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Sunday, May 02, 2010

sometimes when life gives you shit, you really dont know how to get rid of it.
why did this have to happen again?

and to this group of friends i thought i had, all i can say is that i overestimated our value of friendship. i gave up so much all for nothing. i guess our friendship is all just a superficial one. i should have known better.

; anthem of love
10:59 pm

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

first day of driving. got screwed.

; anthem of love
8:51 pm

Monday, March 08, 2010

i know i havent updated for a long time and many things have happened since.

ireen's leaving jc south to be a assistant overseer for the jc cluster and as much as i'm very sad, but i know that she will definitely be a greater blessing to more ppl :)

another thing, last fri was the release of A level results! haha all throughout deyi camp, the main ppl who kept reminding me were pierson esp and hannan and joanne. pierson and hannan kept going like, eh char 26 hours more only.. and keep counting down. and these ac guys rellie hardcore cos at like 1am, they were analyzing the econs paper! and on fri when i just opened my eyes and was still groggy, the first person that reminded me was joanne! anyway after we got dismissed at deyi, we gathered in a circle and jeryn prayed for us! then rushed off first cos i live the farthest. my kids were really so so sweet to flag cab for me and wish me luck! i reached home, changed and cabbed to sch.

and at sch i didnt recognise anybody at all at first! everybody looked so diff. anyway we went to the pac and cj didnt do well. omg rite. anyways to cut a long story short, finally we went to the classroom. i had no feeling la. numb alr. when it was my turn to take the result, i saw 2 photocopied 2 A5 size results onto 1 A4 size paper and then he covered one result and made me sign on the other. and then when i saw the results, my first reaction was omg is that mine. my 2nd reaction in the next split second was, no la its a specimen paper. but when i looked at my results slip and i saw my name, i couldnt believe it! by then, all i could do was just to stone at my paper, then go back to my table and stone some more. then it occured to me to call my mother and tell her. well she wasnt too proud because i didnt do well in her favourite subject at all, because to her, whether or not she is happy in my exams all depends on whether or not i do well in my math. but, i must say that i am proud of what my God has done.

anyway, i would like to say that i still am really very shocked by what i got because it is so totally unexpected. all throughout my psle and o levels, i have never ever done well before. i was always in my eyes average but in my parents eyes, less than average cos my brother and sister always did so well. even in jc, i have never gotten a single A in any exam before. and even till prelims, i was failing my lit and gp. anyway i know that my results could only have been smth God has done because seriously i dont see how i can get those kinda grades esp since i screwed up every single one of my papers. and the best part is, i can safely say that jc life has been the best time of my life and i really enjoyed myself to the fullest.

looking back, everyday after school if there wasnt trngs, i would go out town or class outing or smth and i rmb everyday, i would only reach home at about 7.30pm. and on weekends there's church and cg. my life became richer in cjc and i really learnt a lot not just in terms of classroom knowledge because honestly when the present j2s ask me questions, like when darren and denise ask me about econs las sat, i have really absolutely no idea what are supply side policies and of the policies, which are the most impt. but what i learnt was heart knowledge and life skills that i know enriched my life.

i know throughout this a level journey, there were many ppl whom i always complained to, but yet they continued to let me complain to them and always listened and encouraged me. i know it can be quite tiring cos every week when i see them, the complains are always the same, which is about how much homework i have, how much i screwed up this and that exam or test and how stressed i am cos i have 4 tests this week etc. but yet, they were always so so patient in listening to me. these wonderful friends are from my cg and odac actually, and i am so so blessed to have them!

; anthem of love
9:17 am

Monday, February 22, 2010

should i, or should i not and waste $50??

; anthem of love
11:18 pm

Thursday, February 11, 2010

the righteous shall live by faith

; anthem of love
11:20 pm

Friday, January 29, 2010

always gonna be another mountain.

i wanted to go queensway with gazali limhui alwin and hazmi after we break camp cos we finding whistle and asics shoes and oakley shades but i was just too tired and my bag was heavy. so after going to orchard i ps them. actually yukai was supposed to send gaz hazmi and i off but then in the end we decided to go to queensway.

and xueyuan's leaving for texas tmr and yukai is leaving to australia for good on tues. yue xing is going aussie too and jacky isnt doing camps in feb. mark is going to ns. wahhh i'm so sad.

anyway, just wanna say that i like what i do and i do what i like :) and, i love marymount

; anthem of love
7:34 pm

Saturday, January 23, 2010

camps again (:
then maybe switch.

; anthem of love
9:25 pm