hmmm..... last wk.... nv really blog... my family was really busy... hmm... not v busy la... jus a bit bu fang pian... my ah gong jus had a mild stroke... luckily wasn't really v serious... stayed over my hse for a wk.... heng la... my ah ma was here... haha.... they jus went hm recently... hopefully everything was fine....

last sun... went to BB's hse.. when inside the SG custom.. BB found out tt he lost his hp... sld be dropped at the seat inside the bus... so he rushed down n stopped the bus... but hor... within 5min only eh.... the hp was switched off n lost... hai... N80 eh!!!! my god.... jus 5 min n the hp was lost!!!! hai.... qi shi wo le... BB was v sad... so sad tt he has no mood to do work le.... hai.... really feel like buying a new one for him.... haha... maybe i will ba....

somehow i feel is partly my fault... cos it iwas a last min decision tt i will be gg back w him... then inside the bus we so engrossed in toking n playing... end up, even the hp was dropped beside me, n i nv really noticed it!!! hai.... sad ar.... N80 eh!!! $800++++ eh... hai.... :(

this wk.... i also no mood to work... ppl there was ok... maybe 1 la... but not the normal one.... maybe i too sensitive le ba... stress ba.... hai.... nvm... ren 1 more day.... fri i will be gg malaysia to play.... i will drive my car inside... w piggy, BB n sc.... haha....

benny n gf wanted to come de... but his grandma jus passed away... so he cannot come le... sad
:( cos last time he also cannot turn up for the hsewarming... now he also cannot come... he said tt he was cursed this yr ba... cannot leave SG... haha... ytd BB n i went to the funeral.... hmmm... super pai sei... we went to the wrong funeral... cos i dunno there r 2 families there... then i tot i saw benny but end up when asked to find benny, the family say there is no such person there.... aiyo.. then we called benny to asked him the exact place.... hai... "throw face" ar.... so pai sei.... 1st time eh!!! i went to wrong funeral... hai....

k la.. blog when free ba....

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hmmm.... ytd... BB n i went to east coast park... but along the way, at bedok, sth "bad" happened... hai... .anyway the thing was resloved v fast... bought a bad, 2 towels, water w tibits... haha.... Picnic Time!!! haha..... took bus 401... then walked along the beach... wow.... windy n cloudy... v nice weather!! hehe.... sat under a tree.... wow... cooling man!!! hehe.... we talked a lot.... tok about past.... tok bout chalet.... haha... fun!!!

after tt went to changi airport... hehe.... from terminal 1 took skytrain to terminal 2... from terminal2 to budget terminal... haha... tt budget terminal hor.... really budget eh.... is like gg to NTUC like tt... the pattern is bout the same... there is only 1 resturant.. the Han's resturant... only at departure hall... arrival hall.. NTH... haha.... not many officers there also lor... i nv see any Stewardess lor... aiyo... but overall is fun la... really made the both of us wan to go on holiday eh!! on aeroplane!!! but ex la... haha....

hmmm... ytd is fun... v long nv really blow wind eh... v nice.... hope i hav another chance to go again... hmm.. will hav de!!!!

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today.... v tired ar... went out w BB w his colleagues to his malay colleague's hse for the celebration... his hse structure is exactly the same as my she eh... n the owner has 2 creations tt is the same as my daddy de... tt's knock down the master bedrm door n the balcony thingy... i was shocked to see tt lor... i tot all pt blocks r diff eh... i nv noe the structures in cck n amk r the same de lor... haha...

then went to vivocity again... to find present too... but failed... i really walked until i no energy lor... i walked till i v hungry eh... totally no energy to walk eh.... hai...

today i also told BB how i feel these few days... or rather is wat am i thinkin these few days ba... i told him... i told him bout another guy.... a guy whom i wish to see.... i was v honest eh... but i feel tt if i dun tell him, i'm not trusting him or i'm hiding sth from him... n i dun like to hide sth from him... if tt thing concern bout me de la.... anyway i said it out... his ans also pleased me.... haha.... i really feel lucky to hav him... really... he really v understanding... n i hope he does continueously la... haha.... i think he will ba... i really hope so....

BB.... thanks for everything.... no matter wat i say... u always trusted me.... always believing in me.... i will really treasure it a lot... thank you.... :)

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today after work, met lian... today i think alot... really think a lot... cos is been a v v v long time i seen them... then i do not noe wat to do or say when i see them... i even tot of dun go to the gathering,,, but i still ended up in bishan... haha...

ya... met anna they all... 1st time after so many yrs.... hmmm... not a bad experience la...

went to guangyang... which is suppose to be my sec sch now ba... but dun hav tt kind of feeling lor... cos tt sch... till todday.. i dun even noe where is the main gate lor... i hav not even step into it before eh... but no choice... cos my sch... is v small... from braddell to braddell westlake... then merge w guangyang again... but cos braddell westlake cannot jus add guangyang behind so there is no adjustment of the sch name now...

anyway... went back w the same gp... kwet, eugene, bronson, lian, sy, eileen, anna, meli n listya... the gp is becoming bigger n bigger le ba... i heard from lian tt devi is coming back next yr... i think those coming back friends really not bad eh... heard tt their pay is really v v good... haha...

ok... describe the sch.... or rather the teachers ba... guess who i saw??? 1st... mr aw... tt cc aw... the geo teacher... he is now the HOD of geo or sci ba... next saw my chinese teacher, wang lao shi... then saw my physic teacher... a wonderful physic teacher i must say... he pull my marks from C6 to B3 eh!!! he is mr yong... then saw mrs teo... oh... she changed a lot... a lot of white hair... hehe.... then saw ms alijunied... she is still the same.... then saw ms chan... oh... she retired le!!! lihai ba??? then saw our VP... mr ng... he is still the VP of the sch... he not bad eh... from VP of braddel to VP of braddel westlake then to VP of the new guangyang... haha.... the math teacher mr ng has transfer sch le... oh.. the most amazing teacher is... i saw.... MS MARY LIM!!! oh my god... no one dare to tok to her lor.... except me... i feel werid la... she saw us... but no one tok to her... i feel v bad leh... so i went up to her lor... but after tt, i feel better la... hehe... she also retired le... her hair is till the same ba... except is shorter... when gg back, saw the OP... mr dunno wat la... then saw mr mok.... he grew older le....


stay in sch till 9pm... then cos everyone is complaining hungry so we went to junction 8 to eat... had a wonderful dinner... everyone is toking n laughing... it is a great day afterall... jus before we left, we had a agreement to meet up again... jus next mth... before 21 dec... hehe.... next time will hav more ppl.. hav gwen n meifang.... hope hav more ppl joining ba... ms chan said... we sld always keep in touch w each other... cos u really v hard to find friends or close friends once u r in uni or work ba... lian n i find it v v true.... yes... we miss sch... we miss those nonsense tt we hav done together... we miss the food int he canteen... we miss the fun we had together.... we were so innocent n "pure"..... haha.... ytd ar... w anna, eileen n kwet plus bronson ar... all those "yellow" jokes all come out again eh... after 5 yrs ba... all the jokes r out again!!! miss them ma??? haha... i dun miss... cos as usual... there r some i dun understand.... stupid hor??? no lor... cos i'm both innocent n pure!!! haha... k la... blog tml ba...

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hmmm.... i finally edited finish my blog... haha.... yes i hav change my blogskin again.... hmmm... how??? nice??? i noe the scroll v hard to find but pls find it w paitent.. the one on the left also hav scrollbar de but also balck in colour... if u hav any colour in mind tt can suit the overall blog, pls tell me ba... then i will change it.... hehe....

this morning... both my eyes really like goldfish... v puffy eh!!! tian ar... but heck care la... luckily today no one spoiled my mood.... haha... anyway no one dare also ba....

k la... wan to slp le... v tired... but still waiting for his call.... hai... dun even noe he reach hm already not....

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hmmm..... i'm sick le... again... sian...


today i cried.... while toking to darling.... i was v v angry at her.... not darling of cos but HER.... really v angry.... this is not the 1st time le... but i jus cannot stand it.... i was so angry tt i cried... i hav to admit... i really dunno how to "ren" my temper.... i dunno how to be angry... once i angry or so v angry... my heart cant take it then i will cried out... n really burst out crying.... hai.... i really hated myself!!! i really hated myself to be like tt.... hai.... anyway thanks darling.... for everything....


k la.... suan le... today i really had a long day... my head till now really pain..... hai....

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hehe.... LASTEST NEWS!! next yr new yr... i hva my lover to acc me for the whole wk!!!! haha... so happy..... whole wk eh... we intended to take leave for the whole wk together!!! hehe... can go holiday wor!!!! yeah!!! super happy leh!!!! haha.....

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hmmm..... i think i wan to change my blogskin soon liao.... BB is rite ba.... anyway ltr when i hav the time ba... jus now went to see sushi w BB at jurong pt there... not a bad place to go... nv really happened a lot of things la... actually a lot but all complaint out le so i also dunno how to write down here.... last wk was a not a gd wk la... v stress... i nearly became a evil person... but after toking to darling... i felt better.... BB was also there for me... hehe.... miss all my friends... friends tt Genuine treat me ba.... hmmm.... how i wish i can choose ppl tt i wan to meet... haha... impossible ba.... k la... blog again ba....

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hmmm... today not a v gd day ba... made a quite a big mistake in the company... i added 10 times more of additive into 1 product... hai... instead of 0.1% i added 1%... sian...

today angelar asked me... wat's ur biggest mistake tt ever happened to u ehre??? hmmm... been in the company for 1 n hlaf yr... everything is big mistake ba... dunno leh... splash by a little bit of acid also hav...acid overflow also hav... galss bottles dropped from high storeys also hav,... wat's else??? oh... test tube burst into pieces also hav... hai... anyway those tt cannot happened to my colleauges or rather those accident tt they think will nv will happen de.. all happedn to me... hai...

bad mood so went to k box w BB... sang a lot ar... sang till i almost lost my voice... these few days also nv slp well... ytd met up w jiejie.. i told her dun really wish to see anyone now... cos i felt tt whoever i meet, tt person gg to giv me a black face.. n i hav to entertain them.. a bit sian... as if my face has written pls treat me w attiutude.. dunnno la... mood swing quite serious nowadays... hai... k la.... bye bye...

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