Wednesday, March 08, 2006

June 2005

Entry: Boring Day At work!!!! Jun 01, 05
today morning wake up online awhile den wuickly go out to work liao!!!! hot & sunny day!!! good weather for tanning wor!!! whaha!!!think is time for my pimple back to be tanned again liao!!!erm but too bad i choose to work wor!!!! erm then reach work place got nothing to do!!! so sian!!! erm then do some shifting around lo!!! then have a late lunch and a late dinner too!!! due to my heavy breakfast ba!!!erm then finially got his full paid liao!!! he is going back to visit his granny the next coming weekend!!! this week he got friday and sat off!!! he say he wanna go shop wor!!! i think maybe can ask KeWang to give me more vouchers haha!!! He works in G2000 then every month got many many discount voucher lo!!! erm example TOPSHOP lo!!! hehe!!!erm dear came to my work place to fetch me home, he got me a little surprise!!! A Rose!!! thanks dear!!! is my second rose in my life!!! whaha!!! but is the most beautiful one compare to the 1st one who is given by chris on Valentine's Day!!!reach home, i had my shower then re-arrange my papers!!! Btw mum and sister is going for holiday!!! to HONG KONG!!! with my mum's Lover!!! whaha!!! erm she got ask whether wanna go!!!! but i got sch so can't go!!! then i signal her that when my holiday then i get the money from her then i can go play le!!!honestly speaking i have never taken a plane before wor!!! so sad to say!!! hehe!!! mum say if i wan i can go HK next time!!! cos her lover brought a apartment over there!!! which means i can save money on hotel!!! whaha!!! erm maybe i should consider asking VIn and mike for the tour!!! of cos dear will be in the list as we planned for a honeymoon later!!! whaha!!!! erm!!! mostly end of this year after this semester!!!going to turn in!!!!! night!!!

Entry: erm, sorry dear dear!!!! Jun 02, 05
OMG!!! morning wake up at 7.05am++++ my class starts at 8am wor!!!! tot die liao!!! dear RUSH me RUSH!!! both also RUSH!!! whaha!!den reach sch about the jus nice timing!!! haven really starts yet!!!erm then today class were all boring!!!! erm got one module somemore copy RP(republic poly) style lo, we were all given a problem lo, at the end of the week we have to sumbit a report!! haiz!!!FAN AH!!! cos my team member only KeWang and me will do!!! haiz!!! hate group work sometimes!!!erm after class Sandy drag me to follow her and Myat Thu to town, actually really dun wan to go de!!! but she insisted me to acc her lo!!! so odd again!!! told dear by sms that me going town!!! never know that because of this he angry with me!!! haiz!!! so sad!!! cos if sandy diden pull me out i will go home den see dear wanna meet anot!!!!
we went to Zara at wheelock there, then Burger King ate the student meal. then walk to lido underpass then change direction to wisma topshop!!! then walk around wisma before going home!!! saw Girdano got one polo tee, and one shirt, wanna buy with dear!!!! hehe!!! cos buy two same de is cheaper!!! friday go shopping with dear we buy ok???? dear was really angry with me lo, so he diden sms or call!!! until i call him!! so bad dear!!! ='(erm then took train home with sandy she drop down at YCK to go fetch her dear home!!! erm then it happens to see this guy call MARC before we took the train, ended up saw him alighting at the stop before woodland (sorry i dun know how to spell) whaha!!!reach home, was doing self grooming lo!!!! complexion turns like shit today!!! haiz!!! sian!!! 10pm+++ dear finally called, cos i told him online i will be doing something ma!!! then finially he told me wat is he angry about me jus now!!! whaha!!! sorry dearie!!! MUACKzzz!!!!mum brougth home red bean soup, yummmy!!! perfer green bean more sweet and nice!!!! yawnz!!! sleeping time!!!before i forget!!! yesterday night, dear use the flower to propose to me wor, hehe!!! knee down one hoh!!! hehe!!! so happy!!! so pamper!!! dear told me tomoro have to go his place to stay!!! cos he is going to prepare something for me!!! after keep asking hi mwat izzit he told me is bird nests wor!!! WOW!!! i think i only drink before those can one lo!!! not even my mum got cook for me before!!! he spend 40++ on that lo!! thanks dear!!! muack!!! dear starts spending money liao wor, cos he rich liao ma!!! get his paid liao!!! must stop him doing that!!! guess wat yesterday night he scare he will late to fetch me home so that he rush to take a CAB lo!!! think i need to control him!!! hehe!!! muack!!!
XIAO LAO HU AI XIAO MIAN YANG CHANG CHANG JIU JIU!!! MUACKzz!!

Entry: Bad Day!!! Jun 03, 05
Kelian of me was so sick yesterday!!! after class have to wait for zhong hong to go home together (at the warm bus stop) he was about half an hour late lo!!! wat to do!!! hehe!!!then on the bus i felt very warm liao lo!!! then the itchness starts lo!!! from my neck to shoulder lo!!! at first i tot after shower will be fine!!! who knows after shower liao i was rushing to send dorcus a document for tomoro submition!!! then dear was impatiently waiting for me at cwp after his work!!! then i quickly pack my stuff and i can't tahan the itchy den look for mum for the powder!!! then after apply feels better lo!!!then while going back to Jurong Point!!! the itchy starts again!!! then we reach JP went to the cinema to get the UNLEASHED... then went walk walk before grabbing dinner at MOS burger!!! hehe!!! then pass by this City Chain road shop outlet!!! the adidas watch was on 20% lo!!! with UOB visa card u can get 10% more lo!!! so is 30% ok??? so cheap lo!!! then too bad WHOLE SINGAPORE no more red color stock liao!!! so sad!!! if anyone happen to saw it tell me asap k?? i love red lo!!! White is also out of stock!!! the next one is the following color green... then blue!!! the color is really nice wor!!!haiz!!! then went to mos burger, dear blame me for ordering the wrong burger lo!!! i told cashier cheeseburger, and the recipt is also cheeseburger lo!!! then dear keep saying how come doesn't look like cheeseburger!!! then i told him since he thinks is wrong jus tell them right?? y force himself to eat it down den!!! haiz!!! after that meal i really can't tahan anymore liao!!!! went straight to Guardians to get a powder!!!! then went str8 to TOILET to apply!!! AFTER applying went to see movie!!! before enter theather i apply again cos very itchy lo!!! then watch the movie!!! erm the movie got action lo!!!! but is 50% 50% lo!!! the rest is talking lo!!!! it is about jet lee was brought up by someone who treat him like a killing machine/dog!!!! quite sad lo!!! but happy ending!!! whaha@!!! jet lee behaves like a 7yr old boy lo!!! but is a powerful one!!!erm after movie we went back to dear's place!!! his house mate hasn;t turn in ended i waited from 1am outside alone till 2.30plus lo!!! haiz!! i told dear next time not going there liao!!!! so troublesome have to wait for them to slp then i can go in!!!!
at night was so terrible!!! quite warm!!! very itchy somemore!!! then can't tahan wake up at 5am plus!!! went in to sgboy!!!! then check c-net for new release of phone!!! headache lo!!! dun know should i consider of changing a new phone cos my 7610 only 6months old lo!!! haiz!!! terrible me!!! hehe tot it will last me a year!!! I TRY NOT TO BUY!!!erm i think if i can't find the red watch thenm i will buy the nick white and red shoes!!! hehe!!! sneakers!!! ehhe!!! whaha!!!then after that dear's flatmate turn off the wireless switch hence i can't use net!!! then went back to slp!!! the itchyness finially stops finally can sleeps well!!! wake up by dear!!! was the morning breakfast!!! whaha!!! never ever in my life in the morning without brushing my teeth then can eat bird nest lo!!! hehe!!! although is cheaper one but the sincerely from dear i can felt lo!!! so happy!!! thanks dear!!! after that i phone granny to ask what happen to me then she say ask me go let her see see 1st!!!! erm then we went back to slp then wake up at 11 am plus!!!took train to granny's place!!! i ate noodles at her home, dear follow me up too!!! haha!!! my granny keep asking funny question make dear so paisei!!! hehe!!!
before that actually we plan to go down to shop and dear's friend will join us, but after granny say i better stay indoor then we change the plan!!! dear follow me home after getting herb tea from causeway point!!! granny gave me a pack of green beans and padan leaf!!! for me to cook green bean soup!!! hehe!!!reach home quickly shower lo!!! then start preparing my green bean!!! the half pack of the beans can give the whole family eat lo!!! i even sms mummy to come home eat!!! my 2nd time cook green bean!!! 1st time was in sec one ba!! HOME ECON class!!! whaha!!!after eating, the area under my chin starts to be itchy!!! so sick!!!

Entry: YEAH YEAH!!! Jun 05, 05
yesterday evening after blogging when to sleep cos alone at home!!! diden notice anything then the next thing wake up is 8pm ++ liao!!!then when to wash up. then dear called!!! then i told him to help me buy porridge when he come home!!! erm then dear reach home about 9++he say he got me surprise!!! hehe!! is a quiksilver red color shirt!!! thanks dear!!! coming sunday is our 1st month anni wor!!! hehe!!! can;t really celebrate together cos i got to work full day!!! haiz!!! sorry dear!!then i got dear a bowl of warm green bean, then i had my porridge!!! hehe!!! yummy, both the porridge and green bean is nice!!! then the whole night is so hard to slp cos is so warm!!!

sorry dear!!!then monring wake up i quickly go wash up!!! then dear on the lappy!!! then he found out that J&J break up liao!!! i felt pretty sad for jeremy, cos jayden cheated on him!!! liar u jayden!! when the first day i start reading the blog (after chris told me i should go and read) i know they wouldn't last de!!! haiz!!! so sorry for jer!!! is about 11 le i think!!! then mum ask whether i can help her book ticket to HK!!! then i say of cos!! then after that i bring my laptop to another room then mum say she wanna to check the time before comfirm the booking!!! so ended up she ask me whether how come mix with chris anymore liao!! then i say because 'BUAI GAM'(in chinese is BU HE) or in (english is not happy with one another ) then mum ask whether izzit because of ger!! then i say no la!!! whaha!!! then she also say about mike and vin!!! then i reply that dear busy ma!!! hehe!!! then after that she ask us, whether wanna join her for lunch!!! then i ask dear!!! dear at 1st say he paisei, then i die die pull him go!!! whahah!!! so happy lo!!! we went to woodlands 768 to eat!!! ordered lots of food!!!

then mum keep asking dear to eat!!! whhah!!! call him 'ah boy' wor!!! whaha!!! then after meal then we went to spec shop!!! to repair sister spec!!! but dear saw something in the candy shop!!! then i follow him while mum and sis went to spec shop!!!dear really like coca cola stuff lo!!! but too ex liao!!! so i dun think he will wan to buy!!! then i got myself a pack of something to chew!!! then went to look for mum!!!then went to supermarket, cos mum wanna cool barley for me!!! then mean while she brought washing powder for clothes!!! and drinks and some stuff lo!!! ended making dear and me to carry!!! free labour day!!! hehe!!! so happy!!! then me and dear got the keys so we head to the car first!!! is my 1st time to start a car after i went for driving lesson wor!! hehe!!! then talk when dear behind the car then come my mum after few minutes!!! then we headed home!!!rest awhile then finially finish helping mum to book the tickets to HK!!! which means i can bring dear home at least for 1 week lo!!! hehe!!! i love you my dear!!!then after that dear stay in room to watch series cos we dun think we going town cos too late liao and i tot i need to work on this evening!!! only after calling the shop they say no need!!! tomoro is anniversary so i hope can spend time with dear tonight!!! so i call the shop actually to tell them i can;t work tonight but instead they dun need me either!!! whaha!!! then before making that call vin called me to chat!!!

long chat again!!! he say he maybe can;t make it for me and mike's coming birthday!!! how!!! a bit disappointed but i understand his situation!!! hope mike will understand!!! then evening time actually mum ask whether wanna go follow her for dinner then dear dun wan!!! cos we wanna go take neo print!!! haha!!! we can;t take on 05-06-05!!! never mind!!! we can take on 04-06-05.... when to causeway point to eat!!!dear wanna to eat sushi but i was really full cos i drank barley and ate some leftover green bean before we went out!!! i know today is 1st anni and dear wanna eat something good!!! but ended up i pull him to eat food court!!! sorry dear!!! maybe we should be special!!! instead eating good on every anni!!! we can make it every 6 month anni we go eat something really expensive lo!!! isn;t it better this way!!! whhaha!!!!erm after dear we walk walk awhile, dear finially found the belt he likes!!! then we also went to took neo print!!! diden got time for editing !!! not even got the chance to finish writing the date lo!!! so angry with that stupid machine lo!!! is written there no time limit unless ppl put in coins!!! haiz!!! but today picture was not bad lo!! hehe!!! really nice!!! we try the new machine too!! hehe!!! i think next week maybe can go try again!!!finish taking photo is about 9pm++ liao!!! then we pass by BOSSINI so we went in to see see!!! i found a shirt quite nice!!! after trying!!! got one for dear another for me!!! guess wat!!! same color and design!!! hehe!!! only $18 EACH!!! but the quiksilver shirt dear brougth is more ex!!! hehe!!!

haha!!! send dear home on train till jurong then take the same train home!!! reach home alone!!! think maybe will rain tonight!!!! dear sms me before he slp and say although we have a simple meal tonight but he is really happy today lo, cos is his 1st time to have a meal with HIS 'in-law' whaha and say about many things!!! dear i love u!!!have to stop liao!!! i still got my MATH ONLINE, and math tutorial question haven complete!!! haiz!!!

Entry: notHing Special!!! Jun 06, 05
morning wake up late for work again!!! so tiring!!! then reach work doing nothing!!! then found out got three new colleague!!! only manage to saw two of them!!! both quite friend!!! one malay ger one chinese guy!!! hehe!!!then today is anniversary day with dear!!! hehe!!! but can't celebrate!!! tot he will come find me tonight!!! but he diden say anything!!! then he diden meet his friend cos his friend computer down so can;t help us to scan our latest new print!!! hehe!!! so sad wor!!!erm then today busy till est my dinner at 7pm!!! then dear call me and complain dun know why his home wireless can't work wor!!! then he is SUPER bored lo!!!

erm den he tot of coming to my house meanwhile can use the net!!! whahah!!! then happen to saw ANN and her dear then chit chat a while!!! then dear arrived liao!!! then we walk home together!!! then dear show me his wallet!!! hehe!!! he put the latest neo-print!!! hehe so nice!!!think i should start using my new wallet liao!!! it has been in my drawer ever since the last time i went to genting to buy!! whaha!!!good nightZZ!!!! muack dear!!!! happy anniversary!!!and thanks ppl from sgboy for keeping send great greetings to wish me and dear!!! thanks guys!!! u are great!!!

Entry: FeeLiNg DowNz Jun 07, 05
DUn know What To Say!!! So Bad Day foR mE!!!bAd Things more thAN good!!! So dun Wan To say!!! plus verY tIred And Lazy!!!!WO SHI ZHU!!! ZHU ZHU ZHU!!!! Yi TOU HEN DA DE ZHU ZHU!!!whahah!!! not funny and is totally lame!!!----> SAW austin power WITH KeWang & Dorcus!!! it was funny!!!

Entry: What is the date Today?? ; ) Jun 08, 05
erm today was raining when i am on my way to sch!!! but only caughty a bit of rain!! hehe!!!was late for more than 15 min cos of slept over, traffic jam, and rain!!!then today was quite busy wor!!! do this do that!!! finally i caughty wat teacher trying to talk about on C++ programming!!! a really tough subject!!! think need to pay more attention next time!!! today i keep falling asleep luckily kewang was beside me to wake me up!!! whaha!!!then after the stupid material or dun know call wat class call us to do this and that!!! very difficult lo!! is problem solving!!! haiz!! so many things to do de!!! luckily my group member all quite ok!!! if not die!!! whaha!!!then i show dorcas the sgboy webby, and show her one of the guy's closet!!! oopss!!! =X sorry wor!!!YA!!! u diden heard wrongly!! is DORCAS!!! whaha!!! she is the 6th ger in my class know i am a aj!!! erm she even can sense that loh!!! whaha!!! cos she know those PLU de ma!! whaha!!

erm then it happen i told my 'sister' that i have to rush and meet dear to send him to custom (because my honey went back to malaysia one night to pay a visit to his granny).. then bob heard the talking!!! then when on the way home he asked me who izzit how old lo!!! i so paisei!!! whaha!!! i think when the time is ripe i will tell bob ba!!! but i scare he wouldn;t keep the secret!!! haiz!!! then maybe next is kewang!! whaha!! erm then reach woodland at 6pm!!! but dear a bit slow today so 6.30pm then finish!! hehe

saw daniel before i go down the basement find dear!! daniel pass by the shop and i was right behind him, saw him looking into the shop!!! erm then maybe diden saw dear so diden go in!!! then he stop at the handphone shop!! so i catch up him and say hi!!! then chat awhile before sitting down outside TS waiting for dear!!! erm wait till 6.30pm then dear look so rushing lo!!! then we quickly go interchange to take the 950 to custom!! then say bye to dear!!! got one point i wish i can kiss/hug him lo!! hehe!!! luckily he go one night one day only loh!!! if not i think i will crazy!! hehe!!!on my way back home, dear told me dun go (PLUCK WILD FLOWER) pls!!! reading in chinese then u know the meaning!!! whaha!!! whaha!!! then i say i wouldn;t!!!reach home!!! on com!! then listening to songs while counting my 10cents coin which i put in a glss bottle!! whahah!!! got $30+++ lo!!! not bad wor!!! hehe!!! so hard to count lo!!! erm then went to shower, then sgboy awhile then, went out to get my pants mend to be shorter!!!

then meanwhile FINALLY make up my mind to buy which shoes le!! whaha!!! I BROUGHt the ADIDAS!!!! ya!!!! is cheaper than the nike one by 20 buck++ and although only got one strip of red out of three strip, and base is white, i still buy it!!! cos i think is easier to match any color!! whaha!!! erm then went to arcade to see see while waiting for cheryl to finish her show!!! cos i am getting the Hye SUng newest album from her!!! she order online de!!! so singapore market now tempo dun have it yet!!! whaha!!! i hope this one i will like!!! cos hyesung's slow song all very nice de!!! although i dun know what the song mean, but i like the melody!! whaha!!!

today really spent alot!! so the next few weeks try not to eat good de and spent too much!!! but save!!! erm while waiting for her at arcade guess wat??? chris pat my shoulder loh!!! wat a shock ya!!!! he and his best ger friend!!! the one i have been listening him talking about but diden saw before de!!! although from far i saw one male and female!!! but i diden recongize him at all loh!!! i think maybe he change his hair color ba!!! too gold liao!!! pei yun was right that it is not nice!!! ooppss =X sorry chris!! whaha!!!erm i think last time look better!!! hehe!!!erm then after that pass money to cherly liao got myself two chicken bun at 7-11, as i haven taken my dinner!!! hehe!!!got sms with dear awhile after he reach his home!!! DEAR, i miss u leh!!! listening to love song now, makes me think of him, and almost going to down tears!!! muack dear i love u!!!good night!!!!

Entry: Whaha!!! MUM is away Jun 10, 05
Thursday was dear coming back liao!!! hehe!!! in the morning went for classes till 4.45pm!!! then went to work straight lo!!! whaha!!! so sian!!! everyone so busy like that to pack the last few thing left in the store upstair!!! i got no chemistry with the new ger!!! she seems so proud!!! she call 'min wei'whatever!!! jus dun like her, do thing in her own way!!! then a lot of missing card lo!!! jus dun understand izzit the light in the shop to dim or wat, they cannot see those number correctly lo!!! haiz!!!!

then after work went home, dear got back to home liao!!! reach home, finish my shower mum teach me how to wash clothes!!! then tell me wat to do lo!!! whaha!!! COS!!! she will be away for 14days wor!!! whaha!!! she went to hong kong!!!! hehe!!! means the whole house is mine de liao!!! hehe!!!after that talk to dear on the phone!!! he say dun know why he super miss me!!! hehe!!! dear i miss u too!!! sorry on the phone i got not much to say and tell u!!! cos i already almost mention every thing in my blog le ma!!! whhaa!!!then after that slp after sending kisses!!!

Entry: I’ll love you till I die, deep as sea, wide than sky Jun 11, 05
Whaha!!! Friday after school went to print something at canteen two den have lunch at there with taufik, bob, jia neng, and kewang! Erm the forgetful kewang forget to bring the kdf & action plan lo!!! Then no choice we will pass up the rest of the report then the rest kdf & action plan will hand in later on Monday!!!

Erm then after that I went to bukit batok driving centre to top up to book one extra lesson lo!!! Cos I really scare lo!!! I really wish I can get it once and only once!!! One of my friend (kian cong) he went for 7 practice before he went for PT!!! wow!!! The money spent is about the same if u fail once lo!!! Luckily he passed!!! Good for him!!! Next Tuesday was bob’s turn!!! He failed twice liao if I am not wrong!!! Hope he can pass this time!!! God bless him!!! Whaha!! Then the next one is me!! =p

Erm after top up went to grandma house to pick up dumplings!!! Yummy!!! Is nice wow!!! After that went home rest awhile before going out to swimming complex to have a good swim!!! Ya!!! I tot I wan to tan my back!!! But so troublesome!!! So I tot only swim can liao!!! Yesterday I really swim a lot wor!! About 25m X 10 I think!!! Or more!!! Whaha!!! I think every week I must go once at least!!!! If not will become piggy yeo!!! Whaha!!! Then dear dun wan me!!!

Erm then after swimming I need to go back granny house so that I can pick up the plain dumplings from her!!! Then go CWP to meet dear before going home together!! Erm then I pass by this cellphone shop!!! Selling 6100 wor!!! The one that I am targeting de!!! Cos is small and really light lo!!! It can consider as one of the first three color phone from nokia lo!!!! This phone is a color version of 8210 or 8250!!! 8210 is also one of my phone from nokia then next is 8250!!! Cos is really small and flat lo!!! Not like the phone now!!! All so bulky and heavy!!! Theory behind the phone now is the more function u wan the more heavier is it!! Whaha!!! Was considering the night lo cos if waan to buy is $150 lo!!! Erm!!! Think…………

Meet dear liao then both of us go shop at cold storage!! Dear got his golden kiwi!!! Whaha!!! And a tub of mars ice-cream!!! And I got a nata de coco!!! Went home!!!

Then we shower together again cos last time did before liao!! (hehe) =X
Erm after that eat dumpling together!!! Dear say ah ma dumpling very special cos got red beans, and he say is very nice!! Hehe!!!

Erm then after that went back to room!!! Dear was watch his drama!!! Erm very warm in my room!!! Then I went to take the controller from my mum room!!!! If time turning on the air con in my own room!!! Somehow if I wan to on my room air con I have to on my mum one 1st then on mine then off hers!!! Weird!!! Hehe!!! Aiya dun care!!!

Then after went watching the show we ate half tub of the ice-cream, very nice but too sweet!!! Hehe!!! Then after that dear wanna eat the kiwi lo!!! And he ask me to cut for him!!! But I say later ended up diden do it!!! Sorry dear!!! Promise to do tomoro k??? muack!!! After finish watching his series we sleep liao!!!
GOOD NIGHT!!!

Entry: Wo De Honey Shen Ping Liao!!! Jun 12, 05
Saturday
Good morning my dear!!!
Dear wake up earlier then me, cos he got to work!!! Heh!!! Then he wake me up ask me to help him lock the door!!! Then I got him two dumpling from yesterday, hehe!!!
Then I go back to slp a while then kor call me to help him open the door for him cos his car was at the service centre again!!! Dun know wat happen!!! Erm then I can’t sleep after that so wash up lo!!! Then on my com!!! Listening to songs while DL songs!!! Hehe!! Yesterday I manage to found that song which is very meaningful de!!!

Me and dear heard it from jeremy’s blog!!! This blog of him wasa made for jayden de lo!!! Wat a waste that jayden dun even cares!!! Haiz!!! Dear and me really like that theme songs in the blog!!! So long ago I asked Jeremy through sgboy wat’s the title!!! I went to CWP to bank in my mum’s cheque, then help Vincent to buy something then plan to go my granny house to eat my lunch den pass by the cellphone shop again then finally decide to get the 6100 lo!!! $150 gone like that!!! After that go interchange to take 161 to hougang to find Vincent!!!

Went to his place, then use my laptop in his room cos we are able to use others wireless1!! Hehe!!! =X
Then we chat about a lot of stuff!!! He seems can’t forget leon loh!!! I was wondering wat for doing this to himself loh!!! Haiz!!! So sad for him to see him in this stage!!!

Erm then after that about evening his mother got us a packet of mixed rice, and a bowl of noodles!!! So I choose rice!!! Hehe!!! Erm then I only eat the ingredients cos later have to go out with dear’s friend to eat dinner!!! Erm then I leave vin’s house at 7pm then meet dear at douby ghout at 7.30pm!!!! while waiting for him I copy some songs into my lappy from my discs!!! Erm meet dear and his ex-stead & his ex-stead’s BF at Chinatown point!!! Then head to the food centre!!! Was really warm loh!!! I never tot we are meet other ppl loh, reach liao then know… haiz!!!

Got another few AJs there loh!!! Got three!!! All three looks really familiar to me!! Whaha!!! Dun know where see before de!! Erm!!!!! Then total seven ppl!! And I am the youngest and the ugliest de!!! Cos all of them the complexion DAMN good loh!!! So envy!! Haiz!!! So sad!!!

They order those seafood and stuff loh!!! Then I was so sad loh, I can’t eat most of them!! So paisei, that make them eat some food with no chilli de due to me!! Haiz!!! All dinner we have ice-kacang!!! Erm quite nice!!! Dear’s ex-stead really talkative and friendly loh!!! Hehe!!!

Erm then after that the rest wanna go watch mr. & mrs. Smith but is at bugis so dear and I diden go!!! Hehe!! So we went to near by to eat dessert!!! The store that time dear bring me go de!! Yummy!!! I ate GUI LING GAO AGAIN!!!! Dear ate HEI ZI MA!!!erm yummy!! Then went home after that!!!!

Wanna watch miss Congeniality with dear!!! But he is really tired so we turned in!!! erm good night dear!!! I love the time when we are together!!! Wo Ai Ni

Sunday wake up very very tired!! I think dear also!!! Dear hug me and we kissed before he leave my room to work!!! After another hour later I woke up then go to work!! Hehe!!! Sorry dear!!! Diden open the door for u!!!

Work and work!!! Dear seem a bit mood swing!!! He say his whole body was aching loh!!! I think he is going to sick liao!!! True enough after his work he found out that he was having a fever!!! He brought some thing that he will always drink if he knows he is going to sick!!! Erm!!! Then I told him I will cook green bean for him tomoro!! Erm then he say dun need!!! Erm then after that I called him to chat awhile!!! He sound very sick!!! So I think I will surprise him!! !hehe!!! erm sorry dear to make u so tired!! Muack!!! Hope u get well tomoro!! I love you!!!

Reach home 1st was do my laundry for dad, kor and myself!!! Since mum is away then I will be the maid liao!!! Wat to do!!! Then mean while typing this I was cooking my green bean so that tomoro morning can pass some to dear first!!! Erm I think tonight sleep late again liao!!! Haiz!! Hehe but for my dear will do anything for him!! Cos jus now he send me a sms and say ‘Dear I hope we will last forever.. I dun wish I get a bad news one day…

I really love u with all my heart.. true love in this circle are very hard to find… once u found a guy who really love u… u must not let him go… if not u will regret one day.. I hope can go honeymoon with u when our 1st year anniversary… you are the last guy I love.. if u let me down I will never be AJ anymore…’

Dear I love you very much also, and is hard to find someone like u too!!! So no matter how many bad points u have I will never take it to my heart!!! Even though u are not rich or wat!!! I love u!!!


This song is for u de
† Love Paradise (Kelly Chen) †

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise

Entry: Tried!!! Miss Dear!!! although diden saw u within 24hrs!! Jun 13, 05
finally finish all my laundry lo!!! and finish cooking green bean for dear!!! my whole room smells like pandan wor!!! jus finish a nice shower!!! erm!!! stupid kor jus sms me to tell me later wake up to open the damn door for him cos his keys still in the car at the service centre!!! poor me!!!this is the song by britney spears call born to make u happy!

DEAR:if u are looking at it right now, read those pink color words only!!!cos the rest is not for me now!!!ok??? muack!!! i love you!!! i promise i wouldn't be like jayden treat jer so cruel k??

The song is like that::::::

I'm sitting here along up in my room
And thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
Trying my best to understand
I really want to know what we did wrong
With a love that felt so strong
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

CHORUS
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and foreveryou and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on (oh my love)
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

Repeat CHORUS

I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care

Repeat CHORUS

Entry: i am lack of surprise from someone!!! Jun 15, 05
Morning!! Stupid kor!!! Asked me to wait for him till three to help him open the door!!! Then I wait loh!!! Cos I finish my stuff last night about 1am++ ma!!! Erm then wait until pek chek liao!!! Then phone him up, who knows he told me not coming back liao!!! WTF!!!!

Dun bother him next time!!! I should have sleep loh!!! Because of him, plus I really wanted to deliver the green bean to dear in the morning I miss my morning lesson!!!

Dear working at 8am but he will reach woodland only 7.45am or slightly earlier only!!! Then my class is at 8am loh!!! I need to leave woodland at 7am in order to reach on time!!! Then I was really tired so diden go anyway!!!

Then next was to phone dear!!! Telling him I will pass him the green bean!!! Then I leave house at 7.30++… dear ask me to go in the shop!! Then I place the green bean then he changes his uniform!! Then after that we hug!!! He is really tired I can see from his face!!! He mention he wanted to take mc but I say dun loh!! Only few more days!!! Hehe then I helped him to massage!!! Is his back la!!! Not other place!!!

After that I left liao!!! Because his colleague will come in anytime de!! Erm then went home rest long while listen to songs!!! Then wake up at 11am++, talk to dad awhile then went to sch liao!!! Erm skipped my lunch as I ate two DOU SA BING which dear buy for me when he go back to Malaysia!!! Yummy!!!

Erm then after three hours of class due to the last hour teacher let us go earlier, then when to canteen one to get some bits!!! Then when home after that!!! Erm then shower liao then go pick dear up!!!

At first I told him I wan him to eat something little cos he jus get well!!! But he dun wan wor!!! Erm then he die die also wan to eat pasta!!! Then ok loh!!! I give in!!! both ate the chicken sausage pasta!!! Cos dear wanna try it cos he see I last time eat very nice!!! And we add another combo A…

Then after that went to cold storage to buy the nata de coco again cos that time dear buy one dad ate it!!! Haiz!!!

Then went home!!! This time manage to finish miss congeniality with dear!!! Waiting to watch with him the part 2!!! We have a great time when watching part one!!! Whhaa!!! Then after that went ZZZZZZzzzzzz, very long diden slp earlier that 12am loh!!! Erm not used!! Cos dear snooze a bit so I can’t slp also!!

Tuesday!!! Morning wake with dear!!! Cos I am going out to keith’s place to cut plus dye my hair!!! Erm walk dear to CWP entrance then I say bye then I talk 962 to keith’s place!!! Then reach there cut my hair 1st then dye!!! Erm I quite like my new hair!!1 maybe is a different style as the past!! Whaha!! So I also not used to it!!!

After that take bus back to woodland with keith!! As he wan to go tan at swimming complex!!! Erm!!! Then change to bus 961 to work!!! The malay ger today is her last day liao!!! Erm so sad, she was pretty ‘GUM’ with me!!! We always talk n talk de!!! Sad sia!!!

Then tonight $100 missing!!! Dun know what happen!!! Took the stupid very cold 961 home!!! BOB got his driving license liao!!! Finally so happy for him!!! Which means next week or week after I can hop on his car to sch liao1!!! Whaha!!

Tonight diden chat with dear on phone!!! He wan to slp early!!! Night!!! Me too!!!

Entry: DEAR, SORRY!!! Jun 16, 05
wednesday went to sch as usual, finish sch liao, meet dear up after his work!!! he is going to pearl centre next week onward more often!!! haiz!!! erm then have dinner with him at foodcourt!! i ate vegetable mixed rice!!! no meat!!! dear have SAN BEI JI with rice!!! yummy!!! then we went to party world at civic centre!!!! 1st time to party world!!! we got four hours free loh!!! but after billing it is about the same as normal charge!!! quarrel with dear when in ktv!!! haiz!!! dun know who's fault izzit???then on the way home dear try to HONG me but i still give black face!!!i really dun wan de loh!!! but i got my own reason so i hope he understand!!! i always think that i do it for a reason!!!
thursday!!! wake up nothing happen liao!!! but when reach interchange problem come again!!! was angry with him cos when he was asking me why those bus wait at the interchange!!! then i explain nicely to him!!! but he diden actually listen to me loh!!! then of cos i angry la!!! haiz!!!i really dun know loh!!! haiz!!!='(

Entry: My Happy Ending!!! Jun 18, 05
meet dear on thursday night!!!he might look not happy with me, but i know and i wish i can understand!!! we diden talk much that night!!!i ask dear whether we shall stay at home to cook something rather than always eating out!!! erm then he agree!!! to say a sorry to him, i will do the cooking!!!erm we meet liao then head to cold storage!!! i told him i wan to cook macoroni for dear!!! but he say he wanna eat spag!! but i dun know how to cook so i told him, if he wanna relax jus eat then i cook loh!!! unless he wanna do the cooking!!!erm then i win loh!!! whaha!!! we got cheese sausages, and some crab meat, and a pack of macoroni!!! erm!!! then went to buy Mr. & Mrs. SMITH ticket!!! then went home, dear shower while i went to cook!!!1st was to wash the pack of macoroni!! then boil the pot of water then put the maco in then when for the whole pot to be cooked!!!then drain out the extra water, then next was to cook the sauce!!!first was to semi fried the eggs, then quickly add the can of beans (those orange color beans that i dun know wat's the name!!) in then stir lo!!!, then next was cut the sausages and crab meat into smaller pieces, then add into the pot of sauce!!! then when is cooked then is ready to be served!!! whaha!!!
dear say it was his 1st time to eat this special kind of macoroni!!! whaha!!! erm so happy!!! dear say is nice!!! but one thing is i cook too much ingredient liao!!! whaha!!!
after dinner we watched the miss congeniality 2 which was seen a bit on one of the night b4!!! erm overall not bad la!!! quite funny!! but part one is funnier!!! after that jus nice we rush for the 10.25pm show for Mr. & Mrs. SMITH.... then so happen that who know BENEDICT and WEILING is jus sitting next to me our seats loh!!! i diden say HI loh!!! cos they also diden saw me anyway!! whaha!!!

nice show but be prepare some ppl might not like it!!! anyway i think this is a romantic comedy loh!!! more than a action one!! but the action part are really nice too la!! whaha!! and u stands a chat to see brad half nude!! whaha!!!went home after that!!! sleepz!!!!friday morning!!!wake up by dear to open the door for him!!! then back to sleep!! then wake up go school!!!after our lunch we got extra an hour break loh!!! so we all decided to go the workshop that to wait!!! erm somewhere very far loh!!! is at canteen four of ngeeAnn lo!!! then so funny that they suggest to play "MU TOU REN" then Play "LAU YING CATCH XIAO JI" whaha!!! like primary sch kids like that!!! really fun loh!!!i diden play any of them!!! whaha!!! was tired!!! i record a small video of it lo!!! so funni!!! whaha!!erm after class went str8 to work!!!dear told me he feeling not well again1!! haiz!!! how leh!!!maybe dear too late slp liao, then now health not good!!! haiz!!! a bit worried!!!

wish my dear get well soon!!!tomoro going for practice for my driving before my test comes!!! hope i still remember everything!!! tomoro i decided to wear my new ADIDAS shoes!!! hehe!!! night honey!!!

Entry: Dear was sick again!!! Jun 19, 05
wake up in the morning prepare myself to go BBDC for driving!!! diden tot that i wil still able to remember most of the steps although about 1.5 months diden drive!!!erm after driving went to bukit batok!!! to get a new book!!! i counted my translation in the book from 1.5years ago!!! u can imagine i deposit about 13,000 (a bit may a time) then now only got 1k??? whaha!!! i wonder what i really spent on loh!!! whaha!!1 bank was having a long queue ended have to queue outside the bank!!! so warm loh!!!

after 30minutes of waiting time, get wat i need then head to jurong point to repair my old orange adidas watch which was my first valentine day gift from my 1st ex!!! but very sad!!! i got the wrong warrenty card !!! i tot the warranty card of my 2nd adidas watch!!! which was from my second ex... erm got no choice so pass the orange watch to ALEX see whether he can help me to ask his friend to do for free!!! erm1!!!!after that went to meet mike at his house area!!! i wan to go find him cos i wan some mp3 ma!!! before getting down the bus, finally dear called!!! he say he is going home!! cos he can't take it liao!!! erm then i told him once i finish my stuff i will go home and he say he wanna come my place!!! then i got ramen noodles from the poineer mall!!! very nice & 'in' mall, which have Giant supermarket!!!

erm went GIANT to get pandan leaves cos i wanna cook barley or green beans for dear ma!!! he got fever!!!haiz!!! then quickly left mike's place after copy songs and eating my lunch!!! very hungry today wor!!! dear asked me to take a cab home cos he doesn't wanna wait!!! erm then ok loh!!! on the way home i try to reconize the road that the driver use!!! cos in future i can use it to send dear home!!! hehe!!!erm saw dear very very sickening!!! i also a bit sian liao!!! quickly cooked the barley for him1!!! then he rest awhile before eating the porridge!!! then after he finish, i get him his medicine!!! then i took ice bag to put on his face n neck to help him cool down a bit!!!then he was sleeping loh!!! while i was cooking my barley!!! after that i went shower then watched 'THE WATERBOY" is not jap one!!! the english one!!! is by adam sandler... very nice!!!! quite realistic movie!!!

erm after that do my math-online... then dear wake up!!! then i get him the barley drink loh!!! erm then 7pm plus i went out to get dinner for him, we ate herb chicken in alumimiun foil, and "lian ou tang" and another soup!!! three also soup!!! whaha!!! but quite oily!!! finish dinner i washed all the plate again!! then back to the room do math-online again!!! then dear slept at 10pm++ then i went to shower then blogging now!!!sometimes i really find that people/or some people really selfish loh!!! can't they think of others feeling loh!!! i think this "junior" will get his punishment de loh!!! and yet he got the chick"face to LENT money from his rich bf to buy a STUPID shoes?? beg me and kill me loh!!! he is working now loh!! while having holiday from sch now! maybe he isn;t rich!!! but wat for he wanted to get the shoes if he knows that he dunhave that kind of money!!! whatever!!! mention this bloody idiot makes me vomit blood loh!!! and his that so call """rich""" bf still can;t do anything loh, useless one also i think!!! i will waiting to see wat kind of happy ending loh!!!

Entry: Poor Dear!!! Jun 20, 05
My dear dear was suffering from sickness loh!!! haiz!!! can u guys help me pray!!! haiz!!!erm yesterday night the fever was gone!!! then suddenly red spots appears on his neck and arms!!! erm dun know wat happen, we tot was the medicine side effect!!! erm then i on the air con for a while before we turn in!!!! but who knows y must the stupid me on the air con loh, i was thinking dear must be very warm so wanna cool him down!!! who knows i was making it worst only!!!middle of the night!!! his fever came back!!! reALly hot loh!!! then i quickly took the medicine for him and took the ice bag for putting on him fore head n neck!!! but still very hot!!! till i very tired i fell asleep!!!

sorry dear diden take care u!!!erm morning he wake up a bit better then i open my door for him before saying bye to him!!! kissed him too!!!erm then went back to sleep, then wake up another hour later to go work!!! during noon time received a call from dear!!!he say he is going to see doctor again, this time the clinic cannot explain wat happen!! then ask him go Tan Tock Seng!!! this is a torture to my dear loh, already so sick still need to travel till there, then guess wat!! the doctor from TTS also can;t tell wat happen after examing dear's blood loh!!! Wat THe Fuck is the hospital doing loh!!! wasted dear's time!!! so dear took cab home!!! and his housemate so nice cooked porridge for him!!! then dear rest!!!

while i was working, i find that today i got no mood to work also!! due to moody loh!!! and worried about dear also!!! haiz!!! really hope that sickness will go quickly!!!PLEASE LEAVE MY DEAR ALONE LA!!! ='(before i knock off, dear called me up to say he is going back JB, cos his granny is waiting for him at there!!! erm i think granny will look after him de!!! dear sound really sick!!!but wat can i do!!! useless me!!! dear i can only say i love u, and i need u hoh!!! be strong, dun forget u will need to look after me de hoh!!!

Entry: Confusion of a teenage drama ME!!!! Jun 22, 05
morning wake up go to sch!! very restless!! dun know wat happen also!!! izzit because i miss him? or i am still not awake!!! when i am on my way to sch on bus!!!

my cousin 'ANN' sms me say 'how come u pass by me in interchange diden say HI' then i was dOtZ DoTz DOtz!!! really diden saw her loh!!! erm then reach sch!!! diden listen to lecture!!! haiz!!! addicted to the game 'RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3' this time one is special de!!! cos 3D one!!! very fun loh!!! but a bit meaningless la!!! haiz!!! erm then finish lesson liao went to canteen 1 to eat cos we planned to do projects but ended diden do!!! while waiting for dorcus and daryl to get the food for me!!! erm i saw 'tat guy' the red cap AJ guy!!! i really wanted to know him loh!!! but he seems wanna to be low profile!!! haiz!! too bad!!! maybe i am too ugly to be friend with!!!

but he is quite dao cos he diden even smile to me, unless he dun know is me!!! ....... whatever!!!
then daryl drop one of the plate, so ended we forks up extra to buy the 4th plate!!! haiz!!! the stupid store owner make daryl drop one loh!!!

but before i eat i went to toilet to make cake!!! cos my stomach is really pain loh!!! haiz!!
erm then after that lunch + dessert (sea coconut with aloe verla!!) then we went to library to watch movie!! we watched batman!!! the 1st one!!! but left the last part cant watch finish cos class starting in 5mins!!! maybe next week then watch ba!!!

was sleeping after that early lunch and movie!!! but got a way to wake myself up!!! whaha!!! is daryl teach one!!! RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3..... it really works loh!!! whhaha!!!

then after that lecture start playing in class again!!! haiz1!!
class outing was cancel again due to many ppl can't go!!! i think some even also dun wan to go!! haiz!!! haiz!!!

went home alone!!! restless me!!! tot of going a swim but so tired and home!!! went to CWP basement to get herbal tea!!! erm then str8 back to home!!! then i started my clearing up!!! first was to wash the pile of clothes, then meanwhile i mop my room!!! then dad's one then the living room!!!

try to be a good boy!!! =p
then went shower, chatter with vin on the phone!!! know that he is getting very well!!! happy for him too!! erm then he said out something, somethings that is true and yet i was avioding to listen and talk about!!! i dun know whether i am selfish to avoid that matter, but i jus really dun wan to look at it now!!! or in future!!!

erm i re-heated the saturday's leftover herbal chicken!!! ate that for dinner only!!! lazy go out buy and want to save money, plus also no mood!!!! went back to room to do my stuff, boiling water at the same time, got two times i almost forget i am boiling water loh!!! got one time the water drys up 1/4 loh!!! so dangerous!!! play my roller coaster till forget!!! after that type blog!!! type and type till the ""is daryl teach one!!! RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3RollerCoaster Tycoon® 3..... it really works loh!!! whhaha!!!"

then i felt asleep!!! whaha!!! then wake up at 1am plus to off the com, that's why diden post yesterday!!!

Tuesday,

wake up AT 945am!!! but guess wat my driving class was at 950am loh!!! OMG!!! rush like hell, but at the end, miss the taxi, cos there is 2 person ahead of me waiting for the taxi too!!! reach driving centre at 10.15am!!! then luckily still able to do quite alot of thing!!! but maybe today is different car that's why a bit weird!!! erm my change lane still very bad loh!!! keep rushing to change!!! today almost got in crush loh!!! haiz!!!

after class very tired!!! went to work bla bla bla!!! was really sleepy at work loh!!! sian loh!!! thursday is a working day again!!! must save these extra money up cos in case i fail my driving!!! or if i pass i still need to spent $66 for the license and P plate and photos!!! whaha!!!

chat on the phone after working with dear!!! there is a point somethings it keep running through my mind, after i question him something!!! erm really confused!!! dun know wat to do also!!! jus let it be!!! hope time is the key for ever lasting for my relationship but not other matters!!!

almost cried also when talking on the phone!!! but diden drop my tears!!! diden tell dear directly but let him know here indirectly!!!

Miss you badly but tomoro only can see u awhile only!!! Good night!!!

Entry: I love My dear!!! tOdaY quite Happy!!1 Jun 23, 05
today woke up late again wor!!! so sian!!!! woke up at 8am!!! but my class starts at 8!!! OMG!!! like yesterday like that late for my driving class!!! erm...then on my com to do Math-Online!!! erm then left home at 9am!! reach sch at 9.55am sharp!!! jus nice i am the 1st to enter the class!!! i think now i started to like this C programming class liao!!! not that boring loh!!! when i can achieve the output i super happy loh!!!whaha!!! then went to SIM for lunch!!! my mouth and mind cannot stop thinking or eating fried food or heaty food de loh!!! haiz!!! i got no willpower loh!!! recently my pimple problems getting from bad to worst!!!

ever since i stead with wilson my condition start getting bad!!! only not i realise how ugly loh!!! walking around the campus i also feeling paisei!! cos around me is mostly CHio Bu loh!!! if not is those guys with good complexion loh!! so sad!!i tink after my coming birthday i will go see the chinatown doctor which dear recomment to me de!!! erm hehe!!!then went to meet dear after my class at 5!!! reach pearl centre about 5.30!!! acc him to find his ex-gf!!! then we brought a bread for her and ourself!!! there is this new bread store call "Q-Bread', the bread made are more special that breadtalk one loh!!! erm all look so delicious!!!

then after that we walk walk around before going YUM CHA to have our delicious dinner!!! hehe!!! we order "GU RU ROU", VEGE with garlie, and 'TIE BAN TOU FU" with two bowl of rice and of cos two can of green tea!! overall plus here n there cost us $40.70...erm dun know shall we consider ex anot!!! but the portion is good for three person loh!!! n will actually order small size one loh, n dun expect is that much of food served by them!!! this is the first time the both of us go there!!! quite a nice place!!! hope can have DIM SUM next time at there will mike and vin, of cos plus vin's date n mike's stead!!!after that we went to eat dessert loh!!!

dear wanna eat another store 'gui ling gao' erm reach there we sat down n order loh!!! then i gave the aunty $50 loh!!! then u return me $40 only!!! then i ask dear izzit $5 each, then he say ya loh!! cos is make of top ingredient loh!!! whaha!!! erm really good n nice lo the thing!!! really worth!!! but i think $5 is a bit too ex!!! maybe $4 is better!!! whaha!!! but i still prefer the last time we ate de!!anyway forget to say last sunday at work place got one customer use 8800 loh!!! so nice sia!!! but that guy also lousy guy loh!!! cos we were asking him to top up his account!!! but he say call his wife to check with her loh(then i was like ....... (-_-)''' cos so rich can buy a phone which cost $1000+ but no money to pay an $50 bucks!!! kaoz!!!!

then i took train with dear to jurong then back home instead of taking a direct bus home!! cos that bus if i take will need 1.5hr then reach home loh!!! whaha!!!reach home saw mummy and sister loh!!! they are busy unpacking things they buy!!!! mummy diden buy anything for herself(so ... loh!!!) so till so far still dun know wat to but to pamper herself!!! haiz!!! sorry to say my mum stupid!!! =Xhehe!!! maybe if got next time i shall go with her!!! so can help her choose loh!!! and bargain!!!! then she got three t-shirt for me and another three for KOR!!! i can say my sister got no taste cos she is the one who choose the design!! whaha!!! i got one white MUGEN t-shirt, one greenish or a bit dirty grey Von Dutch t-shirt, and one red silly monkey shirt!!! whaha!!! thanks mummy!!!!

but last time which is few yearssss ago she went to hongkong she brought me one astro boy red shirt till now haven wear loh!!! cos very small for me but i still kept it which i hope one day i might slim down then i can wear it!!!! but which is also very hard to happen de loh!!! whaha!!!erm shower after that!!!! packed my shirts and underwear + socks!!!! done a mask also!!! hope it can help my pimple getting slightly better ba!!!! waiting for my current facial wash to finish then buy new de!!! maybe will try netrogena this time!!! whaha!!!

chatted with vin and mike on phone together, long long time diden do that liao!!!! call dear after that!!! he was watching the series i pass him!!!! that one damn super nice de loh!!! whaha!!! erm then so tired!!! nowadays SGBOY webby very lag loh!!! especially at 11pm to 1am loh!!! haiz!!! the the server do something ma!!!good nigth dear!!! muack!!! so happy tomoro can see u longer!!!

Entry: today is Thursday!!! Jun 23, 05
Today is thursday!!! is u follow my blog closely actually i always post my blog only the next day!!! example wednesday 's blog is will post on thursday date!! cos i usually post after 12 midnight!!! whaha!!! from today onwards i will change the date!!! whaha!!!! so that in future i will know the actual date also!!!talk about future!!! that day on the way home was talk ing to dear!!! erm i asked him one stupid question!!! "did he sees any future between us" even he also gave me the answer he dun know, cos he also dun know wat thing will happen!!!

a bit sad cos i tot he say will be together loh!!! but its ok loh!!! i understand why, cos i think this way very normal, but when comes to this relationship i tot i got more confidence, but is he dun have full confidence as i tot he had!!!Nevermind, dun wanna think so much, if not i am the one who is creating problem!!!DAN was really sad now, saw his blog today noon, chatted with him awhile also, he sound bad!!!! TO DAN, pls be strong hoh, i believe travis loves u alot only that he dun really shows it or let u know only!!!erm thanks for two stranger from sgboy gave me comments on how to reduce my pimple problem!!! thanks ya guys!!! whaha !!! maybe i should use friend rather stranger!!! whaha!!!erm was looking through my songs folder in lappy!!! WOW!!! making me crazy!!! got lots of songs is in the wrong folder!!! which means i got to copy most of my songs from cd first then burn them to dise again!!! sian loh!!!! i think got about 8GB of songs loh!!! which means 10 or 11 blank dise is needed!!! think need to go buy liao!!!erm after school, went to canteen one to DA BAO to work place to eat loh, erm today sale was really bad loh!!!! from 10am to 5pm only got $200+++ only!!!! died liao!!!

luckily at night both me and alex can pull up till $800!!! at least it is nearer to $1000!!! hehe!!!!after that went home, dear was waiting for me at burger king, wait till almost wanna slp liao!!! not my fault hoh!!! u know that i will be home late de right??? dear's problem (i mean his sickness) hasn't totally recover, his hand and legs still got spots, but is getting better!!!! muack!!!so happy, finally can hug u sleep liao!, although is very warm at my place, cos my mum come back liao then cannot use aircon, sorry dear!!!i love u!!!! muack!!

Entry: Friday NIGHT RUN??? Jun 24, 05
early in the morning as usual open the door for dear, it has been about 5 days dear diden come my house le!!! miss his hug!!! hehe!!!erm, after that wash up then on com a while before leaving for 10am class!!! erm, was raining in the morning wor!!! wat a nice weather to slp!!! but for be nice i have to go sch loh!! cos my class mate was throwing a small party for the birthday ger (SHINDY) whose brithday was tomoro, she got held a BBQ at east coast, of cos as usual only a few will be going, although our group outcast her, but no matter wat she is still our friend!!! we brougth a cake for her, chocolate one loh!!! bad for my skin, but i at least have to eat one piece, whaha!!! the cake was jus nice equally distributed, cos is done by me!!! whaha!!! 16 piece only, cos the rest wasn;t in sch loh!!!then after cutting the cake eat liao, some left early, then the rest of us have our lunch!! i have chinese mixed rice again, cos i dun know wat is better for me loh!!! whaha!!

after lunch i decide to follow JiaNeng, Taufik and Dorcus to town, cos they are shopping for SHINDY's birthday present, then i got to buy mike's de!!then from wisma' topshop, to fresh-imp, to fila, to isetan, ended up buying fresh-imp shirt for her, buy 2 for $30, so the 2nd one i brougth once black t-shirt for myself!!! hehe!!! my 1st fresh imp shirt k!!!! whaha!!!
erm then after that we went to Heeren to walk walk also, then ended up back to wheelock's burger king, i have a cup of ice tea, and ate their leftover fried, can't resisit not to eat loh, whaha..erm then went home after that, brougth myself a bottle of herbal luo han guo, then went home, awhile later vin reach my house, used my shower room then chat awhile then he went of to meet his date!!!dear whole day diden reply my sms loh, so about 7+ i called him, he shout at me loh, so bad, moody moody de, but dun shout at me k!!! very angry to him lo, then i sms to tell him lo, then after that he call then talk nicely to me!! whaha!!! muack dear, i know u not purposely de, i know u work is very stress, muack!!! call him n chat with him on the phone a while, we was planning next weekend thing!!! hehe!!!erm then mum came in to help me check my pimple back, she said got improve a bit which mean getting better, then she say or izzit because from the back all move to my face liao!!! then i was like ......... whaha!!! maybe n i dun know!!! but i rather grow on my back!! cos it is some place that only i take off my shirt then ppl will see de!!! face is more important then my back!!!!whaha!!!erm them finish liao chat with dear awhile online then he go watch series then i about to left home for my run!!! today diden manage to swim so tot of running at late night which is cool!!! whaha!!! then i diden do much warm up then i start to run!!! more than half way my ribs really in great pain, which i made my 1st rest!! then run again!!! then run till i can't tahan then stop the secong time, from them i walk a very short path to home!! i think i ran about 4km, walk about 0.8km, cos i know is because i ran the around my neighbour area which is my cross country routes whahaha!!! first thing rest home, drank a bit water then got the feeling i will vomit liao!!! then later vomit twice!!! i think i force myself too much la!!!then before mum went out to get something, she asked me to help her to the laundry then before she left the house she say, tomoro will take another foldable bed for me, then "my friend' come can sleep, then she as we sleep side by side izzit, cos i place the pillow side by side loh!! hehe!!! then she say after all better dun play gay loh!!! whaha!!! then i nodd nodd my head n smile only!! whaha!!haiz!!! stupid me!!! hope tomoro my legs wouldn't ache!!! hehe!!!rested awhile then shower, then do mask then sleep!! night!!!dear i miss ur hug!!!

Entry: BorING Sat!!! Jun 25, 05
Erm morning wakes up, was really bored!!! slept at 4am in the morning!!! wake up about 12pm!!! erm, then wash up then watched 'How to lose a guy in 10 day' was really nice!!! kate hutson was pretty also, erm then went out to meet mike at woodland MRT then we go town together!!! erm we diden buy present for one another lo, cos i think to buy that fresh-imp shirt cos us 32.90 which is a waste loh!!! then i suggest to go there eat!!! erm friday when i was there i saw this italian pizza thing look nice, actually wanna go there with dear for my b'day de, but he doesn;t seems interested anyway so i give it a try with mike!!! whaha!!! ordered three dishes,we ate spaghetti alfredo pasta(is chicken and cooked ham iin cream sauce), margherita pizza(is tomatoes saucew with mozzarella cheese and oregano), Calzone rustica(is shredded mozzarella cheese with cooked ham)---> this one MUST try, damn nice loh!!! whaha!!! mike ordered ice coffee, n i have ice tea.... erm after those food we shared a Tiramisu____ which is damn nice loh!!! so far the best although i only tried a few in my life!!! whaha!!! yummy!!! total was $58 we each forks about 30 loh!!! whaha!!! worth it loh!!!told dear next time bring him go try the Tiramisu!!!erm after meals we went walk walk, sony gallery, world of sports,flesh-imp again, fresh n splash, passby heeren only cos sick of it liao, then cineleisure then no more!!!then we went separate way home!!! was kind in pain, cos ankle was still pain due to the last night run!!!reached home sian sian!!! download song again!!! erm, then waiting for my baobei darling to sms but he diden!!! then later was thinking wat happen then he called!!! knowing that he was really busy that's diden sms so i diden angry with him!!!talk quite long with dear on the phone while he was on his way home!!!erm then i watched another movie call 'crazy beautiful' not bad also, but not really comedy, more talking love story!!! actually wanna to watch with dear!! but i know he dun like love story de!!! he only like action n horror n sometimes comedy!!! wat to do!!! watch movie usually have to give in!!! watch something that at least he must be interested or he likes, i always told him wat movie i wan to watch at the end diden de!!! whaha!!!few days ago, i took out my collection of movie tickets that i had seen!!! wow!! is alot!!! all kind of funny shape from diff company!! erm, i think must buy a photo album to put in liao!!!got a lot of flash back also!!! whaha!!! all my ex-aj stead!! whaha!!! but more on wilson n chris!! alan one can't think of one right now!!! whaha!!! n those with classmates!!! erm!!! tomoro is a working day!!! so tired!!!jus now cooked green beans again for myself while actually was talking to vin on the phone!!! chatted a lot of things!!! many things to thing!!! also able to finish my some homework!!! tomoto have to continue with it also!!! muack dear!!! i go sleep liao!!! i love u!!!

Entry: Tired & Pain!!! Jun 26, 05
wake up, then reach interchange liao then realise my ez-link card is with my sister!! cos she took mine to go out loh!! then at night come back also forget to pass to me!! Whaha!!! then wasted my time walk back home to take from mum then she question me where is my sister ez-link... then i was ........ bla bla bla!!! then went to work!!! Erm my two ankle still quite pain!!! Cannot walk too fast also!!!Then so tired, today brought a raisin bread loh!!! Yummy!!! Nice!!!Then nothing much also!!! Anyway dear brought a new shoe for himself!!! and is my favourite color!! Whaha!!Erm nothing much at work also!!! whaha!!!

Entry: It's just an wonderful day! Jun 27, 05
Friday was the last date that we both met!!! which means hasn't meeting him for sat, sun!!! about 2days loh!!! miss him so much still!!! hehe!!!erm monday was a sian day!!! cos got three hours long break, wake up at 6am+ then go to sch!!! finish the class at 9am+ then it was my long break!!! went to canteen two to eat, try the leong tou fu there!!! whaha!!! not bad wor!!!!erm then after that order sea coconut with peach dessert!!! yummy!!! only $1!!! whaha!!! after that went to library to watch charlie's angel 2 with kewang n dorcus, half way i brought green apple ice, n dorcus had peach!!! the bubble tea shop in the library sells hot dog buns with eggs n with sauces for onli $1.50 if i diden see wrongly!!! wow was really cheap!!!erm then after movie went to class, n i tot of skipping the two hour class after my 2pm class!!! ended up, i causes dorcus n kewang quarrel!!! haiz!!! if i know i should not told them i skip class, hope wednesday saw them they will be fine!!! erm i skip cos the class is boring n plus i wanna pei my dear more time ba!!! cos this few weeks we dun really spend time together!!! sorry dear!!! then wen to Jurong Point to buy the movie ticket for Initial D, then went to dear's house, cos he say got surprise for me!!! hehe!!! can't wait liao!!! erm then reach there!!! then i rest awhile while he prepares to cook something!!! smell so nice till even i close the door of the room, i still can smell it from inside!!! erm, half way sending kisses dear ask me to go out eat!!!! WOW!!! was really nice wor!!! is Japanese Curry Rice, with pork chop n vegetable!!! yummy!!! thanks dear for the delicious dinner!!! erm then he wans me to wash the plate then ok loh!!! then went to help him wash while he do other things!!! then after that i went in the room saw another surprise, dear was wearing the same shirt as me wor!!! whaha!! the red shirt he brought for me loh!!!first time wear a couple shirt with my stead, diden much people really notice we wearing the same shirt ba!!! then when we passby the saloon at JP, the two guy hairstylists keep looking at us, maybe they are also PLU, erm we went to arcade to play this gun game, is a japanese gaming thing, u no need reload like the normal way liao, is auto one, as u point ur gun downwards away from the screen then the gun willl auto reload!!! very nice game, i won dear a few stage after he died in the game first then me!!! whaha!!! before the game, we actually went to the PASA MALAM to walk walk, nothing to buy...after the game at arcade, we went buy pop corn then go watch initial D!!! was not a really nice movie for dear, only to see cars driving at a high speed going through the moutain!!! whaha!!! i think dear will like the cantonese version loh, anyway isn't my fault also, is he wan to watch de ma!!! cos got Edison!!! whaha!!! Jay Chou was cute, but the acting is so suck like a sucker, so lousy!!! whahah!!!! at the end of the story he and XIA SHU break off, even diden gave her a chance to explain everything, why she have to lie to him loh!!! after movie, we both went to the new delifrance to eat, dear have their sandwich n coffee, i had peach tea only!!! erm then the service at there is totally sucks loh!!! btw the ppl are not friendly at all, so rude!!! anyway their changed their meals with alot of things added!!! like pasta and main course, even dessert like ice cream!!! trying to fight with swensen n pasta mania izzit?? whaha!!! talking to vincent on the phone when we was eating!! whaha!!erm then we went home(to mine), cos tomoro dear working at CWP, i got the harry potter 3 from the my work place cos he wanna see the addition features, then after that we watch the new series call "Gateau Affairs" not bad, the new HK series was about making cakes de loh, all the cake inside was so nice to eat!!!!after that we sleep loh!!!good night my dear!!! muack!!! tomoro is my Practical Test for driving liao!!! a bit scare!!! god bless me n u guys who are reading it also must bless me hoh!!! thanks!!!

Entry: wat A "nice" day!! Jun 28, 05
morning wake up, dear were to work then i wake up online a while n start blogging for yesterday stuff!! cos yesterday nigth dear using the com so can't blog also!!! erm then was the time to leave my house to go BBDC, reach there on time, practice was normal n fine, after that 100min practice i had my early lunch, n was reading newspaper to see wat happen recently, while i was waiting for my warm up before my test.time reach liao, went to drive around the test road 2, after that went back to the centre to wait for the tester, while waiting i am very nervous till i keep toilet to piss n wash my face!!! then the room was so cold loh, then there was this guy also taking test, he help us to pick lots to choose our test road route, guess wat i was praying for the easiest route which is test rd 2 lo!!! so happy loh!!! so excited!!but wat to do!!! still fail!!! so sad have to spent another 500 i think!!! cos my PDL going to expired liao!!! n also my bond with BBDC is going to due also!!! suck sia!!!spoilt my mood lo!!! tot can drive on my birthday to bring dear around but too bad no choice loh!!! after know that my next practical test is on october 18th, i sian half liao!!! whaha haiz!!! dun understand y so long!! haiz!! wat to do!!!more sian is still have to go work!!! reach work at 4pm really no mood but try to be happy n pretend to be happy loh!!!erm then after work so tired go home myself!!! miss dear!!!
reach home chat with mum about the practical test this noon!!!

Entry: Why So Suay again!!! Jun 29, 05
feeling to kill myself loh!!!today was another suay day!!! erm today the stupid EG2 tutor diden manage to open MOL again!! so we all skipped the revision n do the tutorials that's after the revision of the previous topic!!!erm then after that went to canteen 2 again!!! erm then go to class!! then go home!!! reach woodland, n is rain so doesn;t wan to go home first!!! so went to walk walk!!! diden brougth the herbal tea drink cos was close for renovation!!! erm then went to arcade alone to play some game loh!!!then after that went to basement the fountain sit there wait for dear to finish work!!! wait n wait so long, so took out my lappy to do my C-progarmming!!! erm then was smsing with sherli loh!!! then i diden push my 7610 all the way in to the bag, then when dear reach i jus quickly pack my stuff n swing my bag towards the back!!! n suddenly dear scream loh!!! he said something drop, then i can see the phone in the water loh!!! somemore the light still on sia!! whaha!!! then quickly pick up n take up the batt!!! erm quickly went to toilet to use the dryer to dry it!!! erm try to on it after that can on, but i diden test whether can use anot!!! then diden on the phone until i get home loh!!! but before i go home!!! the both of us go to yoshinoya to eat dinner!! erm then after that we head to sembawang mrt there to buy ingrdients for my birthday cake!! whaha!! so happy!!!erm the after that i get off at WDL mrt station then dear went home himself!! sorry dear long long time diden send u home!! i today really tired loh!!! hope u not angry also!!! muack!!! love ya!!!after came home slack awhile then go shower then do mask then online, trying very hard to get rid the bubbles in the screen, or i should said under the screen!!! tried to use hairdryer but it fail, n i think i making it worst loh!! haiz!!! maybe tomoro got to go nokia care liao!!! maybe need to spent money again!!! haiz!!!btw tomooro is mike's birthday!!!
Happy birthday to MIKEY!!!!

Entry: Back to normal!!! Jun 30, 05
sian!!! next week got test on wed!!! two in the same day, but tuesday got to work loh!! haiz!!!then next friday got a personal grooming class to attend!!! whaha!!! it is NP invite specialist to come in n teach us how to dress or groom ourself correctly!!! hope i can really pick up something useful to help myself!!!anyway my phone is back to normal le!!! working totally perfectly!!! whaha!!! cool man!! 7610 is the best out of so many phone i use!!! hehe!!!saw X800 today again, hand itchy wanna buy leh!!! but think better not!!! anyway i find that i am getting fatter loh!!! haiz!!! pimple turning worst too!!! since my driving test fail, i shall wish for three things!!!1) wish to be with my ricky dear dear, as long as possible, cos i can't say forever cos there is no such things as forever cos one day he or me will either die 1st, oopss =x2) wish for my face's complexion get well itself, or after i see that chinatown doctor it will get well. and also slim down to 60kg. + whole family health!!3) whaha!!! to be a bit greedy, no choice wat have to wish to pass the driving test (which is about three an a half months time) cos it is really wasting the money loh!!!today after school went to find dear at work!!! whaha!!! went in to his work place by the back door!!! sit down there waiting for him, looking at him seriously working, n listening to him complain today many things to do!!! whaha!!! help him to do some paper work also, like total up numbers loh!!! was like a piece of cake to me!! whaha!!!after that we went to chinatown food centre, i ate dumplings lamen, he have grill salmon which is only less than $3.50 loh!!! so cheap!!! then he is too thristy so he got a cup of lemon sugar cane, then after our meal we had peanuts soup with rice balls, whaha!!! dear n me like the "hei zi ma" one!!! yummy!!!then after tha we went walk walk then took train home, then that's all for today!! and dear got me two egg tarts, n one cheese topping bread filled with ham n floss meat!!! whaha!!! this is my tomoro breakfast k!!!

May 2005

Entry: bored!! May 01, 05
Morning wake up, drunk half cup of chocolate milk and a butter bread, plus the KOPI ice cream with cone (there is half tub left)… before start eating I do my daily stuff loh……

Then my cousin sms me ask whether going ah ma place to eat lunch, I say I will go as I need to pass my cousin her the money back… then I after lunch rush down to town to meet them!!! I tot I will late but they reach late!!!

Then we went to far east to walk walk… got xiao mian yang a small surprise!!! Is something that he mention when he saw on magazine!!! Hehe!!! erm then I try to stop myself to like anything!!! Cos I know I will be still broke cos got to save money for my future!!! But today need to help my mum pay the bills, then dun know when then can get back!!! Haiz!!! Then the driving test I need to pay about $100plus!! Dun know how to handle money this month…

Still have three hundred plus with mum!!! Dun know she will give me back anot!!! OMG!!! Now very late liao by the time I finish this blog!!! So I cut short!!! Erm I finally got LEE MIN WOO’s 1st album. A album that I missed!!! Whaha!!! Haven got the chance to listen slowly!!! Haiz!! Dun know Izzit a waste of money to get this disc!!! $19.90… went to SASA to get xiao mian yang’s present too!!! Then went to PS to accompany alex to eat!!! Me and mike had fruits, as earlier on at Far East we have our early dinner…. Quite cheap to eat at there too!! As me and Vincent going on budget too what!!! So no choice eat poorly!!! Haiz!!! Then after that went to PS arcade!! Then 1st time saw ADIX!!! Today saw quite a lot of AJ too!!! Haha!!! Then play my favourite game that can last me long!!! Tennis!!! Hehe!!! the another one I am PRO at is Puzzle Bubble!! Hehe!!!

Then here and there!!! We all went to MOS burger to drink something!!! I got something cheap also… $1.95 for a vanilla milk shake!!! Actually they wanted to go secret receipt to drink de!!! But so ex so I tell them y not go somewhere cheap wor!!!

Then took train home alone!! Shower liao do a mask then type blog then the next thing is sleep!! Tonight is so warm again!!! Hope my mum allows me to on the air con one fine day!!! Hehe!!! erm last is I hope myself can really overcome something in my this relationship!!! Night!!

Entry: sick to work!!! but no choice!!! May 05, 05
Diden have the mood to blog for the pass two days, hehe!!! was kind of sian and tired!!! WORK WORK WORK and WORK… den now I got the stupid/bad habit to sleep at night wor!!! Late like 2 or 3 am loh!!! Then have to wake up ten plus!!! Or earlier sometimes!!! Then the stupid weather at night is so warm lo!!! If for those we on they air con to sleep at night de then u will never notice it!!!

And also I got my new hair cut on Tuesday, next Tuesday I will be having me final evaluation on my car practical, if I pass for that lesson, then I can book my PT (practical test), really hope that I can get my license before my birthday!!! If I can it will be my biggest birthday present in my life!!!

Erm today is 05/05/05, is a very important day for me and xiao mian yang wor!!! Hehe, this is the day that I choose to comfirm our relationship, erm then yesterday I was doing his special lo!!! Till two plus I think, then after that it was too warm that I go for a shower to cool down again!!! The whole night was smelling the super glue smell, cos I need to stick something onto a plastic cover… then manage to get the UHU super glue that I use usually no choose then I got a normal super glue which gave me a hard time!!!

Today I got my off day!!! But tomoro maybe I still need to work for the evening!! Xiao mian yang got his off day for today and tomoro, he was hoping that I can spent time with him!!! I really so too, if the shop doesn’t needs me!!! Whaha, we have not been meeting for the past six days since last Friday!!! Although he is working at woodland which I can always pass by the shop to peek on him before I go work but I diden, cos I usually almost late for work so I need to rush!!! Even if I really pass by he also can’t notice me sometime, cos he need to work ma!!! Haiz!!!

Today is almost a month after our first meeting which is on 07/04/05, so we decide to gave one another somethings. And today is also consider that I was really engage to XIAO MIAN YANG, cos I know today is a very very nice date!!! Whaha!!! I got him wat he needs, a CK perfume which I got for Wilson last time too same one, actually I was a bit afraid lo!!! Last time when I gave Wilson the perfume few days or weeks later we break!! As I got a friend told me before dun buy perfume as a present if not u will break a relationship!!! Dun know whether me and Wilson is coincidence or fate!!! Haiz!!! But I dun wish this will happen on me and xiao mian yang!!!

Btw glad that Wilson found someone who love him a lot and was together with that guy now, may their relationship grows smoothly!!! Whaha!!! Now I am waiting for xiao mian yang to come my place!!! Cos he got me surprise too!! At first I dun know de, but I guess until I know what he is going to gave me!!! Whaha!!! But I still quite excited loh!!! But he still have reach wor!!! Think after blogging I will call him again!!!! Will blog ASAP to tell u guys how I spent TODAY WITH HIM!!! Hehe!!

Entry: 05-05-05 is the best day in my life!!! will never forget!! May 07, 05
Whaha!!! 05/05/05!!! The most special day of the year perhaps!!! Hehe!!! Dear reach at late 11am cos something happen wor!!! When he was trying to pack my gift into a box!!! He compresses the bottle, then the thing crack and cut him!!! Ended up he has to wait for popular to open at 11am in the morning to get a same new one!!! Poor dear!!! Hehe!! Only today I can start mention him as dear, as today is the final date that we confirm this relationship…

Today we start off by… he follow me to CIVIC centre to withdraw money!!! For my brother loh!!! Haiz!!! Dun know when can I get back all the money!! Hope ASAP!!! Then came home again!!!! Then we started to exchange the gifts!!! Hehe!! I was so sad that I diden wrap those stuff into a nice box or something!!! But dear did wor, and did it so nicely!!! Felt so guilty about it, I think he was a bit disappointed too!!! Sorry!!! Then he made me this nice heart shape Oreo cheese cake with his favourite flavor coffee!!! And pink butter wordings are over the cake!!! Hehe… erm, really love it!!! Hehe, and then he told me before blow the candle I need to make a wish!!! Hehe!!! Then after my wish I blow the candle!!! Then next was the second surprise from him!!! That’s the shape of his heart for me!!! Whaha!!! The stars in the heart I saw I wish it brings color in my life and color everything!!! I was touched but I diden cry!!! Hehe!!! it is so so so beautiful with the box and ribbon!! It is the most beautiful gift I got in my life till now!!! Really wish there is something more and better from him, I hope I am not greedy to wish for these things. And I ask dear to stick the last star onto the surprise for him… I gave him the first star one week ago, and make him bring back one week last to finish the whole piece by him!!! Hehe!!! hope he really like it although I diden do something like wat he gave me!!! Sorry dear!!!

Then we stay awhile at home before we wan to catch the ‘House of wax’ at PS at 4pm. Then before we went out we ate the cheese cake.. so nice!!! Then I keep doing my self-grooming ended up it starts raining at 2plus… then we went to CWP to pass some extra cheese cake that dear make for them.. then off we go to orchard… ever since our 1st date at town, we have not been there together for the pass three weeks wor!!! So happy can go on 05-05-05.. Since we are late for the 4pm show at PS, we change to visit LIDO to check is there anytime slot for House Of Wax.. we reach there abt 4.05pm then we got ourselves a pair of 4.45pm ticket!!! before going for movie, we sat down and I brought a 6inch subway meal to share with dear!!! Dear and I planned to go for a buffet long ago le, so we decide to eat later after the movie…

House Of Wax is not bad!!! Some part is quite scary some parts are ‘SEXY’ (as u got to see Paris Hilton to strip till Bras and Panties) Whaha. and some part are ER XIN… Whaha… straight after the movie, we are hungry till…….. Then we went to TAKA to check the buffet thing!!! The restaurant called ‘Pariss’ something like that!!! TV ads always got advertise de, a quite class place!!! There is a lot of food inside, see liao u will go crazy de loh!!! Whaha!!! for two person the price is $76+++… the bill is almost $90 after plus here and there… got a lot of stuff to eat, dear took rare oysters and I took those baked one!!! It is nice lo although I seldom eat, and I drink two bowl of shark fin soup although only a bit of shark fins inside but the soup is nice… I got abalones too.. Yummy!! And we got lots of stuff for ourselves to eat and drink too!!! Too many to mention, and I diden dare to take picture of the foods that we are going to eat, cos I scare ppl laugh Whaha!!!!! erm after the marvelous delicious and expensive buffet I ever had, we quickly rush to Heeren before the neo print shop closes.

But before went there we went to level one’s toilet, but who knows I saw Bryant there wor!!! Singapore is such a damn small place!! Haiz!!! Hehe… then we three go up to the fifth level for neo print!!! Then dear and I went to change and off we took the neo print… dear say it is better than the last time one!!! Whaha…. ya I think so too!!! Anyway the last time one is taken on 11th of April which we only know one another not really long!!! Hehe!!! Anyway naughty Bryant commented on my nose, he said why my pimple popping on my nose wor!! haiz!!! So hurt when I heard that!!! But wat to do!!! Born to be like that de ba!!! Erm after taking photo, we took 174 to city hall and walk through city link to esplanade… passing by there let dear remember of some bad memories with his ex… but it’s ok!!! I know today is the day that he will remember in his life de and forget about the old stuff that he done with ex b4!!! We went to the beach near esplanade to have a walk… and talk!!!

Weather wasn’t that good at that night!!! Very cloudy and humid as it is after the rain!! I manage to find some where to sit down, but dear is afraid because he is a bit afraid of the tide!!! Whaha!!! then I convinces him to sit nice to me!!! So happy the both of us hold hands and talk for awhile and look at the buildings in front us!!! What nice scenery… it is such a waste that it is too cloudy!!! Then I saw two xiao qiang crawling around me then so yucky then we decide to make a move!!! Then dear said maybe we can go to the merlion old location, then we walk from esplanade towards Victoria concert hall, then we found a place to sit down again!!! Facing the river course this time!!! We chatted a lot of stuff!!! And I slept on his lap!!! Then it is 11pm plus liao, so we decide to walk towards raffles place mrt to catch the last train… then we passes this underpass and he told me some part of the ‘EYE 10’ that he saw before… erm then we walk to Fullerton Hotel.. I took a few pictures for him… then we also took together… then we went to near by petrol station to get a bottle of minerals water before talking the train!!! Then reach home then sleep…



06-05-2005
Yawnz…. Two sleepy heads wake up about noon!!! Wash up then we ate the left over cheese cake and dear have a glass of milk and I have to bread that was brought home by mum!!! Erm no ones at home at that time!!! Then we watch ‘White Chicks’ together, then watch another AJ show call ‘shi qi shui de tian kong’ I watch once liao, but half way we are tired then we took a nap!!! Wake up at 4pm plus, then help KOR to burn his disc, then shower then we go out for dinner at CWP!!!

After the nice dinner, I got dear his BO BO CHA CHA… and I had two watermelon… then I went to arcade to play… the both of us play marvels vs capcom… haha, I won dear wor!!! then after game we went to level 7 to take lift… dear wanted to play pool with me!!! But I think it is too ex liao!!! And I also dun have to mood to play!!! Hehe!!! Sorry dear!!! Erm then we went to cold storage to get his daily stuff… and we got ourselves some stuff to eat on the bus also!!! Then we took 187 to boon lay!!! Then I brought an 8-days which the cover girl is Fann Wong, there is a write out about her who brought a 3million condo at orchard rd. beside the four seasons hotel!!! A penthouse with a swimming pool will cost u 15million u know??? Wow!!!! So so so ex!!! I really wish one day I will have 3 million.. but I won’t buy that type of house!!! Hehe!!! I will use it and travel with dear around the world!!! But I think I am dreaming about it lo!!! Haha!!!

Now we plan to start to try to save some money at least we can go for a short trip to Malaysia to have some fun!!! See how lo!!! Maybe the coming bonus we got we might use it for the trip!!! Hehe!!! reach Boon Lay mrt we chatted awhile then off I go and take the train home!!! Reach home I start upload those picture that we taken last night!!! Meanwhile sending those re-size one to dear and I meanwhile watching ‘Perfect Storm’… great graphic but so so story... Whaha!!! Half way the show called dear before he sleeps... Then start blogging again!!!! Night!!!!!!!

TO MY DEAR XIAO MIAN YANG:
THANKS FOR THE EVERYTHING U GAVE ME; I AM REALLY APPRECIATED FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME… THANKS… MUACKz AND KISSes FOR THE GREAT YOU!!!

Entry: SIAN WOR!!! May 08, 05
Morning slept nicely till 12 plus!!! Dear called and ask me to go to CWP to join him for lunch!! Although I was still tired but I pull myself up… reach there and I had Chinese mixed rice, he had malay mixed rice!!! Yummy!!! Then we went to walk around!!! Then dear wanna buy coffee powder then we went to Cold Storage!!! Then who know who we saw!!! Kym Ng!!! Whaha!!! I find it so happy… this is the second time that I saw celebrities when I go out with dear!!! Hehe!!! took some pic of her!!! But she is short then I tot!!! shorter than Fiona Xie I think Whaha!!! erm then after helping dear to get his coffee(he left me queuing to pay cause his break time is almost up), then pass to him at his work place then I went home!!!

Before we went to cold storage we went to KFC to get whipped potatoes for my sister, then meanwhile happen to saw my cousin (Xue Fang) got months diden saw her liao!!! Then reach home, watched ‘The Animal’ have a good laugh!!! Hehe, then after that around 4pm+++ went to shower then go work!!! Then after work, took bus home, then went to bank to deposit money, then went home!!!

Was talking to dear meanwhile start watching ‘To Wong Foo, Thank For Everything’ is a drag queen movie!!! Veri funny loh!!! Guess wat??? One of the drag is the Black guy in BLADE… Whaha!!! Good Night!!! Sweet Dream!!!

Entry: Moody & Angry With YOU!!!! May 09, 05
Early in the morning rain!!! But thank for the rain!!! If no I will be more late for work today!!!

Yesterday night diden set my alarm in my phone!!! So woke up at 9am++ work starts at 10am!!! Was thinking die liao, should I take cab down!!! But think twice is that stupid low pay job worth for let me take cab down??? Haiz!!!!

Then took a umbrella and walk quickly and half way called the shop to them my colleague that I will be late for an hour!!! Whaha!!! erm!!! Then reach there about 10.30am… rain getting much smaller liao!!! Hehe!!!

Then work and work until alex brought us Chinese mixed rice!!! OMG this is the most horrible Mixed rice I ever ate!!! I know I should satisfied as kids or ppl from Africa diden even got things to eat!!! But hoh!!! The rice is too soft loh!!! The vegetable is so so!!! Then the fried egg got the over cooked taste!!! Maybe they reuse the oil too many times… then the otah my colleague brought I ate liao pimple pop pop out!!! Shouldn’t wanted to eat de loh!!! Haiz!!! Then went to balmoral plaza to clear some stuff from there as Boss is going to rent it out soon!!! Whaha!!!

Then when come back the shop liao, I know today is Mother’s day tot got extra paid like $20, which we usually get on Public holiday!!! If I have know that she diden count mother’s day as public holiday I will left early to join my family for dinner!!! Idiot Laurel… plus alex diden let me know that she is celebrating in the morning with his family, so I thought she will be leaving for dinner early!!! But he diden left, haiz!!! All my fault!!! I missed that nice dinner!!! Whaha!!! btw alex is my colleague who is a lesbian!! Hehe oopss =X…

Then today damn unlucky wor, forget to bring my shuffle out, so no music!! But lucky I am entertained by the 8-days I brought!! Whaha!!! tomoro I will post some thing from the 8-days here!!! Maybe is very useful for u guys wor!!! take note!!! Whaha!!! maybe by the time u saw the blog is Tuesday morning/noon… cos I always start blogging when is 2am late night!!! Whaha!!! btw I am a bit scared!!! As this coming Tuesday’s morning I will have my driving lesson for my final evaluation before I take me Practical Test!!! Which means I cannot fail for the evaluation if not my time for the PT will be delay!!! Haiz!!! Pray for me hoh!!! Thanks!!!

On the way home on bus, that is this old malay man who is wearing a malay old lady clothes wor!!! so aunty looking de!!! Want to vomit loh!!! Lucky not seating near to me!!! Whaha!!! if not I will faint!!! Ooppss =X sorry!!! Erm then reach home chat with mummy awhile then take shower, do some grooming then called dear!!! Today as usual not really must things to talk!!! I hope this maybe be normal for me ba!!! All my ex also find me not talkative!! Maybe I jus dun know what to talk ba!!! But at least for this dear we could hang on for quite long!!! Whaha!!!

But dun know why I can be very talkative to VINCENT only!!! Maybe we are ‘brother’ ba!!! Whaha!!! erm if u are looking at this message, I will like to tell you to take care ok!!! And of cos your face!! Drink more water and do more facial/mask!!! Hehe!!! hopefully I will see u soon and hope the complexion of one another will get better!!! *PRAYz* hehe!!! remember call me when u need ppl talk to!!! Dun forget me and mike k??? u promise de hoh!!! Hehe!!! (BTW for ur info, Vincent need some silents and quiet moment so he is not contacting me or mike for weeks, but dun know got contact other ppl anot!!!) 0_o

After talking to dear!!! I tried to watch ‘The Usual Suspects’ but it is a bit slow and talkative!!! Not for my moody mood today… so I turn it off, then go sgboy send ppl kisses!!!! Then type blog then go ZZZZZZZZZ

Entry: i CRIED because of YOU, the 1st time May 10, 05
Wake up listen to songs, go in sgboy send many many many kisses!!! Hehe!!! then meet zhong hong to get soldering iron, then went straight to work!!! Blah blah blah!!! Sorry no mood to say so detail today!!!

Then reach home talk to dear!!! Dear say something that I never expect dear will say some thing so mean that make me cry on the spot!!! He thinks that I am a guy who like ppl to give me gifts or I wan a rich stead!!!

Please lo!!! Gift is the guy give u de lo!!! Of cos u can’t choose right!!! I dun denied that I dun wan gifts, but if dun have den dun have lo!!! I dun have the money to buy my own meh!!! Only that I am not that willing to spent money sometimes!!! The best example I had is my 2nd ex, everything I say I wan wat he will buy de loh!!! But at the end I always very paisei and guilty about it so I will buy something for him too!!!

Btw here’s a message to Wilson if u are reading this!!! Hope in future u do things think twice before u do, buy present or pay something for u stead is not a necessary thing lo!!! If they will to love u, they will willing to go on dutch if not can dun go so ex place to spent money!!! Remember ok!!! I dun understand call me to ask!! Whaha!!!

Then one thing loh!!! Since I know that my dear dun really have money, but why I can choose him rather that someone who is richer than him?? Of course is my love lo!!! If u really love the guy no matter he is rich or poor de loh!!! I wouldn’t left u even u are poor!!! I will proof to u lo!!! Maybe to Vincent too!!! Cos he really know my character too well!!!

If dun have the money we can dun go for movie de lo!!! We can stay at home to watch series, stay at home to cook pasta or even instant noodles lo!!!! I dun mind wat states u are in lo!!! I love u because I know u dote me and love me as much as I love u lo!!!

I really hope u will return the money to ur friends!!! Pay a visit to ur granny, then start saving ur money for our future!!! I am saving also lo!!!

Night!!! Tomoro morning going to have my evaluation liao!! A bit scare!!!! Pray for me hoh…

Entry: The GOoD, ThE bAd aNd tHe uglY is WHO i AM May 12, 05
The Good-Tuesday
I went to BBDC for my final practical evaluation in the morning, when I reach there the rain start falling. Was happy that the instructor pass me. But I am not happy that I didn’t get because of my own ability. Before the lesson really starts he told me dun worried, he comfirm will give the stamp de!!! I heard liao also sian half!!! Then nvm go to work was raining for the whole day so so so cold!!! Was like freezing lo!!!

After a full day working day, dear come and pick me home for a shower before I go his place!! Was a bit rush though, in order to reach the interchange for the last bus to Boon Lay!!! We always love to do it!!! So that we can spent sometime (sweet moment) in the bus!!! Whaha!!

The Bad Tuesday Mid-Night/ Wednesday early morning (12am to 2am)
I jus dun understand when I wan to be sweet buy dear felt it so uncomfortable why not jus say nicely!! But he diden and ended make me angry, I know that I am such an idiot to angry with him and throwing temper and give him a black face, but all I wan is him to pamper, ‘hong wo’ but not jus keep quiet lo!!! The more he keep quiet the more I angry lo!! Haiz!!! Suddenly tot of last time how I angry with Wilson!!! Whaha, always ended up he buying cheese cake or chocolate to give me, I always scold him for getting me those stuff but I was really happy cos he will try to do something about it!!! As for my dear I dun expect much from him either, he told me once that he can withstand any attitude prob etc. but he wouldn’t dun anything about, I was happy to hear that he wouldn’t mind a AP bf, but I diden know that he also wouldn’t wanna try to do something about it!!! After that we went home, and I was still angry with him cos he doesn’t say anything also!!! Until we slp then we turn ok liao!!!

Morning wake up everything ok ok liao!!! After washing mouth, We watched ‘Taking Lives’ by Angelina Jolie and Ethan Hawk. I saw it twice liao, but dun mind acc dear to watch again, maybe dear dun like thriller ba, half way we do other stuff then only watch ending!!! Whaha!!! then after that we showered then dinner cooked lunch for me, instant noodles, ever since Wilson last time cook for me I have not eaten any guys’s noodles, continue with his Hong Kong series after that. Erm was hugging together laying on his bed to watch lo!!! Love that feeling, like lao gong and lao po!!! Whaha =X
Dear even got us a dessert as I was hungry again, is the MOCHI ice cream I think, is peach flavour de!!! So nice!!! Thanks dear!!!

We leave his place at 4plus, and he say he wanna bring me to Chinatown to eat, but when on board bus I got angry with him again!!! Haiz!!! Jus dun know how to say!!! Small matter again!! When got on train mike called and talk to him awhile, meanwhile was still mad with dear, but dear seems like yesterday night dun wanna say anything… haiz, speechless lo, Then we took train reaching redhill liao, my colleague called and say another colleague diden promise me to work for me today so I die die have to go down to work!!! Sian lo!!! Spoilt my mood…. I say sorry to dear and tell him that I need to take bus to work so we drop down at douby ghaut then take 174 to my work place meanwhile jus nice 174 got go str8 to boon lay where dear stays!!! Erm then on the bus we both didn’t talk!!!

Before on board the bus I questioned him, why he can’t jus try cheer me up leh!!! I dun understand, really!!! I dun!!!
Why I wan to be happy also so difficult meh!!! Is the problem laying on me or wat!!!

I alight the bus without saying bye to dear!!! I was thinking will he alight with me so that he can talk sense to me!!! But he diden!! Ok lo!!! Then I peek at the where we sat, hoping he will turn back to look at me, but he diden!!! Fine lo!!! Was so sad!!! Did I really done anything wrong??? JIN or ppl know know him as Eugene told me last night that I should tell him wat I wan lo, but I was thinking of it, wat’s the point of telling him but he doesn’t do….

(WAS RAINING SUPER HEAVILY NOW IN WOODLAND WHILE I BLOGGING) felt so cold yet there is no one to warm me!!! Only me and my elephant and my red heart!!!

I was walking towards my work place meanwhile was listening to my shuffle!!! So sad that this song that it plays, F.I.R-WO MEN DE AI!!!
Firstly I think of is the chorus part, was thinking if one day if me and dear separate liao will it still come back?? I dropped my tears again for him, but will he know?? Dear dun know until I told him later part of the night in an e-mail!!! After think of it, the next person who flash into my mind is Wilson then chris then allan…

When on my way walking to the shop, a sms came in and dear told me remember to eat dinner later!!! This is not the sms that I wanted to get, sometimes rather then only this will help me pls!!!

Was totally no mood at work!!! Then was waiting for his sms, but no sms until half way on bus dear sms me to check my e-mail for his letter!!! After reaching home 1st was to read his mail then reply it!!! After that open sgboy start sending kisses again!!!

WO HAO FAN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Ugly-side of me!!!
EMOTIONAL, sensitive, UGLY, having attitude problem, FAT, nothing and I am useless.
Was think of myself, I dun know wat I really wan, maybe when I know it, I usually lost it. And next is alone at a dark corner being the ‘Silent of the lamb’

Night Buddy!!!

Entry: SICKENING DAY!!! DUSTY!!! ANTS!!! HOW???? May 13, 05
Early in the morning, woke up by a stupid call… boss ask me to go work early if can 2pm!!! Kaoz!!! So tiring lo!!! Pull myself up after that 11am call!!! Hehe, then wash up on com as usual lo!!! Haiz!!! Think this holiday getting fatter a bit liao!!! Everyday doing the same old thing!!! Actually wanna watch Star wars II this noon before I go work!!! But have to reach there early then maybe watch tonight!!!

Doing some computer stuff then going to leave house!!!

At work,
Was watching a new hong kong series by XUAN XUAN!!! So nice and funny!!! Then meanwhile helping boss to clean up some space for the old shelf we are shifting from Balmoral plaza… sianz!!! So dusty!!!

Then work here work there, then brought a Mango Ice cream for dear, cos tomoro he is coming to my place lo!!!

Then I realize that my room having more and more black ants!!! Then I saw then coming out from one corner then I itchy here go and knock!!!

Ended whole bunch of them all crawling out lo!!! Then I start beating them!!! So sorry I did that!!! If not it will crawl all over my room!!! At that time I can’t find the spray either so use hand to beat them lo!!! So many!!! Then after awhile they stop coming out!!! I think their nest is inside!!! Think tomoro is a big day for me liao!!! Hehe!!!

Talking to dear on phone planning out wat to do tomoro, he wants to watch a new horror + thriller show!!! Tomoro is the release date!!! Then he can’t use his card to book for the movie!!! So which means he hinted me to go down town to buy the ticket before I start my work at 4pm!!! Haiz!!! Sian!!!

Dear say that tomoro dinner will be on him but movie on me!!! I was thinking that why shall we died died to watch movie on weekend somemore!!! Especially nowadays isn’t so cheap lo!!! Rather stay at home and watch dvds!!! Haiz!!! But wat to do!!! He wans it, den I read the preview about that movie and I wan to watch too!!! But hope dear understand that next time we shall not watch on weekends, anyway since sat he got off then never mind lo!!! Whaha!!! and the movie wat about 13th of October of dun know wat year there is a family killed in a town…………………………

Whaha!!!! after talking to dear, he went to sleep and I start watching star wars II!!!! So nice wor!!! two hours wor!!! OMG!!! When the III come out I will comfirm watch with dear de!!! AT CINEMA ok dear??? Hehe!!!! cos more nice ma!!!! Whaha!!!!

Good night!!!

Entry: FAT AND UGLY XIAO LAO HU!!! May 15, 05
13-05-05

FRIDAY!!!! Today is Friday 13!!!! ‘ANG MO’ very scared of this day!!!! And they dun either like the number 13!!!! This is I heard from my colleague de!!! Hehe!!! wake up, actually wanna meet Wilson for lunch!!! But dear says he wanna to watch today midnight show!!! Then it happens that his visa couldn’t work on GV webby!!! WHICH means I need to go down to plaza GV to get the tickets before I go for work!!!

Hot day lo!!! Hehe, took a nice picture when pass by Park Mall!!! Hope one day can go there will dear to take a picture!! Hehe!!!

Then go work lo!!! Then after work took 174 to reach PS to meet dear!!! We both reach at the same time wor!!! sometimes I dun understand ppl like to waste money to watch horror to scare themselves?????? Chris is like that dear also like that!!! At least chris not so timid!!! But dear hoh, he scared It makes me also scared lo!!! But “Amityville Horror” is a good horror lo!!! So my $9.50 at least is worth it!! Whaha!!! erm then this show is actually based on true events lo!!! So which mean there is such a house!!! Whaha!!! I dun wan to talk to much about that file perhaps u guys can go and watch ma!!! Hehe!!!

Erm before we watch the movie actually we went to Carffour (sorry for wrong spelling)!!! Then I brought a pack of sushi and ‘liang cha’ for myself!!!! Then we sat down at the B2 area to eat!! Erm a bit angry with dear lo!!! But after that ok liao!! Recently dear say I keep throwing my temper on him lo, and always bully him!! Whaha!!! isn’t lao po so behave like that de meh!!! ( cos dear call me lao po ma) hehe!!! but for the both of us, we dun say who is which role lo!!! Cos we are really flex about it!!! This is why I believe that we could go further because of this reason!! Hehe!!! dear also give me a SORRY present as he make me angry few days ago!!! IS the same time he wore on his hand(something he brought himself recently de la) but I actually wanted to buy the red one!!! But jus diden got the chance but who knows that dear got me the white one, cos he wan something same de ma!! Hehe!!! so happy thanks dear!!!!

Erm then brought a HOUSE OF WAX combo into the cinema!!! Then we was sitting the 2nd row from the back lo!!! Then it comes this two AJ sitting behind us!!! Then got a few moment me and dear purposely sit until very close and I let him lay his head on my shoulder dun know the AJ got notice de anot!!! But I think the STr8 couple sitting next to dear knows lo!!! Cos I keep feeding dear pop corn!!! Hehe!!! got one time I chew the popcorn till my jaws got problem and hardly can open wide lo!!! Hehe!!! so scary!!

OVER ALL THE MOVIE IS A MUST SEE MOVIE!!! Quickly go watch it!!!

Then after the show, we walk to California GYM there, dear bring me to the Coffee bean to have a Tiramisu and a glass of Peach smoothies for myself and a glass of Mango Tango for dear!! Finish liao, we walk to the Power Gas building opposite the phoenix hotel the bus stop take NR2 home!!!

HOME SWEET HOME!!!

14-05-05

Then morning we wake up liao, we ate the mango ice cream I brought for dear, and the leftover cheesecake he made, and leftover blueberry chocolate stick!!! Hehe!!! was quite angry with dear lo!!! Sometimes I was angry because when there is sometime to eat he always will think of himself 1st lo!!! Instead of feed me he will eat first lo!!! It happens a few times liao lo!!! Haiz!!!

Then we went to my mother side granny house!!! As today she cooks lots of stuff I think for offering to the god de!!! Erm then I made a ‘DA PAO’ to the void deck to eat with dear, plus two packet of drinks hehe!!!!!!

Then off we go we go TOWN!!!

1st stop!!!
Far east lo!!! Dear say he long time diden go there shop liao, then we went walk walk, thing maybe diden drink much water today or my granny put too much MGS in the food or dun know la!!! We both felt thirsty lo!!! Then I brought two watermelon to feel better!!! Then walk walk walk!!! Then jus walk out of Fast east I saw two couple very familiar…. Of cos is the ‘DAO’ couple I know lo!!! Whaha jus kidding la!! Is DAN AND TRAVIS tamogami lo!!! hehe

Then 2nd stop TAKA!!!
Kidding dear say he wanna go find the lady who recommend me the facial product de!!! Cos already over two weeks liao my complexion diden get better!!! Haiz!!! I think not the product la!!! Is I sleep very late recently lo!!! And plus my genes problem!!! Really envy ppl with good complexion!!! Haiz!!! WAT TO DO!!! I WAS BORN TO BE LIKE THAT!!!

3rd stop Heeren!!!
Before we reach HMV, we sat outside Take to rest cos too tired liao!!! Erm then we go HVM see CDs!!! Then go Cine to eat KFC!!!
Then finish dinner liao!!! Jus nice Eugene called and we meet up outside of the Heeren!!! Erm never tot that he looks good wor!!! the complexion that I ever dream of!!! Hehe!!! but he looks really young at his age of 21 one!!! Can’t believe also!! Hehe!!! his features reminds me of JIM!!! Erm =X
But too bad he is a bit shorter than I tot!!! sorry to say that to him!!! Not purposely de!! Sorry!!! Erm cos from the picture in sgboy he looks tall lo!! Erm over not bad guy!!! He is single wor!!! so maybe got ppl is already peeking on him liao!!! Whaha!! jus kidding!!! Then we walk to PS then I went to play arcade!!! TENNIS TIME!!! So unlucky today!!! Lost twice to a proud guy!!! Erm then saw Zi Jun(Chris), DA DA, and as usual lo!!! My favourite YO YO!!! Hehe!!! then dear say why today we like saw so many pp l lo!!! Whaha!!! erm then went to basement buy Liang Cha’ then I send dear to jurong east then I go home liao!!! The both of us felt really tiring today!!! Hehe!!! Erm then while walking home the sky is full of cloud and there is thunder lo!!! Erm so scary it strikes me!!! Hehe!!! then tonight diden talk on the phone with dear thinks de really tired too lo!!! After that I do a mask also hehe!!! Good NIghtz….

Entry: Sian Sian De Wor!!! May 16, 05
Today was so sian!!!

Because is working day lo!!! Full day somemore!!! Mum come to my work place to take my keys home as she left hers at home!!! Erm she came with this ‘uncle’, her boyfriend!!!! Hehe if u really know me well u will know that I dun really come from a complete family!! Half broken and which still can go on those type!!!

Erm ever since I was really small like primary three maybe!!! I suspect my mum having affair outside as I am the one who always run for the phone when it starts to rings!!! So I get to know who is calling!!! Last time my mum used to be a very hyper active mummy lo!!! She doesn’t know behave like a housewife at all!!! More like a rich tai tai!!! Whaha!! she got her car to let her travel here and there!! Leaving the poor two son at home alone, sometimes with maid!!! (at that time my sister wasn;t born yet!!!)

At that time kor and I was really rebellion lo!!! We steal money, climb over window to get out of the house, but this buy that without my mum’s permission!!! Then last mummy found out the way so TEACH us is to beats us up!!! Kor’s canning is the worst, mostly got bleed de!!! mine still ok!!! But once my sister is born!!! Mine’s standard UPGRADED to be same as kor de!!!

Then there go kor went in to boy’s hostel!!! Then change to boy’s home!!!
Then once he come out from there he go serve army!!! Four str8 years, I was so alone!!! Maybe because I see my family so broken!!! Plus no really people wanna be friend(I mEan Guys) with me when I was in secondary and primary school!!! And I always choose to stick to my girl cousin who is same age as me!!! Ended guys dislike me and start giving me nick names, at first I really hated them so much lo!!!

But time passes and I told myself dun bother about them!!! As they are nowhere better than me either, is their mouth itchy wanna say something bad lo!!! I told myself if I am not then why shall I bother wat they say!!! Jus simply ignore them!!! Luckily no matter how, I believe at least there is a close best boy friend for me in my different stage!!! Primary three onward is Hong Tuck! Primary six is Jeffery. Secondary one is nobody!!! So unfamiliar and I only know girls!!! So wat to do!!! But luckily I found zhong hong!!! He has been there for me ever since secondary two!! We are really close lo!!! Even he and his girlfriend (Qian Ru who is my best girl friend) know that I am aj they diden say anything and still got talk to me!!! Erm till now poly 1st year jus passed!!! No one is really close to me yet!!! In class I am only close to the five sister in the class who know I am aj!!! Erm then when school over liao there is hardly one will chat de!!! Whole holiday diden heard anything from them too!!! Haiz!!!

Now Vincent also hardly will talk to me, he is in a big shape perhaps!!! Something weird also la!!! Dear and me both find that since the day we been together we hardly receives call or sms from others!! Hehe!!! dun know la!! Haiz!!

Erm back to main topic!!! Hehe!!! mummy come and take the keys from me then back to work!!! Then finish work liao wanted to buy mac-flurry to eat but ice cream machine down wor!!! so unlucky!!! Then walk to the bus stop!!! The it happens that four different buses come together at the same time, then my bus happens to be the last!!! Bus this IDIOT FUCKING ASSHOLE SON OF THE BITCH driver jus drove off without stopping at the bloody bus stop!!! Sorry I scold till so fierce!!! Cos this is the 2nd time it happens the same old time lo!!! Whatever la!!! Bus sux!!!

Then mum call to ask me to wait under the block as she and sister went to had dinner and my keys is with her!!! Then I went to civic centre to deposit my weekly paid!!! Hehe!! kor still owe me 750.. how am I going to take from him wor!!! haiz!!! He has never been really good to me de lo, I will remember in my life that he give me a tight slap!!! I will never forget about it!!! NEVER!!! A slap that I almost killed myself for it!!! Cos at that period I was really depressed lo!!! I was been threaten by someone!!! He pester me for whole two years!!! Really really I almost wanna die!!! But luckily I diden!!! And I manage to do quite well for exams too!!! Heehee!!! Talk about exams, that day I happen to compare the result slips of my previous slip!!! The second semester I did must better than the first semester!!! Was really happy and unexpected!!! Hope the coming semester I can do better!!!

Erm!!!
Below is my wishing list before my birthday!!!
1) the driving license (hope I can do it one time that’s it and I get it)
2) the adidas red color watch (have been eyeing that was still I starting of the year)
3) the new CK underwear (saw the advertisement poster so sexy lo, white under wear with red colored band/black underwear with blue wordings)
4) a new pair of glasses (my degree is getting higher, my 1st pair of glasses was made for fun when I pretend to be poor in eye check up!!!
5) Few new clothes and shorts (hopefully got few BIG ANG BAO to let me buy new clothes, cos long long time diden buy liao plus that day far east saw a few quite nice!!!)
6) Last but not the least, love xiao mian yang forever and may I will be around for him when he needs me!!! (Muack)

Entry: Siao Liao!!!! May 17, 05
really fed up wor!!!

my naughty laptop got problem!!! Haiz!!! Think since the shindih send me the virus my laptop got problem liao!!! Haiz!!! Idiot!!! Which means reformat time!!! Haiz!!! Luckily my laptop got burner!!! Which means I can burn all my 6-7GB of songs to the disc!!! Meanwhile have to back up every little thing in my laptop!!! Haiz!!! So ma fan!!! Maybe not blogging in this few days!!! So will try to update something a few days or maybe still will update everyday!!!

Take care!!! And I will be busy working this coming week!!! Need money!!!! Buy this and that!!! And save some in case I fail for my PT!!! wish me good luck!!! Still got a month wor!!! dun know by the time will I forget!!!

Entry: SO TIRED!!! May 21, 05
NO TIME NO TIME!!!


Entry: SORRY SORRY May 26, 05
pretty busy wor!!! no much time to slp either!!! hehe!!! jus reach home after movie!!!! watched star wars III, erm i think this time round is more emotional one lo!!! Part I & II is more action!!! this time one a bit more on feelingz!!! whaha!!!MAY THE FORCE WITH ME TO LOVE MY XIAO MIAN YANG FOREVER!!!whaha!!! erm told alex to order for me the Adidas watch liao!!! he can get is 20% lo!!! which means only about $70++ for a usual price $95 watch!!! erm!!! told him to get the red one for me although dying to get red, but i dun wan to trouble him too much also, cause i think the shop at Jurong Point i think dun have red color de liao!!! hehe!!! so i told him if not get the blue one lo!!! dear say either blue or green!!! but i think blue is better and it match with my red wat!!! whaha!!!1st day of school was bored!!! reformatted my lappy last night!!! then go to sch install programssssss!!!! sian!!! now lappy much faster liao!!!early in the monring was really so so so heavily in woodland lo, jus nice mum is going out, so i asked herwhether can drive me to CWP so that can no need get wet!!! then bla bla bla!!!!during lunch break only leaving me and ke wang!!! he accompany me to the shop to see Specs!!! as i wanted to get one!!! my eyes hoh getting worse i think!!!but when after i know my degrees i got a shock!!! my left eyes is only 75 but right one is 125!!!! whaha!!! erm how the new spec looks nice on me!!! hehe!!! i dun dare to get the thick frame one cos it looks that i am pretending to look jap lo!!! whaha!!!!dear came to my house after the movie, now he is sleeping liao!!! haha!!! now Woodlands have become his 2nd home!!!! a place that he will spend more than at his own place!!! hehe!!!after blogging me going for clean up then ZZZzzzZZZZnight every body"!!!

Entry: hehe!!! =p May 28, 05
true enough that dear say i was becoming lazier wor!!! hhehe!!! cos got to work evey night lo!!!!this week is school reopen weekend!!! erm!!! 1st day of sch dear actually wanna come and pick me up de, but i finiah my class early so ended i go JP to meet him!!! meanwhile i wanted to go and fine alex to ask him help me et the adidas watch lo!!!! erm on display there is no more red color de liao!! so sad!!! but i told alex if no red get blue for me!!! haiz!!!! was keep on think whether should i get it to pamper myself lo!!! should i wait for the red de??? or take blue de if no red de!!! fan lo!!!erm then thursday got my new pair of spec wor!!! hehe!!! quite like it but i think i will wear it only when i wear cap ba!!! hehe!!! Today (Friday), today was a boring day!!! have a long break from 12pm, waiting for the next lesson at 4pm!!! at 2pm++ someone called and say in future the class will be a e-learning class!!! which means no class!!! and which means odd weeks i can leave sch at 12pm whaha!!!this semester is really slacking lo!!! all class is throey de lo!!! i am a bit scary lo!!! so difficult for me to take in!!! haiz!!!dear wo ai ni!!!

Entry: Is A Video Video Video WOrld!! May 30, 05
OMG!!!! saturday wake up morning went to aunt house to get a disc to install something good for converting my picture into smaller size de!!!den ate at her house!!! cos she got left over AH MA's Brand sweet dumplings!!! hehe!!! then drank a bowl of pork ribs with peanut soup! yummy!!! long long time no drink soup liao!!then runsh to work, was a bit late lo!!! then NIGHTMAREs started liao lo!!!! 1st have to put up big poster to cover all the glass panels!!! then next was the shifting of old chinese video tapes out from the small office then to outside and arrange so that the video can lay against the glass panel!!!The so big size me working in a small path lo!!! manage to go in but with not much movement!!!! and today the NEW GUY came!!! blur blur de!!! erm think he will left soon!!! WHAHA!!!then pack pack pack and pack like siao lo!!!!then next was the removing all vcd to the floor then start shifting the racks liao!!! dun know how to describe the vcds we have!!!! the whole day was me and alex doing the shifting lo!!!! the STUPID laurel (our old lady boss) will only take a measuring tape move here and there measuring liao and measure again!!!! then say here say there!!! KAOZ!!!! so angry with her at the point lo!!!! is really a big big change lo!!! u can imagine u close down two shops then force everything to come in the present shop that we have is like mission impossilbe 3 lo!!!haiz!!!then evening time, surprisingly VINCENT called wor!!! quickly pick up!!! then he ask whether wanna go club!!! i diden think too much i say ok!!! then he was like having doubt lo!!!! not like me lo!!! cos i wouldn;t agree to go club so easily de lo!!! hehe!!!1st i will agree is because!!! vincent finially contact us liao!!! so happy so i dun wan to disappoint him lo!!!
2nd is dear is having off on sunday ma!!! so of cos he will like to follow de ma!!!!but after we everything set liao!!! then i phone mike up lo!!! then mike also agree lo, but he wouldn;t able to meet us early cos he also diden wear shoes lo!!! then he was at city hall lo!!! then need to travel back from there 1st, but at that time he is meeting ALEx (Mike's Stead) to catch a movie at 6 or 7 plus then by the time he finish is about 8 or 9 lo!! then he have to go back from city to jjurong to change a shoes then go tanjong pagar again!!! but mike is ok with it!!!then after hang up the phone i continue keep doing my stuff, till a point that i realise that i was wearing slippers too lo!!! haiz!!! then i quickly phone vin!!! then he say ask dear to bring for me lo!!! then i was like (-_-)''' so troublesome right!!! since mike also need to be so trouble some then why create so much problem!!! then i quickly suggest that we go KTV, but vin say recently he went liao!!! then no choice lo!!! can;t meet!!! then vincent sound not happy with me like that!!! but honestly speaking lo!!! i tried calling him that night but he died died also dun answer lo!!! haiz!!! anyway i have OT till 11pm lo!!! dear actually wanna pick me up from wdl before go my house!!! but i was been delay so i tell him to meet me at wdl lo!!!then on my way home was dirty, smell me lo!!! haiz!!!! so tired!!!!! both arms was really aching lo!!!at night dear help me massage a bit lo!!! cos he also very tired!!! thanks dear muack muack!!!
then morning liao!!! (SUNDAY)
dear send me to work!!!! and on the way i ate his 'Ai Xin Mian Bao'!!!
then time there is almond chips on the bread de!!! but inside is fills with orange skin wor!! very refreshing!!! nicezzz!!!then reach work place there!!! the WORST NIGHTMARE IN MY LIfe!!!
i think the videos in our shop can go in Guiness World Record lo!!!! i can tell u lo!!!! all the videos is stack up by me!!! so i know there is roughly how many of them!!! COMFIRM MORE THAT 5000 pieces if video!!! my hands now are really pain, shoulder and feet are aching!!!! i wonder how will i go to sch lo!!! today moring wake up already in pains liao lo!!!tomoro i really will go pamper myself i tell myself!!! i type this blog cos they ask me rather send kisses in sgboy but dun blog!!! hehe!!! sorry dear!!! that's wat i am doing right now for u wor!!!was talking to dear jus now!!! then he ask whether tomoro going to work!!! then i say no lo!!! then we both were talking on msn!!! then the both of us ask the same question at the same right time lo!!! we asked one another whether tomoro we shall go eat pasta anot!!! whaha!!!! we reall XIN YOU LING XIN YI DIAN TONG lo!!! whahah!!!!DEAR I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!! YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME RIGHT NOW!!!