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Wednesday, September 29, 2004



hmm...... today.. i v weak.. not sick tt weak la.. is v sleepy... dun asked me y.. i also dunno... but thanks to tt yin's lesson leh... cos today no lesson.. then he let us watched the video.. the video is relavant to us la... but i too tired liao... plus he switched off ALL the lights.. with the warm condition... i slp n awake.. slp n awake.. i did told myself not to slp le.. but i dunno how come my eyes are closed de!! haha.. when i opened my eyes.. wow.. suddenly thinks that tt lecture hall too bright le.. haha... but i was awake by the next lesson liao.. haha...good leh... can listen to the lesson... hehe.. but next wk stress ar... tt mrs tan's quiz... really can die... thsi friday quiz is already a killer to us liao... next fri ar... jialat ar... monday... still ok a bit cos is somehow a revision to the QAS... those t-test thing... hai... 2 fridays... sian ar!!! i still hav 1 more formal... haha... drag v v v long le.. my first expt leh... hehe.... k la.. now in sch with sharon... we 2 did the report.. v fast leh.. witin an hr, we finsihed le... haha... efficient ba?? hehe.... k la.. tml only 2 hr lesson... then hav to rush home n study quiz liao.. pray hard for me tt i will do well on friday ba.... haha....


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Tuesday, September 28, 2004



hmm... jus heard "yin yue ri ji"... tonight is about friendship's story.. sound logical... sound meaningful... ya.. sometimes..."sorry" is a gd word to maintain a friendship... quarrelling is also a way to maintain but after quarrel.. jus say a word "sorry" then everything is sloved... is tt true?? maybe sometimes ba.. come to think of it... ya... ALL my GOOD friends comes from quarrelling de leh... maybe quarrel is a way to get to noe each other better ba... hehe...

so To ALL my GOOD friends... if there is anything u all not happy with me ar... sorry.... though i noe u all sure will forgive me la... haha... hope our friendship will last forever!! n i noe it will always last!!! hehe... i hav 101% of confidence tt it will last!!! haha...

today.. suddenly so many "gan zhu"... ppl changed... no matter is from good to bad or from bad to gd... ppl are changing everyday... no matter is in term of mindset or character or even appearance... dunno leh... i think my surrounding friends are changed le... everyone ba... i dunno wat i hav changed... but somehow.. i also think i've chnaged ba... u all tell me wat i hav changed la... haha... but sc told me... sometimes tt person nv changed.. maybe jus tt u get to noe her/him better... in the past, cos not tt v close... so she/he not like tt.. but as times longer... more close le... her/his "actual" character come out le lor... u get to noe tt person better lor... ya la.. is true la... jus like edwin n ada.... i get to noe them better during my second ITP... haha... get to noe many ppl better... from these ppl... i hav changed my mindset too... not too much... but come to certain things... can handle a bit better le ba... haha... prasing myself leh!! hehe...

k la... hope it will not bring any inconvience to anyone... hehe... happy reading then....

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erm... continued from the previous blog... ya... i went to watch the movie le... the "policeman" show... after i finished my previous blog.. i went to the library to find sc.. saw XL they all there too.. was v happy to see them.. see them really can brighten up my day man!! haha... anyway.. went to find sc.. btu she still hav to finish with her stuff.. so end up... yick chuan stayed back n acc her.. leaving me along go n find xiao wei they all... wow.. i can tell u lor... i nearly cry out leh!! nearly only!! i never... i'm strong man!! haha... thinking i'm the odd one there... i really feel so strange... first time in my life... hai.. then the guys down there keep calling me... at tt time, when i was talking to xiao wei.. i really feel lile telling him.."hey i think i better dun go la..." but i feel so bad lor... is like i agreed liao lor.. like since last wk?? then at first i tot they are at the tiong bahru there liao, hav bought the tickets liao... but no lor... they were waiting for me at the dover mrt leh!! i was so shocked when xiao wei suddenly appeared in front of me... then i started to look around for zy... she nv come... dunno to feel happy or sad... haha... but ltr i found out tt i was the only gal among... 7 guys!! got xiao wei, alfred, dingjun, lu, wenda, kai wei, de ming... sld i feel fortunate?? hai... but the journey from dover to tiong bahru, lucky xiao wei nv leave me alone... think he tried his best to make me laugh le... hehe... n plus XL called n console me... ya.. i felt much better by the time for me to watch the movie le... oh.. when i reached there rite, then realised angelar came... but we also nv tok la... she was toking to lu they all...

ok come to the movie le... the movie was funny... esp the part when the gal started to "sa jiao" to her daddy to let the 2 guys (jackie chan n his partner) off... to the part where the rival even let them off... tt part really let the whole cinema ppl laughed till their heads off... really can laugh until piang.. non stopped of laughter... haha... but overall the movie was good... is worth it la... plus the action part.. all the glasses breaking... must be v v v ex le... but it was nice la... u all guys free, can go n watch ba... hehe...

after movie... yick chuen n sc came le.. they came for dinner de... after moive, left xiao wei, alfred n de ming... so we went to queenstown for dinner... the dinner was not bad... but this dinner also let me see more part of tt alfred.. i dunno... i really dun like to go out with him.. can go out la... but not in the same table sitting down n tok tok... PLEASE!! let me go man!! he ar... i dunno leh... maybe i dun like "BIG" guy ba.. u noe?? he think himself too "big" le... over confidence is the word!! he ar... kept asking yick chuen to open another bottle of beer... yick chuen refused.. n u noe wat is he reply?? "erm.. nvm la.. i go home n drink XO lor.." i was like... "fine.. go ahead..." wao kao... really no comment leh!! the whole night ar... dunno heard him asking yc how many times le... hai... i hope la... i really hope la... my sentosa trip.. pls.. dun let him come... i wan a peaceful night after my exam... hehe... v bad i noe!!!

k la.. blog v long le... tonight then blog ba...


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Monday, September 27, 2004



hmm... today... i monday blue!!! serious monday blue... supposed to be happy de.. cos can go out ma.. but ar.. last min sudddenly so many ppl going... feel a bit sian lor... but at last... i only known 3 ppl from polymer going n 2 from the food... so total 5 "strangers" going.... haha.. v bad hor?? i noe from food got wenda n kai wei... the rest i dunno le... now is T333 with yick chuen playing com to wait for the rest to come... hai... will it be a fun trip??? blog tonight ba... stay tune!!! haha....


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Sunday, September 26, 2004



hmm... ytd nv online at all... y?? cos i'm sleeping... ytd ar... i was a pig!!! really leh!! or sld i say i used to slp in the bus le?? haha... i woke up at 10am... went to go n fetch roger from sch... after tt... came back home.. ate lunch then went out with mummy to pray... in the bus... i slept throu out leh... no matter is to or fro... i slept leh!! ok.. maybe u all think is nothing... but i think i slept a lot ytd leh... i think i've became a piggy!! haha... so last night... i forced myself to keep awake bu doing my GMP essay... haha... until 12.30am then slp...

today... as usual la... slp... but not tt long la... so in order for me not to slp... i went out again... haha... went to bugis to acc my mummy to buy herbs for soups... after tt.. came back... watched a bit of tv... dinner... then do tt Lim's revision paper... wow... after i finished doing... i feel so "man zhu gan"!! haha... i finally finished tt paper... tml he's going to giv us more leh!! this fri is his test somemore!! hai... hope i can do well man!!!

as for my sickness... finally better le... voice is back a bit le... though my nose is keep dropping.. haha... dun worry la... i'll be fine... hopefully... haha... hope i dun be late for tt lam's lesson... if not ar... hai...


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Friday, September 24, 2004



urhmm... today i think is the stupidest day in this yr le... hai...

today... early in the morning.. 8am i woke up le... smsing ppl... then after tt went to POBS bank... after tt went to the ssdc to bk more of the prac lessons... morning was v hot... anyway... after tt went to UOB to settle the card thing... reached home 10am... i was thinking,"so nice..." i happily sat in front of the pc n save those pic tt was sent to me last night... played until 11am... then went to bath n packed my things... getting ready to go to sch... i even left the hse 20min earlier... cos a bit early.. so went downstairs to buy battery n bought soyabean milk to drink... then happily dilly dally walked to the bus stop... thinking i'll be early for the class... thinking who i can call if i reach the sch early n meet them so tt can go into the class together... wow... What A Wise ThiNKing!!! walking along the mac.. saw the big big clock... showing 11.55... nv really go n bother bout tt idiot clock cos i tot it was spoiled... but out of curiously... i went to take a look at my hp... my hp is showing 11.56am... i was like,"wat time is my class ar?? 12 rite??? SHIT AR!!" i was really v anxious leh... how can i be so blur??? lesson is at 12 but i told myself to take the bus at 12 noon... stupid rite??? tian ar... i quickly go n rush to take taxi to sch leh.. qiuckly sms ppl tt i'll be late... aiyo.. then nvm... tt idiot taxi driver ar.. bluff my money!! normally i took 20min to sch n at most is $10 lor... but ar... today ar.. i took bout haf an hr then reach the sch... n i spent $14 leh!!! wow... he ar... i dun even noe where the hell he took me to... aiyo... anyway lucky thing is my gp hav not present our slides.. if not ar.. i shall jialat liao... hai....

then after sch... my class guys... played a trick on tt ding jun... though xiao wei dun like the idea... but is done... they went n bluff him they are going swimming... hai... so bad... but they bluff him not purposely de la... jus dun wan to hurt his feeling.. haha... sound as if he is a gal hor?? erm... this ma.... i dunno... haha.... anyway.. stayed in sch a while... tt yick chuen promised to giv me a poem... he did... a friend poem... simplified ar..."a good friend/soulmate is jus like a good book, v hard to find..." nice??? hehe...

after tt, xiao wei acc me to see doctor... if u wan to ask me if i'm better?? the ans is... NO... haha.. only 1 day wat can u expect?? hehe... but i did went to see doctor le la.. i really went le wor!! hehe... after seeing the doctor... went to J8... wow... J8 really really changed a lot leh... not bad la... i bought a chinese cd <2>... not bad la... wat else i spent?? food... fried spring roll n dumplings... haha.. bo pian.. no more for me to choose liao... i really dunno wat to eat le... hehe.. after tt... i went home le... haha...

tml sat... no driving lesson for me... sun also dun hav... maybe not in singapore le... maybe only la... if u see me online means i'm at singapore la.. if not... bye.... haha... k la... see how tml ba... miss me ba~~~~ hehe....


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Saga seed grow @ southern country, Only grow in de spring. Hope u'll pluck n collect more, N think of me when u see these seeds...

sound a bit chim hor??? haha... is supposed to be in chinese de.... if u r pro in chinese... u sld noe wat is it la.. jus direct translate can liao... hehe... this poem is yick chuen wrote de... is bout a friendship poem... tml... still hav 1 more poem... he wrote for su cheng de... hehe... must be interesting liao... haha... tml if can i post it up ok??? haha..


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Thursday, September 23, 2004



hmm.... today is definitely not a gd day for me!! ytd... slept for 10hrs... from 9pm to this morning 7am... haha... lihai ba?? no lor... is not i'm not feeling well... ytd morning... maybe cos i slept v late the previous nite, made my throat even worse... then late quite late in sch with my class... erm... not my class la... a mixture.. got sc, xiao wei, yick chuen, alfred n ding jun... we bk a row of pc... haha... the feeling is not bad la... but at night... i cannot tahan le... lost a bit of my voice le... so i went to slp liao....

this morning... woke up at 7am not cos i need to wake up... is cos i wan to settle my lab report... but my pc kept giving me problem... i spent bout haf an hr restsrting my com... left haf an hr editing my discussion... hai... then went to sch le lor... along the way... discman no batt... intended to slp de.. but behind me ar.. got a couple.. their conversion v ke ai... not v funny but interesting... the guy tok bout his dancing experience... his hp exeprience.. wat 8250 is his bao bei cos is his first hp... hav been taking for like 2+ le ba... jus like me u noe?? haha... then th gal also tok bout wat his daddy la... watever la.. jus the conversion v funny lor... but a bit bad la.. is "tou ting de"... haha...

anyway.. today is csw... i'm the first to reach... got back our result... i still not bad la... not v gd nor bad lor...

oh... today is definitely a terrible day for me... i'm sick!! idiot... flu, sore throat, cough.. today kena gastric somemore!! idiot leh... qi shi wo le... then ar... the guys in my class ar.. nv pity me leh... still can suan me leh!! they really v v bad!!! bad guys!!! idiot... i think ar.. the whole ic ar... i mean those sitting behind de ar... only sharon, huizhen n mei jun will not suan me.. the rest ar.. suan until v shuang!!! aiyo... but ok la.. is fun lor... a bit like sec sch like tt... haha... but hor... dunno y ar... nowadays ar... i hav been matchmaking by my friends... one of cos is tt who lor... another one is a guy tt i nv see before de... but... heard from huizhen is tt he look quite handsome, not v tall but got like 170++ ba... mei jun said tt he is those honest looking... another friend say tt his cooking is v super... wow... sound like a gd guy hor?? but too bad la... i nv seen him before... haha...

k la... now my voice a bit jialat... most of the complaints can only write down... hai... tml need to go see doctor.. hey.. i v gd ok?? no one ask me to go de leh... haha.. k la.. blog tml ba...



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Tuesday, September 21, 2004



hmm.... had my test today... ok la... was quite nervous in the morning tt made me mixed up all the equations... anyway... it went well la... hope i can do well... hehe....

nothing special today.. as usual... jus now watched tt titantic... erm... i remembered the first time it was played was during when i was in sec 1... the song, "my heart will go on" , kept playing throughout dunno how many wks in sch... the AVA ppl liked to play this song... i think this show had been repeated for dunno how many times le ba... but every time i sure nv watched to the end... today is also the same... watched the front part but not the 2nd part... but i liked tt song... it brought back many memorises... hehe....

jus finished watching the mission impossible 2... v nice... exciting... haha... oh... mission impossible 2 short form is MI2 ar?? how come like everyone noe except me like tt?? anyway... tt show is nice la... it caught my attention while i was playing my com... haha... k la.. blog tml ba...




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Monday, September 20, 2004



Hmm… Monday…. Early in the morning… was late for tt lam lesson…. Hai… idiot… of cos la… as usual… late comer sit in front… actually I dun mind sit in front… but he ar… shouted in my ears leh!!! He really v loud… v v loud…. Aiyo… can die leh!! Basically I couldn’t write my notes cos my hands are busy… if not ar.. ear pain man!! Hai…

Anyway… today… I went to sscd n book my test date le… is on the first day of the 2nd wk of Nov… v scared!! Really scared…. tt's shall be the most impt date for me liao... To say the truth hor… ever since I stepped into the ssdc… the moment I stepped into it… I’m scared… as if inside live any monster or wat like tt… hai…. Go in.. the feeling is anxious n scare.. come out… either sad n relieved or happy n relieved… even though go in n out so many times… the feelings is still the same… hai… Then ar… call someone ar… tt insentivite guy!!! Really no comment on u leh… dunno to say u pig or wat!! Can u be more sensitive a not??? Used me as “chu qi tong”!! idiot!! I noe u hav many projects to do… I also noe u hav little time to settle them… but u dun hav to use me right?? Or at least tell me u not feeling gd la… then even I kena scolded, I dun mind lor… cos I noe u not feeling gd ma… but u nv tell me leh!!! wao piang!! Idiot leh… ok la… I noe when I not feeling gd… I also call u… nvm… once only ar!!! I noe u will not read this la… but u really hor… pig leh!!! Cannot hear my voice is not gd meh?? Hai…. Idiot guy!!! Noe me so long liao.. dunno tt I’m worried meh??? Feeling a bit blue le… can’t tok a bit nicer ar?? Stupid guy… think ar… YOU ARE THE MOST INSENTIVIE GUY IN THIS WORLD!! Nono… think I’m the only person tt u will treat like tt… idiot guy!!! K la… noe is not ur fault to be moody too la… I noe u r stress la… Hai… about more than 1 mth… dunno I can get throu a not… my long dream wish leh.. will it come true??

K la… come here to relax de.. cos tml got got quiz…. Haha…


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Sunday, September 19, 2004



hai.... right now... dunno is to happy or sad... v v mixed feeling now... maybe to others... is happy ba... but to me.... i dunno leh... i feel so... i'm not proud of myself lor.. can't describe tt feeling out... hai... now no mood le la... ltr going to "tian hui".. dunno tt tang zhu remember a not... hai....


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Saturday, September 18, 2004



hmm... online again.. ytd... wanted to online... but no energy... n not feeling v well...cos i slept v late on thur... n ytd had morning prac... slept only like 5 hrs... n since ytd morning to 8+.. stomache was v empty.. watever i ate all come out le... hai... come to at night ar... really v feeling v weak liao... but now...ok le la... maybe cos not used to slp late n wake up so early ba...

anyway... today i had my driving lesson again... erm... ok la... wat i scare most now is tml the pre test... if i cannot get less than 18 pts... i cannot bk my test date leh!!! really v scare lor... tonight must slp early liao... hai... monday mood depend tml liao... hope tml is a success man!!!! hai....

k la... nothing much to blog... monday see my face sure noe the ans liao... haha...


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Friday, September 17, 2004



Yes…. I finally waited for thur to be here… n today is Thursday… a day which I looked forward to since Monday… ok.. let’s start from the morning… early in the morning.. went to sch… ok la… but it rained… nvm…. Went to fdcourt 1… saw ce huang on the way… then he told me tt xl they all in fdcourt 1.. haha… tt’s nice…. Then we gals having gals tok!! Haha… oh… xl… dun pinch clara le la… she v ke lian liao leh!! Hehe….

Anyway… kena suan today!! Seriously suna somemore!!! Aiyo… y I always so unlucky de ar?? But ok la… at least all of them get to hav some fun!! I so great hor??? Hehe… I kai xin guo ma!!! Hehe…

Then after sch, came home… ate dinner, bath n went for my driving lesson le… my first night lesson!! With my favorite instructor somemore!! Hehe… BUT….. I was too nervous le… then all my skills go wrong… aiyo… so pai sei leh!! Was telling myself to calm down calm down…. But… hai…. Managed to calm down only a little bit…. Almost bang into a car…. Aiyo… jus by a slight distance only leh!!! Wao piang!!! Is not v happy with my driving skill today leh!! Really not happy lor… I can do better de leh!!! Today is a trial practice… so I hav 30 demits pts… n guess wat is my demit pts?? 28 leh!!!! 10 more marks than 18 demits pts leh!!! Really scared Sunday how ar!!! N hor… tt 28 pts hor… is he v “kind” to me le leh… I could hav more than those pts leh!!! Thanks to my safety checks!! My idiot blind spot!!! Hai.. really killed me!! n hor… I changed lane inside the junction… tt’s a killer I tell u!!! hai… so sad leh!! My blind spot!!!! Sian man!! Which idiot invented blinds spot de ar??? Hai….

Anyway… back to my instructor… intro jiejie to him leh… haha,….n he said tt jiejie n v pretty… hehe… of cos la… Yvette lau leh!! Haha… but too bad la… he himself has a gf le… I not bad hor?? Even this thing also noe… haha… cos his gf called him…. Then he was telling her tt he was busy… n jus hang up her call.. then think he not “an xin” ba… then called back n told her to go to his place first… haha… he ar… then he so anxious leh… one ear toking to her gf.. another hand trying to tell me to turn right… but he ar… toking still can see me whether I got check my blind spot a not… n I didn’t of cos… haha… not used to it la… but I noe I must change this habit la.. hai…

Feeling happy but at the same time pissed off with myself… u noe how nan shou is tt feeling??? But lucky I hav weijian n korkor… haha… both of them are my chu qi tong today… especially korkor… I called him… n we arguing… hehe… feeling better after arguing ba… all tt qi come out le… hehe… but still feeling a bit moody… hai…. K la… tml then blog la…


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Wednesday, September 15, 2004



hmm... today... ytd tot no prac de... but i was wrong... anyway.. today went to prac early in the morning... v tired... i was like floating to sch today like tt... really no strenght to move my legs... haha... but today my prac was quite fast la.. then chit chat lor... after tt went to library to print my report.. wow today first time i was forced to log out from the pc leh... tt 15 min usage of pc... piang.. no comment leh... haha..

anyway.. after tt.. went for lesson... then lunch... met the food students... wow...saw clara... her face ar... can see her tiredness on her face... ce huang even worse... his face looks as if he nv slept for days like tt... think only 2 ppl looked quite energatic to me... xiuling n wenyun... n heard from clara tt the both of them kept pinching her... think the 2 of them slpet too much le ba.. tt's y so much energy to waste... haha....

oh.. today.. all the ic students were scared.. scared of the presentation.. dunno which gp to start first.. suddenly all of us were like," quick quick... wat to say ltr?? ltr wat qns she will ask ar??" aiyo... some gp even worse.. the powerpt slides hav not even come out yet... all of us were like so anxious... haha... but ok la... finally only class 26 presented... 27 n 28 next wk.. lucky ar... haha... anyway i am not the one tt present... jus scared tt mrs tan will ask me qns only... cos i really dunno wat my slides are presenting.. hehe...

after sch.. went to "factory visits"... sound like yr 1 rite?? ya... is exactly like yr 1... go n visit n need to write an essay out... but... is held in SCHOOL!!! pathetic a not??? aiyo... really no comment leh... but... today "visit" and the essay thing... made me thought of yr 1 AGAIN!! remember we went to the fishballs and the fragrances factory??? then i remember i dunno wat to write n need help from ppl... it was fun... really fun tt time... so "hui wei"... haha...

anyway, after tt visit... went to watch movie, the "Anacondas"... overall the show not bad la... is scary... but the scary part is only when the snake come out... the rest rite... most of them i was quite pissed off with the greedy guy who finally hav his retribution... but hor... i dunno y la... i laughed on some part... laughed nvm.. the problem is.. i think i am the only person tt laugh... noe y?? cos i nv heard any laughter from anyone else... except maybe the one beside me la... but no more le... n guess wat?? the whole threatre... only 7 ppl watching the show!!! so... u noe la... enclosed space... n i laughed when no one is laughing... erm.. abit pai seh la... think i'm the only one tt shouted too!! hai... but nvm la... i had fun too... hehe...

tml is thurday.. the day i hav been looking forwards to... haha.... i'm going to hav driving lesson tml night... wish me luck k??? hehe.. k la... blog tml ba..


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Monday, September 13, 2004



wow.... jus now read ALL my friends' blogs... suddenly i realised... i v v long nv online le... hey come on la... i think u all v ke ai leh.. when i blog... u all nv blog... when i nv blog for a long time... u all blog everyday... gu yi de shi ma?? aiyo.... but really lor... jus now i think i took the longest time to read all my friends' blogs leh... not bad huh?? haha... seems to me tt everyone's holidays are v "zong shi"... everyday sure hav something happened de hor?? no matter is happy thing or sad thing... sure happening de rite?? but the funniest blog i read i think is weijian de... he ar... 140km/hr on the road!! peng lor!!! i really hav no comment on tt kah yong man!!! wow... u all ar... really v lihai!!! but ar... pls lor... ur speed can kill people lor!! v dangerous leh!! i noe u hav license la.. dun hav to so "lihai" rite?? wow... really no comment on u ar... but is good tt weijian is having fun during his bday!! oh...

WeiJiAN... HaPpY bIrThDAy!!! hehe... all ALL his friends ar... jus in case u all dunno his bday... his bday falls on 10th Sept!! hehe.. actually i knew it 2 days before his bday... haha...

hmm... so wat hav i been doing after 9 sept?? erm... basically... nothing la... wat i sld hav finished in my 1 wk break.. i ALL nv finished... nv done... even my tutorial for today i also forget... even for my quiz today... i ytd at night then started to study... haha... so last 4 days... i hav been slacking at home... doing nothing... jus watched tv lor... these few days watched quite many programme leh!! especially the "quan ming ou xiang"... erm... the no 9 guy not bad la... he has the look lor... no 2, 10 n 12 gals... also not bad.. they hav the look too lor... N... THEY ARE V THIN!! they hav the shape lor!!! n thanks to them ar... i kena suan by my mummy!!! idiot... i noe they are pretty n thin la... too bad i'm not la... not my fault rite?? cannot tahan her ar!!! aiyo...

today first day of sch... nth much la... quiz...ok la... not too bad... hope i can do well... hehe... after sch... acc zy n xiao wei to the driving centre in bukit timah... erm.. the circuit there... ok la... bout the same in AMK lor.. haha... oh... guess who i saw??? i saw Emiliana... is tt the spelling?? haha... nvm la hor... but i saw her... she said tt she's taking her "A"s this yr... think she is in the insitute for 3 yrs de... instead of 2 yrs de... wat's tt called ar?? i forget liao leh... but not bad leh.. i remembered her first leh!! hehe...

after tt... went to westmall... wanted to watch movie de... but the time slot cannot... so end up...we went to eat after tt... go home... hehe... in the MRT... keep toking n toking lor... zy stopped at cck... xiaowei acc me to yio chu kang then he took the MRT back again...

me leh?? went to fetch roger.. then went to ssdc... haha... i finally changed the date... N... i did something... hehe.... some of them sld noe wat happened la... u all guess wat isit then tag on the board n tell me wat isit ok?? n see who is rite!!! hehe....

tml... 1pm start... think tt jefferry need to go back to army again!! so we hav a combine class again.. sian leh.. v noisy leh... aiyo... after tt.. will go to fu tang... tml... think might be going to watch movie ba... cos today cannot watch ma... thur.. driving... fri... FREE!! haha... finally got 1 night is free de!! hehe... but gal... study more impt ar!!! aiyo... hehe...


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Thursday, September 09, 2004



test blog...


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HaPpY 19th BiRtHdAy, EdWiN!!! hmm... dunno to say if his bday is lucky a not.. double 9 leh!! hehe....

anyway... today is really a lucky day for me.. as in until now.. everything is smooth sailing for me... early in the morning, woke up to do something... hope tt thing is a success... haha... then went for my driving lesson... oh.. today i done the simulator driving.. drive in a auto mode... tt car is like those in the acrade like tt... jus tt this one hav someone behind u to guide u... but to me is like a game n i was liked i was playing in the arcade n i bang a car!!! haha... but is ok la... not say not fun la... dunno leh... is exciting ba... hehe.. n today my driving... ok la... I NV STALL CAR LEH!!! haha.. tt's a gd news man!!! hehe.... n hor.... i kept seeing tt cute instructor leh!!! haha.... so happy.... dunno if he rememebr me a not.. but to say the truth ar... i only remembered his car no... his face... think i need more time... haha...

after tt... went somewhere else to do something... n as usual... i succeeded!!! haha... so happy.... at least one of my sept wish came true le!! hehe.... so i must say.. today is a lucky day for me!!! hope... though i noe cannot... i can always live like tt!! hehe... k la... blog ltr ba...


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Tuesday, September 07, 2004



Hmmm… today had a long day… early in the morning… went for my driving lesson.. wow.. today dunno wat happen to me… maybe wanted to see tt instructor too much or wat… my slope today is really a killer for me!!! qi shi wo le!! Hai… anyway… only to get to jus glance at tt instructor for about 1 min only… think he brought his student out ba!! Hope to see him tml again!! Haha…. I’m crazy!! Korkor still asked me to fix him… actually I hav tt idea leh… but… aiya… see how lor… haha…

Anyway… after the lesson… went to my company… 1 ½ hr of ride… hai…. V long… really v long…. In the bus… slept… but when I woke up, the destination is still v far away… aiyo… then after tt, met sc n sharon… went to hav lunch… wow… the lunch v ex leh!! Hai… there’s also a small carnival going on there… had a small walk over there to see if there’s anything I can buy for the bday boy… saw one… but dunno wan to buy a not… dun even noe if I get to see him a not… hai…. He ar…. Suan le… dun wish to comment liao…

Anyway… went to my company to did experiments… this time… ok la… jus add more percentage of the fragrance…. Managed to get the objective la… can hav more improvement ba… haha… overall… ok la… the three of us still can manage la…

After tt… come back AMK to meet jiejie n korkor for a movie… hehe… reached here too early le… went for a short walk… then meet jiejie they all for dinner… kah yong n wei jian came too… haha… long time nv saw them le… erm… nv changed much la.. same old kind lor… but maybe they too long nv saw jiejie le… or they not used to hav jiejie n me together… the both of us keep toking… then they like cannot tahan us like tt… keep asking us to eat n stop toking… I was like… therr… then Yvette was like telling them, ‘is gals’ tok… u guys dunno de la…’ haha… korkor was there keep laughing… haha…

After dinner… we went to watch “Garfield”… the show not bad la… is funny n stupid… haha… really v stupid… is quite a funny show lor…if u are stress n wish to relax, I recommend u to go n watch tt show… is quite a nice show la… k la… tt’s all for today… hehe… wish me luck tml!!! Haha… hope I can see tt instructor… hehe….




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Monday, September 06, 2004



hmmm... start of holiday... haha... v slack... this morning.. cannot wake up.. cos too tired le... but still force myself to wake up la... then went for my driving lesson... oh.. i tell u.. today my driving instructor... v cute!!! n funny.... n is the youngest instructor tt ever taught me!!! haha.. he really v cute!! n V RICH!!! haha... i heard from him, last thur he bought a new latest nokia hp.. n today he is going to buy the sony errisson... (like tt spell a not ar??) anyway.. v rich hor?? wow... but i like him... not tt like la.. jus like as in his way of teaching n communicating... he really v cute!! haha... hope to see him more often!! hehe.. hav tt urge to fixed him as my instructor... but is like.. v ex lor!!! hehe... not worth it!! haha.. got really is him ar... he really can brighten up my day!!! haha... k la... blog tonight la..


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Sunday, September 05, 2004



Hmm.. today… ok la… early in the morning… went for the driving lesson.. Lucky today tt instructor is nice… if not ar.. I sure die… hai…. Tt’s y nv spoil my mood… haha…

After tt.. tok to jiejie awhile then went to take MRT to change to NEL… met step on the way… wow… I tot I was the latest already… there are more ppl much more later than me lor… aiyo… reached habour front le… ok.. I was late… but of cos got ppl later than me la.. haha… then waited for nila n her bf n we off to sentosa!!! Haha….

During the journey… it was quite fun la… tee guan n I… dunno we two la… “ba zi bu he”.. keep picking each other fault n say each other… hai.. anyway when I was in the bus, I realized I forgot to bring something quite impt!!! Tian ar!! Dunno wat to do…but tt problem was solved after tt le la… hehe….

Finally reached siloso beach…erm… was told to be many ppl… but when we reached there… ok la… but tt many also lor… but we walked quite a distance to find a place ba… sld I say tt’s a gd place??? Hehe….

After finding a place to settle, Sharon, sc n I went to the toilet to change… I tell u… tt toilet tt we found is really v v v far from the place tt we settle leh!!! Ok la… maybe we nv notice the toilet behind… we walked right all the way behind…. Jus to change!! Really no comment… but along the way… we found some new shops coming up la… saw saka sushi and many other shops la… but bad la… but I was quite curious lor.. the time is quite early lor… but there were many ppl ordering beer n cocktail to drink!! isit healthy like tt ar?? Dunno leh… hai…. Anyway went back to find them.. Everyone was hungry le… n we started to eat our lunch.. had sushi done by jean n claudin.. Sandwiches done by angelar… wow.. her sandwiches are v huge.. Can compare with the big mac leh!! Really v huge lor… hehe…

After eating… asked claudin to acc to the opposite side of the beach… cos I wan to try the bridge… haha.. sc they all after tt also joined us.. took some photos on the bridge… then I saw some rocks!! Ohh…. I love climbing rocks!!! Haha… asked them to join me… though some of them were scared, especially tt claudin… she still joined us la… is so fun!!! Then took some photos… but cos raining le… then we quickly ran back…

By the time we were back, everyone was under the shelter le… y I say tt’s a gd place leh?? Cos we are v near the big shelter with chairs n tables… hehe…but tt active claudin… wan to play.. then we joined her under the rain… played volleyball, play Frisbee... wow… she threw tt Frisbee ar… cos I dunno how to catch… tt thing hit ma… then I had a mark!! Like cane me like tt… idiot!!

Anyway, today the sky wasn’t tt gd… the rain on off de!!! Then we were like one time under the sun, one time under the rain playing… aiyo… but we dun care also la… jus play lor!! Haha… oh… huizhen also joined us.. she is the only person from the other class joined de… the others said they wan to come but think last min, they hav something on ba… tt’s y they nv come… but we also hav fun ba… we played captain ball!!! Haha….

V long hor?? Who cares!! Whole day leh!! Hehe.. anyway… when we were bout to end… the food still left a lot… then we played a game.. loser must eat!! N who lost the most?? ME!! wao kao.. really no comment lor!!! So shuai leh!! N I keep eating tt sushi!! V full!! Anyway, after tt… huizhen’s mother-in-law called her le.. so yick chuan, sc n I acc her back to the hotel… v rich hor?? Ya.. they v rich!!! Haha… after sending her, the three of us went back to the rocks again!! Hehe… I jus love climbing rocks!! Haha… then the three of us sat down there.. tok n tok n tok… wow.. so nice.. with the breeze blowing us… so shuang!!! Hehe… I jus love the breeze blowing me!! the feeling is so nice lor!!! But cos got lightening le.. n I was scared of it.. so we went back le… n we were the last person to go back…

Bath, packed up… by the time was already 7+ liao… n we went to took the monotrail back… wow.. at night sat tt train not bad leh!! The feeling was nice!! Hehe… actually wan to take cable car de!! Except for yick chuan.. no one wan to acc me!!! so bad… then I dun wan to wait for them at the harbourfront… so end up.. nv took… but we agreed to come back to sentosa again after exam!!! Haha… so nice!!! This time round, we came about evening time… hope our paper is in the afternoon de!! Then by the time we reached sentosa is about 5+… had dinner, watch the musical fountain then TAKE CABLE CAR BACK!!! Haha… so fun!!! Hehe… then can also had a walk at the palawan beach n walked tt long bridge!! Hehe…

Anyway… after tt… took bus back… n guess wat?? Claudin was about to drunk le!! Hai… she drank beer… n she was bout to going to crazy… n all of us were like… “ok claudin… dun tok liao… we noe u r ok… u r not drunk…” hai… she ar.. made the whole lot of us worried for her!! N of cos la.. from jean n tee guan, we noe some of her “bad” news bout hr drunk thing… aiyo… the story was… as her gd friend la.. I must say is horrible n not funny… n.. this tell me one thing!! I will not go pubbing or clubbing whatsoever with claudin and angelar.. cos they really v kong bu!! But dun say out ar!!! Read n forget!!! Then, yick chuang, sc n I went to eat dinner… erm… I dunno y… n how… my ic friends ar… n put han wei n I together!! Tee guan n yick chuan today la… or rather nowadays… trying to match us like tt.. especially tt yick chuan… keep telling me hai wei this, han wei tt… aiyo…. Cannot tahan… ask me how I feel?? Erm… somehow… I think he n i… cannot be together ba… I dun wan history to be repeated!! Really!!! I hate history to repeat itself… if I can prevent it from happening… I’ll do my best to do so lor!!! Y let myself sad n suffer again if I can prevent it?? U can say I v “dan xiao” or wat lor… Unless there is someone can change my mindset… maybe tt’s the person I’m looking for ba!! Hehe…



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Saturday, September 04, 2004



hmmm... was totally pissed off with myself today!!! thanks to ytd night!!! hai.... totally freaked out!! those moody feeling results my driving lesson to be a waste lesson... basically learnt nothing!!! except for 1st hr... listening to tt idiot instructor barking... trying to show his expert driving skills.. other than tt, he was slping throughout... end up how i drove?? round n round AMK!!! can u believe it?? i was already in a foul mood n he is there trying to add oil into the fire!! really dun like this malay instructor!!! hai....

but thanks huizhen n korkor la... finally tt korkor did something to the outing!! cannot tahan!! hai... he ar... really no comment!! after the driving.. went to the library with mummy n roger... took the "huan zhu ge ge 3" book... erm... dunno is my mood or the story too touching... water dripping... but maybe tt's gd ba... my mood is better le... hai... hope tml is a better day for me!!! going to meet jiejie n korkor again!! haha... really look forwards to it man!!!


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Friday, September 03, 2004



hmm... v long nv blog le... got miss me ma?? haha...

anyway.. wat did i did the last few days?? went bowling on wed with huizhen, micelle, hanwei n dunno who else le la... erm... the game.. ok la... i was the lowest!! haha... expected rite??? hehe... but overall is ok la.. then played badminton lor.. wow... so hardworking hor?? hehe....

then thur, went to bishan with huizhen to look for present... wow... bishan changed a lot leh!! really a lot!! i almost cannot recoginse tt man!!! haha.... but in the end can find the thing i wan... but too ex n the time taken to make tt thing is too long le.. too late liao.... hai....

how come i can go so many place leh?? cos..... all my prac and lessons cancelled due to ISO aduition!! haha.... but then.. when i came back home... slack.... nv did any report or study any notes!! aiyo...

then today.... 27 n 28 class bombam the library.. haha.. all doing the cosmetic thing... aiyo... but hor... our gp cannot find anything!! hai... end up all playing... n i'm blogging... haha.... today i also show them the photoes tt i took during my auntie's wedding... some... no all of them say i too short!!! idoit!!! n all say i look like bit like auntie during for the night dinner... maybe cos of the hair ba... but i think is nice leh!! hehe... next time u all come to my hse, i'll show u... haha....

k la... blog tonight or wat lor... this wk ar... got 3 formal n 2 gp assignment leh!!! sian.... this sunday... yeah!!! go play play liao.... haha... hope it will be fun!!! haha...


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