its just the emotions

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Gunung Lambak 29122008

ahh... i cant believe i almost forgot that i climbed this due to the lack of photos!

climbing friends included wh,seng, xr, jw, clara, zw and me! haha.

early in the morning when i woke up on the train, i heard the thunder and saw the pitter pattering of strong fat raindrops on the glass. my heart almost sank. but thankfully i still live up to my no-rain-on-treks-lucky-girl record! the clouds cleared while we waited for 大小姐 Ms C to rush down from hall. hohoho. hereby, i bestow upon myself the title of little miss sunshine. :D

summary: short and sweet(not)..

its an understatement when ppl said that this mt is msia's Bukit Timah Hill. its not THAT easy...haha. It was really pretty steep and strenuous

more of Streneous and Siong! haha

we are totally a 自作孽clique of ppl:D i can still rmb panting and dripping sweat up that flight of "stairs" which leads to the second peak.

it was pretty amusing and stunning to see strong and sturdy peeps like Seng tumbling down. haha.

having said the above, i still think it was a worthwhile trek! very fun and i miss catching up with my breath. and also cuz it was a self-organised trip we got to buy tix on the spot and basicially everything was very free and easy. OTOT as well! it was very fun to trek in a small group and get to really feel like an adventure:)

and also, thankfully the customs allowed my less than 6months passport validity to pass...phew.

more than words

27th DEC- Pasir Ris Park with Adeline!:D yay, its been quite some time since i've gotten on a bike and thankfully for the good weather, we managed to explore the understated Pasir Ris Park! Most importantly, i got to catch up with my trekking buddy whom i haven gotten to trek tgt this Dec:( haha. 想当年,we met at Datuk Trek and amazingly hit off so well! hoho


we were both looking for a low budget outing so it was just nature, sweat and sight seeing. and how can i miss out gossips. heh, anyway, thanks to aunt cynthia for the loan of bikes and also the free lift back to white sands. are we the luckiest ppl on earth or what?! haha.
i felt abit bad cuz i kept zooming in front of adeline! haha, buden i tink adeline did improve alot on her biking skills! yay, she managed to overcome her "go-in-between 2 poles skills" and managed to tackle all the curves and sharp bends! next time we must try to cycle on the mangrove swamp route okie! 你行的! :Dour first rest stop was pretty significant cuz we were camwhoring with the artistic dustbins and having my little doraemon posing with the dustbin when we discovered that the bbq pit which we stopped at was pit no 29! haha, such coincidence! i bet the cleaner think we're mental or sth. hoho.
den our next stop was the playground! fun fun! though we only sat at the swing but it was fun! we both love swings! yipee:D
den later at the horse stable there we found another nice swing which adeline described as" thoose swings you can find at rich ppl's house" hohoho
after yeoing a while adeline said her head was spinning. haha, must be the hangover effect ahhh~ i also wanna drink and play mahjong! giAN!
den there was this nice spot to sit 吹吹风&看看天&海which someone labelled as the sprayed yellow words as shown above. aiyoi vandalism neh! but i have to add that that particular day the coast was exceptionally clear and i could see the across islands and every single minuscular thingy so clearly! it was a surreal experience:D and i do miss the beach. actually i forgot to tell adeline that this place was one of my significant place too... haiz. though the shape is no longer on the sand...
haha adeline remarked that we can pian ppl say we go to some island. hohoyay, i tink adeline is a budding photographer par excellence! :D
after which we headed for the jap-cum-korean place at eastpoint to eat and den adeline had to rush off to her 凤飞飞 concert to work le!
***
den at night i received this phone call that made me do have some last min and inpromtpo decisons!
...*hp ring tone with random numbers....
hello?
guancheng!!!!(OS: omg i can recognise his voice!)
weii... 你在哪里?
在家里咯
come for class gathering lei
got alot of ppl lei, got mrs nor, Ho老师
huh but now so late liaooo
got ur 太阳here also!
wahhh sehhh... 陈年往事了啦!
comela come la!!!
.....
in the end i was psychoed to go! haha.
CZPS GATHERING @ ORCHARD +
PARTYWORLD!:D
initially i was quite reluctant to go as it was a gathering organised by S( its quite complicated cuz i rmb him but he doesnt:( ) we used to chat on icq in the past and were pretty good friends. but its amazing how ones' memory can be failed so miserably
我没忘记你。你忘记我
anyhow,
thankfully there was ppl like janice, fiona and ethel who made me feel really comfortable to talk to. even yanyi whom i did not know till that day was nice and easy to clique and talk to.
somehow,
the first impresstion as i walked towards the cafe was " woah,how come so many guys"
i guess its sth to do with ns
initial awkwardness slowly evolved into an automated animation and artificial high which i tink comes to me so naturally in highly unnatural settings
but i wasnt going to leave within an an hour of reaching.
yay, manage to get abt half the amt of ppl agreeing to go
but last min only left 4 of us.
thanks to jiexiang,guancheng, jocelyn for pei-ing me go partyworld! im sure we all had fun singning:D
anw, i tot jx became very cute!!! hee, and i loved his deep voice... ahhhh. so happy got ppl can sing duet with me so nicely:DDDDD and our combined power 生日快乐 by 温岚 was superb too!
还爱你,带一点恨。。。guys that can sing are totally +++, sing well <3<3<3
that night i also felt exceptionally loved:D
with ppl like huishen, peiwen and gc asking abt my attendance to confirm theirs. i felt like i was really treasured and important to them...
i miss the good old days where the whole buncha ppl are so innocent and good hearted. no evil, no betrayals, no hurt... ahhhh
sun commented that i am still as animated as b4 and my voice nv change.. it kinda brought back waves of memories where we chatted on the phone for hours but yet we remained 最熟悉的陌生人 :(
ilovepartyworld and singing my heart out.
mayb the reason why i dun like to sing happy and fast songs is cuz i cannot fully inject feelings or relate to its merriness??
i dont know

Thursday, December 25, 2008

merry xmas! hohoho


X'mas @ Southern Ridges
some nice scenery at the Jewel Box
mummy and me:D

the crazy price@ jewel box. siao liao laaaaa. check out the soft drink and kopi price :Sssss this is the epitome of DAYLIGHT ROBBERY.

we certainly paid quite a hefty sum for the view and the short chat:S but owells, it's like once a year... and it was really nice to sit there and catch up :D

lol! popo released a bomb. check out mama's" 好臭啊
face" hah. uncle ps said that popo tired alr, need to start engine must vroom vroom=gas release. haha. anw, i tink popo is super fit lo! i wish next time when i grow old will be as active as her.

两个小龙女- we are two of popo's beloved 龙头&龙尾。and we both <3> my doraemon fan is DA BEST :D can see which one is the one that accompanied me through all the Rovers Trek and which one is the one happily lying at home one rite? hah

my cute popo:D

some random pic that was in mama's phone. waaa, its' been a long time since i wore that frame le...soon soon, when i no need to sweat
i love mummy's family! super fun!i rmb last xmas we went to pulau ubin to cycle and elizabeth fell down. heh
XMAS EVE! yay, me and my present plus hongbao!

earlier in the day we meet up for brunch, Bowling and movie- BEDTIME STORIES. adam sandler rox. haha.tho the movie was pretty lame. good to pass time but i wish i could watch more thought provoking movies. currently im gianing Australia and My Magic. i need some Picturehouse films!

my bowling is zai one lo! ok, mayb cuz the rest are tooooo cui. hoho

Note: i wish i could meet up with more of my dear friends...i wanna go out! but i also wanna stay at home and nua.. For the record, there was only one single day which i stayed at home and not have any activity in this entire holz. and i also haven caught any single drama series or youtube the whole day away..urghhh. machiam some big biz woman lidat... pui!
27-at outing
29-lambak
31- countdown at sail
3-wedding dinner
4-a. u outing
5-xyzm outing
AHH! i want my outing with qing, f4 and nana!pls date me out!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

when company matters more than grades

yuny is still my bestest K -cum-shopping partner :D 爱死你了!
ps: ur the first to hear abt my sam pat trekking stuff. hohoho. so paiseh.
aunties and uncles in the world unite! hee. its amazing how we our frequencies are so in tune:D

i enjoyed myself so much today that i totally forgot that the exam results are out this very day!
lol, the aunties and uncles were more worried for me than i was.
well, i deproved:( haiz.
but nvm la.
its not the end of the world.
*
goodnight
*
明天会更好

Monday, December 22, 2008

i've got the urge

pubbing anyone?
-
you're like a whirlpool
drawing me in
yet im uncertain
for what i see and perceive
are in conflict

things are left hanging in mid-air
when all is only fantasy
-
some musings after reading a fren's entry:
how i wish i had a friend to listen.
listen without judging

i was quite sad today when i saw this best friend necklace.
momentarily stumped.

who could i give it to?
do i have a best friend?
( who knows every single thing of me? that i can share my 喜怒哀乐 with w/o having to phrase it nicely so that i wont be judged? that i can just shoot off w/o thinking? that will care about me so that if i disappeared from the face of earth, there is at least one who notice?)
sighs

i can picture dung laughing at me now:(
u lucky girl

as for now, i can only look at my doraemon fan
smile and smile back

what a loser

berkelah2 collage


hohoho. i love berkelah :D
there are many interesting people
你不是真正的快乐·
你的笑只是你穿的保护色

i miss private time with mr. sun

lonelines still seeps in
like acid on bright metal

i need some emo time with emo frenz

Sunday, December 21, 2008

yond the galaxy of everlasting diamonds

the night of berkelah 2 took my breathe away...
and im glad my dear frenz ( merry xmas colours-hong and qing) shared the special moment with me :)
good things are always made better when shared with loved ones.

if i were to choose which of the berke trips was the best, i would be rather stumped cuz i found sth lovable in each and everyone of them and i really appreciate the different experiences that each gave..

Recce-
it was a simple group of just 7 of us. small and sweet. no highs on singing but with clara around, swimming and exploring was not as lonely(not that i mind now)
the night was cloudy and everywhere was dark.
carrot plucking sessions
legs learning mahjong
atas bfast
realise i like being sweeper and true to wad clara say. its shiok to help ppl

1-
somehow automaticaly turned on the "hello wads ur name" mode. mechanical and obligatory high?
2 major groups of ppts.
qihui ( sweeper's sweeper) was really nice:) dont judge a man by his muscles. lol. bike vroom vroom.
px gave the seat and hand.
oyzh cui. wahaha
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things are ofter nicer when they turn out different from expected.
ah beng doing sweet stuff
muscleman acting cute
happy looking ppl being emo momos(b2)
the twist is the crux
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cw/mel-backside whoops. head head. heh. 6packs O.O
(almost)full moon and everywhere was bright
singing merrily:) 188 k king
ah ha, how could i forget carrying the freaking tent poles up. im a strong woman. now no load is too heavy for me.
2-
wj become exceptionally nice this time round.(mayb cuz i have totally picture him as a monster after complaining so much during bbq that a little kindness simply jumps out) hoho
kenny clique was nice. 2Ts :D + agnes
no sweeper's sweeper :( but ok i very zai alr. hohoho
ww slipped. my heart almost popped out of my mouth. we are 2 crazy girls that can sing tgt and be comfortable with each other. laughing at our impending doom.
i love the gushing water. bathing. scrubbing. soaps and bubbles.
im secretly happy that u stayed to be the 2nd last man. 我怀念的-师兄
i hope cup doesnt become smaller after falling flat on the rock.
i love it when u look me in the eye. hold it for a while longer please.
thank god for the sleeping bag, it brought about marvellous sleep

trekking makes me happy when im trekking with happy and singing frenz.
even when singing sad emo songs, there is internal peace.

tranquility and serenity ablazoned
with rainbows playing hide and seek
and streaks of stars shooting around the darkness
perphaps we all had an invisible glow of bliss and wonderment at that time

illusions?
i wish certain moments would last forever

how many beautiful moments have we closed our eyes to when we simply sleep it away?
on the way back, sunset had an clear V ( sweet victory)
cows, roosters, children
nature exudes its charm

"i could just die here and be dead happily"-qing
would velutha have loved the gushing jacuzzie more or the simple water flowing?

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

berke! lahhhh~

Berke1 was reallly really enjoyable:)
oink~! CC the super nice guy aka Dry mee pok cum dry until cannot dry french toast cum duck porridge cooker cum pull ppl so hard machiam wanna pull to another planet.

clara fu and i during recce. aha! thanks to u again that i got to play at the waterfall without worrying that i will drown:D totally trust u with MY LIFE man..haha. thanks thanks. kudos to the rest like
tze wei (who grabbed the wrong part and start laughing and drowning like me)
wanwei ( threw your slippers and bathing stuff on shore to save me, sang songs on the bus and im really glad that we share so many things in common, feel really glad to have her as my co ic) and chengwei( stand bying at the river bank looking all ready to jump into the water to save me)omg i cant forget that 6 packs man... lol
junda( forever giving me a hand... when i dun want it! EGO! no emo!)
qihui( my sweeper who never fail to entertain me though bullying me most of the time, i tink ur a big friendly giant though u look more like a muscle man at first glance. thanks for being my sweeper and not laughing at me when i plomped down:D
chong ching (for pulling me with all ur mighty strength to the other side and PLUCking my head outta water)
zhanwei( for teaching me how to trap water-play majong using ur legs!)
wenjun(thanks for making me more independent- 你们两个help each other ah!)
pengxin- for giving the seat up for me, my back and shoulders almost gave way to the freaking tent poles. haha, and i know u keep offering ur hand but i refuse to hold. and thanks for pei-ing me to refill water although the water u filled cant be used! haha)
kelvin ( mr auyong zhenhua u nv fail to amuse me)
minghui( baby-cute!)
lihui( you made me realise how light a ppt;s bag can get! ahh)
yisi and co like joyce.xiang ru.( i love this buncha ppl- singing tgt and looking out for each other)
melissa( remind me of lynn and a big sister that is so dependable and can sense u looking out for me)
merry( hohoho)
yilin and rachel( for sharing the tent and entertaining us with the puppet show)
and how can i forget
JOsiah!188!- i finally met a kKing:D cant wait to go kbox with him!hes the tallest and im the shortest in berke1. haha.
i really love this buncha berke 1 ppl... hope that we can keep in touch
yisi the wonderful photographer that cannot zi pai. hha
im drinking the water!
love jump shots. they never fail to make one appear happy
i was really surprised and delighted tosee this pic:D
bathing! yay. thanks clara for saving me from being flushed down by the curretns and ww and cw for the above mentioned. really really very heart warming to know that u really care abt me :) and i can feel the sincerity, feel very loved and protected.
our happy bfast :D fry omellete until 80% cooked den plonk cheese to melt, den add in the luncheon meat which has been fried, wrapped in a square den put on top of the pengang bread loaf which has been "xun" by the luncheon meat. ATAS! milo was heavenly too:D
clara was right. its great to feel helpful. and from there i realised that i wanted to be a sweeper
小叮当,伸出援手:D i love my doraemon fan. not only had it saved mariam(stong) life, it has raised numerous fires.. and rejuvenated countless shagged people.

josiah the k king :D i rmb the trekking down part where yisi,me, josiah, melissa and chong ching did the superman pose at the jacussi area! shioke!i wanna go back there man..
i love berke 1:D


Thursday, December 4, 2008

post exams part II

morn: BERKE BRIEFING
afternoon/evening: F4@ Southern Ridges
night: Sot Wing+ Kaixin@ Holland V & Esplanade
i found an inkling of monet's les roses aura in this picture:)
i went pretty crazy and i think kx hit the jackpot when she told me that "you seem not able to decide on a particular one". yep, and apologies for my snappy and dulan face and attitude.
thankfully i was able to talk my troubles and frustrations away:)


hmm i tink sunsets from a higher view seems nicer...



返老还童

OMG, i just realise this is F4's first outing that is NUAing @ lynn;s house! CHEERS! more of these pls!!! i never knew the beauty or urban landscapes until that moment

yay! haha dono why i found lynn espeically lovable that day. has it got to do witht the fact that she finally wore sth that is passable. lol! and her new hairstyle is nice:) speaking of which reminds me that i should have mine soon!

yay, im like a bird, i long to fly away!

HEEEE:D
my little toes wishing all of my blog readers a MERRY X'MAS in advance:D
tis the season to be jolly..falalalalalalala.

***
SOT WING'S NIGHT OUT!
we were trying to imitate the poster of THE NUTCRACKER! OMG, i heard that les miserables is coming to sg soon! WHO WANTS TO WATCH WITH ME? xyzm?!
i tink our 政法摆得很美, with the 女主角in the centre:) courtesy of my top:) i love this shot of dung. theres a childlike innocence in ther smile and it just looks so hopeful:)


kudos to Val for her new car! i love car rides:) and i tink val is a very zai driver! I really enjoyed the singing session after we came back to hall. So nostalgic! all the pri and sec school ENGLISH pop songs! lol. 难得我这个 cheena pok 会这么多angmor songs!kekeke.
anw,YAYness, cuz my date with yuny is set.
PS: let berke recce be GOOD!
waterfall jaccuji!!! here i come!