to enlin: haha hey u see, i've jus been feeling this sense of inertia..dun really feel like updating this space..ha..but ok. there. see. i did it. haha :)

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ppl (including me) usually go swimming only when it's bright and sunny. aha. today was different. i went down to swim even tho it was dark and gloomy, the main draw being the unoccupied state of the pool. heh. there were only a few other kids in the pool, and i loved the big space. :) when it started drizzling slightly, they went home and i just took the opportunity to sit there for a teeny weeny litttle while more before the security guard came to chase me out. i'm glad I did stay in there for awhile more..jus watching the little droplets of rain and being surrounded by peace and quiet. how i love empty pools. heh. so UNLIKE the one in ethos. where i have to share a single lane 25 m long with 4 other swimmers. oh well. i haf one more mth to enjoy this big pool.

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qt a few things have happened this mth..big events including 2 of my very good friends leaving for Canada and the US. having mixed feelings..cos i kinda feel like i'm in a weird position..I am very very happy for them, but I will miss them alot, but YET, I myself would be leaving for London soon. sigh. dunno wat to feel. haha but i'm glad we did manage to haf a few catchup sessions before they left. two of you will always be in my prayers! even tho now we're all over, hope we can still keep in contact, but somehow i noe that things among the bunch of us will never change no matter the distance :):) to ppl still in Spore..dun feel like you're being left behind or anything..because WE'LL be BACK!! :) lik i always say, the world is so much smaller because of the internet and all..it'll be much easier to chat and keep in contact :)

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been to nus quite a few times this mth, and everytime i step into it, i cant help but ask myself what would it be like if i were studying here? would things be very different? familiar faces everywhere, calling up frens to meet for lunch today if not tomorrow, meeting up wif good old sec school or jc buddies, crashing fren's halls, speaking to each other in familiar singlish, maybe even studying together wif je? haha. but i noe..the grass is always greener on the other side. it's only a mth more to baguettes for lunch, jackets as a necessity and pounds in my change. i dunno if i've spent this summer hols wisely, but i dun think i've totally wasted it. still had lotsa good times. :) wif church ppl, wif family, wif friends, wif je. will make full use of and enjoy this last month at home, instead of dreading year 2. gambatte. :)