i shldnt spoil your day with my morning sickness....
*be nice to mr soh*
1) i dun want to be tied down nor i want to tie you down
2) im not gonna be a good wife to cook for you & clean your house
3) i dun want to have any kids, coz im not going to be a good mother
4) i dun want to be disliked by your mum for snatching away her precious son
5) i dun want to stay in a house where i dun belong
6) i want to travel freely
7) i dun want to ended up nowhere to go after a fight with you
8) i dun want to have curfew
Trust me, i do love you....i do miss you when you are not around...but i know it will be a havoc if we were to stay together.....
Do remember that you always have a choice...at any point of the time if you want to settle down and im still not ready, dun waste your time on me anymore...
1) Learn at least one new fact everyday - read daily
2) Travel to at least one new country
3) Take advance diving
4) Take kayaking course
5) Take lead climbing
6) Learn one new language and be good at it - malay / korean / japanese / italian
7) Pick up one new skill - wakeboarding / rollerblading
8) Run at least twice a week
9) Be a vegetarian twice a week - Tuesday & Thursday
10) Be more gracious towards people, especially mr soh
11) Rekindle relationship with mr soh
12) Do at least one crazy thing for 25th birthday - Bungee jump/ skydiving
if you have no trust in me then what's the point of being together??? i mean seriously! SERIOUSLY!! i've aldy being to bad one to propose break up, why are still holding on?? even though we know we do love each other, but we keep hurting each other in one way or another....you have your bad-tempered, i've my wildfulness....we are total crashed in personality...
i hate you!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!
how many times have i cried for you since we are together???how many tubs of BnJ had i swallowed to heal my heartache...so what i went dinner with other guys? so what if i like to party? so what if i like to drink? if you cant accept who i am, den just BREAK UP!!!
no trust = no relationship
tell me how should i love you.......
i guess i shldnt be so excited the next time you want to ask me out...
i shall get prepared of going malacca myself......
today, i came to realized one thing: i have no friend to talk to anymore....
all i can do is to keep crying and swallow tub after tub of BnJ......
i super no mood to work today...but instead i think i did better job than i normally do....i was abnormally high at work and super patient to those annoying indians...
i dun understand your way of thinking...nor do you understand mine....guess we are totally from different planet....
do you know...someone actually love me as much as you do.....but i dun have feeling for him..seriously...even though i know he protected me alot when we work together....he also never want to break us up....he just want to see me happy....but today i accidentally cried out in front of him..... )=
sorry i dun want to be committed....i want to be free....
i'm just so tired........
he fell down, broke his kneecap and before he reached the hospital, he was already gone...
at this point of time, im having fun at downtown east celebrating my colleague's b'day.....
worst still, i cant even send him off for the last time after 7yrs, because i haven renewed my damn passport.....
Rest-in-peace, grandpa, for u have no more regrets......
had not being updating for a few months....gosh...u guys had missed out quite alot though...
anyway for those who dunno, Universal Studio Singapore has already opened!!!! but wouldnt recommend u guys to go now...yeah, coz 2 big rides are down currently, one of them is my ride =\
as usual my super duper busy with work, studies, mr soh and frenz!!
will catch up with u guys soon ^^
love u higher mammals!!!! (=