hello... so u all guys got miss me?? hehe... hmm..stop at last friday... today is friday... wow... 1 wk nv blog leh.. so wat i hav been doing neh?? study wk le....

sat n sun.... mummy n daddy go genting... came back with many tibits.. haha... nice man!!! then monday... went to acc my mummy to see dco.. oh... i tell u ar... i really dun like tt doctor.. he ar.. got attitude pro leh!! aiyo... tok to my mummy is such a bad tone... wat?? think u r a doctor so big ar?? idiot leh... hai...

then tue... went back to sch to study with YC n xw... something not v gd happened... but anyway... we continued with our stuff la... is fun tt day la... not bad la.. every sem.. get t hav fun first before i really serious in my work... hehe...

wed... stay at home... to study too... but nv touch much la... cos too many drawing to draw le... but tt nite.. i heard "yin yue ri ji"... is bout a friendship story... cos no blog ma.. so i wrote in my bk... i wrote bout the time i had with my poly friends... how i met them, wat are my first impression of them, how we become gd friends... bla bla bla... then ar.. suddenly realise.. hey... my sec sch also like tt leh... haha... then ar... make me hav tt urge to create a blog especially for my sec sch friends leh... everyone chip in their stories la... on wat hav happened during their sec sch life... no matter is happy or sad, angry or funny... tok bout the things we did together... wan a not?? since we dun hav photos... (i dun hav la...) but we hav memorises... we can put all the memorise together rite?? wan a not?? we can hav the username n password to be the same... then everyone can sign in to put their stories in... then it can become like a bk... u noe?? then at the end of each story.. jus write down ur name la... u can chip in as many stories as u remembered... gd idea a not?? then everyone can recap wat we hav done during our sec sch ma... wan wan?? hey.. braddell students... tag on my board n tell me if it is a gd idea ok?? hehe...

anyway... thur... i had my interview... was ok la... hehe... i like tee guan n YC's tie... haha... their ties v nice.... hehe.. then after tt, i went out to study again.. this time not in sch la... we went outside... hehe.... ya.. managed to write something out... haha....but was v tired after tt...

fri.. today.. nad my driving lesson with roy(my fav instructor)!! hehe... this time... we tok a lot leh... really fun.... really like him to teach me... haha... oh... he wan to noe yvette leh!! haha... cos he said tt she is pretty... ya... she is man!! hehe... now at jiejie's hse... she ar.. now a happy gal.. had AD for her SIP(attachment)... now she's dancing... hahaha... v long nv tok to her le... hahaha.... k la... blog after exam la... after exam is my driving test... oh..... scare scare ar.... hehe... k la.. miss u all guys. good luck for ur exam....


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hmm... i finally finished redoing my formal ytd le... haha.. with a little help from benny... thanks ehh... hehe... not bad leh... i sue 3 days to finish 1 formal report... break my own record ar!! haha... but not the 3 days... i so guai sit down there n conc to do my report la.. along the way got tok n play a bit la... hehe... lucky thing is got YC to acc me ar... if not ar.. i sure feel v v sian liao... haha...

so after printing out my report... tok a while.. then after tt went to take the NAPFA with sc... wow... many ppl leh... reached the stadium.. saw kaini n micellle... but nv saw meijun n hz... sharon dun need to say la.. cos is known tt she'll be late... hehe... after tt.. sc waited for sharon... hz n i went to register first.. end up.. hz n i in a same gp, sharon n sc in a same gp...

hmm... so how "well" i do leh?? haha... i FAILED 3 stations.. shuttle run, standing broad jump n sit n reach... though i failed... but i still v happy tt i passed my 2.4km... hehe.. i v long nv run le leh... n yet i could pass my 2.4km run leh!! haha... so happy for myself... hehe...

but ar... after i finsihed my run ar... my legs pain liao... v shuang... then ar... cos after run, i was smsing ma... my hands are shaking... haha... but ok la... after tt, went to eat dinner with sc... btu cos we can't eat solid food... so we went to eat dessert... haha... i ate cocktail seacoccnuts n roti priata... hehe... i still like the praita there... but after eating, v full le...

after tt, went home... tired... btu dunno y my eyes dun want to close until i almost reach the reservoir then i slp... aiyo... on the way walking hm.. my leg yi guai yi guai de walk home... haha... v slow ar.. slower than my normal speed of cos... haha... bath le... watch a bit of tv... but cannot slp... cos hair wet wet... then sms again lor...n listen to 933... hai... but ar... listen hafway... i slept le... until 2am, i woke up n switch off the radio... hai... my hair was still wet leh... but dun bother le la... jiu jiu yi ci nvm de hor?? hehe...

k la... hope my com is ok by sun.. hope my cousin can come.. if not.. i really dunno when is the next time i blog le... hehe... so dun say i nv say le ar... if i nv blog... n u miss me... wan to noe how i am... sms me ba.. or call me la... btu ar.. call my hse pls.... my sms burst le... hehe... next next wk exam le... 4 papers... after exam is my driving test le... hai... hope i can do well for all of them ba... pray hard for me ba!! hehe... good luck to all of u all too... hehe... take care ar... n keep in touch with me hor!!!



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hmm.... these few days... though a bit unhappy due to my wkends and monday... but i still quite touched by my friends... suddenly all come around me n ask me how am i?? even those tt nv read my blog also now wat tt i fell down... haha... news spread v fast hor?? but thanks ehh!! ce huang, clara, xiuling, weijian, claudin... though nv see u all guys tt often... but ur care n concern to me is still the same... hehe...

tue.... morning... as usual la.. went for my driving lesson... after tt... quiz lor... but cos due to morning fall... tot only leg pain.. but maybe side effect ba.. hands also kena... but i nv realised it... hehe... anyway... now, after putting medicine, ok le la.. so dun worry... hehe...

wed... came to sch early in the morning... jus to redo my formal... hai... met up with YC at fdcourt 1... saw xw n alfred... after tt.. went to library lor... on the way.. saw clara n xl... hehe.. v happy to see them de leh!! cos they can always brighten up my day... haha... but nv tok to them too much cos they are studying for their quiz ma... went to library... haha... i finally finished up my discussion and procedure... left synosisi, conclusion, intro n theory...

today... where am i now?? library again... meet YC again... cos he is the only person tt will come to sch early n do report... ltr i'm having my NAFA... after 3 yrs... i'm going to take my 2.4km run... n guess wat?? i NEVER practise AT ALL leh!! hai... hope i can pass ba... hopefully la hor?? haha.... k la... gg to do my report le la... take care guys.. exam coming le... dun be sick ok?? drink more water ar... everyone is slping late nowadays... so must take care hor!! REN BA!!! left 3 more wks n we all can relax and hav fun le!!! so let's work hard together n play hard together after 3 wks k??? hehe.... oh... gwen.. work hard for ur "A"s hor!! dun worry... u can do it de!!! hehe...


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hai.... i think no one in this world in more unlucky than me le...

friday.... came to sch for the quiz... after tt, went out n hav a sall walk with YC... we both went to buy 4-D... haha... first time i bought 4-D with my friend leh... the feeling was so funny... but ar.. he say tt he nv seen a young lady bought 4-D before... i was like.. erm... me lor!! haha...

sat.... a terrible day for me... dun ask me wat happened... is jus v jialat for me... n my brother ba... i think the first time tt i cried from morning till night... cry baby hor?? ya.. maybe ba... went out with xw... watched movie.. dunno wat show also la... anyway... i only noe tt i v v sad....

sun... everything is as per normal... wen tot driving centre to change my prac date... but cannot... wanted to fixed tt instructor... but he ar... hai.... out of the three instructors tt i hav familiar to.. not including tt Alex ar... but Roy is in la... out of the 3... 2 of them has transferred to teach automatic cars... left Roy... fine... but he ar... tml he night shift... next fri.. i will see him... 6 i will see him... the next sunday he's off... on leave... mon.... teach night shift... wao kao.. means i cannot see him on the day i having my test leh!!! idiot la... then no one familiar going to teach me le... idiot... then at night, see my favourite show...huan zhu ge ge III... is nice.. but i v mao dun wan to watch a not... cos i noe the outcome... i noe how the story goes..n i noe how i would react... then i dunno sld i continue to watch a not... is like.. yes now is happy ending... but ar... ltr part ar... sure v jialat de!! hai.... dunno la... but is a gd show la... think u all can go n watch.... hehe....

monday... tt's today.... hai.... v unlucky day for me ba!!! early in the morning.... woke up... prepared to go to sch... cos i noe i need to use com today... so went to look for my diskett.... BUT I LOST IT!!! with my formal inside leh!!! n i did half way throu le leh!!! idiot leh!! hai... then nvm... i ren... cos sat n sun.. my eyes nv rest le... so i told myself i cannot continue like tt... so i ren.... i really ren... then nvm... redo everything again lor!!! fine.... then went to print my GMP powerpt... coming back ar... I FELL DOWN!! now my leg pain... not only my eyes has not recovered... my legs pain too.... hai... y i so unlucky????




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friday.... back to normal again... hehe... the quiz was ok... but ar... morning ar... i was daydreaming throu out leh!!! haha... lucky the paper was ok.... hehe.... k la.. blog other day le ba... maybe next monday i can blog again... hehe....


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hmm... thursday.... is a day where all IC students are v stress... cos need to study for the pccc quiz... hai.. tt mrs tan ar... headache ar... anyway... ytd mood also not v good... moody as usual... but i still force myself to study... no choice lor...

but i wan to say something.... i need time to adjust to myself again!! you can't expect me to jus treat everything to be normal... i can't... i jus can't!! i admit i'm not the type whew i can jus easily adquate to new env.. i will complain all its bad pts before finding out its gd pts... so i strongly believe sooner or ltr i can adquate to the new env but i need time!! i need time to discover the new env, to noe the new env... so please... you are ready does not means tt i'm ready!! but i am really trying my best to do watever i can!! and i really trying.. maybe the method is not a gd method to use... i'll change it but not now... i dun wan anything to affect my exam anymore!! i will not allow anything to spoil my mood in exam.., NOT A SINGLE ONE!! cos i dun wan histroy to be repeated itself again.. as i noe if it repeat, no one can help me too.. end up i'll be the one tt is suffering, crying and all sort of things!! so please... even i hav to face it, let me face it after exam ba!!! I"LL FACE YOU!!! i maybe a bit stupid or useless... but i still need time to alow myself to start all over again... i'm not the type whereby i can jus say hello and byebye... i'm not the type where i can take and go... and i'm the emtional type!!! this i noe is a gd pt plus a v bad pt... i noe in oife i can't be so emtional and i'm learning tt too!! everyone need time to learn... me too!!! jus happen tt i need more time to learn!!! i noe not everything is within my control or within my thinking... I NOE.. but noe is one thing.. whether i can live with it, understand it, accept it.. is another qns!! but i can tell you... i really trying v hard le!! every now n then, i hav to remind myself and i am still doing so... you may not see a totally different tan bin... but at least u will see a little "improved" tan bin!!!


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hmm... rush to sch jus to print my letter and report.. hopefully i can write my blog.. n yes.. i can le.. haha... but hav to be v fast la.. cos 10 got lesson... hai... where did i stop tt day?? monday rite?? hmm.. so now is tue...

tue... i had my revision driving lesson... oh.. i tell u... is my happy day man!! haha... i get to noe my fav instructor(Roy's) gd friend leh!! haha... he is jus like tt instructor leh!!

some profile on tt Alex Wong.. Roy's gd friend

lived at seletar there... used to live at AMK Blk 501... studied in np.. business managment... studied part-time degree.. also business mangement... then after tt... cos like car... so become a trainee... mid 20 now... not handsome but funny... has a moustache... looks like a malay person... train ppl in car 47... haha.... noe alex during work... n become gd friend le... liked to meet up at the S-11.. beside jubilee for breakfast... he like AMK a lot.. cos hav many memorises... young... like to play in the big big garden (hill)... haha... lihai ba??? within 1 1/2 hr.. i get to noe so many things... not cos i asked him hor... is he himself tell me de... hehe... but is fun to hav him teaching me la...

wed.... not a gd day for me... quite moody... went to orchard with xw, alfred, sharon n sc.... they went to buy weiling's present while i go n settle my phone... after tt... brought them to my auntie's shop to drink soyabean while i go n buy 4D... sld i say they hao ming?? erm.. actually tt day is my fault la... cos i dunno how to go to the peace centre by bus.. end up hai them to walk v long... but in the end... i took taxi again leh!!! hai... anyway they enjoyed it also la... haha.... after tt... went to continue to buy present... then go home... study a bit of my coming quiz.. but i studied to slp... hai.... tt's it....


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hai...v long nv blog le... so u all guys got miss me ma?? hehe... sorry ar.. not purposely!!! hehe... so please be prepared for a long blog today hor!! haha...

on last thur... came to sch for only 2 hrs... then wanted to rush home n study my ICP quiz de... but cos hz said tt she dunno how to do the qns so agreed to stay behind a while... but end up.. she has something on.. so she nv come... but i still stayed in sch n studied with YC..though i can't study outside... but i still managed to learn something from him... hehe... but i left v soon too la...cos wan to study ma... so i went home... but nv really study too lor... hai... so went to fetch roger... to prepare my mood ma... hehe... so after came back.. i really pia for my quiz le lor...first time ba.. i stayed in my room without coming out.. without standing up n walked walked... oh... did i say on wed nite... i dreamt of a scary dream??

actually i did some study on my notes on wed nite.. did some tutorial qns... but ar... there are some qns tt i dunno how to do.. pondered v long le.. but still cannot figure out... so i gav up n went to slp... leaving my notes laying around la.. then ar.. tt nite.. i dreamt of the qns leh!! n guess who help me to slove the qns?? dingxin n weijian leh!! can u believe it?? 2 guys tt are not in my course of study actually help me to slove them?? aiyo... then ar... i remembered i scolded weijian cos he is disturbing me while i was trying to memorsie the ans... hai... but when i woke up ar... i jus cannot figure out wat the ans tt i was trying to remember... aiyo... ok.. maybe i was too stress le ba... dunno leh... but i think ar.. nv leave ur notes on ur bed when u are slping... haha...

continued my thur thingy...though i studied.. only until 11+.. hehe.. cos su you peng was on air!! haha... he is really a funny guy leh!! i remembered i liked him during my sec sch life!! i still like him now la... hehe... but he has "grown" up le ba... hehe... enjoyed his "jokes" n craps on air... until 12+ le...after he went off.. i also went off... haha...

friday... Children's Day!!! woke up at 6am... hmm... to study for my quiz lor... wow... i think i hav many clocks n "clocks" leh... hehe... 6am... is my alarm clock... 6.15 is my hp clock... 7am is ch called me... 7.30 is my hp again... 8am is xw called me... 8.15 is my hp again!! not bad ba?? but out of so many clocks... the ones tt ppl called de... 1 failed cos he forget... another one cos i woke up n was quite alert liao... i sms him n told him dun need le... hehe... so i continued my studying la... bout 9+ ar... when i was a bit slacking... suddenly realised i lost 1 of my notes!! can u believed it?? from thur nite studied until friday nite... i happily studying without realising one of my notes is gone... lihai ba?? search for the whole of my rm but still cannot find it... then ar.. sms to YC... n yes... my notes is with him... he also tt morning then noe... hai... wat to do?? went to sch early lor... hai... but went there le ar... brain cell full liao... no more excess le... so forget it... nv really go n read lor.. end up... toking to YC... haha...

but ask me how the quiz?? like shit ar!!! really lor... tt quiz really not comment lor.. hai... first qns i already struck le... hai... so when i came out from the lecture hall... really v peng... n u noe who is the first person tt i wanted to see most?? NIGIAN XIULING!! haha... so went to food lab n find her... saw ch clara they all too... n of cos i started my complaining le la!!! haha... after tt... went to company to do my fyp.. nv really do leh... cos end up we are toking n toking... haha... gossiping... haha...

sat... slack at home... not at home la.. went to my ah ma's hse.. went to stay overnight there... but ar... ah ma going to genting... hai... nv had a gd nite slp man!! i nv had good slp since fri nite... dun ask me y.. i jus dun feel like slping ba.. brain a lot of things... hai...

sunday... sleep... haha... v tired leh... then acc mummy to NTUC... come back... pia my quiz again... haha... but no mood ar... so watched tv the WHOLE DAY!! in the afternoon.. tok to xl... wow.. we 2 like v long nv tok on phone le leh... hehe... but ar..she ar.. reminded me something... 3 more wks to exam le!!! hai... i dunno leh... not at all lor.. i dunno so fast lor.. hai.. scared!!! at nite... then went to study lor.. but 11pm.. went to watch tv again... hehe... not cos i dun study la.. is cos the quiz is like QAS.. studied before le lor.. the t-test... so only revise like tt ba... hehe.. but the show is really v funny lor... hehe..

today... monday... wow.. finally... haha... cannot wake up ar.. like my pillow alot today... hehe... but still hav to force la.. haha... gotten back my quiz paper too... erm... not bad la... i passed!! haha... but i'm jus those lucky one lor... the quiz is really a killer lor... after tt.. had quiz liao... the paper... not bad la... not v hard lor... can pass la... jus a matter of getting gd grade or wat only lor... hai...

oh.. guess where am i now?? in sch library com!!! really miss my blog leh... oh... huan zhu ge ge coming le... this coming sunday 8pm!! must go n watch leh!! cos is really a nice show!! i jus love hzgg!! haha... k la.. will not be blogging these few days le... so miss me... jus sms me ba!!! hehe... hope to blog again lor... hehe...

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