! thx to all councillors who helped for inves.
especially for those who cheered me on!
love you guys and im really touched.
that was all i need. hahas.
it was a success after all i guess!
its worth it!
ANDERSON STUDENT COUNCIL RAWKS!!!
Monday, July 02, 2007
hmm. this is what i've been wanting to post but got no time.
im suppose to be chionging my work, but who cares. lol.
across the past few weeks/months,
many stuffs have been happening.
it may be small, but it seem big to me..
hmm. i guess i really learnt alot bahs. and grow up le.
its hard to say. all i can say is that you will only understand when the things happens to you.
i've learnt to take things easily,
learnt to forget things which serve no purpose staying in my mind..
i've learnt how to cherish life, and people around me.
this didnt come from just one issue but many.
who says its never too late to turn back..
its ALWAYS too late to turn back.
you can never undo the mistakes you have done,
but do something to make up for it.
yepp. the past is the past. live in the present.
the chinese got a phrase - 活在当下.
the past can only serve as precious memories and experiences to keep your live going.
u can think abou the past but never live in it..
or you will lose the rhythm, and may never pick it up again.
i've become more cheerful i guess. what can be better than this?
and one thing: do whatever you think is right.
sometimes, being thoughtful isnt a good thing.
it may hurt, but for just a little while.
after that while, the sun would be up again. yeah.
im so naggy. gosh!
ooh yah. ishi past away a few days ago.
hmm. the news paper claimed that he commited suicide.
though i dont really knw him that well,
but he was once belcanto's student and i once so supported him.
he looked so cheerful, but no one knew that it was just a mask.
if i were given one moment, just one,
perhaps, i can save him. hmm.
of course everyone would wsh that they have that one moment..
somehow i was quite affected.
this piece of news totally stunned me lah.
further more, someone close(but not that close) to me.
this made me realise that we should cherish each other more.
pay more attention to those around you.
one person, just one is enough, can save someone frm doing silly things.
its such a waste. ishi is like so damn talented..
a talent lost just like that...
looking at the people around him grieving...
its not the dead but the ppl alive suffering..
i swear that i will never commit such mistakes in my life.
cause it really hurts to lose someone you love.
oops. talk too much. siao diao le.
go do homework liao. lalalas.
im suppose to be chionging my work, but who cares. lol.
across the past few weeks/months,
many stuffs have been happening.
it may be small, but it seem big to me..
hmm. i guess i really learnt alot bahs. and grow up le.
its hard to say. all i can say is that you will only understand when the things happens to you.
i've learnt to take things easily,
learnt to forget things which serve no purpose staying in my mind..
i've learnt how to cherish life, and people around me.
this didnt come from just one issue but many.
who says its never too late to turn back..
its ALWAYS too late to turn back.
you can never undo the mistakes you have done,
but do something to make up for it.
yepp. the past is the past. live in the present.
the chinese got a phrase - 活在当下.
the past can only serve as precious memories and experiences to keep your live going.
u can think abou the past but never live in it..
or you will lose the rhythm, and may never pick it up again.
i've become more cheerful i guess. what can be better than this?
and one thing: do whatever you think is right.
sometimes, being thoughtful isnt a good thing.
it may hurt, but for just a little while.
after that while, the sun would be up again. yeah.
im so naggy. gosh!
ooh yah. ishi past away a few days ago.
hmm. the news paper claimed that he commited suicide.
though i dont really knw him that well,
but he was once belcanto's student and i once so supported him.
he looked so cheerful, but no one knew that it was just a mask.
if i were given one moment, just one,
perhaps, i can save him. hmm.
of course everyone would wsh that they have that one moment..
somehow i was quite affected.
this piece of news totally stunned me lah.
further more, someone close(but not that close) to me.
this made me realise that we should cherish each other more.
pay more attention to those around you.
one person, just one is enough, can save someone frm doing silly things.
its such a waste. ishi is like so damn talented..
a talent lost just like that...
looking at the people around him grieving...
its not the dead but the ppl alive suffering..
i swear that i will never commit such mistakes in my life.
cause it really hurts to lose someone you love.
oops. talk too much. siao diao le.
go do homework liao. lalalas.
REPLY TAGS!!!
sylvia: oh my. im touched T-T hahas. me too!! mwarks!
jj: really? never see before. but at least the water taste lyk water mahs :P
angie: welcome my gal!! hope you enjoyed!
angelina: vincent's sis? hahas. okay. lnked:)
yuting: hmm. i dont knw. never hear any news bout it.
charissa: yeah. quite random. but at least you tagged! wahahahahs.
xiuhui: SPOUSE! waseh. u can high for very long lor! i already cool down liao. i wanna dance wif euu!!
joycelyn: linked!:)
sylvia: oh my. im touched T-T hahas. me too!! mwarks!
jj: really? never see before. but at least the water taste lyk water mahs :P
angie: welcome my gal!! hope you enjoyed!
angelina: vincent's sis? hahas. okay. lnked:)
yuting: hmm. i dont knw. never hear any news bout it.
charissa: yeah. quite random. but at least you tagged! wahahahahs.
xiuhui: SPOUSE! waseh. u can high for very long lor! i already cool down liao. i wanna dance wif euu!!
joycelyn: linked!:)
hiie people!!! been a long time since i update my blog.
phew. it was a damn busy week lah.
fellow councillors should be very clear bout wads happening huh. lols.
SYLVIA GET WELL SOON PLS!!
1)speech day 2)council investiture
the dry run is tmr!! actual the next day!!
my god. i damn scared sia. the sec2 reputation + council is at stake.
everything was so last minute. god bless us.
this week damn tired.
ohyah!! introducinging my new galfwenn-WEILUN.
lol. yepp. not boyfriend but galfwenn.
and of cos im his boiifwenm. dun ask me why.
its just like that. hahas :P
saturday-
styfanie, xiuhui and chingyee came my house to do inves stuff.
-backdrop
took the whole day. hahas. im NOBLE kays.
i sacrificed my leg sia!! blue thck paint.
when wash up that tym whole toilet floor was blue sia.
wonderful. walk on news paper. -comical sia.
we dan super duper high lor. cos mayb breathe in too much of the spray paint.
woots!
my new spouse!! XIUHUI!! loves!!
love her loads. wakakakakakakakakakaks.
we were crazy-ing the whole day. dancing ultimate.
hahas. we shall be the most entertaining couple on that day sia~!
LOL!!!
yesterday-
went gym wif cheng. damn slack.
omg!! i realised dat i fat-ed alot sia!! die le.
after dat cor junhao come out.
damn lah. kena bite by mosquito. complain!!!!!
quite sian. went delifrance to eat. cos junhao got voucher.
but we nidda top up. lol.
den nth els to do le. cheng nidda rush off too.
but ended up spending 30min watching ppl play frisbee =.=
on the other hand, i was sianing away..
lol. den my mood totally switched to SIAN mood.
cos mayb the past few days too hyper le. zz.
walk walk walk walk walk. until mum came.
so dumb sia.
today also sianing at home.
sorry spouse!! woke up late so cnt peii you =/
nidda chiong homework too...
and finally julia chioning homework!!
yesterday got married with our chinaman-LIANG LI YUAN.
i give you two my blessings!
祝你白头偕老，早生贵子！！
hahas. celine lost the battle =(
phew. it was a damn busy week lah.
fellow councillors should be very clear bout wads happening huh. lols.
SYLVIA GET WELL SOON PLS!!
1)
the dry run is tmr!! actual the next day!!
my god. i damn scared sia. the sec2 reputation + council is at stake.
everything was so last minute. god bless us.
this week damn tired.
ohyah!! introducinging my new galfwenn-WEILUN.
lol. yepp. not boyfriend but galfwenn.
and of cos im his boiifwenm. dun ask me why.
its just like that. hahas :P
saturday-
styfanie, xiuhui and chingyee came my house to do inves stuff.
-backdrop
took the whole day. hahas. im NOBLE kays.
i sacrificed my leg sia!! blue thck paint.
when wash up that tym whole toilet floor was blue sia.
wonderful. walk on news paper. -comical sia.
we dan super duper high lor. cos mayb breathe in too much of the spray paint.
woots!
my new spouse!! XIUHUI!! loves!!
love her loads. wakakakakakakakakakaks.
we were crazy-ing the whole day. dancing ultimate.
hahas. we shall be the most entertaining couple on that day sia~!
LOL!!!
yesterday-
went gym wif cheng. damn slack.
omg!! i realised dat i fat-ed alot sia!! die le.
after dat cor junhao come out.
damn lah. kena bite by mosquito. complain!!!!!
quite sian. went delifrance to eat. cos junhao got voucher.
but we nidda top up. lol.
den nth els to do le. cheng nidda rush off too.
but ended up spending 30min watching ppl play frisbee =.=
on the other hand, i was sianing away..
lol. den my mood totally switched to SIAN mood.
cos mayb the past few days too hyper le. zz.
walk walk walk walk walk. until mum came.
so dumb sia.
today also sianing at home.
sorry spouse!! woke up late so cnt peii you =/
nidda chiong homework too...
and finally julia chioning homework!!
yesterday got married with our chinaman-LIANG LI YUAN.
i give you two my blessings!
祝你白头偕老，早生贵子！！
hahas. celine lost the battle =(
Friday, June 22, 2007
hmm. finally.. now i think i know what to do le.
im happy that you found ur new one..
i think by now you should know what i meant or feel.
i dont have to make it too obvious,
you're clever enough to guess already.
hmm.. whatever you thought is right.
but i dun hold any hopes now. yeah.
thats something real great.
hmm. at least my mind is clear now although my heart is still a little foggy around.
yeah. but dont worry! its clearing kays?
i shall be reborned! whoosh.
hmm. hopefully.. heehees.
im happy that you found ur new one..
i think by now you should know what i meant or feel.
i dont have to make it too obvious,
you're clever enough to guess already.
hmm.. whatever you thought is right.
but i dun hold any hopes now. yeah.
thats something real great.
hmm. at least my mind is clear now although my heart is still a little foggy around.
yeah. but dont worry! its clearing kays?
i shall be reborned! whoosh.
hmm. hopefully.. heehees.
REPLY TAGS!!!
phyllis: hello too!! so long never talk liao sia. miss ya!
alston: lame sia you. thanks anw. i still dunno who im stting with sia. cnt excess. lol.
junjie: hahas. the campsite was okay. but ubin itself is really like kampong. houses damn rundown de lor. red cross de at where? hmm. hahas. you actually read my blog.. wonderful!
nana: yah. cause in my friendster mah. hahas.
valerie: wah, i think you need more help lah. wan me help you jio him not?
kt: who are you? paiseh paiseh..
ahyong: what dead ppl song lor!! so nce say until lidat! den my pic damn nice lor. u evil!
guozhang: hahas. its a fact okay! and he is disgusting de. dun talk abt him lah. eek!
wah.. i really reply damn late. paiseh paiseh!
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phyllis: hello too!! so long never talk liao sia. miss ya!
alston: lame sia you. thanks anw. i still dunno who im stting with sia. cnt excess. lol.
junjie: hahas. the campsite was okay. but ubin itself is really like kampong. houses damn rundown de lor. red cross de at where? hmm. hahas. you actually read my blog.. wonderful!
nana: yah. cause in my friendster mah. hahas.
valerie: wah, i think you need more help lah. wan me help you jio him not?
kt: who are you? paiseh paiseh..
ahyong: what dead ppl song lor!! so nce say until lidat! den my pic damn nice lor. u evil!
guozhang: hahas. its a fact okay! and he is disgusting de. dun talk abt him lah. eek!
wah.. i really reply damn late. paiseh paiseh!
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hmm. feel like blogging..
i like so men1 lor.. zzz...
today went for council inves rehearsal.
went earlier to make the souvenirs.
i think it sort of rawks. wakakakakaks.
even huda also say we smart. heehees.
then out of a sudden, the pot caught fire while they were cooking the wax.
waseh, damn scary lah.
angie was holding onto it...
then she put it under the tap and turn on the water..
god knows, it got bigger until no one dared to go near..
the girls were like screaming sia..
outside ncc training all come and see.
walau, watch show finish walk away..
should come and help lor!!! what kind of guys sia. :p
angie's hand were shivering sia. poor thing..
sylvia came with the cast on her leg, so cute!!- its pink. hot pink.
the souvenirs were done. nice!!
after that was rehearsal..
it was sort of a mess.. cos MC not there.
and eugene didnt have the script.
the vocab used were so... inappropriate i can say..
somethng damn funny..
ms sham was emphasizing on walking with dignity- dignified
suddenly went the grand opening we walked out,
a hiphop song was played.. lol!!
everyone was like laughing and ms sham face was like so disgusted sia.
really funny. of course we're changing the song lah. hahas.
kena screamed by ms sham like 2 times?
she is scary sia.. but very funny also. hahas.
after rehearsal damn tired lor.
cos in between played netball... volleyball.
i was like super-duper high lor. woots!
i dont know why leh.. but now i no strength. hhas.
at hall play pepsi-cola123 and tag. deprive of childhood lah me.
hahas. wanted to play eagle and chick but ranjini dunwan:p
then down there do the bend my back action.
hahas. im still as flexible!! whoosh........
but went came up i really saw stars sia. 1st time.
hahas. so fun lor. blink blink blink all around de...
guess i burnt off everything i ate today?
hope so.. hahas.
cheers:)) lalalas.
still thinking alot...
i like so men1 lor.. zzz...
today went for council inves rehearsal.
went earlier to make the souvenirs.
i think it sort of rawks. wakakakakaks.
even huda also say we smart. heehees.
then out of a sudden, the pot caught fire while they were cooking the wax.
waseh, damn scary lah.
angie was holding onto it...
then she put it under the tap and turn on the water..
god knows, it got bigger until no one dared to go near..
the girls were like screaming sia..
outside ncc training all come and see.
walau, watch show finish walk away..
should come and help lor!!! what kind of guys sia. :p
angie's hand were shivering sia. poor thing..
sylvia came with the cast on her leg, so cute!!- its pink. hot pink.
the souvenirs were done. nice!!
after that was rehearsal..
it was sort of a mess.. cos MC not there.
and eugene didnt have the script.
the vocab used were so... inappropriate i can say..
somethng damn funny..
ms sham was emphasizing on walking with dignity- dignified
suddenly went the grand opening we walked out,
a hiphop song was played.. lol!!
everyone was like laughing and ms sham face was like so disgusted sia.
really funny. of course we're changing the song lah. hahas.
kena screamed by ms sham like 2 times?
she is scary sia.. but very funny also. hahas.
after rehearsal damn tired lor.
cos in between played netball... volleyball.
i was like super-duper high lor. woots!
i dont know why leh.. but now i no strength. hhas.
at hall play pepsi-cola123 and tag. deprive of childhood lah me.
hahas. wanted to play eagle and chick but ranjini dunwan:p
then down there do the bend my back action.
hahas. im still as flexible!! whoosh........
but went came up i really saw stars sia. 1st time.
hahas. so fun lor. blink blink blink all around de...
guess i burnt off everything i ate today?
hope so.. hahas.
cheers:)) lalalas.
still thinking alot...
hmm. yesterday was junhao's birthday party..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNHAO!!!
hahas. actual date is 29.. lol
hmm. saw many ppl. not really many but quite many =.=
what i talking sia. okay fine.
jorinda is damn bloody tall lah!!
iva is damn tall plus skinny!! grr....
the rest i couldnt see any big changes also..
yesterday night was ...
hmm. 1 good thing is that i finally settled something..
he thought over it le and im very glad about it.
the 2nd thing is that its time to face another problem..
i think im cruel..
i always breaks people's heart.
and i guess its time i get a retribution huh.
found out something which i wished i didnt know.
okay, anw its good to knw also.
im happy for him! yeah man!!
hope the next one will be a better one..
im there to help *wink*
you're the last im gonna give my heart to..
if i cant i shall not give anymore.
i got nothing left, just this little bit.
i dun have hopes, and i doubt there's hope.
left me get this clear once and for all..
its time to tidy up and face this messy life im living..
caused by me, myself and i..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNHAO!!!
hahas. actual date is 29.. lol
hmm. saw many ppl. not really many but quite many =.=
what i talking sia. okay fine.
jorinda is damn bloody tall lah!!
iva is damn tall plus skinny!! grr....
the rest i couldnt see any big changes also..
yesterday night was ...
hmm. 1 good thing is that i finally settled something..
he thought over it le and im very glad about it.
the 2nd thing is that its time to face another problem..
i think im cruel..
i always breaks people's heart.
and i guess its time i get a retribution huh.
found out something which i wished i didnt know.
okay, anw its good to knw also.
im happy for him! yeah man!!
hope the next one will be a better one..
im there to help *wink*
you're the last im gonna give my heart to..
if i cant i shall not give anymore.
i got nothing left, just this little bit.
i dun have hopes, and i doubt there's hope.
left me get this clear once and for all..
its time to tidy up and face this messy life im living..
caused by me, myself and i..
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
im back!!
from Area6 ATC2007!!!
hahas. i know you guys miss me.. oops:P
its been a long time since i posted.
cause im lazy =/
just came back from camp like what you've just read.
hhas. it was at pulau ubin.
a total of schools attended-
anderson, bowen, hougang, peicai, monfort, sgs
guest school: st.joseph inttution.
yeah. thats all!!
let me describe that place yeah..
firstly: the place is very rundown. now i knw how a kampong looks like
secondly: (WORSE) the water there sucks!!!
yes. and we gota survive on that water for 3day2night..
arghh.. the first mouth was.... .... horrible lah.
we took a bus from anderson to changi jetty.
[overtook 2 buses!!!! uncle we love you!!!!]
then took a bumboat from changi jetty to pulau ubin.
and sharvn taught me that jetty in tamil= underwear.
the board writes: domestice jetty= domestic underwear.
i dont knw whats so funny bt we were laughing..
the boat ride was cool.. the breeezzzeee... whoosh.
then me and nadz waved at 2 "handsome guys",
which i thought 1 of them is a girl.. =.=
we cheered all the way to our campsite.
learned many new cheers from junbin sir and celester(?) maam.
our dear CIs!!!! hahas. they rawk yeah..
the people there were good at shouting.
they shout lyk theres no tomorrow sia.
sounds fierce but not fierce =.=
okay. diana maam was definitely fierce.
one of the fiercest female CI i ever seen. but POWER!
we missed kayaking, rock wall and abselling =(
sad sia. what i wanted to do most...
but we did the underground maze, rope challenge and expedition.
saw a 'wild' boar in enclosure ~contradicting =)
we pitched our own tent.
so paiseh lor, i never learnt before.
but i got help kays!! now i knw how le. yippeee~
had trouble sleeping there. *yawns*
got alot of insects sia cause we sleeping on the grass.
and my tent was the most inside- prone to frogs.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkk.
1st night plainly cant sleep. just cant.
2nd night a damn frog ran into my tent.
and the gals were screaming away.
fine. i was afraid too. everyone ran outside. lols.
then after that.. noises, noises and more noises.
escort nadz to find CI cos she feeling sick.
managed to return to tent at lyk 2am?
slept till 3am den it rained =.=
assemble at canteen and slept ther.. brrr... so cold...
aft 2hr den wake up, another day.........
damnn tired sia.......
kena pump this morning cause neverbring water bottle out.
kena pump again cause everyone was late.
hand damn tred.. did so many buddha clap and star press.
woots. they cant do buddha clap. yippeee.
we season already. hahas.
lazy to write everything... but camp was fun!!
made many new friends. yeah yeah!!
go back that time more fun.
crazily shouting cheer!! ahahs. we're gud at it!
heehees.
million thanks to junbin sir!!
he bought 2 big bottles of drink for us to share!
i very gan3 ji1 him!!
he really deserve all my respect sia!!
junbin sir you rawk!!!!!!!!!!! wooots!
okay. im very high.
especially after a tiring day.. hahas.
yeah man!!
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during these 3days2night.. i've thought alot.
hais. i still cant figure any answer out.
grr, i dunno wad i saying sia.
but i just felt that the feeling was wrong.
its not suppose to be like that...
its just so wierd...
shall not carry in like that.
when one month is up, i shall see
to carry on or to stop.
i dont wanna decieve you nor myself..
from Area6 ATC2007!!!
hahas. i know you guys miss me.. oops:P
its been a long time since i posted.
cause im lazy =/
just came back from camp like what you've just read.
hhas. it was at pulau ubin.
a total of schools attended-
anderson, bowen, hougang, peicai, monfort, sgs
guest school: st.joseph inttution.
yeah. thats all!!
let me describe that place yeah..
firstly: the place is very rundown. now i knw how a kampong looks like
secondly: (WORSE) the water there sucks!!!
yes. and we gota survive on that water for 3day2night..
arghh.. the first mouth was.... .... horrible lah.
we took a bus from anderson to changi jetty.
[overtook 2 buses!!!! uncle we love you!!!!]
then took a bumboat from changi jetty to pulau ubin.
and sharvn taught me that jetty in tamil= underwear.
the board writes: domestice jetty= domestic underwear.
i dont knw whats so funny bt we were laughing..
the boat ride was cool.. the breeezzzeee... whoosh.
then me and nadz waved at 2 "handsome guys",
which i thought 1 of them is a girl.. =.=
we cheered all the way to our campsite.
learned many new cheers from junbin sir and celester(?) maam.
our dear CIs!!!! hahas. they rawk yeah..
the people there were good at shouting.
they shout lyk theres no tomorrow sia.
sounds fierce but not fierce =.=
okay. diana maam was definitely fierce.
one of the fiercest female CI i ever seen. but POWER!
we missed kayaking, rock wall and abselling =(
sad sia. what i wanted to do most...
but we did the underground maze, rope challenge and expedition.
saw a 'wild' boar in enclosure ~contradicting =)
we pitched our own tent.
so paiseh lor, i never learnt before.
but i got help kays!! now i knw how le. yippeee~
had trouble sleeping there. *yawns*
got alot of insects sia cause we sleeping on the grass.
and my tent was the most inside- prone to frogs.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkk.
1st night plainly cant sleep. just cant.
2nd night a damn frog ran into my tent.
and the gals were screaming away.
fine. i was afraid too. everyone ran outside. lols.
then after that.. noises, noises and more noises.
escort nadz to find CI cos she feeling sick.
managed to return to tent at lyk 2am?
slept till 3am den it rained =.=
assemble at canteen and slept ther.. brrr... so cold...
aft 2hr den wake up, another day.........
damnn tired sia.......
kena pump this morning cause neverbring water bottle out.
kena pump again cause everyone was late.
hand damn tred.. did so many buddha clap and star press.
woots. they cant do buddha clap. yippeee.
we season already. hahas.
lazy to write everything... but camp was fun!!
made many new friends. yeah yeah!!
go back that time more fun.
crazily shouting cheer!! ahahs. we're gud at it!
heehees.
million thanks to junbin sir!!
he bought 2 big bottles of drink for us to share!
i very gan3 ji1 him!!
he really deserve all my respect sia!!
junbin sir you rawk!!!!!!!!!!! wooots!
okay. im very high.
especially after a tiring day.. hahas.
yeah man!!
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during these 3days2night.. i've thought alot.
hais. i still cant figure any answer out.
grr, i dunno wad i saying sia.
but i just felt that the feeling was wrong.
its not suppose to be like that...
its just so wierd...
shall not carry in like that.
when one month is up, i shall see
to carry on or to stop.
i dont wanna decieve you nor myself..
Saturday, June 16, 2007
hais. many things happened this holiday.
it happened in like "a flash"?
hmm... guess most of you know bout it le bahs.
im feeling wierd you know..
i guess my life is a little or very messed up.
i got no direction at all...
im actualli feeling abit guilty..
between us somehow i dont feel any current,
compared to the first...
is it cause its 1st love, hence hard to forget.
or theres more to it?
am i thinking too much (again)?
or is it true that when it reaches your 3rd,
the excitement is no longer there?
my heart doesnt pump faster.. mayb its out of function. :P
is it too early to draw a conclusion?
or is this already the answer...
i know i shouldnt say all these, but i realli nid to let it out.
mayb its time i need..
we shall see..
it happened in like "a flash"?
hmm... guess most of you know bout it le bahs.
im feeling wierd you know..
i guess my life is a little or very messed up.
i got no direction at all...
im actualli feeling abit guilty..
between us somehow i dont feel any current,
compared to the first...
is it cause its 1st love, hence hard to forget.
or theres more to it?
am i thinking too much (again)?
or is it true that when it reaches your 3rd,
the excitement is no longer there?
my heart doesnt pump faster.. mayb its out of function. :P
is it too early to draw a conclusion?
or is this already the answer...
i know i shouldnt say all these, but i realli nid to let it out.
mayb its time i need..
we shall see..
Monday, June 11, 2007
hmm... thought over it for quite long.
or should i say every second..
talked about it with junhao last night..
yeah, what he said does make sense..
i shudnt let my last relationship affect me,
cos its simply different. very different.
perhaps i was too shocked when that question came,
that everythng in my mind went upside down.
that always happens=.='''
i needed time to cool and digest..
hmm. if you happen to read dis.
i've a msg in my draft. yea.
or should i say every second..
talked about it with junhao last night..
yeah, what he said does make sense..
i shudnt let my last relationship affect me,
cos its simply different. very different.
perhaps i was too shocked when that question came,
that everythng in my mind went upside down.
that always happens=.='''
i needed time to cool and digest..
hmm. if you happen to read dis.
i've a msg in my draft. yea.
Saturday, June 09, 2007
i really dont know how to explain,
i also dont know what i want exactly...
its just so...
i dont think i can commit myself in another relationship.
i dont want things to change.
i dont want responsibilities,
i dont want to be tied down.
love brings troubles, and i had enough of it.
i made a wrong decision once and hurt someone.
but i didnt really care that much, cos i know hes not serious.
but i am lyk so afraid to hurt you.
we are like so close. and i can confide in you in everythng.
but i doubt things would remain like that after the change.
i dont lyk mushy stuff, i dont lyk sweet talks.
mayb last time i would love it, but not now..
so whats the difference between friends and bgr?
true love doesnt mean it would last...
sometimes breakups are not because the love/feeling changed.
but many other factors...
i am so not confident that mine will last.
mayb it would end like the last 1?
-the pathetic 12 day love..
guess im too stressed to give an answer.
i cant give you an answer now..
should i or should i not?
i also dont know what i want exactly...
its just so...
i dont think i can commit myself in another relationship.
i dont want things to change.
i dont want responsibilities,
i dont want to be tied down.
love brings troubles, and i had enough of it.
i made a wrong decision once and hurt someone.
but i didnt really care that much, cos i know hes not serious.
but i am lyk so afraid to hurt you.
we are like so close. and i can confide in you in everythng.
but i doubt things would remain like that after the change.
i dont lyk mushy stuff, i dont lyk sweet talks.
mayb last time i would love it, but not now..
so whats the difference between friends and bgr?
true love doesnt mean it would last...
sometimes breakups are not because the love/feeling changed.
but many other factors...
i am so not confident that mine will last.
mayb it would end like the last 1?
-the pathetic 12 day love..
guess im too stressed to give an answer.
i cant give you an answer now..
should i or should i not?
hi people!
that time blog halfway then pearlyn took over.
pearlyn=nana=cousin. yepp.
hmm.
2days since i was back from council camp.
it was quite fun.
i was grouped up with someone i didnt want to. =.=
that 'bastard'.
okay lah. the camp was alright.
he didnt realli irritate me lah. guozhang did!!
lol. food wasnt very nice. gt 1 meal is spicy... hot!
night walk not scary de. compared to npcc its nothng la.
just walk walk walk only lor. hahas. bt movie scary.
i was hiding. den call xdd to peii me. wee!!
lazy to elaborate..
but THANKS TO ALL SEC3 who plan the camp!!!
great job!~!
after camp very tired. zz
finished cheorographing sec2 dance aft camp.
den xdd came to 'escort' me home.
before that go walk walk around. hahas.
cos.. he scared i faint =.='''
for goodness sake!! me? faint? lol. i where so weak de.
hahas. but million thanks also.
cause i very sian also.
bought 2 choc for him veri small and cute de.
1 pig and 1 bird. hahas. saw at airport during amazing race.
forget wad happen aft dat.. =.=
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just know dat day tym damn angry.
kip kena scold.
whats wrong with adults?
they just like to repeat things even though it doesnt reverse what has happened.
just give a solution and the prob will be solved.
simple as that. its not that i dont understand right?
hmm. but feel very bad after that.
shud not have quarrelled or talk back.
shall further improved!
thank goodness gt xdd, or i'll explode.
erm. think abt the same. no lah. hahas.
felt alot better. yeah.
took neoprint with pearlyn at elias mall. hhas.
so damn cute. of course! GOT ME INSIDE MAH. (bhb-ing)
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today morning went sch for rehearsal/practice.
yeah. nidda teach all sec2 the dance.
koonming was hilarious. bang the fan until lid drop out for 5 times sia.
ok. koonming cant dance >.<
hahas. its fun teasing him!!
timothy was gay learning gals dance steps.
sylvia dislocated her knee yesterday... GET WELL SOON!
i will miss you de my dear!
after that went to find the print council tee supplier.
he was so busy.. >.<
after that went to watch "men in white" at cathay cineleisure.
hhas. quite funny. bt xdd thnk its lame. lol.
im really sorry that i cant give you my answer.
im just not confident of going into another one.
i need time to think or perhaps prepare..
but whats the difference in stead and friends?
im really afraid that it would not turn out right.
i am not confident. dont say 6mths,
mayb not even 2mths. and i dont want it that way.
but you should know how i feel towards you.
i cant deny it either.
pls dont be sad. plas dont be depressed. or whatever.
i need time to think. okay?
that time blog halfway then pearlyn took over.
pearlyn=nana=cousin. yepp.
hmm.
2days since i was back from council camp.
it was quite fun.
i was grouped up with someone i didnt want to. =.=
that 'bastard'.
okay lah. the camp was alright.
he didnt realli irritate me lah. guozhang did!!
lol. food wasnt very nice. gt 1 meal is spicy... hot!
night walk not scary de. compared to npcc its nothng la.
just walk walk walk only lor. hahas. bt movie scary.
i was hiding. den call xdd to peii me. wee!!
lazy to elaborate..
but THANKS TO ALL SEC3 who plan the camp!!!
great job!~!
after camp very tired. zz
finished cheorographing sec2 dance aft camp.
den xdd came to 'escort' me home.
before that go walk walk around. hahas.
cos.. he scared i faint =.='''
for goodness sake!! me? faint? lol. i where so weak de.
hahas. but million thanks also.
cause i very sian also.
bought 2 choc for him veri small and cute de.
1 pig and 1 bird. hahas. saw at airport during amazing race.
forget wad happen aft dat.. =.=
==================================
just know dat day tym damn angry.
kip kena scold.
whats wrong with adults?
they just like to repeat things even though it doesnt reverse what has happened.
just give a solution and the prob will be solved.
simple as that. its not that i dont understand right?
hmm. but feel very bad after that.
shud not have quarrelled or talk back.
shall further improved!
thank goodness gt xdd, or i'll explode.
erm. think abt the same. no lah. hahas.
felt alot better. yeah.
took neoprint with pearlyn at elias mall. hhas.
so damn cute. of course! GOT ME INSIDE MAH. (bhb-ing)
===================================
today morning went sch for rehearsal/practice.
yeah. nidda teach all sec2 the dance.
koonming was hilarious. bang the fan until lid drop out for 5 times sia.
ok. koonming cant dance >.<
hahas. its fun teasing him!!
timothy was gay learning gals dance steps.
sylvia dislocated her knee yesterday... GET WELL SOON!
i will miss you de my dear!
after that went to find the print council tee supplier.
he was so busy.. >.<
after that went to watch "men in white" at cathay cineleisure.
hhas. quite funny. bt xdd thnk its lame. lol.
im really sorry that i cant give you my answer.
im just not confident of going into another one.
i need time to think or perhaps prepare..
but whats the difference in stead and friends?
im really afraid that it would not turn out right.
i am not confident. dont say 6mths,
mayb not even 2mths. and i dont want it that way.
but you should know how i feel towards you.
i cant deny it either.
pls dont be sad. plas dont be depressed. or whatever.
i need time to think. okay?
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Friday, June 01, 2007
hmm. today in quite good mood!!
i think i owe all my friends something..
THANK YOU GUYS!! (hey, gals included can:] )
just think i gotta thank all of them.
especially the few who accompanied me through times which i thought i would never survive.
specifically prashan and xiaodidi.
heehees. guess at some point of time i took everything for granted.
sometimes during certain part of my life, i just get lost.
all i need is some reminding, and i'll be back on track.
yea, i will.
hahas. hmm.
morning woke up late. so nvr go for chinese extra lesson.
but managed to make it for council gm.
went earlier to meet xiaodidi. he say wanna pass me something.
omg!! he actually went to buy that mini kaleidoscope we saw at the toy shop.
so damn cute!! mushroom shape de!! arh.. i love it!
i may sound childish, but its realli nice de lor.
everything just looks so beautiful. isnt that great! hahas.
fantasizing...
and he got me a choc from csandy empire. it was HUGE!!
damn damn huge de lor.. yumyum.
its damn nice lor.
thanks so much!!!! ah......... so gandong T.T
heehees.
ok. council gm-
weijun was damn freaking lame lah. crapping.
then guozhang told me what that 'bastard' said.
grr. okok. 'bastard' is not refering to weijun hor.
its dat damn timothy suen frm sec1.
grr. he think he what sia.
say until lyk we stead before and he ditched me. wdf!!
1st: we didnt stead.
2nd:he is just 1 freaking, childish junior.
3rd:he thinks he can jio a sec2 just because he is the same age.
overestimate himself lah..
im like totally disgusted how bhb he can be lor.
go die lah. act big freak. bleh. lalalala. heck.
me and my beautful life ; shall not be ruined by just a fly.
after that went opp to eat wif angie and xiuhui.
hahas. i guess im in love wif ban3 mian4. yumyum. -fats
nothing to do. thus wanted to go home to do my puzzle.
ohyah. yesterday bought a 1000piece puzzle. my fav!!
finished the frame las nght for 2hr. now leg cramp. zz.
hahas. but i just love puzzle lah. needa fix my life too.
yeah. currently under construction. hahas.
im crazy! (positively)
reached home. outside, not inside =.=
everyone was out! and i didnt have any key lah!!!
goodness gracious!!! sian. my mum actually told me to go shopping.
lols! then sms xiaodidi. went to look for him.
he always on de lor. very gud ^^
went to play wif his bro!! so cute lah!!!!!!!!!
let hiim play wif the mini kaleidoscope. he actually come towards me.
woots! gave him soem choc also.
his smile damn cute!! ah.. i going crazy...
then went library. xiaodidi gotta do smting to his card.
lol. went to hunt on those books again.
'i believe you'. couldnt find but managed to find 'destiny cries'.
two somemore. we each borrowed 1.
he snatched another book frm me lor... zz. hahas.
we were lyk fooling in the library.
hitting each others head. lol. dumb xiaodidi.
grow up!!! =P
it was fun anyway. sort of crazy.
cant helpl it, got xiaodidi mahs :p
yeah
then mummy fetched me home!
hhahahas. now at home lor:p
i shall not get jealous anymore.
listen to the song!!! its nice!!
i think i owe all my friends something..
THANK YOU GUYS!! (hey, gals included can:] )
just think i gotta thank all of them.
especially the few who accompanied me through times which i thought i would never survive.
specifically prashan and xiaodidi.
heehees. guess at some point of time i took everything for granted.
sometimes during certain part of my life, i just get lost.
all i need is some reminding, and i'll be back on track.
yea, i will.
hahas. hmm.
morning woke up late. so nvr go for chinese extra lesson.
but managed to make it for council gm.
went earlier to meet xiaodidi. he say wanna pass me something.
omg!! he actually went to buy that mini kaleidoscope we saw at the toy shop.
so damn cute!! mushroom shape de!! arh.. i love it!
i may sound childish, but its realli nice de lor.
everything just looks so beautiful. isnt that great! hahas.
fantasizing...
and he got me a choc from csandy empire. it was HUGE!!
damn damn huge de lor.. yumyum.
its damn nice lor.
thanks so much!!!! ah......... so gandong T.T
heehees.
ok. council gm-
weijun was damn freaking lame lah. crapping.
then guozhang told me what that 'bastard' said.
grr. okok. 'bastard' is not refering to weijun hor.
its dat damn timothy suen frm sec1.
grr. he think he what sia.
say until lyk we stead before and he ditched me. wdf!!
1st: we didnt stead.
2nd:he is just 1 freaking, childish junior.
3rd:he thinks he can jio a sec2 just because he is the same age.
overestimate himself lah..
im like totally disgusted how bhb he can be lor.
go die lah. act big freak. bleh. lalalala. heck.
me and my beautful life ; shall not be ruined by just a fly.
after that went opp to eat wif angie and xiuhui.
hahas. i guess im in love wif ban3 mian4. yumyum. -fats
nothing to do. thus wanted to go home to do my puzzle.
ohyah. yesterday bought a 1000piece puzzle. my fav!!
finished the frame las nght for 2hr. now leg cramp. zz.
hahas. but i just love puzzle lah. needa fix my life too.
yeah. currently under construction. hahas.
im crazy! (positively)
reached home. outside, not inside =.=
everyone was out! and i didnt have any key lah!!!
goodness gracious!!! sian. my mum actually told me to go shopping.
lols! then sms xiaodidi. went to look for him.
he always on de lor. very gud ^^
went to play wif his bro!! so cute lah!!!!!!!!!
let hiim play wif the mini kaleidoscope. he actually come towards me.
woots! gave him soem choc also.
his smile damn cute!! ah.. i going crazy...
then went library. xiaodidi gotta do smting to his card.
lol. went to hunt on those books again.
'i believe you'. couldnt find but managed to find 'destiny cries'.
two somemore. we each borrowed 1.
he snatched another book frm me lor... zz. hahas.
we were lyk fooling in the library.
hitting each others head. lol. dumb xiaodidi.
grow up!!! =P
it was fun anyway. sort of crazy.
cant helpl it, got xiaodidi mahs :p
yeah
then mummy fetched me home!
hhahahas. now at home lor:p
i shall not get jealous anymore.
listen to the song!!! its nice!!
Thursday, May 31, 2007
hmm. today wasnt quite a nice day.
in the midst of trying to change my attitude.
but sadly, i doubt it took any effect.
this morning, lost my temper to xdd.
very sorry... i just dont like people to tell me what to do.
esp when im in such a mood.
cause whatever anyone said would not be entertained.
okay, but at least i apologised.
improvement!! ^^
i dont like it when two seperate things combines.
everything gets mixed up. sucks.
went to my auntie's house to visit my grandma.
yepp. she's discharged.
listen to them crap crap crap.
and sadly, the patient opp my grandma's ward passed away yesterday evening.
2hours after my grandma was discharged.
damn scary... goodness.
(ah.. lazy to continue. mayb lata:p)
lalalas.
in the midst of trying to change my attitude.
but sadly, i doubt it took any effect.
this morning, lost my temper to xdd.
very sorry... i just dont like people to tell me what to do.
esp when im in such a mood.
cause whatever anyone said would not be entertained.
okay, but at least i apologised.
improvement!! ^^
i dont like it when two seperate things combines.
everything gets mixed up. sucks.
went to my auntie's house to visit my grandma.
yepp. she's discharged.
listen to them crap crap crap.
and sadly, the patient opp my grandma's ward passed away yesterday evening.
2hours after my grandma was discharged.
damn scary... goodness.
(ah.. lazy to continue. mayb lata:p)
lalalas.
can't believe it..
you actually made me cry cause of you.
that's sort of amazing after trying to make myself tear for 3days and nothing came out of it.
i've got no one to blame.
i admit it was my fault.
since you've made your choice, i've nothing to say.
i shall change. i tell you. i will.
i shall get this jealousy crap right out of my corrupted mind.
but just wanna let you know,
i have nothing against you.
just some dumb attitude problem and mood swings,
getting me crazy, and getting you upset.
the night seems so long..
i dont know how im feeling now. -mixed feelings
i want to talk to you,
but i dont know how shall i start.
you are like so cold to me. till i dare not even go close to you.
guess i did that to you huh.
its retributon. RETRIBUTION.
you actually made me cry cause of you.
that's sort of amazing after trying to make myself tear for 3days and nothing came out of it.
i've got no one to blame.
i admit it was my fault.
since you've made your choice, i've nothing to say.
i shall change. i tell you. i will.
i shall get this jealousy crap right out of my corrupted mind.
but just wanna let you know,
i have nothing against you.
just some dumb attitude problem and mood swings,
getting me crazy, and getting you upset.
the night seems so long..
i dont know how im feeling now. -mixed feelings
i want to talk to you,
but i dont know how shall i start.
you are like so cold to me. till i dare not even go close to you.
guess i did that to you huh.
its retributon. RETRIBUTION.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
hey, im really sorry.
you should know what im talking about if you read this.
sorry for my attitude towards you.
i didnt mean it.
hais. please dont ignore me.
hmm. today went for maths remedial.
i think practically the whole school is back,
including sec1s.
the bus was squeezy. zz.
saw huishan, gladys, y.huimin, gwendy, chingyee on the bus.
hahas. what a coincidence!
remedial was boring. cos i dun catch a thing.
after remedial went to eat with julia at mos burger.
"hey! i did not stress that auntie kay!!"
she was asking me what drink i want, and i just asked her what drinks they have.
simple as that k. i asked TWICE only hor. :p
then julia had to go for training.
went to find xiaodidi.
he went crazy lah- despo for the book "i believe you".
couldnt find in the library.
so went to orchard de kinokuniya to find.
he claimed that that was the biggest book store in singapore.
really ah?
lols. couldnt find =( so sad..
went into this toy shop. damn nice!!! makes me so happy.
saw many cute lttle toys. and that mini kaleidoscope!!
i got lyk 3 last tym and they all gone lost.
omg. i just love that so much. its so nice.
looks so romantic.
everything looks nice from the lense although in reality it doesnt.
perhaps life would be easier that way.
hahas. i want a real one!! but its expensive =X
i was so high looking at all the toys, earring and clothes!!
hahas.
xiaodidi was like fainting? omg.
i scared he faint sia, cos i dunno what i shud do.
luckily he didnt. now i know a way to prevent 1 from fainting:
SMACK him!! it worked for xdd somehw or another.
went to compasspoint to meet my mum.
saw gordon on the bus.
we were like exchanging smiles???
quite wierd lah. i would prefer hi-ing. :P
now at home.
just finished reading online lesson.
finally for once i understand online lesson.
yipppeee.
you should know what im talking about if you read this.
sorry for my attitude towards you.
i didnt mean it.
hais. please dont ignore me.
hmm. today went for maths remedial.
i think practically the whole school is back,
including sec1s.
the bus was squeezy. zz.
saw huishan, gladys, y.huimin, gwendy, chingyee on the bus.
hahas. what a coincidence!
remedial was boring. cos i dun catch a thing.
after remedial went to eat with julia at mos burger.
"hey! i did not stress that auntie kay!!"
she was asking me what drink i want, and i just asked her what drinks they have.
simple as that k. i asked TWICE only hor. :p
then julia had to go for training.
went to find xiaodidi.
he went crazy lah- despo for the book "i believe you".
couldnt find in the library.
so went to orchard de kinokuniya to find.
he claimed that that was the biggest book store in singapore.
really ah?
lols. couldnt find =( so sad..
went into this toy shop. damn nice!!! makes me so happy.
saw many cute lttle toys. and that mini kaleidoscope!!
i got lyk 3 last tym and they all gone lost.
omg. i just love that so much. its so nice.
looks so romantic.
everything looks nice from the lense although in reality it doesnt.
perhaps life would be easier that way.
hahas. i want a real one!! but its expensive =X
i was so high looking at all the toys, earring and clothes!!
hahas.
xiaodidi was like fainting? omg.
i scared he faint sia, cos i dunno what i shud do.
luckily he didnt. now i know a way to prevent 1 from fainting:
SMACK him!! it worked for xdd somehw or another.
went to compasspoint to meet my mum.
saw gordon on the bus.
we were like exchanging smiles???
quite wierd lah. i would prefer hi-ing. :P
now at home.
just finished reading online lesson.
finally for once i understand online lesson.
yipppeee.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
BEWARE!!
- serious mood swings + attitude problem.
pls do not say anything which will agitate me.
cause im really having serious mood swings and attitude problems.
i CRAZY. really crazy.
this morning-afternoon i was like so HIGH. -also crazy.
i was damn positive i dont know why.. ??
everything seemed SSOooo beautiful!!
the sky was blue.. the flowers were beautiful...
BUT NOW..
crazy... really crazy...
my mood can change as fast as flipping pages from a book.
one moment i was high-ing, jumping all around;
the next moment here i am grumbling.
i dont know whats gotten into me,
sorry if i've attitude anyone, or made anyone pissed/angry with me.
im sure that i did. very sorry.
yesterday night was really bad.
i fell out with someone which i didnt want to.
hmm. dont know.
it was revolving around the same topic once again.
an unneccessary one.
perhaps i was too harsh. ggrrr. i don't know lah. >.<
today went to school in the morning.
i was late-.- suppose to meet at 9am but reached there at 10+pm.
for goodness sake i woke up at 9.30am.
todays meeting was for the preparing/planning of council investiture 2007.
sec2s are suppose to plan it.
and ME was the CHEOROGRAPHER.. ?? sure anot? me? cheorographer?
LOL!!
at the start my mind totally cant generate.
after warming up a little while, my mind finally started to work.
came up with some moves which i tot was quite ok.
cause, i totally can do cheorography.
mayb i can dance(lousily), but i cant come up with moves.
dumb. =.=''' my brain juices are gone. bleh.
after that went to amk polyclinic.
xiaodidi was sick. went to see doctor.
xiaohui was ther with him. i was bored anyway, so i went there also.
i stinked>.<
all was smooth going...
as per normal, xdd was suan-ed by xh. hahas =X
and she kicked his leg(on purpose), causing him to limp.
lols. i felt lyk kicking the other side, cos he walked so not balanced.
thought of helping him. (im nice ^^)
then after that xh left, she wanted to go home=.=
yeah. so lefte the two of us.
went to library to find that damn touching book.
xdd was crazy. he was so obsessed with it lah.
couldn't find =( lol. but if ound 2 very nice book(i assume)
yeah.
after that went to visit my grandma at the hospital.
yippeee! she's gonna be discharged tmr!!
she requested for it.
she looked quite okay.
but for the patient opp her, things didnt seem to be as good.
she looked weaker day by day. and now she is depending on a machine to breathe.
she got cancer i think. its rather scary.
hais. life is so fragile, goes without mercy.
after that went to pass something to my cousin.
my cousin say my face is shrinking =.='''
saw my niece and nephew!! they are damn cute
-michelle and mark.
michelle can talk so well lah!! i was shocked.
she is like onli 3yrs old!!!
she see my mum car and ask "why u come in taxi?"
then she also ask "whats your name? im michelle."
" next time i buy for you cake ok? yellow colour one."
"can i eat your cake also? i want pink colour"
"now no more power ranger. i like supergirl. im not a boy"
"i want to be police" "i want mummy"
lols. damn cute sia!! then her pronunciation damn accurate!!
love her. mark also.
he was lyk "bang bang" all over. and i gotta chase him around.
he is hyper-active. woots.
conclusion: kids are cute! but not your own. >.<
here i am. at home, duh?
gotta finish science theory workbook and heymaths!
zz. tmr gotta pass up. sian ah.
- serious mood swings + attitude problem.
pls do not say anything which will agitate me.
cause im really having serious mood swings and attitude problems.
i CRAZY. really crazy.
this morning-afternoon i was like so HIGH. -also crazy.
i was damn positive i dont know why.. ??
everything seemed SSOooo beautiful!!
the sky was blue.. the flowers were beautiful...
BUT NOW..
crazy... really crazy...
my mood can change as fast as flipping pages from a book.
one moment i was high-ing, jumping all around;
the next moment here i am grumbling.
i dont know whats gotten into me,
sorry if i've attitude anyone, or made anyone pissed/angry with me.
im sure that i did. very sorry.
yesterday night was really bad.
i fell out with someone which i didnt want to.
hmm. dont know.
it was revolving around the same topic once again.
an unneccessary one.
perhaps i was too harsh. ggrrr. i don't know lah. >.<
today went to school in the morning.
i was late-.- suppose to meet at 9am but reached there at 10+pm.
for goodness sake i woke up at 9.30am.
todays meeting was for the preparing/planning of council investiture 2007.
sec2s are suppose to plan it.
and ME was the CHEOROGRAPHER.. ?? sure anot? me? cheorographer?
LOL!!
at the start my mind totally cant generate.
after warming up a little while, my mind finally started to work.
came up with some moves which i tot was quite ok.
cause, i totally can do cheorography.
mayb i can dance(lousily), but i cant come up with moves.
dumb. =.=''' my brain juices are gone. bleh.
after that went to amk polyclinic.
xiaodidi was sick. went to see doctor.
xiaohui was ther with him. i was bored anyway, so i went there also.
i stinked>.<
all was smooth going...
as per normal, xdd was suan-ed by xh. hahas =X
and she kicked his leg(on purpose), causing him to limp.
lols. i felt lyk kicking the other side, cos he walked so not balanced.
thought of helping him. (im nice ^^)
then after that xh left, she wanted to go home=.=
yeah. so lefte the two of us.
went to library to find that damn touching book.
xdd was crazy. he was so obsessed with it lah.
couldn't find =( lol. but if ound 2 very nice book(i assume)
yeah.
after that went to visit my grandma at the hospital.
yippeee! she's gonna be discharged tmr!!
she requested for it.
she looked quite okay.
but for the patient opp her, things didnt seem to be as good.
she looked weaker day by day. and now she is depending on a machine to breathe.
she got cancer i think. its rather scary.
hais. life is so fragile, goes without mercy.
after that went to pass something to my cousin.
my cousin say my face is shrinking =.='''
saw my niece and nephew!! they are damn cute
-michelle and mark.
michelle can talk so well lah!! i was shocked.
she is like onli 3yrs old!!!
she see my mum car and ask "why u come in taxi?"
then she also ask "whats your name? im michelle."
" next time i buy for you cake ok? yellow colour one."
"can i eat your cake also? i want pink colour"
"now no more power ranger. i like supergirl. im not a boy"
"i want to be police" "i want mummy"
lols. damn cute sia!! then her pronunciation damn accurate!!
love her. mark also.
he was lyk "bang bang" all over. and i gotta chase him around.
he is hyper-active. woots.
conclusion: kids are cute! but not your own. >.<
here i am. at home, duh?
gotta finish science theory workbook and heymaths!
zz. tmr gotta pass up. sian ah.
Monday, May 28, 2007
hais. tonight my emo-mood is sort of switched on.
i don't know why.
i feel so blank. i've got nothing better to do.
theres just some hidden feelings wher even i cant figure out what is it.
im feeling heavy.
i need something which can make me release me emotions.
perhaps someone just make me cry lah.
its weak- but maybe i would feel better.
who dont you just quarrell with me?
thanks for being so understanding.
i appreciate that.
thank you for not letting me start a quarrell,
for not letting me do something which i would regret 1hr later..
thank you.
im not feeling any better.
grr.
i don't know why.
i feel so blank. i've got nothing better to do.
theres just some hidden feelings wher even i cant figure out what is it.
im feeling heavy.
i need something which can make me release me emotions.
perhaps someone just make me cry lah.
its weak- but maybe i would feel better.
who dont you just quarrell with me?
thanks for being so understanding.
i appreciate that.
thank you for not letting me start a quarrell,
for not letting me do something which i would regret 1hr later..
thank you.
im not feeling any better.
grr.
hais. im crazy.
think im gonna upset at least two ppl tonight.
having some attitude prob...
just ignore me. i shall quarantine myself tonight. yepp.
im nice and i dont hurt.^^
hmm. today went studying wif xdd and julia.
nt reali study as in study bt do homework.
but end up never do alot. thx to xdd for helping.
i was so pissed wif graphs. grr.
then a damn librarian came to tell us we cant use the bench cause alot ppl.
then we moved to the floor.
5min later....
stil no ppl use the bench?!!
i went bk cos its hard to draw on floor.
then they made an announcement which practically the whole library can hear.
lol. den we decided to leave.
wanted to eat dinner together but my mum called and wanted me to leave...
bleh.
went home first.
aunty susan was there with the pierce hole thing.
lol. i got my fifth piercing. yea.
didnt hurt at all. im tough.
after that went to hospital to visit my grandma once again.
she took her scanning test. results out tmr.
she seem to be a LITTLE better then the last tym i saw her.
at least she could sleep abit.
went down to but sweets for her cos she complaining her mouth very bitter.
den on my way back, walking to the ward,
saw this mother crying quite badly...
i knew something was happening..
then follow up, gt lyk groups of ppl coming.
all with pale faces walking so quickly..
then wentto my grandma's room...
i heard lyk so many ppl crying sia. the cry was really...
i felt so... heartpain? the pain of losing a loved one... i can imagine.
i mind started to run wild.. i started to think of dumb stuff making myself scared.
hais. my old problem. lol. but better alot.
i walked out and see so many ppl standing outside the room.
all with red eyes.. sniffing away..
hmm. this made me realise how fragile a life can be.
1 life lost can make so many people sad.
a life is so easy to come by, until some even try to end it.
but when saving a life, like 1 out of 100 succeed?
when u die, its the people living on earth suffering.
hais. when can all these stop?
lol. she poor thing?
yea. mayb lah...
i dun know and i dun care.
it doesnt concern me.
am i being too bad... oh gosh.
NO WAY. after all i have suffered?
why must i let myself having the chance of suffering again?
i've been foolish bt no more.
you can go back to her if you want to. i dont give a damn.
think im gonna upset at least two ppl tonight.
having some attitude prob...
just ignore me. i shall quarantine myself tonight. yepp.
im nice and i dont hurt.^^
hmm. today went studying wif xdd and julia.
nt reali study as in study bt do homework.
but end up never do alot. thx to xdd for helping.
i was so pissed wif graphs. grr.
then a damn librarian came to tell us we cant use the bench cause alot ppl.
then we moved to the floor.
5min later....
stil no ppl use the bench?!!
i went bk cos its hard to draw on floor.
then they made an announcement which practically the whole library can hear.
lol. den we decided to leave.
wanted to eat dinner together but my mum called and wanted me to leave...
bleh.
went home first.
aunty susan was there with the pierce hole thing.
lol. i got my fifth piercing. yea.
didnt hurt at all. im tough.
after that went to hospital to visit my grandma once again.
she took her scanning test. results out tmr.
she seem to be a LITTLE better then the last tym i saw her.
at least she could sleep abit.
went down to but sweets for her cos she complaining her mouth very bitter.
den on my way back, walking to the ward,
saw this mother crying quite badly...
i knew something was happening..
then follow up, gt lyk groups of ppl coming.
all with pale faces walking so quickly..
then wentto my grandma's room...
i heard lyk so many ppl crying sia. the cry was really...
i felt so... heartpain? the pain of losing a loved one... i can imagine.
i mind started to run wild.. i started to think of dumb stuff making myself scared.
hais. my old problem. lol. but better alot.
i walked out and see so many ppl standing outside the room.
all with red eyes.. sniffing away..
hmm. this made me realise how fragile a life can be.
1 life lost can make so many people sad.
a life is so easy to come by, until some even try to end it.
but when saving a life, like 1 out of 100 succeed?
when u die, its the people living on earth suffering.
hais. when can all these stop?
lol. she poor thing?
yea. mayb lah...
i dun know and i dun care.
it doesnt concern me.
am i being too bad... oh gosh.
NO WAY. after all i have suffered?
why must i let myself having the chance of suffering again?
i've been foolish bt no more.
you can go back to her if you want to. i dont give a damn.
Friday, May 25, 2007
REPLY TAGS!!
julia: lol. who say de. yea. true lah. will die somewher in the middle.. hahas. i love you so much. muacks!
xiaohui: haha. i've got nothing to hide^^ aiya, nothing de lah. yeah, u did also. thx alot!
lakshmi:wow. u tag? hahas. yea, thx alot!!
linkai: your results better! my results totally suck. i knw cos im practically slacking thru out. haahas. kip up the gud work!!
xiaodidi: its always hard to forget things you wanna forget. hmm. yeah. trying to lah. im getting worse day by day. gotta stop. hahas.
hmm. today is a so-so day lah.
i sort of 'ignored' him today..
still couldnt think properly. hais.
my wilfulness getting out of hand. gotta stop.
its dumb to fall out cos of these small things.
but i just couldnt do it..
cause of jealousy? i didnt used to have it last time..
lol. shudnt continue this way.
u should know that i dont wanna lose you..
you are very impt to me.
mayb thats why i cant stand you doing those stuff.
i shall TRY to stop all this.
i dont want to be another 'her'. and i will not.
today is quite a short SCHOOL day.
yepp. lesson not more than 1hr. hahas. slack-.-
cos half day. den mass workout used up 1hr?
den science department got interview and we were lucky.
mr leow had to attend, thus FREE PERIOD!!
went to find xiaodidi. he also gt free period.
julia came along too. it was quite funny.
xiaodidi was blasting music frm his psp thru speakers he brought.
hahas. dat damn zhng hok 'aka' xiaozhu was lyk shh...
i couldnt take it anymore and scolded him"kaopei lah!"
so vulgar sia. sorry sorry. he was damn irritating. dun see any cuteness.
bleh...
then me, julia and xiaodidi walked to central jus to get bubbletea=.=
nth to do anw.
then thers still tym.. xiaodidi went to brng his bro down.
he is damn cute!!!
and after struggling and begging for so long.. i managed to carry him!!!
its not cos xiaodi dun allow bt is his bro scared strangers.
okay lah, cos he was sort of distracted. hehes.
i LOVE his smile!!
after that chiong-ed back wif julia to school.
GOT FREE PIZZA!! thanks so much to mrs cheong and mr krishnan!!
and all who had contributed to the improvement of results in class!
ate until damn full.. *burps*
then rushed off to yck stadium. SPORTS CARNIVAL!!!
was fun and tiring although i didnt take part in events.
then after that walked home myself.
thank goodness xiaodidi and xiaohui was jus behind me.
den we walked together, not so sian. heehees.
as per normal, laugh laugh laugh...
they become 'jie bai' today. lols.
think xiaodidi will bully her lor. bt NVM! i will help xh de!!
oops:P hahas.
went to visit grandma at hospital today.
she didnt get alot better lah. bt nvr gt worse.
the other patients around her freaked me out lah.
2 got cancer. 1 i think is no cure le.
then they seek spiritual help. could see some tools around.
damn scared this will happen to me or any of my close ones..
las night dreamt of something bad also. scary...
hope my grandma gets well soon. worried for her.
tomorrow will be a better day...
julia: lol. who say de. yea. true lah. will die somewher in the middle.. hahas. i love you so much. muacks!
xiaohui: haha. i've got nothing to hide^^ aiya, nothing de lah. yeah, u did also. thx alot!
lakshmi:wow. u tag? hahas. yea, thx alot!!
linkai: your results better! my results totally suck. i knw cos im practically slacking thru out. haahas. kip up the gud work!!
xiaodidi: its always hard to forget things you wanna forget. hmm. yeah. trying to lah. im getting worse day by day. gotta stop. hahas.
hmm. today is a so-so day lah.
i sort of 'ignored' him today..
still couldnt think properly. hais.
my wilfulness getting out of hand. gotta stop.
its dumb to fall out cos of these small things.
but i just couldnt do it..
cause of jealousy? i didnt used to have it last time..
lol. shudnt continue this way.
u should know that i dont wanna lose you..
you are very impt to me.
mayb thats why i cant stand you doing those stuff.
i shall TRY to stop all this.
i dont want to be another 'her'. and i will not.
today is quite a short SCHOOL day.
yepp. lesson not more than 1hr. hahas. slack-.-
cos half day. den mass workout used up 1hr?
den science department got interview and we were lucky.
mr leow had to attend, thus FREE PERIOD!!
went to find xiaodidi. he also gt free period.
julia came along too. it was quite funny.
xiaodidi was blasting music frm his psp thru speakers he brought.
hahas. dat damn zhng hok 'aka' xiaozhu was lyk shh...
i couldnt take it anymore and scolded him"kaopei lah!"
so vulgar sia. sorry sorry. he was damn irritating. dun see any cuteness.
bleh...
then me, julia and xiaodidi walked to central jus to get bubbletea=.=
nth to do anw.
then thers still tym.. xiaodidi went to brng his bro down.
he is damn cute!!!
and after struggling and begging for so long.. i managed to carry him!!!
its not cos xiaodi dun allow bt is his bro scared strangers.
okay lah, cos he was sort of distracted. hehes.
i LOVE his smile!!
after that chiong-ed back wif julia to school.
GOT FREE PIZZA!! thanks so much to mrs cheong and mr krishnan!!
and all who had contributed to the improvement of results in class!
ate until damn full.. *burps*
then rushed off to yck stadium. SPORTS CARNIVAL!!!
was fun and tiring although i didnt take part in events.
then after that walked home myself.
thank goodness xiaodidi and xiaohui was jus behind me.
den we walked together, not so sian. heehees.
as per normal, laugh laugh laugh...
they become 'jie bai' today. lols.
think xiaodidi will bully her lor. bt NVM! i will help xh de!!
oops:P hahas.
went to visit grandma at hospital today.
she didnt get alot better lah. bt nvr gt worse.
the other patients around her freaked me out lah.
2 got cancer. 1 i think is no cure le.
then they seek spiritual help. could see some tools around.
damn scared this will happen to me or any of my close ones..
las night dreamt of something bad also. scary...
hope my grandma gets well soon. worried for her.
tomorrow will be a better day...
Thursday, May 24, 2007
can you guys just shut up.
fine. im wrong kay?
i like it that way.. i dont give a damn.
YOU, who you think you are..
happy then talk to me..
not happy just throw me aside..
oh, i've found her. so i dont need YOU anymore huh.
yeah. so I DONT NEED YOU.
i can and WILL survive without you okay.
GO AHEAD... talk to her.
its none of MY business..
i dont own you my dear boy..
yeah. im wrong.
so? i dont give a damn.
i dont like it when u guys speak up for her.
not happy, fine. dont talk to me then.
i think the way i like. be it u like it or not.
go go go. go look for her!
she is just there before you... yeah. go for it.
I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
i know im being ren xing.
i like it. heck.
forgive me. i enjoy.
fine. im wrong kay?
i like it that way.. i dont give a damn.
YOU, who you think you are..
happy then talk to me..
not happy just throw me aside..
oh, i've found her. so i dont need YOU anymore huh.
yeah. so I DONT NEED YOU.
i can and WILL survive without you okay.
GO AHEAD... talk to her.
its none of MY business..
i dont own you my dear boy..
yeah. im wrong.
so? i dont give a damn.
i dont like it when u guys speak up for her.
not happy, fine. dont talk to me then.
i think the way i like. be it u like it or not.
go go go. go look for her!
she is just there before you... yeah. go for it.
I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
i know im being ren xing.
i like it. heck.
forgive me. i enjoy.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
hmm. very worried now.
grandma in hospital.. dunno what exactly happened.
hais. shall go visit her.
today is a.... sian? day.
yeah maybe lor.
thanks xiaodidi for the breakfast! hahs.
before recess had maths.
its dumb. im like damn stress cos lots to do and im lost.
i totally dun understand and the com was down.
grr... couldnt finish work.
then make use of recess to finish necessary stuff.
thanks to xiaodidi, my stomach is saved!!
lols. i was damn hungry lor. and this lasted me for the whole day?
left with 5min lor. hahas. it was nice. yumyum!
after recess is science.
dumb! i lost like 5% of SA narks lah.
cos i didnt hand in theory wb.. forget>.<
hais. think my mum gotta meet teacher liao lah.
my results sucks so much. hais.. sadded.
I SHALL STUDY DURING THE HOLIDAYS. i will!
hahas.
damn efl.. it dragged like 30min.
and had council GM at 1.30pm.
didnt have time to eat...
den after that gt np training at 3pm.
actualli say 3.30pm de, then lyk 5min b4 training then change..
hais. didnt have time to eat.
untl like 5.30pm den dismiss.
saw many unwilling faces... lols.
i was quite sian diao oso...
ONCE AGAIN.. prashan succeeded in making me laugh like free.
just by that "I DUNNO..." and "NO..." sent me rolling on the floor.
tired lah. told him dun distrb me, i no energy to laugh le.
bt he didnt want to listen and i continued laughing=.=
tired lah....
i dont like it when u two talk.
i dont like i dont like i dont like!!
i dont like her and her!!! argh.....
im becoming evil.... woots.
i like it that way..
what can u do?
grandma in hospital.. dunno what exactly happened.
hais. shall go visit her.
today is a.... sian? day.
yeah maybe lor.
thanks xiaodidi for the breakfast! hahs.
before recess had maths.
its dumb. im like damn stress cos lots to do and im lost.
i totally dun understand and the com was down.
grr... couldnt finish work.
then make use of recess to finish necessary stuff.
thanks to xiaodidi, my stomach is saved!!
lols. i was damn hungry lor. and this lasted me for the whole day?
left with 5min lor. hahas. it was nice. yumyum!
after recess is science.
dumb! i lost like 5% of SA narks lah.
cos i didnt hand in theory wb.. forget>.<
hais. think my mum gotta meet teacher liao lah.
my results sucks so much. hais.. sadded.
I SHALL STUDY DURING THE HOLIDAYS. i will!
hahas.
damn efl.. it dragged like 30min.
and had council GM at 1.30pm.
didnt have time to eat...
den after that gt np training at 3pm.
actualli say 3.30pm de, then lyk 5min b4 training then change..
hais. didnt have time to eat.
untl like 5.30pm den dismiss.
saw many unwilling faces... lols.
i was quite sian diao oso...
ONCE AGAIN.. prashan succeeded in making me laugh like free.
just by that "I DUNNO..." and "NO..." sent me rolling on the floor.
tired lah. told him dun distrb me, i no energy to laugh le.
bt he didnt want to listen and i continued laughing=.=
tired lah....
i dont like it when u two talk.
i dont like i dont like i dont like!!
i dont like her and her!!! argh.....
im becoming evil.... woots.
i like it that way..
what can u do?
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
hmm. today... not bad.
lols. thats random lah i know.
keep injuring myself these days (not on purpose)
got a cut in between my fingers... a blueblack on my leg.
hit the side of the bed so many times...
grrr... so dumb=.=
was very pissed off by some people...
shall not mention it.
hmm, held our POP today, cos we didnt do it las week.
and i felt really guilty.
hmm.. overall i thought it was random bt fona was touched!!
wakakakkakakakakas. didnt have any crying scene.. sadded.
OHYAH!! before that when preparing, i laughed for lyk 1hr none stop sia.
on the verge of tears le.. can say crying also.
lols. i cant even walk up the stairs!!
goodness.. but it was fun.. hahas=X
thanks to my dear prashan.. lols.
and i enjoy making her jealous.
i know i mean. forgive me pls. lols=X
thanks for what you've done or said.
im really lost about what to do...
hmm... lets just be like before..
its not that i act like nothing had happened,
but.. its just like that..
nevermind. my language sucks.
lols. thats random lah i know.
keep injuring myself these days (not on purpose)
got a cut in between my fingers... a blueblack on my leg.
hit the side of the bed so many times...
grrr... so dumb=.=
was very pissed off by some people...
shall not mention it.
hmm, held our POP today, cos we didnt do it las week.
and i felt really guilty.
hmm.. overall i thought it was random bt fona was touched!!
wakakakkakakakakas. didnt have any crying scene.. sadded.
OHYAH!! before that when preparing, i laughed for lyk 1hr none stop sia.
on the verge of tears le.. can say crying also.
lols. i cant even walk up the stairs!!
goodness.. but it was fun.. hahas=X
thanks to my dear prashan.. lols.
and i enjoy making her jealous.
i know i mean. forgive me pls. lols=X
thanks for what you've done or said.
im really lost about what to do...
hmm... lets just be like before..
its not that i act like nothing had happened,
but.. its just like that..
nevermind. my language sucks.
Monday, May 21, 2007
i really dont know what i should say..
sorry if i made things more complicated for you.
i didnt mean to do so..
guess i've just not enough courage to give it another try.
thank you for letting me know...
is it a mistake to tell you those things even though i know it doesnt make much difference?
i just want to let you know about what im feeling.
maybe friends would be a much better choice?
i dont really know what i want..
let us stay this way for the time being?
i dont want to give any false hope,
i cant give you any promises..
but i really wish we are still good friends..
yea?
sorry if i made things more complicated for you.
i didnt mean to do so..
guess i've just not enough courage to give it another try.
thank you for letting me know...
is it a mistake to tell you those things even though i know it doesnt make much difference?
i just want to let you know about what im feeling.
maybe friends would be a much better choice?
i dont really know what i want..
let us stay this way for the time being?
i dont want to give any false hope,
i cant give you any promises..
but i really wish we are still good friends..
yea?
pb: who are you? lols. ok. i shall mention it..
zihui:hahas. of course! hmm.. as per normal lor:)
shihui:paiseh so long then link.. hees.
okay. i shall update on what i did tthe past few days if i can rmb =X
16may wed.
hmm. if im not wrong its our holiday!
yepp. cos of anderson's marvellous o lvl results by the sec4'06 cohort.
thanks alot seniors! hope this yrs cohort can do much better!
hmm. went to wildwildwet wif xiaodidi. heehees.
managed to get 4 tickets.
actually wanna call xiaohui along and 1 more person.
xiaohui cnt go into water.. =X then decided to call adrian along.
bt damn adrian dun wan go cos xiaohui nvr go. hahas.
so just me and xiaodidi lor...
quite fun lah. except for the part wher the family ride was closed down:(
didnt know andy and meishan was there too. lols.
lost my hp:( hais. damn sian.
bt xiaodidi seems to be more sad den me. hahas.
so people pls gv me ur contact!!
17may thur.
didnt go school. was damn tired lah.
went bugis wif mum during evening.
damn shiok! bought like 18pairs of earrings, 2 shirt and 1 watch.
woots. so happie!!
im a typical female kays. hahas.
im proud to be one :P
18may fri.
its P.O.P= pass out parade for anderson npcc.
hmm. it was in quite a mess actualli.
we thought it was a dry run cos las yr was like that.
then nobody threw beret. we missed the chance to attack them.
the party was lyk damn messed up.
the sec2 didnt do anything cos lyk most of them gt competitions on and drama o lvl..
actualli the sec3 tell us to jus prepare a speech.
but i didnt want to. its like u can imagine hw diappointed the sec4s would be.
i was like damn stress the whole day. almst wanted to cry sia.
then i decided to hold another party for the sec4.
we'll perform and give our things dat day.
but we did not tell the TOs... and caused the sec3s to get scolded.
very sorry to all sec4s for disappointing u all...
very sorry to all sec3s for causing so much trouble. hope you'll forgive us.
im feeling realli bad lah.. hais.
dont know what i can do to make up...
19may sat.
went for guitar.
after that went to laoshi there. i was alone. :)
i like it when i have lesson alone wif laoshi..
we could talk bout more private stuffs..
really thankful to him. no wonder my mum became more open.
cos he have been talking to my mum. heehees.
hmm.. talked bout something quite private.
20may sun. (requested)
XIAOHUI'S BIRTHDAY!! happy birthday!!
morning met up wif xiaodidi at hougang green to fold the stars for xiaohui.
he was lost and took so long to find his way. hahas.
kelian. i was late for dance. so decided nt to go.
cos if go later sure cnt catch up de lor. waste tym.
went to look for xiaodidi and visited his bro. damn cute!!
i love his smile.. hahas.
then met up wif xiaohui, weian and 1 more frem of theirs.
went to bugis street. xiaodidi bought a shirt, a earing and a watch.
yepps. den we went to eat at longjohns to eat.
xiaodidi sent me home den went to find them play bbal..
was quite down returning home..
was very fustrated and stressed up cos of pop stuffs..
i was simply having difficulty breathing lor..
worst still, no music.-.-
hais. life is tough lah...
zihui:hahas. of course! hmm.. as per normal lor:)
shihui:paiseh so long then link.. hees.
okay. i shall update on what i did tthe past few days if i can rmb =X
16may wed.
hmm. if im not wrong its our holiday!
yepp. cos of anderson's marvellous o lvl results by the sec4'06 cohort.
thanks alot seniors! hope this yrs cohort can do much better!
hmm. went to wildwildwet wif xiaodidi. heehees.
managed to get 4 tickets.
actually wanna call xiaohui along and 1 more person.
xiaohui cnt go into water.. =X then decided to call adrian along.
bt damn adrian dun wan go cos xiaohui nvr go. hahas.
so just me and xiaodidi lor...
quite fun lah. except for the part wher the family ride was closed down:(
didnt know andy and meishan was there too. lols.
lost my hp:( hais. damn sian.
bt xiaodidi seems to be more sad den me. hahas.
so people pls gv me ur contact!!
17may thur.
didnt go school. was damn tired lah.
went bugis wif mum during evening.
damn shiok! bought like 18pairs of earrings, 2 shirt and 1 watch.
woots. so happie!!
im a typical female kays. hahas.
im proud to be one :P
18may fri.
its P.O.P= pass out parade for anderson npcc.
hmm. it was in quite a mess actualli.
we thought it was a dry run cos las yr was like that.
then nobody threw beret. we missed the chance to attack them.
the party was lyk damn messed up.
the sec2 didnt do anything cos lyk most of them gt competitions on and drama o lvl..
actualli the sec3 tell us to jus prepare a speech.
but i didnt want to. its like u can imagine hw diappointed the sec4s would be.
i was like damn stress the whole day. almst wanted to cry sia.
then i decided to hold another party for the sec4.
we'll perform and give our things dat day.
but we did not tell the TOs... and caused the sec3s to get scolded.
very sorry to all sec4s for disappointing u all...
very sorry to all sec3s for causing so much trouble. hope you'll forgive us.
im feeling realli bad lah.. hais.
dont know what i can do to make up...
19may sat.
went for guitar.
after that went to laoshi there. i was alone. :)
i like it when i have lesson alone wif laoshi..
we could talk bout more private stuffs..
really thankful to him. no wonder my mum became more open.
cos he have been talking to my mum. heehees.
hmm.. talked bout something quite private.
20may sun. (requested)
XIAOHUI'S BIRTHDAY!! happy birthday!!
morning met up wif xiaodidi at hougang green to fold the stars for xiaohui.
he was lost and took so long to find his way. hahas.
kelian. i was late for dance. so decided nt to go.
cos if go later sure cnt catch up de lor. waste tym.
went to look for xiaodidi and visited his bro. damn cute!!
i love his smile.. hahas.
then met up wif xiaohui, weian and 1 more frem of theirs.
went to bugis street. xiaodidi bought a shirt, a earing and a watch.
yepps. den we went to eat at longjohns to eat.
xiaodidi sent me home den went to find them play bbal..
was quite down returning home..
was very fustrated and stressed up cos of pop stuffs..
i was simply having difficulty breathing lor..
worst still, no music.-.-
hais. life is tough lah...
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