so good to be back. it really feels as though i've just been away for a holiday and i'm back to my life in spore as usual. as if nothing changed. like at church, it's still e same ppl i see, the same place i'm in, e same feelings i get. but yet, i noe there are changes..esp when i see the 'younger ones' are now leading and haf become the 'older brothers and sisters' of the even younger kids..it's jus so encouraging :) and somehow..proud of them that they've all 'zhang da le' :)

these few days haf jus been pigging out on food..and meet ups planned for the coming weeks! :) life is goooood. :)

WO HUI JIA LE!! :)

hee yepyep. and back to give my family a beeg surprise :) hee :p they thot i was coming back on the 17th..and i even did research to give them a fake 'real' flight no. and landing time! hee :p

so here goes the surprises for the day...first it was my mum. haha after picking me up at e airport je and i went back and reached home at bout 9am..which i didnt realise was e time my mum's tuition class was supposed to start. so she was expecting to see her little tuition kid but instead she got me standing at the door wif all my luggage. she took like 2 seconds to react before exclaiming loudly and bursting out in tears and all. hahaha it was a good surprise :) je videoed e whole thing! hee yay yay :)

then togetehr we devised a little plan to surprise my dad..haha that afternoon my mum was supposed to pick him up from a busstop and so je and i went in her place instead. he was super duper shocked when i called out to him from the window, and was stuck onto his seat at the busstop and couldnt move, asking me how come i was back already until i told him to get into e car first hahaha i was laughing so hard it was good :p hee i'm glad they were all pleasantly surprised hehee and i didnt get any scolding! heehe :p yay yay so fun hee

next was qian. haha this one, my mum and dad devised e plan. they're so mischevous la haha esp my mum :p cos three of us went out for dinner and qian had got home without keys to enter e house, when we went back, my parents went up first as usual to open e door for him. i, on the other hand, went up slightly later..he was standing at the dining table when i popped in and said a bright hello to him. hahhaa his look was e best haha he jus shifted his eyes from me to my mum to me to my mum again and said a very shocked hello. hahaaha.

well well. wanted to surprise xiaohui too by picking her up from her camp at sch today. but sadly, she called home when i was alone at home this morn and i answered the phone, forced to give it all away. boohoo. haha but it's ok. she was still really really shocked on e phone! hee yay. :)

success! hahaha now all u ppl should understand why i never ever post anything to do wif the exact date when i'm coming back on my blog or make any indication of it hehe and all i say is mid june hehe cos i had to keep it going! :p hehe feels great to be back, yet it was like how charlene had told me..like jus stepping out of a time capsule..when it feels like you're just back from a holiday..it feels so long...yet so recent.

well well. meetups coming up! cant wait :) it's been a loooong time. :)

yayyayyayyayyayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :)
off to sweden and denmark in 2 hours :)

after three weeks, i have come to realise that exams make one fat. boo. :(

for a long time before today, qt has been a daily routine, and even tho i may not gain much from reading His word, i still do it everyday, till the point when it was done for the sake of it.

today i shared wif my jamin and diane bout this, n tog wif other issues n prayer requests, we prayed tog after lunch, right there in kfc. i really thank God for brothers and sisters in Christ around us even when we're far away from home, to provide fellowship and support when we need it. to me, it was a beautiful n heartwarming time of sharing n praying for each other.

today before doing qt, i prayed and really asked God to speak to me thru His word. i really wanted it to be different, not part of a routine anymore.

today during qt, i read the verse. the verse that really struck me. the verse that Jamin repeated many times today. It said
The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Deuteronomy 31:8

I hope never to forget today. The day before a paper i feared, yet the day when i re-learnt once again how blessed I am, because the Lord has gone before me and will never leave nor forsake me.

Thank you Lord, for everything.

ahhhh why is analogue electronics so hard...why why why even after reading notes i cant do a single qn from e past year papers...why why why...it's worse than materials..bleah. i wanna give up but cannottt..not now..when i've already gone thru 6 papers and there's only 2 left..i wanna whine.

In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps. -Proverbs 16:9 :)