Okay. So....
Hmm. I enlisted army with the lowest morale of my whole life. I tot it will be the end of the world for me. Two years of my precious time. I gonna waste it in muddy fields and haunted jungles.
I was enlisted to btmc sch 2 jaguar. Which was commonly known as the welfare company. Well. I don't know how true other friends complain about garang stuff they do. All the tekan they kena and stuff. Personally I think bmt was a superb experience. Maybe because everything was new and fresh.
The bmt period flew pass. 9 week's and yupp. Gone. Those were great memories that I will remember for the rest of my life.
Then came the date, posting results. I prayed soooooo hard I wouldn't get into infantry. But guess what. Here I am. Lol.
So.... I was posted to 9SIR. The also commonly known as "lepak" unit. " Aiya. Do guard duty only what. Hard meh?"
After being in this unit. I realised. It's all rubbish. We need to do POI duty and also conventional trainings. When u all are happily enjoying ur holidays. We are here protecting the important stuffs u ppl need. Haha. No worries, to those who still think this is the life u Wan. Sure sure. Soon u will get it.
Now... My take away from army so far is army is about team effort. No matter how hard you try, how much effort you put in , how diligent u work, all u need is one burden to spoil everything. Solo doesn't get you anywhere.
Army work in the same way as companies outside. Even if u dislike that person, u have to endure, work with him, in order to get things done. You need not treat him as a friend but u can't treat him as a foe.
Of cos. People I have met so far were AWESOME. I do wish they will stay as my friends for life. Hehe.
"WE FEAR NOTHING, JAGUAR"
"ARMED AND READY, CHARLIE"
Labels: 365 days of army.
Okay. So today I screwed up. Few days ago I suspect my computer got spyware. So I backuped all my things on my harddrive. Planning to do a reformat. So today morning, I happily prepared all the files and programs need and started. Here and there got cork up abit. Managed to solve it and successfully reformatted my com. Yeah. Then I happily plugged in all my usb powered device ( mouse keyboard harddrive and my Xbox controller ) then realise I haven install my drivers for the usb port so they cannot be detected. Meh. So I when to take my bios de CD to install them. Loaded the disc and followed the instructions. One of it was to convert a usb to a flash drive so I can boot and run the installer. Followed the step till a part where it asked me which alphabet drive I wan use as the flahsdrive. Not realising my harddisk was plugged in, I though my thumbdrive was plugged in instead. I anyhow selected one. A prompt to ask me whether I selected the correct one somemore. Just when I typed the Y to acknowledge. I suddenly saw it was my harddisk tat was plugged in. Before I can plug in out. The drive has been formatted. SMLJ?! Normally it takes like 5 Min to delete my stuff. Now it only takes 2 Min or even lesser!'? Hoping that my stuff are still intact, I plugged the harddisk into my brother's com. Fuck. Every fucking shit is gone. Seriously?'! Like in 2 mins. Argh. Fucking pissed off after that. All my files, every since secondary school. All gone. Not a single bit left. I feel so... New to computer.
Told the whole incident to my mum. She laughed. Then look at my face. Realised it was very impt. She said. Aiya 注定是要放下以前的一切. For that moment, 1000 and 1 tots went wild in my head. I felt so lost. Angry. Sad. Depressed. Mood was all the way low. Those were memories of mine. Pictures of what used to be important to me. All gone. Isit really time to let go? Time to move on? Let the page stay in the past. But without the past. How am I supposed to walk the future. Ahhhhh. Lost ..
And lesson learned. I gonna buy 2 harddisk and backup 2 times. So in case same thing happens I still have the second one. :|
