i ' v e f o u n d Y O U.

20090628

10:58 AM

hullo people. i have decided to go on hiatus for blogger for a while and switch to TWITTER! ;D

follow me on: http://twitter.com/kohakukuku

20090617

お誕生日おめでとう！ 12:00 AM

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY NINO~!

ニノ君お誕生日おめでとう！

just to tell you, you were the first ever jap artiste that i've ever liked. i love your acting, and how obsessive about manners you are, and how you scream "何だそれ！" in all the variety shows. i'm really glad i got to know about you, and really glad how our history lessons were started with letters from iwo jima which you starred in. thanks for being who you are. ;D

next up (inorder): nakajima yuuto (aug 10), matsuda shouta (sep 10), wuzun (oct 10)(?! so many 10ths. in order somemore. ><), ARRON :D (nov 20), chinen yuuri (nov 30), yamapi ;D (april 9), arioka daiki (april 15), yamada ryousuke (may 9). and the cycle repeats. haha.

20090616

確かなこの夏だけは君と共に 3:20 AM

random quiz i got from kr's blog. ><

The teacher calls on you in class, but you haven't been paying attention, and the first thing that you blurt out is: huh whutwhut what's going on?

What do you really think about where you live? ehh...they should seriously sell bubble tea opposite.

You're writing an essay for class, but you're listening to music, so you accidentally end up typing: the verse i'm hearing now.

You fall and break your arm, you scream: あぁぁ　痛い！SHIT I MEANT AAA OUCH!

What does your ex think about you? ありませによ、エクスは。uhoh why am i answering in jap. i don't have an ex lah. ._.

You should get a bumper sticker that says: this girl loves arron yan like anything. ;D

While high, you will: ehh i don't know start jumping around and laughing like crazy. ><

What do you say when you come home after a long trip? oo. man i want a drink./shit i need the toilet. >< yes i know.

Your friend says she's got tickets to see your favourite band in concert, you say? OMG GIVE IT TO ME AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER.

What were your brother/sister's first words? i don't know? i didn't pay attention.

If you could make up a new country, part of your national anthem would be: no more homework!

Your mom tells you she's pregnant, you say? whut?! but i thought you can't anymore!

A good quote to put on your bedroom wall would be: i don't know. >< ehh...something in jap probably.

Someone asks you what you're doing, and you reply with: i donno.

Why do you spend so much time on the internet? who asks jap dramas to be so addictive?

Your little cousin just won't stop bugging you, so you turn to him/her and shout: i don't shout. i plaster a smile on my face, turn, and walk away. not that my little cousins favour me that much. they like my younger sis better. probably the height difference yeah. ><

Last night, you had trouble going to sleep because these words kept going through your mind: shit why can't i see him now.

What does your grandmother's secret tattoo say? NA.

You'd be embarrassed if your dad started randomly singing this: some random song which he forgets the lyrics of/goes off tune/starts screaming cos he can't reach the pitch. ><><

Why isn't your crush your boyfriend/girlfriend? because he likes someone else.

The coolest tagline for a movie would be: free popcorn and bubble tea available!

You're feeling like shit, and a friend asks you what's wrong, so you turn to him/her and say: i don't know, shut up and let me cry on you before i do anything else.

haha that was random. bleh.

/edit:
i've fallen in love with kotoba yori taisetsu na mono. the lyrics ahh. the song's so catchy.

言葉より大切なもの - 嵐

切りとったメロディー繰り返した忘れないように
言葉よりも大切なものここにはあるから

無理して笑うには理由がなさすぎて強い風の中だ
引き裂かれたまま路上にちらばったいびつな夢の欠片
冷めたフリしても伝わる愛でどんな歌をうたうんだろう
さぁ行こうOur life

透きとおったメロディー胸にひめた無くさないように
言葉よりも大切なものここにはあるから
Wow wow wow wow

どうして見えるのに触れそうなのにでも遠い理想とか
つい愚痴っぽくなって弱さがイタくて見られないように泣いた
今はそれが等身大の素顔でどんな明日に変えてみよう
希望というOur life

遥かな空に夢を投げて泪をぬぐえば
言葉よりも心のほうが答えになるから
Wow wow wow wow

例えばの話旋律奏でて
あの時の朝日仕舞って二人は離れて
「またね」って言葉を残して別れていっても
確かなこの夏だけは君と共に

疑うことなく旅する雲が素晴らしい今日も
あなたよりも大きな愛はどこにもないんだよ
切りとったメロディー繰り返した忘れないように
言葉よりも大切だからあなたに届けた
Wow wow wow wow

Kotoba Yori Taisetsu na Mono - Arashi

Kiritotta merodii kurikaeshita wasurenai you ni
Kotoba yori mo taisetsu na mono koko ni wa aru kara

Muri shite warau ni wa riyuu ga nasasugite Tsuyoi kaze no naka da
Hikisakareta mama rojou ni chirabatta ibitsu na yume no hahen
Sameta furi shitemo tsutawaru Ai de donna uta wo utaun darou
Saa ikou our life

Sukitootta merodii mune ni himeta nakusanai you ni
Kotoba yori mo taisetsu na mono koko ni wa aru kara
Wow wow wow wow

Doushite mieru no ni furesou na no ni Demo tooi risou toka
Tsui guchippoku natte yowasa ga itakute Mirarenai you ni naita
Ima wa sore ga toushindai no sugao de donna ashita ni kaete miyou
Kibou to iu our life

Haruka na sora ni yume wo nagete namida wo nugueba
Kotoba yori mo kokoro no hou ga kotae ni naru kara
Wow wow wow wow

Tatoeba no hanashi senritsu kanadete
Ano toki no asahi shimatte futari wa hanarete
"Mata ne" tte kotoba wo nokoshite wakarete ittemo
Tashika na kono natsu dake wa kimi to tomo ni

Utagau koto naku tabi suru kumo ga subarashii kyou mo
Anata yori mo ookina ai wa doko ni mo nain da yo
Kiritotta merodii kurikaeshita wasurenai you ni
Kotoba yori mo taisetsu dakara anata ni todoketa
Wow wow wow wow

Something More Important Than Words (Kotoba Yori Taisetsu na Mono) – Arashi

The cut off melody repeated so many times that we’ll never forget it
Because there is something more important than words right here

In the strong wind there is absolutely no reason to try to force a smile on your face
Fragements of distorted dreams that scatter upon the pavement in ruins

I wonder what song it is that expresses out love though we try to act cool
Well, let’s get on with our lives

The transparent melody hides in our chests so as not to get lost
Because there is something more important than words right here
Wow wow wow wow

Even though I truly feel like I can see it or touch it, the ideals are out of reach
In the end I became a complainer who didn’t let you see my cry because of the pain of weakness

Now we can take our life-sized smiles and use them to change every future day
These hopes we call our lives

We will throw our dreams into the distant sky and wipe away our tears,
Because our hearts are more likely to give us the answer than words will
Wow wow wow wow

For example, if our stories play a tune,
The dawn of that time will dance down and separate the two of us
Even if we are to part, leaving behind the words, “See you again”
I will still have had that one summer with you

The clouds give way to a splendid day without questioning where they are going
There could never be a love as great as yours
The cut off melody repeated so many times that we’ll never forget it
Because it is something more important than words I sent it to you
Wow wow wow wow

i like jap lyrics. they're so...poetic. :D

20090614

PLAYMAX... 12:11 AM

PLAY TO THE MAX! WHOO~

haha playmax was uber cool. (: me and yeomy arrived at cityhall after a LOOONGGG short delay...only to find that...it was RAINING. WHAT THE CRAP. haha so we were walking in the rain after we found anabelle huddled in a corner standing beside the escalator at cityhall after tina and andrea came to find us. to funan...where i had unagi don for SEVEN BUCKS, I REPEAT, SEVEN BUCKS. WHUT. THEY ARE OVERPRICED LIKE STARBUCKS. haha but it was nice lah. (: and i found out that kim was in my group too. O:

yay the rain stopped after lunch, so we went straight into st. andrews...right wham into FLEAMAX OH DEAR. so of course we started going mad and buying stuff and pulling each other and screaming at nice great bargains. wait i shouldn't use nice, it's too...general. awesome. haha we grabbed up board games right away, they were selling risk at 12 BUCKS WHAT THE CRAP. VERY CHEAP RIGHT. compared to that overpriced 50+ that they were selling at OG and whatnot. ><>I SPENT MONEH. MONEHH. MONEHHH. even when my mum's taking back half my allowance ohman. ): met cheryl, shopped somemore, got bubble tea before realising we should actually play the games.

smartmax is fun! (: we started off trying this game for fun and somehow moving on to the next level. haha but we lost against the other group >< so yeah we gave up haha and moved on...and somehow walked to extreme max. yay i won the pickupthebottlethingumgamething haha. very fun. but we didn't try all those bigbig games like sumo wrestling and all haha. i don't want very scary D:

lala stagemax was nice! (: but when we came out almost all the stalls were closed. haha but because we were talking and eating our "lunch" so yeah that's why lorh. >< not that i had any money left lah. D: yep so that's about all. i don't have any photos cos i didn't bring my camera. which reminds me i haven't used it in such a long time ._.

ahaha anyway me, jueying, andrea, kim and becky went to watch ghosts of girlfriends past on thursday. we laughed super loud lah all five of us. very funny it's quite good too. (:

go watch (:

ehh but i want to go watch dance subaru! D: i don't think i have the money already. D: ohdear how. i also donno where to watch lah damn. why don't they freakin show it at gv! nooo.

oh nino's birthday is in...3 days time! yay. haha i better start collecting pictures now. i missed yamapi's birthday D:

OHOH WHICH REMINDS ME. it was my mum's birthday. so um...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!~ <3

20090611

疑うことなく旅する雲が素晴らしい今日も 12:33 AM

heh. sorry i didn't blog for so long. >< whee yesterday during band, taken from qianyi's blog.

French Horn: Speak in Chinese! Then trombone won't know what we're talking
about!
Trumpet: Er, ok. 只是她一个人吧
French Horn: Yeah.
Trombone: Eh, what
are you talking ? I bet its something about me being a paedophile!
French
Horn: No lah, it's not that!
Trombone: Hmph, I speak in French, then you
don't understand.
French Horn: Here, you can speak to my horn!
Trumpet:
OMG LOL!
Get the joke? -.- The instruments are in place of people cause a
certain somebody doesn't want to be named . :D

hahaha. funneh lah i love my bouncy mushrooms xD and i left early after break cos i went to trial the contacts! heh it feels weird but it helps. ;D so i ordered them and they'll be coming around next week or so? hopefully >< heh today went out with kimmm. yay so fun! we had longlonglong talk sipping our drinks. hee. and lots of random shopping done, and i made kim go HIGH at comics connection when she saw all the photobooks wahaha. ooh highlight of the day! arcade...and NEOS OF COURSE. ;D

haha best round of neos i had with the pok machine ><

luckily i bought my pen so i could actually draw stuff and write stuff (: hee.

haha sakae was funneh. oh karaoke was even funner (haha)! but they don't update the jap songs and there's no furigana for kanji too. so i was struggling like crazy when i was singing prisoner of love. waa i need to learn more kanji damn. but i realised i sing horribly at karaoke lah. D: too much echo. not like kim. KIM YOU SING NICE. haha.

on another note...

[qianyi] haha X:
[yeomy] hello you, take care of yourself yeah? 9 more days, you'll live.
[qianyi] okayokay fine. you got tag okay? ><
[yingbi] hello yingBEAN hahaha. yay you tagged yeah.

/edit: ohdear bloody monday is scary sia. >< shouldn't be watching this at night but...ahh well.

20090605

なにてるんど... 11:00 PM

agh can't stand it. ><
anyway, went out with yeomy and kessa for lunch after band prac. i cut my hair! ;D but kessa left halfway for co prac aww. not much diff in the length lah, only 1 inch off, abit more layered, but the main point is the fringe. it's short. but it gets quite irritating sometimes bleh.
band prac was damn weird with the brasses bursting into laughter at random moments (hornyian this means YOU. ><) for no apparent reason and mr low saying that it was like watching a SIT-COM (wth.) and that he should quit conducting, and become a comedian instead. eee nooo. haha chiaki's more shuai than he is. xD

hee. stupid pok machine hmph.

lalala. we went around trying to find yeomy's top to match her bought-off-the-net skirt, which was really like useless. ><

then went to her house. YAY I CAN PLAY 三月九日NOW THANKS MOO. ;D haha and we were figuring out 如果我变成回忆, which is the song in my...previous previous post. i think. heh.

whee then i found the score for beethoven symphony no. 7! wheee. nodame cantabile yay. (: lala i like the first movement the best. me and yeomy are both gonna learn it. but it's damn hard D: ohman. never mind. I WILL LEARN TO PLAY IT. and the other 3 movements if possible. ><

i am starting to like yamashita tomohisa a.k.a. yamapi more and more. ahhh so shuai. <3

and i find abe hiroshi quite shuai. although he's what, 45 years old?! but seriously he's quite shuai. and he acts damn cool whoo!

i am in boiling hot water now. i have no idea what homework there is to do over the hols! ohno. i need to ask someone. ><>

20090603

楽ばかりしようとしていた 2:37 AM

haha last day of band camp today! really fun and super cool ;D

highlight of the day: a dog. okay no not mochi, it's rolling over to see the weird world haha. no lah it's amazing (yellow) race...but super uber tiring i was about to die.

harumph, why do i feel like sleeping now >< oi and our sectionals were super weird. but really funny! (:

urmph. yes i shall go to sleep now. just wanted to say...

rgssb i love you! <3

20090602

如果我已变成过去了... 11:49 PM

还会把我收在回忆里吗?

累了照慣例努力清醒著
也照慣例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在夢中不聽話的就停止了

聽著呼吸像浪潮擺動著
越美麗越讓我忐忑
我還能珍惜什麼
如果我連自己的脈搏都難掌握

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命
留下你錯愕哭泣
我冰冷身體擁抱不了你
想到我讓深愛的你人海孤獨旅行
我會恨自己如此狠心

如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運
沒機會白著頭發
蹣跚牽著你檻門上摟緊
漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊愈
若有人可以讓他陪你我不怪你

快樂什麼時候會結束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你緊緊抱著
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命
留下你錯愕哭泣
我冰冷身體擁抱不了你
想到我讓深愛的你人海孤獨旅行
我會恨自己如此狠心

如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運
沒機會白著頭發
蹣跚牽著你檻門上摟緊
漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊愈
若有人可以讓他陪你

如果我變成回憶最怕我太不通氣
頑固的賴在空氣霸佔你心裡每一寸空隙
要讓依然愛我的你痛苦承受失去
這樣不公平請你盡力把我忘記

this song really makes me think about what will happen after i die. will people still remember me? or will i just be forgotten? recently i've been getting injured and everything. will i die? Lord, i hope you will bless me and protect me.

oh and yeomy, please God, don't let anything happen to her. because if there is...then i will be really torn and shattered.

20090601

sentosa class outing! 11:50 PM

yay sentosa!

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