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Blink blink blink~~~ another week liao... Work work work as usual... 1 staff resigned.. many prb.. haha... wadever~ now hoping to get some new staff who r willing to work bah~ wahahahaha.. :P

Hmm... Wednesday jus met up with my lil hippo... quite sometime didnt catch up with her liao... As usual.. we jus sit n eat n chat... tok tok alot~ abt tis abt tat... gd n bad... 什么都谈... 好的坏的有的没的.. 哈哈~ When toking abt life... guess laoshu almost wana tear out bah.. *control~ cannot~* haha... haihh~ realli like got no confidence in it liao... Hippo says dun think tis way... Laoshu knws.. but jus... she simply cant.. haha... many qns pop out in her mind... y like tis... y like tat... blah blah blah... 不懂啦...

Last nite suddenly think of him.. him.. her.. n her.. rem the time when he was veri jialat in the hospital... the time when we always go down see him... he could hardly tok clearly... rem the moment when she asked him not to worry much.. she will take care of everythingy.. blahblah.. n he cried~ Rem tat time, in the middle of the nite... she n she rushed down to the hospital... she alone at hm crying.. hoping he's alright.. Rem tat moment when he left... haihh.... For him, tot of the time in the market... the time he warded to the hospital... his poor hand kena pok till see the blood almost faint man.. For her, tot of tat few nites.. her calls... the last nite.. shouldnt hav gone hm early... At least still can see her more.. tok to her more.. b wif her more longer.. wad a missed... As for her, rem the day she left.. the time we spent together..

Haihh... 每个人都得走这条路.. 只是说先走还是晚走而已...

Hmmm... enough of my wadever liao lar...

Ytd rece' some makan frm some parents... so sweet of them.. got egg tarts.. got donuts.. got chocolates.. wahh.. haha.. n of coz got 2 lil gifts frm 2 sweet lil boy.. haha..

Sweet lil butterfly biscuit frm Syed~

A lil pink rose with a pen frm ..... .....

... frm lil Maximus~~So sweet of them~ Tks alot~ muacks~

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Cherish~

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1 wk... so fast it's alreadi 1 wk liao... haihh~ recently keep thinking... once close my eyes nia will think of wad happened last wk... Ever since den.. now whenever nite time go slp nia.. I will feel the fear... so scare to slp... coz Im scare to hear to phone ringing in the middle of the nite... Phone rings in the middle of the nite = nth gd~ sry to say tat.. but.... haihh~ Every nite slp slp aso try to think of other thingy... thou sometimes will reflect wad happened years ago to him him n her...

Hmmm... life... unfair?? cruel?? No idea...

Jus pray for good health for everyone...

"Cherish wad u hav now... jiayou.. dun giv up.." -by dino

Hope she is able to b strong too~ jiayou wor.. dun giv up too... U still got everyone of us...

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GoodBye Cousin~

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Early in the morning on Wednesday, rece' a call frm my aunt... @ tat point of time it's ard 4:15am+-.. Mama is shock to c it's her number appearing on the phone.. She cried as she told mama my cousin has no respond... Shock~ We jus get awake n get up immediately~ Quickly brush n get to with mama asap.. But still... ... we r too late.. She's gone.. haihh~ T_T too late.. too late.. She had jus left us like tis...

Previous nite was stil alrite aft seeing doc... able to eat blah blah... middle of the nite thingy jus happened like tat.. Aunt finds it weird as in how come my cousin didnt wake her up to go toilet or changed etc.. she touch touch call call her.. no respond at all.. onli feel her body temp is low.. haihh~ T_T

Police came aft the ambulance... done with some clarifications n statements... Onli waiting for Doc to come... Tis waiting of doc to come n check to issue the death cert reali takes up alot of the time sia.. 6-7 hrs.. so shit loh... finally 8am, get down to ask the doc to come up... but.. tok tok so much in the end aso cant help us issue... He somehow knw all the prob she had since young loh... nvm.. ask the casket's doc... Called n ask plenty of qns.. blah blah blah.. still called up the other clinic to check.. blah blah... many prb lar.. in the end aso cannot... Policemen aso keep coming up to ask how isit.. All of us so panic duno how long we gonna spend in searching of doc.. haihh~

Lucky our police uncle able to help in delaying the case.. Ask the policemen to hold on awhile while we continue to search for doc... Casket's side help us contact another doc... tks goodness he is willing to come n hav a look to help us... Finally thingy is done by afternoon... jus a simple wake downstairs for a nite... We females, r able to help her to do the cleaning n changing.. Everyone of us is allowed to hold her or kiss her for the last time aft dressing her up nicely.. Being the same age as her.. Me together with the other 3 cousins help out in the prayers thruout...

Today morning head to Bright Hill Temple for cremation.. Afternoon get everythingy done... Head back to aunt's hse.. tok tok.. accompany her till now den back hm...

Haihh~ y... y thingy jus happened like tat.. tis yr 2008 is gd or bad?? Jus within 6mths.. 2 gone.. y... grandma's 100th day jus passed not long nia... now my dear cousin... When @ her hse ytd.. while waiting... been thinking alot... the time we gather together @ 62 for all the celebrations... the time we bring her out for shopping... the time she had her bday celebration @ my hse... the time we play games together... the happy look on her face when she got new gifts frm us(aft getting somethingy, 谢哦~ 我爱你~)... the way she greet everyone, one by one.. salam to all my malay relatives~ the big big hugs she always giv to everyone aft sayin gdbye... haihh~ 1st is pa in 2004.. 2nd is grandpa in 2007.. 3rd is grandma in 2008.. n now... 4th is cousin.. just.. haihh~ Thinking of life again... y.. y life is like tis... life is unfair?? Wad will happen next?? Losing hope losing trust on life... no confident in life... 人生的下一步又会是怎样的呢? 没人知... 现在有阿公 & 阿嬷陪着你了.. 好好的在新地方生活吧... 希望你的爸爸妈妈能坚强的过每一天吧..

24yrs... haih~ Feel so sry for aunt.. 怎么说.. 她也是她唯一的女儿... Hope she can b strong n more on... dun think of any foolish thingy... U still hav all ur siblings n all of us~ Dun worry much bah... Understand the feelings too~ Reali veri happy to b part of tis big family... Happy to hav all my relatives... Happy to hav tis kinda bond between the relatives.. Love all my family n relatives~

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Slacking...

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@ home the whole day... nv step out of the door step.. not even 1 step.. haha.. Rot rot rot~ watch tv.. play games.. online.. listen songs.. nap.. eat.. wahahahaha... there goes my Sunday~ wad to do... super duper boring~ haihh~

2nd kim cook cook some mee soto today~ ymmy~ the chilli hot hot hot~ wahahaha... 好好吃哦~ lunch mee soto... tea time mee soto.. dinner aso mee soto~ wahh... shuang~ delicious~

Dun drool worr... :P

Recently my hp aso like dead sia.. haha.. slping soundly aso... haha.. so quiet... :P
So boring~

Today itchy hands again.. wahahaha... surf surf ard.. saw tis new webby for online shopping.. shop shop shop... bought 2 items... wahaha... cute tee again... haha... the monkey so kawaii leh... haha.. price aso ok lar.. Tml goin to transfer $$ den mayb by Wed should b able to rece' my items liao bah~ lalala...

Hmm... mama's 3rd 作品好了~ 美美耶~




我也要开始选我要的pattern了... hehe.. 要快快make order liao~ wahahahahaha....
有人要吗?? 快快来订购哦~ 呵呵~

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Happy National Day~!!!

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Happy 43rd Birthday to Singapore~~!!!!!
2nd time @ Marina Bay... Wad I like is the water ski... n the jet planes... as well as the fireworks... omg~ hehe.. too bad cant b there to watch live~ Next time try our luck again bah~~

Hmm... so for today... @ home loh.... Mark worksheets... go downstairs buy some drinks n snacks... den @ hm play psp... Den dinner... Den watch watch NDP parade... n now... here blogging~ wahahahaha... there goes my day~ lalala... boring horr... haihh~ bo bianz... duno wad to do... 感觉上今天好象是星期天哦~ 哈哈~ 因为老鼠我今天不用做工~ Hmmm... tml... wad should I do leh??? Go out??? or wad??? Haihhh~ Sianzzz.... 闷死人了啊~~ 谁能来陪陪我聊一聊呢?? :P

今天是她的第100天.. 好快哦~ 眨眨眼就100天了... 您还好吗?? 有想我们吗?? 有和他, 他, 他和他碰面吗?? 每次经过那里我都会向你们打声招呼... 说声晚安.. 等等~

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The Wine Vault...

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Work work work... today quite happy to go work.. haha.. y leh... well well... mayb coz I knw tml is PH no work... so Im happy loh... wahahaha... plus today is Friday... every Fri is the best... the least students... plus can go hm early... lalala... heehee...

Tml PH... wad to do leh?? Gonna stay at home n rot?? Jus stay @ hm mark worksheets?? Hmmm... duno leh... feel like goin out leh... dun wish to waste my day like tat... haha... 难得 Saturday no work leh~ wahahaha... mus njoy njoy my day~ But.... tml National Day leh... outside sure veri pack de loh... many bus change route... or close down many road... hmm... how how how??? Shall wait n see if anyone has any plan bah~ lalala...

Jus now aft work... 7pm... make a move 1st.. hehe... jus nice bus 31 came... board on~ pop by xian's newly open Wine Vault... Congrats him~ being 1 of the boss now.. mmm... not bad worr... jiayou jiayou~ next time got time den ask more frens go down support support u bah~ hehehe...

Jus end my conversation on the phone wif wx... haha.. he ask me to meet them(jen, cui & wx) now @ Holland... omg~ if ask me earlier I might b able to loh... but too bad~ Thou I aso miss them... so long nv catch up with them liao... my best buddies~ ^^ Hmmm... paiseh lar... next time lar... next time den catch up with u all again lar... 不好意思哦~ plan another day bah~~ Too bad lar... if onli is tml~ wahahaha... I sure go~ hehehe...

Will I b staying @ hm / goin out tml leh???? wahahahaha.... stay tune~~ haha... :P

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Gathering @ Alps Cafe...

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12 yrs... abt 12 yrs nv get to meet up liao... In between here n there think got lar.. but is once or twice nia loh.. haha... tat's during our secondary school time.. sometimes will see each other @ Clementi Interchange loh... haha... tat's it~ Other den tat no liao bah... :P

Today... @ Alps Cafe... Realli glad to meet up wif my 12 yrs no see frens.. haha.. thou onli 6 of us in the end... still not a bad one.. haha... Some of us aso dun rem each other liao.. haha.. gotto re-intro again.. :P But I think we still look the same as b4 bah... wahahaha... see see all my frens aso still the same.. no changes~ hehe.. Tks for planning the gathering man... Tis time round onli got Kianwei, Yeow Chin, Jiliang, Zhiwen, Mollie & Me... Hope next time more frens can join in man.... hehe... cant wait for our next meet up liao~ wahahahaha...

{Zhiwen-Yeow Chin-Kian Wei-Jiliang-Simei-Mollie}

Hmmm... Today stay @ work place till abt 7pm den I leave... 1st time stay till so late sia... haha... slowly shake slowly do my cleaning... vaccum... still not nid ownself do vaccum.. got ppl offer to help me.. wahahah... shuang~ :P tks tks o~ paiseh~ hahaha.. Den slowly shake.. clear 2 Monday students' work.. record... den see still got time.. mark 2 more students' work... record... lazy wana mark liao... decided to do some recording instead.. record finish all the Tuesday & Thursday one... den I siam~ wahahaha... off I go.. Prinsep Street... meet my dear frens... hehe...

So happy today... realli happy to see them man... Hmm... aft so long we still managed to get in touch... heard tat a few of our frens got married liao... Soon Chong is one of them... fast o~ got lil kid liao aso... the other one who got married cant rem who is tat liao... Hmm.. tok tok tok... slowly pop up more n more familiar names... haha... ooh is him.. is her... how is he/she... blah blah blah~ hahahaha... 好怀念哦~

When will b our next gathering leh??? o.O??? Well well... .... .....

想当年..... ..... .....~

此时此刻的我们..... ..... .....~

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