hmmm... at libraray now!!! ok la.. nv really go n bother to repair my com... no time la...

anyway.. jus hav some gan xiang for myself... hehe...

ytd went out with jiejie... hmm.. as usual, we tok bout guys... but this time round, she did not said anything bad bout guys... no more complaints form her wor!!! haha.... not bad ar??? we had a happy outing... she tok bout hers while i tok bout mine... but hers is much more happier than mine la... hehe... hope is a success for her man!!! hehe...

hai.... wanted to come to my blog so eagerly.... but now.. dunno where hav all the things gone to..... suan le ba....

is really luan.... but today.. i dunno y.. towards tt piggy... i felt a bit... i dunno y.... hai....

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hmmm... right now... at ada's hse... thanks to my com ar!! wow... her hse now is like becoming my hse le... this is the first time i ever go to my friend's hse so often ba... even her daddy recognise me... but better than weijian de la... today called him but he was bathing... but i nv told his bro tt i called... but his bro noe ehh!! how come ar?? i also dunno... hey uncle... am i so popular in ur family??? haha... n jus now ar... cos jus now i said i am cutter den her..so..auntie chew came across 1 qns to ask weijian... "who is cuter btw the 2 of us??"... come on!!! everyone also noe tt I'M CUTEST LOR!!!! NOT HER!!!... weijian.... u big liar!!! haha.... ok la... different ppl hav different opinion la... hehe...

anyway...ytd... stayed in sch to redo my case study... haha.. thanks to yc n ada ar... if not i dun think i can finish so fast lor... hehe... after tt, went to fd lab n find clara n ch... while gg there, clara n her gp came out from the lab... they were gg to see someone's twin sis... but i dun wan to go so went to thr fd lab n find ch... then sharon came in... the 2 of them were toking n suddenly, there is 1 sentence tt sharon said really strike my head...something like tt la.."hey we only hac 4 more wks to go out already lor.. u still down there po po ma ma thinking whether wan to go out a not??" ya ar... we stil hav 4 more wks plus 1 wk study wk before exam lor.. after exam... where are we then??? after bout 7 more wks... all of us will be out of poly le!!! everyone will be pursuding their dreams le... i remembered 3 yrs ago, i'm thinking of this qns... 3 yrs ltr, here i am thinking of this qns again... y??? aiyo...

maybe 4 wks ltr.... i will be writing bout my 3 yrs life in poly ba... haha.. i rememebred during yr 1, i was counting down the time to yr 2... now... i'm counting down the time to the finishing yr 3....

some of us wan to end early.. some no comment... me ma??? aiya u all sld noe me ba!!! hehe... but i hav 2 wishes, hoping they will come true during these 4 wks... hehe...

y must u always be the one tt end this conversation??? watever la.. dun care la...

these 4 wks.... i will be having 6 quizes... plus 3 presentation!!! oh my god!!!! sld i be stress??? YES!!!! haha.... but now no com.. maybe i can study le ba... dunno to thank it a not.. last sem also like tt.. coming to exam, it crushed... now also the same thing!!! hai.... k la... blog when i'm free ba...

oh.... ada chew... thanks for the journal ar.... i really dunno how to write la... hehe.... thanks for ur help ehh...

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hai.... my com crush ehh!!! AGAIN!! yes... again ehh!!! qi shi wo le la.... hai....

these few days.. a lot of things happened... so much so tt i dun eve wish to comment anything... ytd.. i think is the most jialat de ba!! ya... THURSDAY AGAIN!!! hai... y my thursday always like tt????

received bad new in the morning... hoping to get console from my dearest korkor.... but then end up, hai... made my day eevn worse!!! then went back to sch... manage to conc on my fyp slides... but after tt, those bad news came to my thoughts again... hai...

but thanks ada... thanks for acc me to late night... thanks for trying ur v best to make me laugh...

hai... now com crush le... i tink i hav to stay in sch to late night again next wk le... hai... sad ar!!!

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AHHHH... i dun like today!!!!

anyway.... tok bout ytd (20 jan 2005) first...

ytd... supposed to hav pri sch gathering de...ya.. pri sch... a gathering tt i tot i'll be seeing ppl tt i dunno de... but end up.. we cancelled everything.. too mnay things cropped up le... but nvm... we had kerhui, weijian, ada n teng teng... hehe... gd enough le lor...

slept v late suring sat nite... bout 2am+++... then woke up v idiot early lor.. 8+ kena woken up by tt idiot albert's phone call... call me early in the morning jus to check a friend's hp no... wao kao... then mummy next door tidying his rm... hai.. wan to slp peacefully also v difficult!!

anyway... went to 4ht uncle's hse... but went there less than an hr i went off liao... when gg off, still hav to "report" to everyone tt i'm gg off... then everyone tot i hav a bf.. ya rite.. i also hope i hav one!!! aiyo...

went to ada's hse... his daddy also v ke ai... sat nite jus saw me only... ytd saw me again but cannot recoginse me... hehe... after tt went to weijian's hse... wow... his rm v windy!!! but ar... this host ar... i tot i'm the worst host in this world le.. actually there is one more even more jialat than me!!! where got host keep chasing his guest away de ar??? n keep asking ppl,"y come to my hse?? my hse nth de!!!" excuse me... ppl wan to visit u cannot ar??? aiyo... but i really like his rm.. v windy!! hehe... but ar... his mummy more ke ai... she noe me ehh!!! n noe quite a lot lor... not bad ar??? hehe...

after so much "chasing"... we finally came to my hse... came to my hse do wat??? see photos!! aiyo... the 2 of them ar... see until can laugh till their heads off... cannot tahan ar!! hai... soon kerhui came... wanted to play mj de.. but end up kerhui suggested go kbox... hehe

not bad la... is fun lor... met teng teng too.... then we danced.. not we... is ada n teng only... but we did sang... hehe.... is fun... maybe next time we can come out more often la... hehe...

21 Jan 2005

today.... SINGNET NETWORK WAS SPOILT!!! qi shi wo le... at first nv really go n notice bout it.. cos in the morning, i took quite a long time to sms... n end up tt guy nv received... nvm.. i tot is normal... but come to noon, i need to go nus.. n daddy promised me to fetch me there n we gg to hav lunch together... but i couldn't get him at noon... i kept calling but jus couldn't get throu... get help from eveyln also cannot... saw ch.. wanted him to help me... but he was late for his lesson so nv go bother him... then i kept calling my mummy n my hse... but also couldn'y get throu.. wow.. i was a bit anxious lor.. is like.. is my phone spoil???

end up, i gav up le.. i took a taxi down... but i dunno where to hand in those doc... called xw, wanted him to acc me down... cannot get throu.. lucky thing is i can get throu yc... hai... then called him to tell me where is it... but in the end, i still lost in NUS... i was really lost!!! i blur blur walked up to tt block adm... thinking tt's the one... but i was wrong... wow.. i tell u... i was really feeling helpless!! really helpless ehh!!! whoever i called cannot get throu... hai...

called yc again, n asked him to guide me... so sily ehh... aiyo.. ok.. i found tt place le... after asking 1 person there... tt stupid univeristy hall... hai... so hard to find.. went up to second level... but things cropped up again.. but nvm la... solve le.. by the time i came out, is already 12.50pm le... but i dunno how to get out!! lucky me ar... while trying walked out, a taxi stopped in front of me... haha... i jus took tt taxi n came back to sch again... hai... really spoilt all my mood!!! hai.... no lunch, no sms, no phonecall... aiyo...

really ar... i realised tt isreally v hard for me to survive without hp ehh!!! hai... but thanks to EIC ar.. brighten up my mood le... hehe... by 5.30pm... suddenly all the sms popped up le!!! ya... gd la... aiyo.... stupid singtel!!! they better giv me a gd reason tonight during the news ehh!!! aiyo... k la... v long liao... hehe... blog tml ba...

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hmmm.... jus now... went out w weijian n ada... not bad la.. jus feeling a bit pai seh.. cos last min i need to rush hm n help mummy buy 4D... i totally forgotten bout it!! so hav to rush back to AMK from far east.. then after buying hav to rush back to far east n find them... haha... pai seh ehh... esp to weijian... end up he has to wait alone for ada... sorry ar!!!

after tt, we went to walk walk.. at first saw the chinggay thingy... but too many ppl le.. so dun feel like staying there... end up, cos v lazy to walk to suntec.. so we jus stopped at raffles n hav a drink at the coffee club... then we tok lor... hehe.... v fun la... we tok high tok low... hehe....

but i think weijian has some sentences v right...

"Love is like plain water" at first u will find tt the water is sweet.. but as u cont drinking, the more u drink, the more plain u will find it....

not true for all la... but it really make some sense lor... hehe...

sometimes i really wonder isit good to noe someone so well tt... once u see him, u can noe wat he is thinking.. or u noe wat is inside him... i dunno... maybe in the past, i like tt feeling la... but now.... i dun like... i think i hav done something wrong... i dun wish to noe le lor... i dun like the feeling whereby... "i'm expected to noe.. even u nv tell me, i also noe..." u noe tt kind of feeling???? dun ask me y... as wat i said, in the past i like it... but now... i'm scared of it!! dunno y scare... jus hav tt scary feeling inside me... i dun wan "expected to noe"... i wan "u tell me then i noe..." xuan le... dun need to bother wat i write... not in the mood now.... many mixed feelings again... who can help me???

* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 11:24 PM

hmmm... jus realised tt ch already hav blog le... thanks to xl ar!!! haha.. she must hav said something tt made him go n sign up... hey dear, he still dun hav friendster ehh... ask him go sign up la... hehe...

ytd.... was pondering whether sld i go n register for the uni... to say the truth... i was scared.. esp after i noe the mature applicant must wait till after 25yrs old... i was like... "huh???" the mood was really terrible lor... unitl my friend call me... then we tok tok tok... then i finally go n register le... they were right one thing is... i might not be accepted... n even i'm accepted, then i go think v v hard to see if i really wan it ma lor... but anyway... i told my parents le... they nv stopped me... (they will not anyway...) jus tt..... dunno la... walk 1 step see 1 step lor...

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ytd.... had a long tok with my friend.... really long tok.... we tok high tok low... ya... tok bout someone... someone who i noe i hav a bit of feelings in him...

but is not possible de lor... i noe he is nice, he is gd... ya.. he has those gd pts... but we hav communication breakdown... not so jialat as if totally nv tok... but we dun really can tok anything under the world... he likes to keep things to himself... happy go lucky... even if things happened, he still can smile n took tt challenge... he seldom share this things... or sld i say he seldom share how he really feel?? maybe he did, but even he did, is not all... but for me, u also cannot expect me to share n all he did is jus listen... or i am the one tt start everything first.. i'm not tt kind of person lor... i am the one tt is pei dong de... not i go n push ppl de... hai... suan le la...

anyway... ytd i also found out something... dunno is tt person notice me or noe me or i even told tt person before... (i dunno who tt person is ar!!! dun even noe is a gal or guy... so we named it as A) but then, tt A went n told my friend bout me... bout wat kind of person i'm looking for... wat kind of person i need... i was like... ok... so wat tt A said?? when i heard it, i was like... "therr.... how come he noe???" to say the truth... i was shocked!! really shocked... cos i dun really execpt ppl to noe... n is wat i wan wor.. not wat he has to be ehh!! normally ppl will say i need someone who has a lot a lot of paitent de... but nv there is a person told me wat i wan...

my friend forget who told him le... so he guess 2 ppl... out of the 2, i choose one, which is the gal la... cos i dun think tt guy noe.. but it quite shocked me ehh!!! i think i hav told her before ba... but will i say tt to her?? dunno leh... tt guy, sure will not say tt kind of words de... he nv even really go n bother wat i wan... this kind of thing need analyse de lor... i dun think he will go n do tt lor... ok la.. even he did, which i dn think so la, but even he did, i dun think he will go n tell my friend lor... hai...

will there be annother person tt noe me so well??? i dunno... i'm still finding......

PS: pls come out la.. i dun wan to play hide n seek le la... when will u be out????

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hmmm..... Wed.... Had the pqm quiz... hai... Those qns really v hard ehh!!! At first we tot only most qns but each qns at most is 8mrks... But who noes?? There were many qns but the each qns mostly cost 10-15 mrks ehh!!!! hai... asking us to write out essasy... but i really dunno how to write ehh... end up, watever i can pom, i all pom out liao... really tok cock de lor!!! hai... but after finished, ok le la...

ytd... in my class... many ppl were toking bout uni... almost everyone is gg to register for tt 2 uni, NUS n NTU... but me..... i nv go n register... hav tt urge la... but still nv go... many reasons stopped me ba... but i will make sure i go into uni no matter wat....

but cos of this, it really makes me think.... we all noe studying will nv end... but in singapore, studying is considered as end not when u r in sec or poly... is when u finish ur uni, then u can consider to stop taking education... u can stop studying.. if not u will really feel like u r hanging in the air... maybe not all will hav the same thinking ba... but as for me, right now, i really feel tt i am like hanging in the air... who dun wan to wear tt square hat?? i also wan.... but sometimes, not u wan, u can really wan la... hai... dunno is peer pressure or wat....

anyway... ytd i went out... oh.. i finally went to chinese garden... haha... tt place not bad ehh!!! nice scenery!!! hehe.... if u hav the chance, really can go there n walk walk ehh... hehe...

no sch today... dunno ltr will be gg out a not... till not still hav not confirm... hai... k la... see how ltr lor...

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hmmm... today was a very.... jialat day??? haha... early in the morning, couldn't get up.. but still hav to force myself la.. then when reachin the lectuer hall, the rememebered my report has not hand in.. so went in, find sch n reminded her.. but we still hav to wait for sharon... thinking tt when sharon came, our fyp report can hand in le... but who noes?? when she came, she told us tt there r many mistakes found inside our reports... wow.. i tell u... i was like... "huh???"

no choice, hav to skip pcc lessons.... our co-examiner lesson leh!! but bo pian.. she even stopped us from leaving, but we still hav to leave cos no time already... ya... we took exactly 2 hrs to reprint n rebind everything... aiyo... really aiyo ehh!!! we spent more than $80 on our reports le ba!!! after printing, we found out tt those papers tt were wrongly printed were even thicker than our own reports!!! hai... really waste of money lor!! but bo pian.... hai....

today actually wan to go out with friends de... but last min cancelled... i acc my cousin out.. when shopping ar... when trying out a new shirt, i realised my earrings were missing... went out of the fitting rm, found 1 but the other cannot be found... then my cousin told me tt when she saw me, i aleady left wif 1 earring le!!! i was like,"ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i only wore tt pair of earring, plus today, i only wore it for 7 days ehh!!! 7 days only ehh!! n now is gone!!! thurs i'm gg out.. but i dun hav earrings le..... hai.... sad ehh!!!!

but when coming hm, saw my fav comerical... does my situation same as the commerical?? haha... "No earring!!!"... hehe....

tml having my pqm case study... thur hav to hand in yin formal n case study... but my case study still hav not done yet... hai... suan le ba...

* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 8:22 PM

hmm.... today is valentine day... n friendship's day.... therefore...

HaPpY V dAy n HaPpY FrIeNdShIp's Day!!! FrIeVeRs ForEvER to ALL mY fRieNDs... hehe...

today is a special day for me!!! so many yrs of V day.. this yr is the most special de!! haha... every yr, i hav guys giving me presents... this yr.... no guy give me... but i gav myself a v v v gd present!!! haha.... n of cos i also gotten cookies n chocolate from dear n sc... thanks ar... actually wanted to do something for some of my close friends de... but no one teach me so... drag a bit first la.. ok?? hehe...

anyway... i'm v happy today... cos of my special present!!! really like my present v much!!! haha...

but today also v stress... went to sch early for tt frag lesson... but end up i skipped the last 2 lessons jus to PRINT my fyp report!! wow.. cos today is the date due... end up, i think most of the CLS students all rushed to the library to print their 2 copies of the reports!!! n each copy wil hav at least 50 pages!!! can u imagine tt??? as for us, we hav 96 pages to print!! but then ar... so many cropped up last min... n thanks to the crowd ar... so mnay ppl printing at the same time, end up, printers jam!!! wow.. they eaten dunno how much of our money away ehh!!! hai... then ar.. cos too late liao... we had to hand in tml morning!! sian ehh... rn up n down teh library jus to top up the printing fee... i think we spent bout at least $50 on our reports ehh!! hai... worst is tt i from morning till 6+ still hav not eaten yet!!not only me la... sc n sharon also... so hungry, so tired, n plus pissed off with the com n printer.. aiyo... really v frustrated ehh!!! but hai hao la... everything will be over after handing our report tml!! hehe...

k la... blog tml ba... no time to celebrate also.. hope tml can ba!! hehe...

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Jus read my friends' blog... ya... mixed feelings again... the feeling really v strange lor... one post is a v sad post... a post tt really made me worried.... another post is a happy post.. a post which i dunno sld i feel happy for her a not??

life is like tt de hor?? i remembered someone told me before... i tink some of u might experience it before ba... whereby one road, there are ppl gg throu funeral... sending their love one last journey... the opposite side road is a newly wedded couple, happily celebrating their big day... wat will an outsider feel?? how do the ppl invloved feel??

ytd went out with my sec friends.... ya.. many thoughts came acoss my mind.... so many tt i dunno how to linked them up... so many tt i hav to scold myself to stop thinking... ya... i need to control my thinkings.... anyway... ytd was ok la... met up with many ppl... kwet was our winner ytd ehh!!! not bad hor?? hehe... after tt went to marina there for tt "red hongbao 2005"... ok la... v crowded... a bit hard to walk... hehe...

hai... today... ok la.. developed those photos le... not v gd.... those pic tt i wanted, only 2 can make it!! the rest ar... blur!!! qi shi wo le... hope i can hav the next chance for me to take again!!!! i think this is the worst pictures tt i ever took ehh!!! not i took ehh... those i took it myself de... or my bro took de.. all not bad lor.. but come to my friends de ar... aiyo... really aiyo ehh!!! waste money, waste film!!!! hai...

k la... not in the mood le la... mixed feelings now...

PS: u noe who u r!!! pls call me when u need me.. no matter wat time is it, i'll be there!!! my hp is 24hrs switch on!! ok???

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hmmm.... ytd i went to Mr Ho's hse at queenways... met xw n zy at bukit pahjang(wrong spelling) then took bus to queenways MRT station.. haha.. we were the last gp to reach... but we were not the last to reach his hse la... hehe... went to his condo... not bad la... V V windy!!! so windy until ur hair really can fly!! aiyo.. gd la... but too windy le... wan to take photo also v diffcult... hehe... anyway.. had late lunch there.. KFC n pizza.. eveyrone sat near the swimming pool there, eating n chitting chatting... haha... not only we were there.. our junior also there... those yr 2 de... after eating... went back to the hse n play... we senior were at the living rm while the junior in his rm... all of us were gambling... haha... some black jack some mj... while playing, waiting for yc gp to arrive lor..

so who is our lucky guy leh?? tee guan, man keong n of cos our host, Mr Ho lor.. he really v lucky lor... 15 pts ar... dunno how come he can take a 6 pts out ehh... n is like 2-3 times le lor.. aiyo...

after mr ho's hse, we went to jean's hse for dinner... watching tv, took photos, eat, tok... n BLACK JACK... but this time round... dunno leh.. is like... v strange... i dunno... maybe i'm not used to it ba... anyway... not bad la.. is fun lor... our lucky ppl are claudin(our bday gal), xw n yc... claudin is... maybe gg to be midnite ar... her bday is getting near ar... her luck also v gd... watever the card they wan ar.. as long as asked her to take ar.. she sure can zun zun took out the number they wan!! not bad ar?? as for xw n yc... they are the winner for tt nite la... both won quite a lot of.. esp for xw... his lucky guy ar... aiyo.. bu pei fu ta also cannot ar!! hehe.. but overall ytd is fun la... not too bad...

ltr... gg oout with my sec sch friends... hmm... every year we will go out de... hehe... k la... tonite or wat then blog ba...

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anyway had some tok with my friends... i tink there are some ppl i need to thank lor.. for helping me to walk so far....

daddy, mummy, albert n roger:
thanks for be my family... thanks for bearing my attitudes n moods...

korkor n jiejie:
hehe.... thanks for be there whenever i need... when i'm sad, or i need anything.. all i did is jus a call n the 2 of u will try ur v best to help me... esp the recent things tt happened to me... u 2 really did a lot lor... when i really down, no one to acc me... the 2 of u r there... thank you v much.... i found a gd sister n gd brother... but i dunno bout the 2 of u lor... i hope i am!! hehe...but i will try my best to be gd sister la!!! hehehe.... really feel like hugging the both of u ehh.... hehe.... jiejie.... my bro in law is waiting ar!!! korkor... my da sao is waiting too... the 2 of u.. pls open ur eyes big big!!! hav faith in urself!!! hehe... i will always be there supporting u!!!! haha... n dun worry... i'm big enough to noe wat's gd n bad for me le ba!! hehe... **hug hug**

xl:
dear.... so many things wan to tell u.. but whenever i see u, nth came out... though the 2 of us seldom meet, seldom tok.. we noe we are there for each other lor... thanks ehh... thanks for be my buddy!!! ok la... before i come to the blog hor... i hav many things to say ehh... but now i dunno wat to type le... haha... but... i must say lor.. is really gd to hav u as my gd friend... u hav taught me indirectly many things... hehe...

ada:
hmm... auntie chew.... u also another one... thank you for listening to my naggy... thanks for all the advices!!!! dun worry la... i hav noe n realised many things le... n dun worry i will not forget u liao!! but ar... uncle tan really not bad ehh.. pls consider la!!! hehe...

yc n xw:
hmm... the 2 of us.... though i jus noe the 2 of u not long ago... but u 2 hav helped me a lot... in terms of sch works n... life ba... thanks for making my day in sch n outside ba... thanks for being there when i'm sad n when i need someone to make me happy... u 2 hav helped me indirectly helped me a lot of things too... hehe.... really appreciated tt lor!! hehe...

lian:
lian lian... noe u for so long le... today ur call somehow had woken me up ba... anyway... thanks ehh... thanks for asking me wat ppl dun dare or dun wish to ask... thanks for "bother" to ask... thanks for being there when needed... u always tried ur best to help me whenever i asked ur help... really thanks lor... u are really a great pal!!! hehe...

ch:
u ar... haha.... dunno wat to write leh... u always so conicidently appeared in front of me when i not in a gd mood... really qiao lor... but there is 1 thing i ought to thank u... thank you for be my clock... hehe... thanks for all the advices too!! hope u can really get urself a gd gf soon!!! hehe...

jerome:
hmmm......... i totally lost of words... but i think i need to thank you something... thanks for helping me to grow... n cos of u, though not directly, but cos of u, i found another 2 gd friends... n cos of u, made me realised many things... things tt i dun like to face but i've forced to face it!! but anyway... suan le la... is over.... really no pt saying it le lor...

friends tt r not mentioned:
hey guys... not i heartless ok??? but without u all, there will not be tan bin ard lor!! hehe... u all hav acc me walked so far... everyone hav some memorises in me lor... so thank you everyone!!! hehe....


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HaPpY ChIneSE nEw YeaR, EvEryOnE!!!

2nd day of new yr le!! i think by now everyone sld hav collected quite a no of ang baos le ba!! hehe....

anyway.. chu xi... as usual la... every yr is the same.. except tt this yr i get to see korkor n kah yong first... korkor this yr made cookies ehh.. erm.. the cookies not bad la... hehe...

1st day of sch... normal lor... go seletar then afternoon went to wai po hse le... haha... this yr i hav extra ang bao fom xiao yi... hehe... after waiting for so long... then suan her too... haha... fun!!! i really like toking to them ehh...

after tt, went to my mummy's god parents hse... at first i dunon is them ehh.. even after i went 1 round of "happy new year", i still dunno who r they until i said.."byebye"... aiyo... anyway.... after tt, went to my great auntie's hse... met my mummy's cousins... there is one ar... no sld be 2... i noe them... but i dunno their names... then tt day, we finally tok lor.. then i realised he studied mechanical eng... then we tok lor... is fun la... he only older than me 4 yrs ehh... n he is my uncle... then is one younger than me n i hav to call him auntie.. aiyo... v luan ehh... haha...

after tt.. went back ah ma's hse n played...FIRECARACKERS!!!! haha.... is fun ehh!!! then heard ppl putting those fire works!!! v beeautiful lor... really nice... first time i saw so many fire works.. heard so many crackers sound!!! haha.... then malaysia tc was showing SHE KL yan chang hui... v nice!!!

this yr special is... i can get to tok on phone... haha... thanks to someone ar!!! hehe....

today.... nth special la.. went to my daddy's side.. 2 great aunties' hse... after tt went to seletar again... but nv stayed long la.. then came back home n settle sat thingy n next sun thingy.... after tt... went to slp... haha.. v tired ehh...

tml.... gg to Mr Ho's hse.... hope is fun ba... hehe....

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AHHHHHHHHHHHH........... i can go crazy ar!!! with the ppl inside here.. playing all those crazy songs.... aiyo my god!!! i already wan to slp le.. but they making it worse for me!!! hai... i cannot tahan le la... i'm gg out!!!! i wan to get out of here man!!!!

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hmmm... these few days... quite rush ehh... rushing to edit the fyp... ya.. finally is ready for printing... then hav quizes.... quizes really spoilt my mood.... dun really noe if i can make it a not... hai.. last sem le!!!! must buck up le!!!

wkends... stayed at hm n do spring cleaning... decorated my hse with those new yr thingy... this yr my mummy even hang the red cloth on the pillar... v hard to describe how it looks like... go to my hse n u can see le... hehe... when u r on the stairs, u already can see those cute thingys liao... dunno y my mummy n my neighbour so high ehh... as if we are really 1 big family like tt... hehe.... but is fun la...

ytd...went out wif xl to buy her new yr clothes... not bad la.. at least we managed to buy something... she has 2 tops n 2 bottoms... plus a pair of shoes... wow.. walked until my legs pain ehh... ok... everytime shopping u sure can hear my complaining legs pain.... hehe.... but really pain ehh... not bluff de leh!!! anyway.. i also bought 1 top n 1 bottom... both... i dun think i will wear to sch ba.. esp the top... too..... i dunno... not my style of wearing to sch ba... hehe... bottom is a mini skirt... sld be la... anyway... tried out my clothes this morning... erm.... not bad lor... jus tt dunno wat my parents will think when they see me with my top during the first day of cny... haha...

ltr gg to do my nails with ada... weijian also coming along... wow... this guy ar... i do amke over, he is there... now i do nails, he also there... not bad hor??? ltr help me carry things again ar!!! hehe....

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Hmm...jus uploaded the D&D photos... ya.. finally... i spent 2 days ehh!!! cos of some problems obstrating... hai... anyway.. is uploaded le... but i still left some hav not upload yet... so will update again if they r really ready ba... hehe... but hav a look those photos ba====> click here

jus now.... dunno y.. hav some gan chu.... is "sorry" a word tt is v diff to say?? to friends maybe is easier than to say to rather than to family ba... hai...



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*serena and i*



*dear and me*



*our tables gals*




*our tables guys*



*i n xw*




*IC gals*

these r some of the photoes tt i will be uploading la... but hav not done yet cos too many liao... hehe... so pls giv me a few more days ba... hehe...


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hmmm...jus now on the phone... wow... first time wor!! first time got ppl praise mummy until so high up ehh!!! recently i jus had a quarrel with her... not really happy with each other lor... but today i was listening to someone... telling me how great my mother is... wow... tt kind of feeling really a bit weird weird ehh... haha.... he really praise her until v high ehh.... aiyo....

first time then got ppl asked me to study hard... haha.. younger than yc but older than me... dunno y suddenly i feel yc is so small... haha... v bad la... nvm...

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