Feeling Down...

Haizz... Jus secretly open tap again... Read missy's blog... ... ...

Yes I know... I know wad u meant... but... I aso know... I know kor not studying IT but aso in IT line... I know many ppl aso like tat... but... ... I jus feel tat... aiya.. dunno lar... mayb I too care abt wad others said bah... Ppl might say tat its a waste for mi to take IT if I nv go back to IT line lar... blah blah blah... Other den tat, might b aso saying tat how come Im workin @ a learning centre? Got qian tu meh?? blah blah blah... Dunno lar... jus feel tat ppl ard mi r thinking tat way loh... I duno the true answer frm them... I know I shouldnt care or bother so much abt others' thinking n saying... Its my own prb.. y others wana bother so much rite... But jus ........ ........

*Sighzz* Dunno lar... fan arh~ Thinking back, I think Im realli not gd in studies... C-ing my psle results... my o level results... n now c my diploma results... Do u think is gd?? Haha.. good?? I dun dare to say tat word myself.. C missy n kor so smart... primary... secondary-4yrs... poly-3yrs... ownselves go study private U... n now leh... ownselves goin for Master... Haizz... Me leh?? primary... secondary-5yrs... poly-3yrs... den STOP! I dun think I will b goin further liao... Study study test test exam exam.... omg~ Got study phobia liao...

I know... I know setting up biz is not easy... n I onli say say nia... understand how diff it is... Jus dreaming abt it onli... Living in a fantasy island~ Dream n dream n dream onli~

Everyday on the way to work on the bus... I will look look here look look there... see see tis see see tat... C-ing so many ppl working... So many diff jobs... So many office ppl... All wearing formal wears... Haizz~ Bu dong lar... yi ge ren jiu shi zhe yang... dong xiang xiang... xi xiang xiang... mei you dong xi xiang ye hui zhao dong xi xiang... Xiang yi da dui~ ARrrGGHHhhh~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes jus like to think think alot lar... bo bianz... Luckily got blog.. if not I duno where to keep all these to... In my head forever?? haha.. cannot man... It will burst out! B0m!!!

Coming Monday Mr. Ito is coming down to the centre... Wondering wads gonna happen man.. Scaryy~ haha... He is here to see see look look bah... haha... duno lar... Wait n c on monday bah..

@Tis point of time, Im listening to Yes 93.3fm, Angela Zhang - Pan Duo La

New Contact lens

Ytd went Clementi to collect my new contact lens... Shun bian adjust my new spect... After tat went 308 Ah Hong Zi Cha for dinner... Hmm.. hao hao chi o~ miss the longan chicken man.. thou tis time got no longan chicken... The Thai style chicken is the same loh.. onli thing no no longan... Its so yummy~ love it man... hehehe...

2 days ago after I knock off frm work.. I went to buy CDs again... haha... Too bad dun have Jordan de... Dunno when will come again... Now thinking of somemore to grab... Wana but my Alex Too & Jordan Chen & Angela Zhang... hehehe... jus nice 3... but duno still got jordan n alex's one a not... sianz... gotto wait n c c bah...

Hmmmm.... Today pei mama go Si Ma Lu Guan Yin Miao bai bai... Damn lotsa ppl today man... Super crowded... After tat went makan... my brunch... Den go Parco Bugis walk walk relax... cui cui aircon... so hot sia.. haha... Again there we went... Leather Ark... Mama bought 2 pairs wor.. haha.. Me thinking of getting the one with heels de.. but... I too used to kiap de lar... so slip on type a bit not used.. like anytime gonna drop.. lol... :P Wait n c got other design the next time... hehe.. Mama aso says nice nice... too bad lar... not used~

Hmmm... support support... was chatting with my little hippo now... suddenly feeling ____ again... Seeing my frens all studying de studying... N some is goin to study soon liao.... starting sch soon in SMU.. taking a coz tat is not related to IT.. Some gonna apply for U... Private U ye hao.. Not private de U ye hao... aso is U... Ns de Ns... soon when they finish Ns think most likely they will continue study aso... Should b bah... Seems tat onli left me... Yes I know... some of my frens r aso working... but they r workin as accountacy la... admin la... or blah blah blah... But me... haizz... take my dip liao aso like nv... working as a teaching assistant.. not related to my IT coz.. Haiz.. duno lar... duno wad Im trying to say aso... jus tat a bit xian mu?? or... mmm... duno lar duno lar... Does laoshu still wana study?? Is laoshu keen in studying more?? Can laoshu cope if she continues study?? How will laoshu fair?? Will laoshu make it?? Is tat realli wad laoshu wans?? Wad if laoshu dun wana study anymore?? Does tat shows laoshu is useless?? Does tat means laoshu = nth?? Y laoshu so lan?? Will laoshu b working as a teaching assistant for long?? Or for ever?? Does laoshu have the chance to set up a own biz?? There r soooo many questions in my mind now... How?? How?? How?? Realli feel tat laoshu is too lan.. so stupig.. My msn nick realli suits me man.... haizzz.......

Sianzzzzzzz............. xiao lao shu, sha lao shu, feng lao shu, ben lao shu, chun lao shu, chou lao shu, chou lao shu, huai lao shu, guai lao shu, si lao shu.......... little mouse, retard mouse, crazy mouse, stupid mouse, goondo mouse, smelly mouse, ugly mouse, bad mouse, weird mouse, dead mouse... & tats ME~~~~~

@Tis point of time, Im listening to Yes 93.3fm

Missy back to sydney

Missy fly le.... Jus now 10 plus went airport to send her off... Veri fast o~ like tat 1 month over liao... haizz... back to quiet quiet lonely lonely us liao... when will she b back again leh? Or when will she b staying back in Sg? Will she still b flying overseas n stay overseas? Hmmm... wo bu dong...

Anyway... finally met up the gang... except for my small hippo... nv get to meet her yet... coz mi rushing back jus now... paiseh o~ We went Bugis V8 for dinner... Hmmm.. the salmon... grilled salmon is nice... not bad o~ hehehe... 1st time @ V8.. hehe..

Hmmmm.... ytd went to collect my new spec... wahh.. c the lens I so sad sia... thick~ my degree veri high... sad sad man... how how how? Will laoshu b blind? Hmm... Recently thinking of how will it b like goin for the lasik.... testing with my eyes open widely staring at a spot n imagine a sudden blackout n eyes mus still staring at the spot... omg omg~ Can I managed to make it? Hmm... bu dong lar... think think think... think so much later laoshu's hair all bcome white arh... sianzz....

Work hard work hard work hard~~~~~~ Cannot giv up... jiayou jiayou jiayou~~~ Nth is impossible~~ There is a way there is a will....

@Tis point of time, Im listening to Yes 93.3fm, JJ Lin Jun Jie - Cao Cao

Last day of CNY

OMG~~ OMG~~ Wallet got a big big HOLE liao lar... Haizz... sad case man... dun wana go dun know... HMmm... my shang guang increases liao... sad sad... ='( Dun wana change change aso cannot le... Initially jus tot of changing new spec nia... but now... same goes to contact lens too... since I have alreadi been wearing tat for almost 2 years liao... time to change le aso... sad man~

Bcoz of my degree n shang guang all high high... My spec's lens cost more loh.. special de.. haizz... same for my contact lens.. As usual ex... The salesgirl let mi choose some cheaper but nice de frame since I will b wearing contact more often.. no point getting so ex de frame for spec... In the end choose choose one abit of brownish type de colour... hmm... missy says nice.. I trust her loh... hehe... Again I choose rectangle shape de loh.. hee.. think I suit tat more bah... haha~ Mmm.... for my contact lens neh.. decided to choose the one tat can wear for longest hours de loh.. Of coz its more ex lar... But since since my wearing it veri often n sometimes did wear more den 12 hours... so okie loh...

After some calculations n discounts... my spec cost $290 n my contact lens cost $400... n the total cost for both is.... ..... mmm... one month salary gone liao lar... total $690.. Faint rite... =\ no choice lar... wait loh... earn more $$.. Mayb after my ortho treatment bah... earn earn earn... save save save... Save at least got $2k like tat den go for lasik... Missy willing to help mi contribute some $ for the lasik... She suggested tat I should go for it instead... Missy today aso help help mi to pay abit for my spec n contact lens.. thanx alot.. Touched~ Thou its onli $100 but I realli appreciate it... Missy aso say tat she will contribute the rest of the $ for my lasik n I will jus need to pay for myself $2k.. Oh my... Touched man... Im quite tempted for the lasik initially too loh... Ever since missy went for hers... But Im scare.. Duno how to describe my feelings for tat lar... How ever aso gotto cut off abit of cornear den lasik lasik liao cover it back n slowly heel... When drop the eyedrop will feel kinda abit pain as in u imagine tat u apply some medication onto ur raw flesh... aiyoo.. tat kinda pain loh... hmmm dunoo lar.... haizz... wait loh... slowly wait.. wait for another 2 years like tat bah... Yes.. I will wait...

I shall save now for my lasik... Once after my ortho treatment is done... my teeth all straight straight nice nice pretty pretty liao I shall go ahead with my lasik bah... Hopefully by den my degrees all realli will drop to the minimium... Same for my shang guang... Even after lasik if I still need to b in spec... I think will b cheaper loh... Den I aso can choose those funky funky nice nice stylo stylo cool cool mei mei sweet sweet de spec... Now if I choose those kind it will b a waste of $... Hmmm... nvm loh... wait loh... hehe.. xia ci bah.. no hurry..

Realli duno y leh... Who can answer laoshu? Hmmmm..... o.O?? Y is laoshu so ex? Y? Y? Y? Everything on laoshu is so ex.... Y laoshu got so many things... Tis ex tat ex everything aso ex... Y mah...

Hmm... ... veri fast cny over le... Today lao yu sheng again.... hahaha... 4th time for tis year's cny... haha... tonite yu sheng is our dinner~ haha... chi dao bao bao o~ no nid other thingy for makan.. enough liao... fat fat le... wahahaha...

Next Tues is VDay liao... Frens out there any plan? hehehe... sure bz bz all goin pak tor rite.. not like laoshu.. gotto go work... work liao aso back hm... no no boy boy date laoshu leh... wahahaha.. =Pp No frens date laoshu aso... hee...
Shall c tat day got any surprise from anyone not... wahahahahahaha.... lalala~

@Tis point of time, Im listening to Yes 93.3fm, Seven - Feng Xue Ri Ji

Last day of CNY(tml)

Whooo.... tml is the last day of CNY liao le... hao kuai o~ cny like tat jiu over liao... Hmmm... sianz hor... so fast... Tis means that missy goin back soon liao le... hao kuai wor... so fast back in SG for 1 month liao... fast fast man... Dunoo 3rd aunt n her family isit realli keen in going over to sydney in april leh... Hope they r realli keen in goin man... I aso feel like taking a break goin holidays... hehehehe.... Pray hard~ :P

Jus now went over to 62 for dinner again... 6th aunt n family came over too... Had yu sheng again... hehe... grandparents like it... wana lao again... hehe... they r so happy wor... good good~ Had BBQ steamboat again... All of us enjoy enjoy the dinner... thou onli the few of us... hee... hao hao chi o~ 1st time try the cheese tofu... hmm.. not too bad lar.. I still like the cheese hotdogs.. yum yum~ hoho~ :P

Today abit sad... nv get to go out.. I mean go out as in meeting my gang of frens... No one planned any thing... for those studying, they r bz with their projects n assignments n examz.. so bo bianz loh... shall meet meet another time... But KIV next sat I might not b able to make it... coz missy leaving.. HMmm... how how how? Frens leaving for India.. leaving for Aust... wana meet aso no time to meet... weekdays aso cant... Think shall wait till missy back Sydney le den I can c when my frens all free den can meet them bah....

Anyway... Hope to meet up soon lar... Mus miss laoshu wor... hehehehe.... lalala... :P

Tml goin to clementi spec huts make new spec.. hehe... planning to change for quite some time le... hehe... nuren mah.. ai mei loh... hahaha... wana change to mei mei de~ hehehehe... :P Duno wad kinda of spec I will change to... hehe... hopefully I can choose something nice tat I realli like... hehe... hope not too ex aso lar... hehe..

@Tis point of time, Im listening to Yes 93.3fm

missy mama acc laoshu to dental

Today went for my appointment again... yes... 5 weeks liao... hehe... Can c much improvements again... Bcoz of the teeth used to b overlapping another... so when they bcome straight... of coz there is a bit of black black at the edge of the teeth lar... lucky doc help mi to clean clean it away... now mei mei le.. no no black black spot... hehe... yeahh~

Today mama n missy acc mi go together... hehe... After my dental appointment we went to have our lunch... Den shopping time~ haha... initially wana go Singapore River Ang Bao de.... but too bad lar... weather abit too hot lar... haha... bth... somemore aso abit abit lazy to go down liao.... so in the end we jus went shopping ard at Tangs.. Taka.. Wisma.. etc... Bought quite a lot of thingy wor... hehe... bought a new perfume... Ralph Lauren... Veri nice smell wor... sweet.... Missy bought the set de... which comes together with one bottle of men's perfume... I quite like the men's perfume too... Its not too strong... veri pleasant... Nice nice... Hao xiang wor... hehehe...

Spent damn lots of $$$ at Taka... omg rite... U wunt believe it till u see it urself man... ard 9 items... Guess total how much... U sure cant guess it rite one... hee... Alot loh... Omg~ Wana faint sia... hahaha... duno y everytime when shopping at those household thingy sure c c liao spend spend alot... haha... find tat we 3 r the same... if reali find it good lar... worth it lar... veru nice n useful lar... we will buy it... wunt save much on those thingy... hehe... altogether we spent ard.... ermmm... 500++ almost 600?? Hmmm... I cant rem liao... hahaha... xia si ren rite... hehehe.... But lucky they got provide free delivery man... if not carry till wai wai... haha... :P

After tat head to the 2nd story of Taka there walk walk shop shop... wahh... once there dun feel like goin off so fast man... hehe... c liao still wana c again... the thingy there r so cute so nice so interesting so fun..... Esp the big big big bears... soft toy... omg... got one pinky monkey.. forget its name liao lar... Its so huge... 3kg wor... So hugable... kekeke~ but its super ex for tat of coz.... ru guo you ren mai gei wo na gai duo hao o~ wahahahaha.... *Dreaming~* LaLaLa~ jk onli man... haha...

Hmm... tml gotto work... so sianz... how I wish everyday is today... everyday is wed everyday is sun... omg~ hao hao o~ no work no stress no sianz... hehehe....

@Tis point of time, Im listening to Yes 93.3fm, Guo Mei Mei - Ai Ni Shi Yan Li De Yi Shou Qing Ge

CNY Chu Qi

Dear fren.. thanx for treating laoshu so special... Thanx for being laoshu's special fren as well... thanx for letting laoshu know tat u treat her so differently frm ur other frens... Laoshu is veri honoured~ Xie Xie~ Appreciate tat~ Dun worry too.. If got anything feel free to approach laoshu... Laoshu is willing to help in anyway she can... 24/7 available for u...

Hmmm... today quite bz at the ctr... all got so many homework to hand in... omg~ haha.. most of the students who came today is aso to b coming on tues as well... tats y got so many homework... CNY mah... bo bianz... Anyway today I got a present... hehehe... U sure cant guess rite who giv mi present... hahaha... Well well... Tis is my 2nd present frm him liao... oh my.. so paiseh... so touched~ hee... Its jus a 5 or 6 yr old boy... Today he gave mi a doggy... small hp chain doggy? ERmm.. should I say its a hp chain... well... can lar... the doggy veri cute loh... oh my... so sweet of him.. @ 1st Im thinking is he kiddin... for me? Or he giv without permission frm parents or wad... I asked him... N he said its for mi... his mom knows... oh my oh my~ hahaha... hao ke ai de boyboy o~

~Here's the small little doggy Lincoln gave~

Still rem the 1st time he gave me thingy is last yr xmas tat time... After his lesson... still got time.. so he sit down n draw draw... I gav him paper... Den I asked him whether izit for mi... haha.. teasing him lar... Den he said he duno my name... den I told him n he wrote it down on the paper... Den the next lesson, he continued with his colouring... Den he still said he duno my address.. he cant mail to me... I was like "huhh??" haha.. so cute... who will think of that... Nvm.. Den I pretend to have a mailbox infront of him... putting my hand there... asking him to drop it inside imagine tat there is a mailbox... hee.. N he drop his drawing onto my hand n said Merry Christmas n A Happy New Year~ Oh my... hao hui jiang hua o~ Ke ai o.... hehehe...

~Cute little drawing frm Lincoln~

Hmmm.... so sweet of him... hee... Thanx Lincoln~

MMmmm... tis few days like keep on eating n eating n eating sia... hahaha... frm cny will now... hahaha... veri bz arh... lol~ Tml again goin for dinner~ Tian arh... like tat eat n eat n eat sure fat one loh... haha... but.. long long time once in a while go makan together its veri fun loh... hee... Shall c tml go Tiong Bahru eat wad... keke~

Intro 1 good makan place... Either @ Kiliney Rd there or Harbour Front... Onli tis 2 places got nia... hehe... "The Orange Lantern"... nice food wor... Vietnam food... Realli something new loh... I mean the taste of the food n drinks... nice... hehe... shall bring my gang go try one day... hehe... It has been so long nv meet up alreadi... xiang nian ni men o~ you xiang laoshu mah? kekeke~ 1yr no c liao.... hahaha... Next week or wad loh okieE? hehehe...

Veri fast hor.... haizz... 2 more weeks missy goin back Sydney again... Tis time back duno when will return to SG again... 1 yr time? or 2? Hmm... bu dong leh... I b selfish lar... hope missy's tat wish dun come true... den missy will return back SG n not goin back to Sydney anymore after her working contract ends... sorry for being selfish... but u know lar... everyone hope to c u ard rather den thinking of u far far away.... But aso wish tat ur wish can come true lar... Wish comes true is a veri veri veri happy thingy... Aiyah.. duno lar... shun qi zi ran bah~ Leave everything to fate... Everyone jiayou~

@Tis point of time, Im listening to Yes 93.3fm

CNY - chu wu

Today back to work liao le... wahh.. like so long no work sia.. haha... thou is onli 2 days no work... keke... :P Well well.. hai ok bah... today came a new staff... previously work b4 @ other kumon... Today quite a few students nv come... think all still having cny mood.. bz visiting bah.. haha.. But still quite packed in the later time... all come at once... bz bz bz~

Reach hm ard 11:30pm.. hai okie lar.. coz 196 quite fast... hehe.. n aso heng heng 124 not much ppl... so drive quite fast... hehe...

Ytd went Tiong Bahru for "I Not Stupid too" with mama, jiejie n korkor... Treat them watch lar.. hehe... so long nv go out for movie together like tat le.... dun think there is any b4 bah... nv... dun say when we 3 r real young tat time lar.... Tok abt when we 3 r sensible liao... Hmmm... ...

The other time tv news was saying abt tis family of over 200 ppl.... wahh... saying abt tat I was thinking whether do we (our whole big family) have the chance to take a big big whole family photos?? Together with grandpa, grandma, granny, all uncles... all aunties... all cousins... all nieces.. all nephews.. everyone in our family... HMmmm... if can tat will b great... A veri nice memory.. But... dun think there is tis chance for us... thou I realli realli hope for it...

Hmmmmmmm............ so long nv meet up my gang liao le... miss them man... Oh ya, happen to rece' a msg frm my ex colleague frm kumon last time.. Happen to knw frm her tat xuelin has given birth to a baby boy on the 1st day of CNY... Wahh.. not bad o~ the baby aso know its cny.. wana come out quick to take ang baos... haha... Shall find some free days to go n pay her a visit as well as go bukit batok kumon... long time nv go back liao... miss the place.. haha... miss the ppl there... esp juanna n xuelin... C lar c lar... find one day... hehe...

@Tis point of time, Im listening to Yes 93.3fm, Ah Mei - Yong Gan