gonna get hit by yiwen for not updating my blog for so long :p hee

well well..jus for updates..everything's going fine, looking forward to e long weekend ahead, living everyday happily and trusting God more than ever to lead every single day.

went for praise nite wif e english service today, especially loved this song, in Christ alone.

In Christ alone, I place my trust,
and find my glory in the the power of the Cross
in every victory, let it be said of me
my source of strength, my source of hope
is Christ alone.

trust. we may not know what God has in store, but one thing we know, that his grace is always sufficient, and his plans are always to prosper us, and never to harm. :) He knows what's best.

jus back from a concert at mg, and not only the concert, but the mere atmosphere brought back a whole truckload full of wonderful memories. even tho so many parts of e school doesnt look e same anymore, u jus feel so so at home when u step into blackmore drive.

was late for e concert today, so rushed up the upslope like a mad woman, but still brought back memories. first thing when walking into school, unconciously smiled to myself when i saw that e p1 toilets were still there looking p1-ish. heh. but the classrooms had turned into offices..which felt kinda weird. walked on and saw the nice and pro-looking publicity stuff the classes did for e performace tonight, and immediately i miss e school so much!!

rushed in, up e stairs to e gallery, got my ticket from e usher and went in, tried to look for where the others were sitting, but jus stood there watching and listening to them playing music of the night with e string instruments piano and synthesiser. jus stood there, feeling so...at home..and missing it all so much!!! cant really describe it all, but lik diane said, it was all jus encapsulated in that concert, somehow.

to be in an audi full of girls, mostly screaming their hearts out for their fellow frens who were performing, to be watching fellow juniors whom we thot looked much younger than sec4 putting talents to such good use, to see the amount of effort they put in for their concert, to see how much fun they were having, jus reminded me of how much how much how much i miss mg. music was good, audi was comfortable and felt like home, companion was even better, in conclusion, wonderful nite. :)

didnt haf a chance to visit our classroom, and i got to see the new block of sc labs and LTs. just looked so, out of place. as if the whole block was jus virtual reality and wasnt really there. like we were imagining it. but oh well..we've gotta adapt to changes i guess, sometimes. beautiful memories, however, will always stay as beautiful, or maybe even more meaningful as other circumstances change.

jus too bad it had to end so early, what wif parents comin to fetch us and all from our short short supper. nevertheless, glad to haf met up, and to haf had a chance to catch up, and just, be together. Talked bout e past - our memories (even of where diane and i used to stand for prefects duty), our present - driving lessons, work and e future - universties, scholarships, was beautiful to me, and i cant imagine how much i'll miss all these when overseas.

talked to christina on e phone today also..has been so long! hmm..well..hope we're still gonna go on our trip together soon...

it's jus coming to me slowly..everything's becoming more real..checking out e university websites, stuff bout london..and all...well can say excited, but at e same time slightly apprehensive..i'm gonna miss so many things so much. cant imagine living there alone lidat? ok i noe not alone, i'm gonna make new frens, appreciate new surroundings, i noe i noe. but..jus started a new phase of life here, and gotta leave it for a while so soon. hai. hmm saw it coming tho, and must be strong. must learn to be independent. cherish the next few months ahead with all my frens and family and you...argh wat am i doing i dun think i should be sounding lidat.
it's just..confusion and mixed feelings. argh.

took e step today. sent out the deciding email. yep, i've received a scholarship, have accepted it, and will be going overseas. mixed feelings about it..both excited yet scared of wat e future holds?
heard bout nai nai today..something i've always been worrying about, and wat's more is e four years i'll probably be away from Singapore..so many things can happen, it's something i'll be most afraid to leave behind..praying and leaving it all into God's hands.
sudden downpour today when i got home! heh got a warning call to run run run before it starts pouring, and loving parents who drove all e way to e sidegate and brought the umbrella for me in e storm. sounds drama haha but felt so teng-ed. :)

jus wanna tell u, very proud of u and happy for you! finally zhuo dao le :) heh and thankful for you too. :)
hmm next Friday's coming...gotta make e big big decision soon!! praying for wisdom..

Thankful for all the opportunities given to me, praying that I will learn to continue to be humble and to submit to God's plan for my life.
Reality sinks in, and i begin to realise that one day i may really really have to say goodbye to everything for 4 years. seems tough..really dunno.
nevertheless, still happy and honoured and thankful.
Father, teach me to understand that it's not by man's works, but by your grace.

woohoo! first driving lesson today..heh...quite fun quite fun...finally in the driver's seat and not only a passenger! heh not as bad as i thot, still can coordinate a bit..heh..but really needa concentrate and look far! heh

best week i ever had, looking forward to every brand new day, knowing someone'll be there always, and the thot itself jus brightens any ordinary day. :)

just really happy. how else can one put that across? :) :) :)

sweet suprise at 5.57pm today, nicest 1 hour long bus journey ever :)

In His Time, He Makes All Things Beautiful.