here in the library now using the computers..just to tell everyone who reads i'm fine :) and missing everyone there loads and loads. dun haf to worry bout me, seniors taking very good care of us, and it just feels like an extended holiday as yet. cannot say enough of how much i miss you, i'll start crying again. everyone there take lotsa care ya? we'll be meeting very soon. :) we've done quite alot of stuff, but kinda lazy to post everything onto my blog. only took a few pictures so far, heh..weather's fine and nice, sometimes too cold..but i always haf my adidas jacket :)
hmm...and really thank God for the people here and all 5 of us being together..so glad i dun haf to do all these things alone..we're being pampered and spoilt here wif tourguides bringin us around everyday. hee.. thank God. :) everything's going smooothly so far, so ppl thinking of us, dun worry. :)
trying desperately to hold back my tears while thinking of you every second.

haha..havent blogged for so long...jus been busy meeting up, running errands, doing stuff. i cant believe it's here already...it's already the 28th.

mixed feelings.must be optimistic. you're right..i'm not working so hard to go all the way there just to want to come home. gambatte.

i cut my hair!! now it's so short..haha..okok long relative to my sis's hair, but still short relative to my previous hair! haha..needs getting used to...eee...face looks very big now. haha...putting on so much so much weight..or have been putting on weight since i stopped school. hai.

last weekend in spore..it's getting booked! more time more time please....

week end of meeting-ups -->

friday: met up wif sec four classmates, happy that quite a lot of us turned up! i think there were 8 of us. :) nice time spent with all of you, talking about our pri and sec memories..where each one of us sat in the classroom..when was e last time we met up..what everyone's doing now in uni..who's going overseas..who's attached now..hmm...it's just different wif mg gals..feels at home. :) Lord i really thank God for putting me in this school and making such good friends over the years.

saturday: went for lunch at newton and ended up being late for yyxz! nevertheless, ate delicious hokkien mee and drank sugar cane with lemon :) hee..after yyxz went for hong bai da sai!! heh it was so fun! but oh well. e guys won. heh..but nevertheless..was good fellowship time. :) there was a surprise 'farewell' dinner organised for agnes and i..but too bad both of us already had dinner arrangements before hand..after that met jc class at swensens..ended up not eating a main course but still eating alot! apple crumble is sooooooo good. die la..eating dessert every day..haha..tho we had to wait outside for such a long time before getting a seat..it was nice to see quite a large turnup again! :) yay...and to see 66.67% of the girls coming for class dinner is happiness. :) hee...will miss you all lots when i go.. :(

sunday: church, den lunch and family gathering at cousin's house to celebrate his son being 1 month old...hmm..it was e second last time i'll be playing e piano together with them on that stage worshipping God..this thought just brought tears to my eyes..tears i tried very hard to fight back..hmm..haiz..getting so emotional nowadays..den after that talked to ailing laoshi and meiyi, and almost started crying again..after that going to lunch, i realised that we wont have much of this anymore, driving together to lunch after church..once again sad thots. :( i'm gonna miss my church, my church frens, my serving in e worship team..so so so so much. and the chinese culture, the chinese songs, the chinese church, especially. have always been proud that i'm from a chinese church, and i'm gonna miss this so much when i'm there..all the people whom i've grown closer to thru yf, yyxz..anything..but Lord, thank you for putting these people in my life. :)

today: the last yyxz practice for which i will be playing on sunday for..

thanx for making the day so special, even tho it could have just been an ordinary day. will never forget what you've done, the effort you've taken :) before it, i dun think i would have fully comprehended xin fu-ness. :)

had a fondue party yesterday at lena's place...was filled with fun and laughter. :) hee, and e good part was that it was an all-girls party, so basically all of us could jus go crazy over silly little things like taking photos, talking with songs, and mr cheese. :) hee..great company, a bunch of frens i'm gonna miss a lot too when i leave...

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have been receiving long sweet smses from frens telling me how much our friendship is appreciated :) for my frens, Lord, I am eternally thankful. Thank You for blessing me with such great sisters-in-christ..ppl who haf made huge differences in my life. and no, dun worry, i will never forget my frens here even if i'm far away. we'll make the effort to keep in touch! :)

on the airplaneparasailing
before snorkelling
at the beach
on the boat
beautiful sunset
dinner
in our room
kuay teow!
hotel lobby

phuket photos are uploaded! :)

sometimes i lie awake at nite just picturing scenes, and tears jus flow from my eyes..unable to stop. I know why the tears are here, yet i dont know how to make them stop. I have faith, yet i just refuse to let go. i know the day will have to come sooner or later. I'm already missing you.

i never knew it would be this difficult.

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had family gathering on sunday, with relatives from my mum's side...havent had this kind of feeling in a loooong time..cos this side of the family meets up quite rarely, but somehow jus as all the cousins talked and played jenga togetehr, there was jus this simple feeling of closeness..from the older ones to the younger ones.. yay. :) thank God for my family even tho everyone has their own flaws.

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brought sis out on monday, glad to have made her day somewhat. :) it's the 'going-overseas-soon' syndrome that just makes you wanna try and spend time with everyone and make their day. i hope to be able to stay away from western food and concentrate on eating asian and hawker centre/coffeeshop fare until i leave! heh.

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it's already the 7th. i hate counting down. i dun want to. yet everyday before i fall asleep i'll be picturing the airport scene. i dont want to leave anymore. i just wanna hug you forever.

yay i'm back! :) was a nice relaxing trip with good company :) took sooo many fun fun and nice photos..heh...shall upload my part soon, while jess thinks of how to combine photos from our three cams. hee...so fun so fun! :) hee

highlights of the four days spent there...
first day - walking and walking so much..exploring almost the whole upper half of patong beach..ha..para-sailing, a first for three of them..bargaining for cheap snorkelling packages
second day - full day package of snorkelling + lazing on e beach where we took lotsa lotsa lotsa photos and had many many bumpy rides on e speedboat..haha...there were times when jess and me felt like we were gonna fly off..haha...good thing g ot them to hold us down..heh..anw. nice photos la. :) and all the stupid levis advertisements we took...
third day - jus lazing around, jess went jet skiing then went to watch simon cabaret at nite..ha..the transversite show..after that took photos with jess in e room until 2am phuket time..heh
fourth day - breakfast then thai massage in our rooms..heh..not bad...then since we had to check out early, we went to macdonalds to play cards..heh..slamming cards..super funny..hee..at the airport we took a video acting like amazing race with all our backpacks..heee..fun :)

well well...all in all, was a good break. :) got a tan..heh..and it doesnt really hurt cos of all the tanning oil and yes the hazeline. haha..i so cant wait for all the photos to be uploaded!! hee . thank God for this time of fellowship and fun together :)