haha... today.. went to sch... almost everyone toking bout the D&D... not bad la... i think by now everyone has developed their photos le.. i'm trying to upload mine to the album... so giv me some times ok?? hehe...

hehe... jus now.. 1 silly guy... think maybe cos he not gg to work le ba... then bought 2 things charge 1 thing... aiyo... anyway.. a bit pai seh la... cos nv met before ma.. so wat to do??? haha... i also dunno how to react.. hehe...

today... sat is fun... sun is still quite enjoying the nite... but today... somehow a bit spoilt by the photoes le... dunno y leh... somehow i dun think i looked nice lor... hai... esp the ones i wan to really take pic with... hai... dunno wan to put up a not... hai... see how lor...

how do i looked ar??? i dunno ehh.. cos i dun really hav the chance to take a better look of myself before i went out ehh... hai... dunno la.. anyway.. is over le... n i really enjoyed the nite!!!

oh... ned of my FYP le!!! haha... finally finished my final draft today le... suddenly got things cropped up... aiyo.. scared me ehh!! lucky i still can safe them!! aiyo... but serena's one hav to redo.... late for 2 lessons ehh!!! hai... but anyway... i finally hand in le... so i'm free!!! now must focus on cse studies le!!! hai.... next wk chinese new yr le ehh!!! sld i look forward to it????

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hmm.... ytd is our CLS D&D.... which is also our D&D la... hehe... is fun... i think eveyrone quite enjoy themselves... but i need to thank 3 ppl for helping me in my D&D.. without them.. i really hav no idea wat to do le... jiejie, korkor and weijian... thanks for everything... hehe... thanks jiejie for making me pretty... thanks for korkor for ur..... trying to make my day... is like watever i asked, within ur ability... u all agreed!!! thanks ehh... really v touched by wat u did lor... hehe... thanks weijian... for helping me to do those odd stuff... wat i do leh??? hehe... jus sit back n enjoy... haha....

ytd... woke up early in the morning to tidy my hse a bit... then suddenly remembered forget to call korkor to get the things from him.. end up woke him from his slp... pai seh ehh... not purposely de la.. hehe... then after tt went to bugis to get my new spec... after tt bout 1245 like tt met xw n alfred for lunch... morning to noon was ok la...

after lunch... went to korkor's hse... hehe... ppl was writing his music script wor... "Right Here Waiting".. actually he was modifying la... but was nice lor... the way he played his organ..(is tt the spelling ar?? dunno la.. anyway is another type of piano la..) nice... but i like his disco song the best... really not bad lor... i was so tao zui until i dun bear to leave the she.. but bo pian... met jiejie for to do the hair le.. so hav to rush down... aiyo... from this period to the time i went for my D&D was really v rush!!! rush fro my hair la... rush for my make up la.. everything!!! hai... end up i was even late for the meet up of xw n alfred.. they hav to wait for me very long... hehe... so sorry ehh... but hai hao is tt they came up to my hse n waited.. think is the taxi driver dun allow them to wait ba... so they hav to get down lor... aiyo...

anyway... by the time we reached hilton... 7.15pm!! haha... big shot ehh!!! everyone in my table already reached le lor... in the taxi... i already recevied 2 sms... 1 from sharon.. another from ada chew... she ar.. ok la.. i understand la.. ur husband v handsome... u v excited la.. v long nv see ur husband so handsome le isit?? hehe... anyway.. he really look not bad ytd la... ada also looked nice... actually edwin is right... everyone tonight is both handsome n pretty... hehe... some smart looking, some pretty and elegant.. some sweet looking... hmm.. after all of them hav sent me the photo, i upload le, then u all see... hehe....

the dinner was ok la.. food... hai hao la... not really eaten much lor... our clapping and cheering were more than our eating... haha... mosty of them cheered until no voice le... hehe... but i think i enjoyed the most and the whole gp really did something together is the cheering btw who is the guy winner, wilson and louis... i think wilson won is cos our gp suddenly dunno y all stood up tt made the mc a bit shocked... haha... wilson is ok la.. maybe is his dressing tt make him oustanding lor.. but ar.. those guys walking on stage ar.. some of them really cannot make it ehh... out of 14 guys ar.. i think only 4-5 ppl can really walked nice... eg is wilson, louis, wenda(though i dun really like him.. i dunno y...hehe..)and another 2 malay guys... gals... ok la.. but our claudin... stage fright... hehe... but angelar not bad ehh... i think she really outstanding lor... i think another outstanding guy is the MC... he really v funny... i think he is a gd MC la... he brought up high part of the D&D...

took a lot of pic too... inside outside the ballroom... hope they will look nice ehh...after the dinner... went for the dance disco... first time i ever dance in a disco wor!! haha...dance with serna, sc, sharon, weiling, clara, step, xl, xx... i think all the gals join in ehh!!! hehe... the songs not bad la... but i think there is one person really left out the fun.. ce huang...is really ur lost tt u nv come ehh!! u sld hav came for this D&D lor... hai...

then ytd.. let me see the other side of Mr. Ho... he really like crazy man after he took off his coat ehh!! he kept dancing non stop lor!!! haha.... but he also the star of ytd taking photo session... haha...

dance hafway... the whole lot of IC went outside tth ballrm... cos is tee guan bday... wow.. he really kena ehh!!! all the balloons were all flying towards him n burst in front of him.. n is really non-stop type ehh.. after tt been carried to the stage.. really poor thing but is fun ehh!! hehe...

after disco.. most of them went to china black le... except our click... we wanted to go to kbox... but.. too ex le... so end up we went to eat... wow.. the journey of walking really v tough... after the dance... my legs started to pain le.. plus tt walking dist from hilton to kbox to eat... i nearly took fo my shoes n walked.. but ar... i scared ltr my legs v dirty so i dun wan... anyway.. we eat, drink tok till 3am+ like tt, everyone started to go home le.. sc n sharon 1 bus, yc, benny, weiling and mel 1 bus, step, alfred, evelyn 1 cab and deming, wenyun, xw and i 1 cab... by the time i reached home is already 4am le... aiyo... v tired ehh....

conclusion: overall not bad la... jus hav some..... problems along the way... but is hai hao la... but 1 think i quite irritating is my dress... maybe cos i not used to it ba.. i keep feeling my dress is v low... then feeling a bit uneasy... hai...then nvm... of all the gals' ar.. i think most of us hav curled their hair... but then ar.. i think mine is the most failure de!!! ppl curl can last for the whole nite... my curl can only last for haf the nite... hai.. idiot... end up, those ppl tt saw me came n asked me.. "oh.. u curled ur hair meh??" hai.. sad ehh... but ok la... overall is fun la...

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haha... jus now is so funny n a bit irritating la... tt thing is supposed to be done at post pffice.. but i dunno i went to the centre.. i went early somemore leh.. if not i'll be late for the lesson... went there, found out tt the thing open at 8.30... wao kao.. quickly sms to roy n told him i'll be late.. but this guy v blur.. dunno his hp rang... aiyo... anyway.. i was late n somemore hav not settle tt thing.. so end up he drove me to the post office... wow.. his driving on road ar... same like daddy de leh... aiyo... but is fun la... first n last time le ba... haha.... but is fun la... really feel quite happy to see him de leh... hehe...

ltr gg to bugis.. think ned up i'm gg there alone ehh... hai.. poor thing hor?? no choice.. all not free... hai... then maybe go n get some new clothes for daddy... i saw a dress ehh... not bad lor... but quite ex ehh.. i spent too much on the D&D le... dunno whether sld i buy tt dress a not.. hai.. tml jiejie coming then ask her lor... hai...

oh... tml is D&D le.... r u all looking forward to it??? hehe.... hope tml is fun ba... tee guan is also celebrating his bday there... 20 yrs old le wor!!! wow... soon will be ours too... haha.... k la... see tonight will i cont blogging a not ba... if not maybe sunday lor... to tok bout the D&D thingy.....

(can someone tell me is the tag board thingy website down?? how come i cannot get the code from there liao??? i dun hav tag board ehh...maybe i go get a new one ba...)

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hmmm.... finally finisded ppc quiz.. dun ask me how isit.... no comment... haha.... anyway... jus now.. was rushing for my fyp... actually today was quite rushed le... hav to send to sharon by tonight... then she hav to send to sc by tml nite... blah blah blah... hai... so busy ehh... aiyo.... but ok la... busy also not bad la... but my quizes..... hai... must buck up le!!!!

this yr cny.... dun think will be much fun ba... cos this yr is the first yr i need to settle many things within a wk.. cos after tt wk, more things need to hand in... hai... sian...

oh.... D&D finally coming le... dunno wat will happen there... haha.... hope it will be fun ba... hehe... after tt, we will be gg to hav fun!!!! haha... hope hav ba.... always last min de la!!! hehe... k la... blog when i free ba.... maybe tml ba... hehe....

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hmmm.... i finally break down le... i dunno y... jus really dunno how to take it anymore... after breaking... had another idiotic news... i dunno isit cos i over sensitive or wat... but i jus hav tt feeling in me... not really a gd feeling lor...

hav i done anything wrong??? i really dunno... even i did something wrong, i also dunno lor... it cannot be tt phone thingy lor.... it happened so long ago.... hai... dunno la...

last night really.... hai... suan le la... jus hope my sat is a gd one n my new yr....

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hmm.... today... not bad la... finished my fyp graphs... a lot ehh... aiyo... now hav to select which to take n put in reports... hai...

anyway... today after prac... went to suntec wif xw n alfred n zy to help xw find his d&D clothes... haha... yes.. we found le... n we were like forcing him to go quickly pay like tt... but is nice wor... hehe.... 3 ppl helped to see sure nice de ma... haha... hope he like it ba... hehe... k la... v tired le... tml then blog ba...

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hmm... jus now went to hang ten to buy pants... wow... tt saleman ar... older than us by 1 yr old ehh... 21 this yr... but he is a foreginer... gg to overseas to further his studies soon... but he v cute... even my mummy also like him.. haha... he not bad looking ehh...really!! he's friendly n cheerful... his face is those..."kan de shun yan" lor... haha... maybe tml gg to find him again... haha.. cos he forget to put my daddy jeans in... so tml hav to go back again... haha... he wore red shirt de... not white... haha... but ok la... i really tend to take note of guys who wear white la... haha... today someone also wear white.... not bad lor.. i think la... but sharon n sc tot nth... hai.... nvm... haha.... korkor also wore white today... i think korkor wear white nice too!!! hehe... i jus like guys wearing white... hehe... sc asked me if so if a guy wear white shirt during our D&D.... YES.. i will take note of him de... haha... not everyone wear white nice ok??? jus like not everyone wear pink nice lor... hehe....

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hmmm.... this morning received a bad news... hai.. received another failure again... really dun like tt news leh... i dun understand how come ppl crossed road nv look at teh road de ar??? idiot leh... pls lor... hai... god giv u eyes is for u to see... so pls LOOK OUT!!! hai....

1 more mth.... oh my god!!! scare ehh!!! cannot cannot.... relax gal!!!! haha.....

today stayed back after sch to do my fyp report... not bad la... hehe... the process still managable... hehe... tml still hav to go early again... hai... k la... now on the phone with my dearest korkor... so cannot blog le... blog tml ba...

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hmm... today is the last day of the benchwork for my fyp le... haha... finally... last nite... after this nite, no more le... kinda of fun la.. hehe... sitting under the dark clouds... with the wind blowing u... tt kind of feeling is really v nice... haha....

anwyay jus now had a small nap le.. so now feeling a bit energytic le... haha...

today nth special la... oh... i did an aeroplane.... n mine flied not bad ehh... all the way to the front... haha... even i myself was shocked bout tt plane... haha... not bad ehh... hehe... after so many lesson of languages modules... this is the first time tt i quite like language modules ehh... haha....

next wk.. i hav 2 quizes ehh... plus 1 more formal need to hand in... next next wk will be my D&D le... many ppl looking forward to it.. me ma... hai hao la... not really as keen as before lor.. maybe cos i noe tt day sure hav something i'm not v happy about will happen... hai.... suan le la... there's nth i can do also... hope we can hav fun ba....

i started to miss him le...

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hmmm... nv did much these few days.. ytd went to orchard with sc, serena n mel... wow.. serena really v pretty leh.. is like watever dress she wore, all v ncie de lor... i think ar.. tt nite, those guys at the d&D, their mouths sure open big big de... haha...

hai... y ar?? i really dunno how come the relationship bte mummy n i are like tt?? i dun wan de lor... but how come like tt leh??? i really wonder is she the one tt is unreasonable or i am the one giving attitude?? hai... dunno la... not really in the gd mood now lor.. isit true tt no 2 women can live under the same roof??? hai... dunno la...

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hmm... i dun like thursday!!! i really dun like thursday... is like.. every since my sch term started... every thurdsday i sure bound to hav something happened!!!

1st wk: mood swing
2nd wk: received many bad news
3rd wk: i fell down
4th wk: leg not receovered yet
5th wk (this wk): i almost tripped again.. though nv fall but my slipper spoilt!!!

n is really every thursday leh!!! who is unluckier than me??? hai... qi shi wo le... so pai seh u noe???

anyway.. today... a bti finally confronted my feelings to myself... dunno is a gd thing or bad thing... hai... anyway... even it is really happening, i still wan to put a stop to it... i dun wan to go throu it again... v scary... n somemore i dun hav much time also le... not much time for me to go n think think think... so now i must do before i think... ok la.. did think for a while before action la... EIC!! hehe... anyway.... hope everything will be fine....

today.. went to sch with auntie chew today... haha... hey auntie... really ehh... forget bout tt guy la... is time to change target le!!! uncle tan not bad la.. though he likes to giv me attitude pro... but ar.. he really not a bad guy lor.. a guy tt u can consider leh!! be mrs tan also not a bad choice rite??? hehe.. really la.. honest, playful but yet can serious, kind, helpful, mature, noe wat he's doing, noe wat he wan to do(not every guy noes tt ok??), not bad looking also lor... can nei kang leh!! strong... taller than u too... hehe... consider la... at least u better than me le rite?? haha... too bad tt uncle tan nv read my blog... if not ar... hehe.... i'm looking forwards to listen to the both of u gd news ar!!! haha...

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haha... my first quiz is over!! overall.. not bad la... 34 mcq... not v diff la... hehe... spent bout 3 hrs in library today ehh... but i think i only spent 1 hr revising.. then rest of the hrs, we r toking... haha... sharon n i were like suaning sc... haha... is fun... cos i was really v sleepy le.. so bo pian ar.. must find activites... hehe....

anyway.. after the quiz... we went to find Ship... haha... say the truth ar.. i really started to begin liking her leh... my impression of her really changed lor.. she like... showered us with her motherly love... haha... but really la... not saying her teaching la.. toking to her in private... is really not bad leh... her teaching.. i think after so much complained from us, she has improved le la.. not as fast as when she first teach le lor... hehe... chinese new yr... i think i'll buy a card for her... anyway we gg to buy a v big card for tt lam also.. i think will hav ho de, kwok de.. n maybe jessis tong ba... must buy v big card.. accumulated these 3 yrs of cards.. haha...

oh...today ar... i kena suan by sc... in front of tt ship also... wao kao... i really no comment leh.. then jus now kena suan from deming also... idiot leh... i dun wan... i really dun wan... hai... i jus wan things to remain like now... some need to improve la.. but not this person... oh my god... watever la... dun care...

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haha... take a little break now... to say the truth ar.. other than the notes... i hav not even started yet leh.. hai... tml PQM.. hope i can do it ba!! haha...

ytd... went acbk hm quite late as usual... my fyp.. hai... but lucky this thur is cancelled.. cos fri i no sch... then if thur will to do, then fri hav to purposely come back n giv ship tt card... a bit bo liao lor... hehe.... but ytd was ok la... thanks to benny n yc again... hehe... ya.. they helped us again... our acknowledge page sure hav their names on de... haha....

anyway.. today... not bad la... finally my D&D thingy is settled!!! but somehow i dunno y.. i was been turned off le ba... after hearing ppl telling me.. "ya i'm gg... oh.. i'm not gg.. erm.. i dunno ehh... see how lor..." all these things hav been ard my ears during these few wks... so somehow the feelings is a bit spoilt le ba... ya.. i noe by now.. those ppl tt i wished they would go, already signed up le... aleady settled le... but then.... dunno ehh... suan le ba... say le also no use... dun think anyone bother la...

but i was a bit sorry to yc ehh.. ok.. i noe u will not see my blog.. but i think i really need to say sorry to u lor... tt d n d thingy.. i think is a burden to u ba.. though u nv really feel tt, or not really bother by it... but i think tt thing did bother u somehow lor... suddenly not ur pro also become ur pro... i really feel a bit pai seh bout it leh!! this thingy really dragged too long le... jus like wat xw had said, is really time to close case le lor!!! hai.... really a bit turned off ehh...

i dun really understand bout guys... ok.. jus like guys dun understand gals... but.... aiya suan le la... maybe sld get used to it lor... i think somethings sld get used to it lor... dun bother la...

nth special today happened also la... jus tt... "laughed" a bit more than any other day... thanks to EIC ar... or sld i say gg back to my "old" self?? watever... though feeling a bit strange... but i think there r things i sld really changed le... nvm.. tt sld be tml thing... now is PQM time... haha... k la.. gg to study tml quiz le la... hope i can do well.. aiyo... my first quiz leh!!! v scared ar!!!!!

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ha... finally managed to finsih almost all parts of my first formal... suddenly realised i had no time to prepare... tue need to hand in the report but wed i'll hav PQM test... aiyo.. ltr after writing the blog, i must go cont my revision le... a bit regret y i nv studied last wk... hai..

anyway.. went back to ah ma'se last nite.. ya... last min de ehh... hai wo last 15 min of hzgg cannot watch... idiot... anyway... during ah ma's hse.. then i noe actually last uncle went to pegang... but the lucky thing is he left haf an hr ago before teh storm came... thanks to his mother-in-law... cos suddenly she felt uneasy.. she like having pro with her heart.. tt's y they left... lucky they left... plus my uncle family, with his mother-in-law n sis-in-law... total 7 ppl ehh... really cannot imagined wat will happen to my family now if something really happened!! thanks god!!!

then heard stories from daddy n my grandparents... a lot of gan chu ba... somehow i really tot.. not tot la.. is actually i already knew it.. but then the feeling is stronger lor... yes... Sinagpore is lucky!!! we are really siutated in a good location... imagine if the thing really struck us??? we are jus a small red shot on the world map... hope everything is fine this yr!!!

jus now watched the "ren chi"... ya.. the show quite nice.. tt wang lu jiang... erm... not bad la... but i think he has a lot of emotions... haha... but quite a lot of stars appeared which is quite s surprise to me... hav ah tu, jj, fish leong, z chen, she.. n many more ehh.... but their goal of 600 000 calls like hav not reached like tt... however, the amt of money they hav done it!! gd ehh... cos some part of it will go to the tsunami's affected ppl ehh.... hehe....

k la... wan to go study le la... tml will be home v v late... but hope is fun ba!! hehehe....

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Today.... went to sch early to pass tt "golden" card back to the ship... hehe... then had my prac... today prac v fast ehh... aiyo... after tt went to fragrance lab n do our last 2 fragrance... oh.. today we had our ada to help... haha... she came to lab n helped me... not bad ar?? hehe... but then ar.. dunno y.. the frag tt she n i together, the smell like cannot match with original de.. dunno isit cos the top n middle note aleady lost or wat... hai... anyway.. we did quite fast la...

bout 2pm, we already left le... went to watch "Seed of Chucky"... ya.. is a horror show... been scared a bit... hid under the jacket a few times... but ar.. i can tell u lor... the show is really v LAME!!! so lame until i no comment lor... esp a part.. is supposed to be scary de leh.. but ar... right after they scared u, the lame part happened liao... tt lame part would make u feel tt u r so silly to be scared of lor.. hai... but the show ok la.. those 2 shows i watched this wk.. were ok... but really v best la... hehehe...

Dunno is it curse a not... but i dun really is coincidence lor.. a bit too qiao le ba??? qiao for 1 n haf yr??? hai... maybe is fate ba... i dunno... i noe i'm thinking too much again... watever.... i already trying not to think bout it le... but then.... i dunno... must it really be so qiao?? i dun wan... i really dun wan... i wan happy ending... i dun wan things to be happened like this... ok.. maybe i'm greedy... but then... i dunno... really can spoil mood lor... hai....

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[about thursday's night, 6 jan 2005 - having fun in fyp]

ytd.... was a happy night... really v happy... though was doing my fyp.. but we were doing it happily... haha... ytd.. after 6pm lesson, after gotten the "golden" card, we went straight to T1A to open those rooms... hehe... first time wor... i took tt card n open 8 medias rooms!! 8 wor!!! dun play play leh!! haha... tt kind of feeling really v shuang... haha... after opening up, we tried T1A45 pc... but cannot play music de... then we tried T1A41.. also cannot... hai.. then we tot all pc cannot play de... but no wor... yc's rm which is T1A42 can play leh... benny also switched on 1 in T1A47.. not bad ehh.. those pc tt the guys switched on, can use ehh... but those tt we on de hor... cannot played.. hai... but ok la... after really can hav the chance to sit down n enjoy the music lor... hehe... oh.. ytd we had yc, benny n yc's ex rmmmate came n helped us... many ppl hor?? haha... tt's y is fun ma...

but then but i like most is the dinner part... bout 8pm then we can hav our dinner... by then, those fdstall in fc2 had already closed le.. except the mac... so no choice... so we ordered 5 set of the new "recipe"... dunno wat black pepper burger with twisted fries... erm... not bad la... u all can go n tried lor... but we nv ate there.. we bought them up... n set tables at the open space... haha... when we were taking out those tables, suddenly yc said tt we r like gg to praying to heaven like tt... wao kao... then ar.. those advance ppl upstairs de ar... all looked down at us leh.. a bit pai seh but i liked it lor... n somemore ytd was such a windy night ehh.... with stars... the feeling was really great lor... then we ate n tok... so fun... too bad no candles la.. haha... then plus some music tt was played out from T1A42... haha....

after dinner, we cont our fyp le lor... this time, ok la... but think too tired le... everyone started to stay put at T1A42 to listen to music.. hehe.... did until 10+.. finally everything is over... then we idle awhile before we packed up... then closed all windows n doors... this time not i played with the card le la... is yc... haha... after tt, sharon n sc went hm... benny n yc waited with me to wait for my daddy... hehe... thanks ar!!! oh... taking this opporunity... i wan to thank benny.. really thanks for ur help ehh!!! hehe... feeling a bit pai seh cos he has to follow us stayed in sch till so late... hehe....

but really lor.. opening 8 rms rite, without others intercrupting whereby u noe the whole floor is all ur ppl, tt kind of feeling was shuang leh... but a bit diff to find ppl la... i remembered sc n i were looking for sharon.. we opened all the rms including the toilets but cannot find her... aiyo... we were like playing hide n seek like tt... haha... is fun.... really fun... next mon n thur, we r gg to do it again... hope it's fun!!! hehe....

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ha... ytd went to watch the "Meet the Focker"... erm... the name is already v... "funny".. imgaine u calling someone.."Mr Focker" or "Miss Focker"... anyway.. the show was funny... but not v funny la... was ok... but i think to understand the show totally, ur eng need to be up to a std ba... then u can udnerstand wat those ppl r toking when they r toking bout "those" things... hehe... n of cos ur mind must not be too straight la... to say the truth hor..before i watched tt show, i really dunno wat the show is bout leh... xw did told me something bout it... but tt time i really dunno wat he meant... too bad la... i really dunno la.. all i noe is tt show is a funny show...

now... is sch lib again... cos 1 hr break.. ltr another hr lecture n break again... hai... then after tt gg to do our fyp.... tml gg to watch "chucky" with ada n chang jian... last time is wei jian now is chang jian... hmm... both jian ren... haha... but both i like only this yr get to watch movie with them leh... hehe... k la... tml then see whether is nice anot lor... haha.... heard tt is scary but funny too...

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hmmm...ytd... not a bad day for my family.... we had a new "family member"... haha... anyway, we went to changi village... the $6 curry fish not nice de... but the sweet n sour fish v nice... hehe.... after dinner, went to "loyang da pe gong" to pray... at first i was to go light up the candles... so i walked towards the "fire". however my eyes weren't looking at tt direction however, they were looking at the other direction where the tv was... haha... then ar... i jus walked walked suddenly i kicked onto something else leh.. hard hard de.. then i could feel got water onto my foot.. then when i looked down... I SAW A BIG DOG LOOKING AT ME!! wao piang... scary leh!! really scary leh!! of cos i screamed la... then the whole temple looked at me... but i hack care le lor.. i was so damn scared leh!! aiyo.... but after tt, when thinking back, i think is funny n silly la... haha....

now in library doing my report.... but v cold... argh.... k la... ltr then blog ba...

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hmmm.... jus finished doing the journel... haha... thanks to dear ar.. hehe... hey woman... ur english really powerful leh... i tell u wor.. u can nv see in my blog got such word de.. "massive", "show no mercy", "vulnerable"... blah blah blah... wow... but thanks to u la... at least i noe where to go to when i need those info... haha.. hey.. this show i got update myself with ur blog ok?? at least u hav ppl reading ur blog hor!! haha... anyway, thanks ehh... hehe...

today... was ok la... not too bad.. except walking got a bit of problem.. hai.. but hai hao la... oh.. today.. i did something to a "bad guy"... but ar... after attending the EIC lesson ar... i wonder hav i done wrong?? sld it be done tt way?? hav i done in a wrong method?? fri, dear asked me if i am the one got pro... i really wonder le leh... haha... not bad leh... before lunch, tt thing happened, after lunch, had EIC, my mindset somehow shaken... haha... but i dunno how sld i changed it... first i dun even noe if i hav done anything wrong a not.. hai... hav i changed to unsocialable ar?? dunno ehh... hai... so many things happened since dec... really hope all things can settle lor...

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today.... woke up 10am... not bad la.. at least i managed to slp... though is really v hard la... hai... went out with family... then after tt to seletar again... went there... as usual.. those mj tables blocked my tv.. so i went to jess's rm n watched tv... but ar... watch haf way.. jess called n asked me to go down... wow.. i tell u i was so sacred lor... nvm... anyway is not gd thing as usual la... feeling so pai seh lor... hai... make a fool of myself... shocked my whole family... idiot... anyway.. after tt i hid myself in jess's rm le la... to watch tv also... haha... if not ar.. really dunno wat to do ehh... hai... btu i was also quite touched by wat ah ma did la.. though wasn't too happy with it... hai... k la... hope tml is a better for me ba... i think ar.. the next few days i need to become "shu nu" le... haha...

a brand new yr... i hope i can happily finish my poly life... hav all the gd memorises.... without regrets.... even if i will to be busy, i also must enjoy the busi-ness.. hehe....

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hmm... a short brief on wat happened on 2004.... well.... i think among all my study years, poly yr 2 sem 2 is the worst yr tt i hav ever gone throu... hai... many things happened... n happened at the same time... so fast tt tt time i couldn't take it... but tt time also a time tt allow me to learn more things... a pt where i think i hav changed some of my thinkings... of cos i get to noe more about my friends... after gone throu my 2nd ITP.. some things already changed... though not used to it, but i still went throu them... n along the way... get to noe some "new" friends... "new" as in friends tt i only started to noe n tok in 3rd yr... haha... many interesting happened too... think those gd memories is a gd start ba... hehe... so.. tt's bout me....

world.... i saw those news... looking back in those yrs.... we hav sars, chicken flu, wars n the recent one... tsunamis... really hope there is peace on world... everyone is happy with their life... oh.. today also a new start for channel u... but i think channel 8 nv did a gd job for channel u... everything is so mixed up... hai... hope they can do a better job... channel u is a gd channel lor... hehe...


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HaPpY nEW yEaR!!! WeLcOmE tO 2005!!!!

hmm.... finally... 2005 arrived!!! a yr tt i hav been looking for to since 30 Dec 2004... really hope 2005 is a gd yr for everyone.... looking back, many things hav been happening during 2004... although there are many happy things happening, sad things also not little. (a bit broken eng hor?? haha )so i hope 2005 is really a gd start for everyone... i really hope economic will be better, everyone in this world is happy n peaceful.... i think the best if there is no war....

as for me... i still hope my 8 wishes would come true... but there is one i dun wish to happen too la... i noe i am accident prone... come to think of it, during the yr of 2004. the no of times tt i fell down is quite a lot leh... but the worse i think is the recent one... no "hai" today.... but i hope it really can recover soon.. though i think is impossible la... think my D&D sress must be long long liao... if not sure can see the scar de...

k la.... a bit of wat i did last day of the last yr... hehe.... finally went out with xl... hehe... we v long time nv go out liao... but i think i moved a lot le.. plus morning met with roy... then at seletar, i climbed up n down the stairs, up n dpwn tt 3 storeys... my wound kena again... dunno y also... so by the time i came back home... i took out the bandage... i ..... v pain lor... anyway... ya.. i had countdown in seletar.. had some wine.. but i think i took the wrong one.. cos tt wone is suppose to be sweet.. ya i think too sweet liao... sld hav taken another white wine... end up, i asked my cousin to finish up foe me... hehe....

now i dun hav time to blog le... the next blog tt i'm gg to post shall be a recall of wat i did n wat happened (if i remember) in 2004.... hehe....

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