What is a journal, and what is it for?
A journal is somebody's release, a journal is a memory keeper-but what kind?
Why do people only feel the need to record an event or a feeling in a journal when it is sad or depressing? why do people only feel the need to let out what is happy and keep what is not?
Why do you speak of happiness but write of sad stories?
What do you expect of people after reading your journal? Empathy? Sympathy? Compassion?
Do you expect differently of your friends after recording your distress? What if they don't react?
Then what? Do you get angry? Or maybe you'll just wallow in self-pity?
What is it with journals and sad events?
It's as if everyone in the world is having the worst days of their life. It's just too depressing.
Makes you think that life is not worth living.
New Look!
My Blog has received a new makeover!!
Don't know why the sun isn't happy...maybe he doesn't like pink.
A little bit girly and a little bit childish, but oh well, I never really grow up.
LOL
Moving to new place! Can't wait!
Don't know why the sun isn't happy...maybe he doesn't like pink.
A little bit girly and a little bit childish, but oh well, I never really grow up.
LOL
Moving to new place! Can't wait!
Bleh
Oh so tired.
My boss is darn lucky to have me.
who else is oh so willing to stay back late to work when they've only just started.
no time to even check mail. No time to answer phone calls. no time to Make phone calls.
No time to buy oyster sauce. Thank god we have 60 rolls of toilet paper.
aiyooh tomorrow got 8am meeting. Bleh don't wanna go.
My boss is darn lucky to have me.
who else is oh so willing to stay back late to work when they've only just started.
no time to even check mail. No time to answer phone calls. no time to Make phone calls.
No time to buy oyster sauce. Thank god we have 60 rolls of toilet paper.
aiyooh tomorrow got 8am meeting. Bleh don't wanna go.
Here then There and Here again
I'm here then I'm home then I'm here again.
Life is just so unpredictable.
I'm happy I'm finally employed yet I left home with a heavy heart-again.
It never changes after all these years. Home is still where the heart is.
I still can't decide if I'm happiest here or home.
I'm definately most comfortable at home.
It's just so different. Here and Home.
I miss home. As I always do.
Life is just so unpredictable.
I'm happy I'm finally employed yet I left home with a heavy heart-again.
It never changes after all these years. Home is still where the heart is.
I still can't decide if I'm happiest here or home.
I'm definately most comfortable at home.
It's just so different. Here and Home.
I miss home. As I always do.
WTF do you want me to do
Wtf. I already said I will arrange it for this week or next. I already said I will do it. Still call me indecisive. I know you're stressed, and you think I'm not? I already stated my plan and my intentions as clear as a whistle. I'm trying to be as calm as I can to make a decision as best I can. I need time to prepare for it what! otherwise I'll screw it up! What's so hard to understand?!? You think everything happens overnight? That I'm some super human can plan so many things at once? You think I have all the time in the world is it? That everyone has to suit their time to my needs? To bow down to my wishes?
Do this do that, don't do this don't do that, do this instead, why are u doing this, no you should do it, why aren't you doing this instead.
Seriously wtf la.
Only know how to judge the situation when you don't even know a thing about it. Can tell me to gain exposure first then later change direction. Know how to say this is good for u and that isn't when you don't even know for a second what the job is.
When I say something, you don't want to listen, only want to insist that you are right.
I'm the one who did all the research, I'm the one who did the course. And yet u think you're smarter than me when it comes to what I know best and what you don't. You teach me la like that. I don't have to go to uni. I don't have to suffer for a year doing something I didn't like.
I tell you my plans, u say u support me. ya as if. At the back of your mind you want to steer me to a certain direction.
Only know how to tell me that im indecisive and have low self confidence.
Fine I try to make decisions as fast as I can. Doesn't matter if I'm stressed.
Fine I'll think that I'm really good at what I do. I'm better than everyone else. Is that what you want me to think? You think it's realistic?!? You think I'm being true to myself?!?
I'm already trying the best that I can to make you happy. What more do you want?
Wtf man. Seriously wtf.
Do this do that, don't do this don't do that, do this instead, why are u doing this, no you should do it, why aren't you doing this instead.
Seriously wtf la.
Only know how to judge the situation when you don't even know a thing about it. Can tell me to gain exposure first then later change direction. Know how to say this is good for u and that isn't when you don't even know for a second what the job is.
When I say something, you don't want to listen, only want to insist that you are right.
I'm the one who did all the research, I'm the one who did the course. And yet u think you're smarter than me when it comes to what I know best and what you don't. You teach me la like that. I don't have to go to uni. I don't have to suffer for a year doing something I didn't like.
I tell you my plans, u say u support me. ya as if. At the back of your mind you want to steer me to a certain direction.
Only know how to tell me that im indecisive and have low self confidence.
Fine I try to make decisions as fast as I can. Doesn't matter if I'm stressed.
Fine I'll think that I'm really good at what I do. I'm better than everyone else. Is that what you want me to think? You think it's realistic?!? You think I'm being true to myself?!?
I'm already trying the best that I can to make you happy. What more do you want?
Wtf man. Seriously wtf.
