| Saturday, September 29, 2007 |
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Spent 3hrs on 3tut qnses...big sigh....
am i not getting anywhere in my studies?and the 3qnses is refer to answers and do one....
i'm beginning to dislike my course...not very good...God pls help me like my course....
i'm taking a little break...tt's y blogging...hope my little break dun become a break that doesnt end...it's jux so hard to go back to do something that i dun like...
the modules this sem are driving me crazy...tough and time consuming...
kk shall stop rumbling on and on...
Thank God I at least get to study...and thank God I have Him...
nite! |
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| Monday, September 24, 2007 |
| antsssssss |
I tot they were dead...but they were not=( they came back last nite jux when i was preparing to go for mad's wedding...i came back from her church wedding and had a fruit cake from the wedding...I came home and left it on my table and went to bathe...when i came out, i saw ants walking towards the cake to attack it....tsk tsk...left me with no choice...
I had no time to trace their origin and to use baygon...so I opened the other box of ant poison and scattered sum on the ants that i haven killed...i've always wondered how it's like when they go to try the poison and how they die...so i left it there and saw them going towards the 'food'..as pretty funnie...cos if i were them i'll be wondering why 'food' is dropping down from the 'sky'...haha..
but sorrie to these innocent ants who were out for a living...I cant help them...I left them there and went to the dinner..when I came home I saw them dead ard the 'food'..curled up in food poisoning position...then i cleared them..tt moment I felt really evil and cruel...BUT...all i can say is sorrie...
tt's the 'food' with the dead ants (black dots)...I kept the rest of the 'food'...jux in case...
cruel me... |
| Slid down the rainbow at 12:26 AM |
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| Sunday, September 23, 2007 |
| SMRT challenge!! |
haha time to blog abt my adventure last sun!
went for smrt challenge with junming, gabriel and hansel....and we had aimed to win the first prize of $3000/team..haha but we ended up being disqualified!!haha how ironic for those who duno, smrt challenge is an amazing race kinda ting where we're supposed to go to 8 stations ard the island and finish the safety/courtesy tasks at the stations in the shortest time possible with the fastest routes...we were given 8 challenge clues (which tells us the venues of the 8 stations) at the challenge base and we then have to plan our shortest routes to get ard to the stations in the fastest time possible..
some pple find this lame..but nvm we found it fun!!!haha becos we managed to go to places where we nv go b4 and will not haf the chance to go if not for this challenge!!we went to the NEWater plant, S'pore poly and the smrt train depot!!tt's the most exciting one man... here we are!!in front of an mrt train!!how will tt ever be possible if not for this challenge?hahah...and we had an empty train and were supposed to run down the whole train to count the number of fire extinguishers in one train...there's 14 of them man..hahaonce in a lifetime kinda ting...to run down the whole train likedat..ha ok maybe we look dumb with the shirts..but nvm...we were entitled to free bus rides and mrt rides during the challenge with this shirt..haha.. and we took pic with beloved kindness lion!!hahaha...his slogan is that 'kindness is my business'..haha
 and a pic of smrt 'superman'..ahah tot he really looks like he's running man...
ya so sadly we got disqualified...haha we were supposed to be back at the base in 6 hrs but we reached back in 6hrs and 35min..haha!! we were at our 7th stop and then the ranger say they're ending the race soon...so we counted and tot we shd jux go ahead and finish the last stop at novena (california fitness)..ended up there was a long queue there and while waiting, the ranger told us tt the race has ended..and so we were disqualified..haha... but it's ok!we had fun..haha...the 1st grp came in in 4hrs and 10min..tt was madness lo!!we kinda suspect they took more than one taxi ride (we were only entitled one) and tt they played w/o integrity or sumting...cos we played by the rules and we were pretty sure our routes were planned really in the shortest time possible le...haha...but nvm lo...=) had great fun tho...and we made some new frens too=) |
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| Saturday, September 15, 2007 |
| excitement!!! |
PTL!!!
know wad's that?it means...Praise The Lord!!!haha....learnt from pastor fei fei one..hee...
I really thank God!!!!haha jux came back form hokkien service!!!my gosh...unbelieveable...it was superrrbbbb!!!
Firstly, I wana thank God for the victory!!!I invited my parents for hokkien service with special guest Moses Lim to celeb mooncake festival...haha...The victory is that they went!!it was really amazing...I wanted to ask my mum on wed..so that she can prob get sumone to replace her shift tonight if she's interested to go...but i delayed the asking cos I was too afraid to ask...all the way till ytd...then i told God I mux ask..it's the segment of the year of asking big..n if i dun ask them, who will?so i was praying for courage to ask my mum for the service..than jux before she left hse for work, I popped the qns...to my amazement, she said she'll see if anyone can take over her shift then she'll go...then i got excited and msged pastor to pray for her that she can come..then was tinking how to ask my papa when he comes home...then was bathing when the phone rang...jux when i was tinking how to pop the qns to my papa, I ended up not having to ask him at all cos my mum called!!!she told my papa to tell me that she can go for the service..then my papa ask me wad ting..then i jux told him...that i said i'm bringing both of them there...woohoo....then i was super duper excited can!!!cant imagine man...amazed cos my mum even specially called home to say she can make it...cos usually so last min..like one day beforehand, she wun really agree to go de..so I know the Lord's hand was upon them and there was favour and victory!!
but of cos, mux continue to pray for them that they'll not change their decisionn decide not to go ma...so rallied my frens and pastors to pray..wah super exciting cos I no God was working in the spiritual realm...then i was so excited last nite that i couldnt continue to study...haha so i went to read bible..see God got anyting to tell me...then His words struck me!!!
2Chron 20:15-17
"15 He said, “Listen, all you people of Judah and Jerusalem! Listen, King Jehoshaphat! This is what the Lord says: Do not be afraid! Don’t be discouraged by this mighty army, for the battle is not yours, but God’s. 16 Tomorrow, march out against them. You will find them coming up through the ascent of Ziz at the end of the valley that opens into the wilderness of Jeruel. 17 But you will not even need to fight. Take your positions; then stand still and watch the Lord’s victory. He is with you, O people of Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid or discouraged. Go out against them tomorrow, for the Lord is with you!”
I was praying against the works of the evil one...and was kinda praying with fear...then God knows me so well He told me not to fear for the battle's His, not mine...was so comforted..
then today when I came back from teaching tuition at ngee ann, I tot I shd ask my sis along cos my papa ask me whether she's going...so I asked if she wana join in...
me:you wanted come along?I bringing mummy n papa for hokkien service
sis:was is hokkien service?
me:it's sum church stuff..celebrating mooncake fest
sis:eeyur...why u bring mummy for church ting...i tell her not to go ah...
me:she agreed to go le..too bad...
sis:nvm..i go tell her dun go...(giving her kinda look)
mum:i no it's church one...nvm..i go hear hear only...
me:u very irritating leh...
wah liao...I was like ARGH!!she was like how irritating can!!i nearly screamed at her...gosh...then i was controlling myself cos i shdnt scream at her...then i told myself nvm...she's like 'sent' by satan to work against me...and told myself nvm..she duno wad she's doing..so forgive her...Thank God He sealed my mum's decision to still go lo...
nvm..then came service!!!wahaha so exciting can!!!we had dinner then went in...WAH i was amazed...The whole place was PACKED....all the way to the back at the balcony...the hokkien pple were great!they were the elderly but brought their frens etc for the service!I was so encouraged because I went for normal hokkien service once to see how it was like so that I can bring my parents one day(by faith..which was answered!!),and it wasnt packed at all..in fact...quite scattered...so when i saw so MANY pple i was greatly encouraged...and i've always so encouraged whenever i see them praise God because they're catching up on their age but they go all the way out to dance before God, not caring abt their image, and really singing their hearts out for the Lord...not like the youths who'll refrain themselves due to image or wadsoever...
ok btw...at first i was tinking my parents will probably jux sit down n not sing or wadsoever...but God proved me wrong!my mum stood up and sang and danced to every praise and worship song can!!she followed all the steps that the worship leader was leading!!haha and sang into my ears somemore...I was really in awe man...and they gave their attention to Moses Lim when he gave his msg...I also thank God that they respect God because before we left hse, my papa asked whether he can wear slippers or not..or mux he wear shoes...
Altho they did not receive Christ into their hearts, I thank God that this's already a victory in itself...seeds are being sowed in their hearts now...and i'm gonna continue to believe God for wad He's gonna continue to do in my family...more and more I see how possible it is for my family to serve the Lord together(which was impossible for me to visualise in the past)...and I'm really excited...
another was that duno y me n my mum talked abt baptism and she asked if i baptised alr...I said no but I wana get baptised...she said I better think carefully...she say jux attend services...dun get baptised YET...haha I thank God because i choose to hear the 'YET' rather than the 'dun'...it means that soon i can be baptised!!wahhaa...
thank God for the change in my family n my parents' hearts towards christianity...in the past they were really anti christ man...I know God's breaking the strongholds and softening their hearts=) but gotta continuelly pray for them and also my sister(realised i din really pray for her)...she's the most anti christ in the family now...
SALVATION IS NEAR!!!=))) |
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| Friday, September 14, 2007 |
| all out to kill them |
Dear hardworking and determined ants,
my deepest apologies to you even as I blog about my killing of ur colonies...I respect ur perseverance in coming back, over n over again, day after day , using new routes hoping that you wun be caught by me, jux so that u can transport duno wad white stuff (hopefully u're not into drugs and think that the wadever white stuff in my room is wad u wan..) to ur little homes...
I had wanted not to use the ant poison on u and ur loved ones...I tot ur had learnt ur lesson when I already killed some of ur frens when they came by and allowed me to spot them and thus use insecticide on them..I was glad when I did not see u for 2-3 days and told myself i shall not use the poison..sad to say, I was eating some fruits tonight and u came by, wanting to take away my fruits(you're supposed to share).... leaving me no choice but to inquire of my fren the use of the poison...
It took me much courage to cut open the box to scatter 'the last meal' for u to eat...my tolerance had come to an end and I really dun wana see u anymore..Hope u u/s wad i'm doing...I'm really sorrie that it's a slow n painful death...but i cant tink of anything better..
my father said that u like me and wana make frens with me that's y u keeping coming everyday to visit me...but i'm sorrie I cant be frens with u...
I wanted to get a pet anteater...but decided not to...this should be better than being eaten by an animal rite?
may u rest in peace...
From,
the one whom u left with no choice... |
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| Friday, September 07, 2007 |
| exciting! |
ooh..btw i'm taking this module called '"R U OK?"Mental Health in S'pore'...I'm enjoying it!!!there's so many things to learn from it!!it's getting more n more exciting...haha..
I din no that we dun dream in our deep sleep..we only drem in our not-so-deep sleep!quite surprised cos i always tot more deep I slp,then the more i'll dream..there's like non-rapid eye movement(NREM) slp and rapid eye movement(REM) slp.NREM is the deep one.REM is the light one.he say if u observe sumone slping, if u see the eyeballs rolling behind the eyelids, it means the person's dreaming and is in REM slp.ha!everyone dreams, it's only whether we rem or not...then he say if wana rem then mux str away write down when wake up....haha!!then jo i rem u when tt time u wrote ur dream down when u woke up so tt u can tell us ur dream.waha!!
the lecturer's a child pyschatrist(did i spell correctly?ha)..so he also taught us abt ADHD kids and kids with dyslexia...and a bit of how to deal with them..it's really great cos the kids at YA are mostly ADHD and have dyslexia...I always tot that ADHD kids have very active minds an will keep running ard..but actually is they have very inactive minds and tt's y they try to do things to stimulate their minds...to treat ADHD, they actually take stimlants to stimulate their minds..interesting ah?
my room is infested with ants!!anli u haf adventures with lizards i have adventures with ants!!argh..y did God create ants?to let us no how determined they are?or that we shd eat ants cos they're so protein-filled?i juz sprayed baygon on the trail of ants n track down their hole...and i've sealed the hole with the white tingy tt is used to link up tiles on the floor one..wahah i'm such a pro!i tink i can be an antbuster man..-_- haha
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i just came back from jogging!!!thank God i dragged myself to go!was telling myself i'll go..but at 5.55pm,heard the thunder n gave myself an excuse not to go...BUT..glad i pushed mself to go..haha..jogged for abt 26min..not continuous tho..like 18+4+4...haha!duno wad's the distance..but got a feling i may not be able to get past my 5km run on 21oct!haha unless i constantly go jog up till tt day..but...i'm gonna get busy the next 2 weeks!!
i have 2 computing assignments,1 formal lab report,1 computing quiz,and 3 other quizzes coming up!all within 2 weeks.gosh...usually i take 1 week to do one formal lab report.given 2 weeks to do so much more,i really duno how man..by the grace of God and t teach myself not to look at tings in my own timing, but in God's timing they shall be completed!!trust God to enable me!=)
hmm my dear frens whom are going for the great eastern tgt, pls go ahead if my pace is too slow for ur tt day..I understand tt ur r all great long dist runners(at least better than me..haha)..and i'll be more than glad if ur let me finish at my own pace(which is snail's pace..waha) than to wait for me to run with your..dun wana drag ur down man...haha!
woohoo..btw i'm so excited for the children's day celeb tt's coming up for the kids!cant wait..hee..think it's gonna be fun..but still in planning process la..wana thank God for crystal!!she's a geat help because she helps me in a lot of stuff for YA..she helped buy the gifts for the kids and etc..thanks dear!!
jo and anli!!ur can ome n have fun with us on children's day!!haha we're celebrating on the 29sept at abt 11am..we giving them tuition at 10am first..haha..it's gonna be like a mini carnival..like we're gonna haf a few stations and each station play 1/2 childhood games so that the kids can learn those oldie games..haha..so fun!!yea..
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| Wednesday, September 05, 2007 |
| Confidence... |
Do not judge, or u will be judged...This is so true...many times we say people this and that and bla bla bla...without realising that we ourselves are judging them by saying things about them...
It's like...not seeing the speck of dust in our eyes first and yet trying to pick out that speck of dust from other pple's eyes...if u get wad i mean..haha...
Weird me is trying to find myself...trying to explore my weaknesses and strengths...I'm afraid I'm seeing a lot of my weaknesses but not my strengths...do I not have any strengths?Cannot be la...I tink have but I duno wad....may God reveal my strengths to me so that I can use my strengths for Him wisely and work on my weaknesses....haha...
CONFIDENCE!!I'm praying for confidence like that of an eagle!!I wanna soar with the confidence of an eagle!!=) I know I'm not a very secure and confident person, but I believe I've changed to be more secure and confident now than then...Thanks to God...pple who know me in the past will know how insecure and how unconfident I was last time...but I'm much better now and I know there's room for improvement...=) If other pple think otherwise, then up to them to judge me or wad lo...
btw, if there's anything that u're unhappie about me then jux tell me...I rather u tell me what u're unhappie about than to talk about me this and that behind my back...=)
ok I nv really organise my thoughts..jux blabbering them out..haha!! but these are some things that I've been thinking thru these few days...=)
I pray for higher efficiency for the Lord, and a better memory to care for others!=)
Good Day to u!!God bless!=)
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| Sunday, September 02, 2007 |
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Long time no blog!!no time to blog...actually now also no time to blog...but blogging for a while cos dun feel like doing my work..sigh...ha...
Work's stressing!!!It's piling and piling very very quickly!!now i'm stuck with a computing assignment which I have no idea how to do..so like getting references everywhere...
there's like 3main qns and each main qns contains like 10 parts or more...each part took me an hr to finish..which means i nid to take like 30 hrs?!?!?gosh...cant imagine..jux pray that i can finish by the deadline which is wed morning...
Thank God tho!Had GCYC(Gateway Cities Youth Convention) and I learnt a lot from the Sri Lankans!!hosted them for like 2 days and had a lot of fun..their multimedia is amazing..maybe not as good as Singapore...but for their country, I tink it's really good!
and i thank God I had supper with them on the last nite before they head back to Sri Lanka because this guy shared his testimonial about God and it's really amazing...opened my eyes in awe...I would admit that sometimes I have my doubts here and there about God..but after his sharing I felt that God's really so real in our lives!!I definitely cant do without God and I wana be close to Him so that I may no His plans for me=)
I haven been exercising..I have to get down to exercising!!cos the 5km's run is nearing day by day...haha..and I nid to exercise cause i've been eating a lot and growing fatter by the day too!!
Jo!!I have no idea how cause we're both so so so busy with our work... but we'll try to meet up to exercise k!!!
tt's so far the updates for myself...If I have anything intellectual i'll share again...haha=)
Haf a Blessed week!! |
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