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Today... Today...
5th day... It's fast... 事情好象昨天才刚发生.. 现在却又发生了...
Hope tat the 3 of them will meet up there... Let me dream dream of u tonite bah~
Some sad incidents happened... haihh... y mus we hav all tis prb... cant we jus 和和气气.. no matter wad we r all relatives... so no worry... United~ Mus b united~
Anyway... 他决定了... 要辞职... 想到国外去工作... Australia or Japan... depends... If Aust.. might b able to stay together with her... If Jap.. might b studying at the same time... Hmmm... feel kinda sad~ Knew tat he is tired of traveling here n there... super tiring... but.. aiya.. duno lar... duno wad to say.. jus feel slightly sad loh~ Leaving SG for work permanently... haihh~ Leaving the home... Leaving mama... leaving me... of coz I knw will still hav visiting here n there lar... but... duno lar... He happy 就好loh... wad else can we say... life is his... we cant control his life.. so up to him loh... rite?? ><
Life to him now isit reali no purpose?? How abt us?? We meant nth to him?? Y does he say tat it's meaningless nw... Know its them who brought him up frm young.. but.. upon hearing tat reali reali feel so sad man... den who r we to him...
Duno wad to say... reali duno... haihh~
Feel tat we r much more closer at tat point of time nia... but ever since.... .... den not as close as tat liao... Wad thingy aso wunt say wunt tell... haiz.. duno lar... Everythingy aso to himself... thou sometimes I aso like tat lar... but... haih~
Had a short conversation with mama in the morning~ Early in the morning 5am++... Tear again while chatting with mama... duno y.. it jus simply flows out... Life in SG reali has no purpose for him liao mah?? He reali thinks it tat way?? Mama says we 3 grown up liao... knw wad we wan to do... As long as do correct thingy in the correct way... Be a proper person.. no trouble.. blah blah blah... She will let us decide wad we chose without much worries... Sad Sad~ Meaningless to him... den wad abt us?? Cant imagine how life wil b like in the future... 2 in SG, 2 overseas??
Realli realli duno... duno wad to do.. duno wad Im thinking aso...
Jus sad sad sad~
Y mus there b humans in tis world???
Will I b the next 1??
最不想发生的事竟然发生了... 四年内 3 g0ne...
最亲爱的阿爸, 阿公, 阿嬷..
@Tis point of time, Im listening to YES 93.3fm