hmm... ltr i hav a quiz... n here i am.. blogging.. haha... last night.. no mood to blog la... something bad happened.. anyway.. wasn't really study for my quiz too... cos dun hav to really memorise everything as today quiz... all mcq n true/fasle qns... so jus read n read lor...

jus read clara's blog... one of the things she wrote is,"u shouldnt bottle up ur feelings for to long cos one day u might die of heart attack without knowing it... It is good to cry out loud sometimes...i think it is a very good way 2 destress... i feel it is good to let one be heard...i am utmost willing to lend u a listenign ear, helping hand or shoulder to cry on anytime, cos i wouldnt say im good at giving advice..."... i find this v touching.. hope tt person will understand her intention...

ya... nowadays... is like since 3yr started.. everyone seems to be so emotional... isit cos of too stress?? or wat?? hai... jus hope everyone hav to be stronger lor... be give up!! hope is everywhere.... friends are also everywhere... right??

nowadays... keep thinking whether did i did something right a not?? dunno am i too much a not?? must i do until do tt extend?? i dunno...

ytd accidentally saw u.. think u saw me.. but we nv tok.. pretended we nv saw each other.. is tt wat we wan?? hai... am i really too much??


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 10:55 AM

hmm... came back from ah ma's hse... wow... really tired!!! not enough slp!! sat night... slp v late... tok to xiao yi n yi zhang... haha.. long time nv see them liao... n slp at 1+ like tt... early in the morning... 8+ woke up le... overall is ok la... jus tt daddy break record.. first time went to ah ma's hse plus eating, we took about 4 hrs... aiyo... n first time daddy so guai... drove at 50 to 60km/h... y?? cos hav to wait for peter uncle... aiyo.. he really v slow... thanks to him ar... plus the traffic la.. i had my dinner at 9pm!!! i was v v hungry lor... hai....

then today... i wanted to slp so much.. cos of the sun... v bright... but i cannot slp.. hav to help daddy to keep him awake... fallen aslp le.. but woken up by mummy.. hai.. until when i was bout to reach ar... i slept le... cannot tahan.. anyway by then, mummy they all wake up liao.. so i can slp lor... hai..

nothing much actually la... k la.. blog tml la...


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 10:54 PM

hmm... today i went back to my company again... this time is from my hse to sci park.. wow.. the journey ar... 1 and haf hr leh!!! wao piang!! can die ehh... aiyo... anyway... today we did something quite fruitful also la.. we can get emulsion le!! haha... but the emulifier mask the fragrnce away... so not tt gd too... but at least we managed to make them together without any separation... hehe... but my whole bag... contained tt fragrance smell!! tt smell.. ok la... not bad lor... but too much can really... can't tahan lor!! n tt fragrance is definitely not suitable for air refresher!! haha...

after tt.. went to sch... had lunch.. then went to Mrs Tan lesson... then to lim's lesson.. ok la... not tt bad... after tt.. acc huizhen ate her lunch... then went to see my class guys played bball... sld i comment on them?? haha... i'm not a gd player... so i also dunno how to say... but based on my "experience"... hehe... or maybe i'm baised... i still think my sec sch friends played better.. no matter is gals or guys... the gal ar... i still think lian lian not bad... maybe.. erm... we hav a friend called..."wen wei" right a not ar?? anyway... got this gal.. think she played better than tt xiao ping ba... haha... bad a not ar?? but wat makes a gd team is dependant on the spirit of the team de la... how strong ur bond of the bball de!! right??? hehe.... my sec bball's friends... u all hav my support man!! haha... u all are still the best!!! hehe....

wow... i hav 2 formal hav not finished leh!! this time really dunno how to die le!! haha... k la... tml maybe cannot blog le... must wait till sunday night or monday night le... going to my favourite place again!! hehe... hope i can hav fun there!! anything jus sms me lor... haha... k la... blog again then!!!

jus now then realised got ppl missing from my msn... he's gone... now then i realised tt!!! piang!! hai... then hav to readd again!! y i so stupid ar?? aiyo... really no comment!! hai....



* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 10:30 PM

was shocked jus now... then sian again... mood swing ba... hai... anyway... today was alright la... even though nv get to see the person i wan to see.. but overall today was ok... but today more special is i dun hav tt urge anymore lor... i rather not to be seen... is tt gd news or bad news?? i dunno.... watever la... now no mood to blog le... k la.. blog tml la...


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 11:09 PM

erm... jus now wrote a story... wondering sld i post a not... haha... v long leh!! ltr u all start complaining again...

anyway.. today... mixture of feelings... sad, moody, happy, excited, fun... everything ba... hai.... i dunno leh... watever la... pai seh ar... today not in a mood.. wanted to write something... but.... dunno leh... who noe me ar??? who understand ar?? hai....


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 11:11 PM

hmm... jus now had my driving lesson!! today is fun!!! haha... we went on the road... went until ave 10 there... a lot of traffic leh!!! wow... but is fun la... but i keep forget my blind spot!! haha.. will deduct marks de leh!! so must check more often!!! hehe.. then played with the circuit slope!! ooooo... is like playing roller coaster!! haha... really lor!! the car went up then like slide down like tt!! a bit kong bu but is fun!! hehe... make me think of the Hilton hotel!! haha.. the road to the carpark is like tt de.. i remembered tt when daddy went there n down the road... i will keep on laughing n laughing non stop!! haha... so exciting!! n more lihai thing is... i saw my relative!! first time ever since i started to learn.. this is the first time i saw someone familiar on the road leh!! haha... but hope they nv notice me la!! hehe... so pai seh!! haha...

but overall.. today is fun la.. keep toking n toking non stop to the instructor!! haha...


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 12:31 PM

hai... nothing to do now... jus came back from seletar... wanted to do report... but a bit no mood... but tonight no matter wat also hav to write out haf of the discussion!! haha... then see maybe tml do the online quiz!! i hav not read yet leh!! hai.... watever la... see how lor... jus now mummy suddenly tell me bout the uni thing... really not tt interested le lor!! also dunno y... a lot of things to think n asked before i wan to go.. firstly is of cos my result la... they are really like.... not tt v gd le lor... secondly is.... family thing ba... hai... dunno la... see how la... still v far... anyway... tt woman said tt she wan to tok to me... erm... i really dun wan to spoil my mood lor... so pls.... dun come to me... nor i will go to u... hai.... really dunno how to tok to her liao... too much "misunderstandings" tt i dun wish or bother to clarify le... hai... suan le ba....

but jus now daddy come back... i so happy... n a bit shocked la... he finally at my side le... if i'm not wrong la... finally there is 1 time he taught me how to tok to her... haha... so touched by wat he say lor... though some things r from wat mummy say de la... but he still encouraged me to say like tt... i really touched leh!!! finally man!!! at least there is one more person with me!!! haha... suddenly got tt urge to cry out... but cos daddy was here jus now... then bear with it!!! but really touched by wat he said!! hehe....




* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 10:37 PM

haha... jus finished watching the show "qing ai de ni" v v nice!!! haha... tt guy finally got the courage to say tt he like tt gal le!! haha...must watch the show next sat!!! MUST WATCH AR!! haha... so sweet.... hehe... i like the way he winks his eyes!!! haha... can shock ppl de leh!! haha... v nice.. so romatic!! haha...

anyway.. this morning.. went for my driving lesson as usual... today not tt v gd la.. i can do better than this lor... hai... but hope tml can be better... today ar.. maybe too "gam" with tt instructor le.. cos see him too many times le.. then started to argue with him leh!! haha... makes me think of ytd.. clara told us how she drove.. the instructor asked her to turn left, she dun wan.. instead she turned right... ppl wan to teach her parking all those things.. she dun wan.. she jus wan to drive straight.. where got this type of student de?? even worse than me!! haha... anyway... the uncle tt taught her really unlucky man!! haha... at least i'm better than her!! hehe..

today... think ltr will go n n touch notes a while lor.. tests coming le... then at night do my ICP ba... haha... k la.. blog tonight la...


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 2:04 PM

hmm... 2nd blog of the day...

after i blog jus now... went to see ce huang's project?? sld be powerpt la... is bout the testing of food's texture... then was toking to his friend beside him.. think was lydia.. dunno the name is like tt spell a not la.. anyway i understand can le.. hehe... then we were toking bout the driving thing... then he ar.. dunno whether to say him itch mouth or trying to crack a joke or something la.. say,"u two noe each other hor??" then we were like... "cannot ar?? u jealous ar??" wao kao... he ar... really no comment leh.. but can see tt he was really tired!! his eyes were like a bit red n swollen... aiyo... my dear Food friends, can u all pls take more care of ur health?? i noe u all hav many projects, assignments, reports n tests to do... therefore, the more u all sld take care of ur health lor!! all ur eyes were like u all jus cried like tt... aiyo...

anyway.. we were also helping sc with her friendster.. haha.. cos she dun wan to sign up, end up, we hav to help her... hehe.. then received call from xl le.. went to mac n find her... then was toking to wenyun n xiaoxuan too... same la.. gossip here n there... haha...

anyway.. went to far east n ate raham ten!! erm... the food not bad la... toking n toking n toking... is fun la... hehe... then walked around the far east, waiting for clara's or wenyun to call... then walked to heeren... walked around the HMV.. xl bought a cd... then we two went to take neoprint!! haha... v nice!! but the process ar... v funny.. cos this is the first time tt she took n my second time... then cos the first time i took was with ada.. then she did all the pressing ma.. then end up, xl n i anyway how press lor.. then cos too slow le.. instead of choosing 6 pic, we chosen 4 only!! hai... then doing the pattern also... we wan 1 big one with a few small one... end up... 18 small one come out!! we too slow le... but the outcome also v nice la... hehe... at first we took a lot of different background... in the end, we hav only pic with pink colour background.. aiyo... but really v nice... next time, we shall go take again!! haha...

then after taking the neoprint... walked around lor.. but as usual la.. my leg v suan!! i wan to sit down so badly!! but clara n wenyun not here yet!! then we walked to wisma... saw coffee club.. then call clara n told them we were there... by the time they reach wisma ar... 9.45pm... hai... then we took photoes... clara n wenyun la... really v "ai mei" leh!! one took out comb n comb hair la.. then hav to take out spec also la.. another one leh?? keep saying today not v nice to take pic leh!! not tt pretty to take pic!! i was like... therr!! haha... then drink coffee... oh.. coffee club express hor... drink coco freeze is nice!! really nice!! nicer than the mocha!! haha... mocha i think a bit bitter le... hehe... the chesse cake ma... was not as nice as the airport n the coffee bean (singapore river) one... haha... then continued toking lor... then we kept laughing.. tok about their class wat happened la... especially the part on ce huang.. wow.. really funny!! he really v shy leh!! no comment lor!! think is the shyest guy tt i ever met ba!! haha...

after tt... 10.30pm.. finally prepared to go home le... before we went ar.. the 3 of them ar.. especially tt clara!! took so many postcards!! really a lot leh!! stack by stack de leh!! wao kao!! really typical singaporean!!! haha... then wenyun n i deceided to take taxi... so clara n xl went off le..then we waited n waited.. but no taxi was seen... then we decided to take mrt le!! but hor.. wisma was closed!! the road to mrt was closed!! we were lost.. dunno where to go out!! wao piang!! so scared leh!! was rushing home le lor... then finally find the way out.. then quickly took mrt... hai... come back only.. secretly went to bath.. come out only.. kena caught by mummy... scared me leh!! i screamed out leh!! she ar.. everytime de leh!! whenever i bathed at the outside bathroom ar... she sure scared me to hell de leh!! no comment lor!! peng!! haha...

but conclusion... i had fun today!! really... though tired la.. but was fun!! tok n tok n tok... drink n drink n drink... haha... next time we shall go back to our normal place la... singapore river there is the best.. hav breeze blowing somemore.. N IS QUIETER!! tt coffee club ar... dunno played wat music!! is noisy... n v eerie!! we were liked... pls lor... now is wat mth?? come n play those songs!! aiyo... u wan to chase ppl out also not like tt de lor!! aiyo.. we noe u all r closing le la... haha... ya.. n we really been chased out like tt leh.. cos they closed at 10pm la.. then we stayed until 10.30pm like tt... haha... but still v fun la... i really hope there is another time like tt lor... hehe...


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 11:40 PM

hmmm.... guess where i am now??? library lab... wanted to print report de...but the file dunno y ar.... nv send to my mail leh!! hai... dunno wat to do le... but come to library managed to see many ppl... saw ada, ce huang n some of my friends la... they are all doing their report... jus like me!!! haha... so hardworking hor?? hehe... actually is them la... not me... i not as hardworking as them!!!

anyway... now waiting for xl to sms me... while waiting... trying to do my ICP discussion... hai... tt formal ar... expt 2... really can kill ppl de leh!! aiyo.... until now i still dunno wat to do... sian man!!!

now i hope the rain has stopped... jus now rained v v heavily leh!! v dark leh... hope ltr by the time we can go, the rain has stopped le... hehe... k la.. blog tonight la..


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 2:46 PM

hmm... today test was ok la... erm.. can pass la... haha...

after test... went to play badminton with huizhen, sharon sc, xiao wei they all la... my class 3 guys all went... but only alfred n tee guan played.. wow.. tt tee guan ar.. is the first person tt i eve seen in my life dunno how to play badminton!!! really lor.. he ar.. ball come dunno wat he is doing leh!! can hide from the ball somemore!! wao kao!!! his first ball already made the whole of us laughed until piang le!!! aiyo... most ppl like high ball cos quite easy to hit... he ar.. high ball come also hide!! aiyo... no comment man!! haha... but alfred is v gd at playing la.. cos he was from the sch team de ma!! haha... still got who played ar?? erm.. yong chuan.. ok la... then lastly is xiao wei ba... he ma... as wat huizhen has said.. his singing can make it la... badminton.. need more practise ba!! haha... huizhen n i also played... was fun la... with a come disturbance here n there... haha... played until i kept perspiring... aiyo...

how to say ne?? i think i getting to be more associate with my classmates... which is fun la... now ar... whenever tt yick chuan or tee guan see me ar... sure plus granatee suan me... then we would start to shoot each other liao... haha... is fun lor... at least i am on my way back to my normal self!! haha... keep playing n toking... with studying la... haha.. hopefully tt's the way ba...

tml... i finally can get to go esp n feel the breeze... haha... so happy... k la... blog tml ba...


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 8:40 PM

hmm.. ytd afternoon wasn't feeling v good... then at night... had a quarrelled with mummy... wow... dunno whether to thank her for tt quarrelled a not... somehow she forced my tears to come out... after tt, was quite better le... then got a better mood to study le... though is angry with her but tt incident tt made me sad in the afternoon was gone le... hai....

anyway... ytd.. dunno wat happened to me also... suddenly had gastric... pain until i dunno how to stand.. hai... then lunch.. went to fdcourt 1.. saw ce huang... he told me tt xl nv came cos she is having gastric too.. i was liked..."huh?? dun hav to be so qiao ba?" anyway... drank some milk le.. feeling better after tt le lor... thanks to him ar... haha...

having a test ltr... hope i can do well ba... k la... need to pack up go sch liao.. blog tonight ba...


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 8:26 AM

hmm.. today woke up v early in the morning even though i dun hav lesson... last night.. slept at 1am... aiyo.. then this morning, woke up at 7.30am... v super duper tired!!! even right now, my eyes are in pain!! but no choice.. i still hav to continue to do my datasheets... hai...

anyway.. today wasn't a gd morning for me.. cos cannot wake up.. went to bath.. then rush to my driving lesson.. before leaving the hse, first is forget to bring jacket... nvm.. reached the bus stop, boarded the bus, then realised forget to take my Elink card!! then hav to run all the way back to my hse n take... qi shi wo le!! by the time i'm out of the hse is already 8.20am... then quickly went down n took a taxi there... hai... then reached there le.. saw the car no... dunno is to happy or sad... hai... cos tt instructor taught me before de... but he... dunno leh... hai...

but hor... i was really v sad for the first hr lesson!!! he scolded me for the first hr leh!! n v v fierce!!! hai... v sad de leh!! but also dunno whether to thank him a not.. cos of him hor... today is my first time tt i stalled my car ONCE!!! haha... n ar... thanks to him... i realised how fierce i am to my roger!! haha... next time ar.. i must really explain to him before i can scold him... cos ar... tt instructor ar... really scold me first before he taught me ANYTHING!!! hai... anyway.. the first hr was terrible... how i wished the lesson could end early!!! "time.. please flis ba!!!" haha... but the next hr... after he taught me.. ok le la... hai... after tt, called korkor n complained!!! he ar... nv console me n still can suan me!! idiot!!

anyway... after tt.. went to cck to meet huizhen they all... we were going to KBox... hav huizhen, yick chuen, xiao wei and mei jun.... in the mrt.. i wan to slp... but dunno y.. suddenly so many sms.. huizhen sms me n told me she reached liao... yick chuan sms me n asked me where i am?? then i told him i was still on my way.. so ask back him where is he la... guess wat is his reply? "er.. ccl platform here... haha... you are late..." i was liked... therr!!! i already v sleepy liao lor... anyway... reached there le... went up to lot 1 n find huizhen.. then went inside n all started to sing...

haha... before 11am today, there is only 1 guy tt sang to me really made me touched... tt is none other than edwin la.. haha... but today hor... really shocked me!! actually huizhen did told me before tt xiao wei sing v well... but i nv believe so much until i really heard him sing!! n HE REALLY SING V V WELL!! haha... he is suitable to sing those smooth, love songs... the voice tt he produced is really give u tt touching feeling... is v "dao cui" lor... he really v gd leh!! at first i dun like the hear jay's song.. everyone noe tt... but today ar... someone changed my mindset... haha... he sang quite a lot of jay's songs today... V NICE!! haha.. i nv noe jay's songs are so nice de lor... maybe cos xiao wei dun bite his words, plus the lyrics quite touching lor... then v touching... haha... then he also sang the energy dunno wat song... maybe i too weak la.. i almost cried out... haha... i also like to hear him sing tt pan wei po's song...really OH My GoD!! haha... he sang quite a lot la... all v touching except some songs cos he dunno the lyrics well.. like the "jian au".. but ok la.. cos he dunno the song ma... he is our major role today leh!! haha...

after singing... su cheng n alfred joined us.. we went to watch "twins towers II"... i tell u... the show v funny... n a bit sweet... hehe.. not bad la.. can go n watch lor... is bout gals' rule the world n men are salves... opposite like those dynatsy where men is the first piority... then u can see men like gays like tt... become those giggoles... haha... not bad la...

haf way the movie.. korkor called me n told me bout his driving lesson today.. i really can laugh until piang... he ar... v "good"!! suan me somemore la... say wat in 3 lessons only stalled car ONCE!! today he stalled TWICE!! n kena scolding from his instructor!! haha... say me somemore la!!! haha... but anyway cos his place is at ubi.. a lot of traffic... erm.. too many heavy vehicles le... maybe tt's wat is called "HEAVY TRAFFIC" ba.. haha.. tt's wat he say la... is quite true also ba...

k la... i v tired le... blog tml ba...


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 9:35 PM

hmmm... today.. i finally went to see FIREWORKS!!! haha... so happy n excited!! really v v v nice!!! v v v beautiful!! haha... but hor... it has also became the joke of the day....

we met each other at 5.30pm... as usual la... korkor is late AGAIN!! aiyo... then after tt, we took mrt to city hall... at first we said tt we wanted to go to the bridge there n wait... but after tt, korkor n jiejie were like... "u wan to wait there for 2 hrs ar??" then i was like.. ok la.. then we go eat lor...

then we walked around the suntec... after tt, went to polar n eat our dinner... then tt korkor ar... not i wan to say him lor... good words dun say much... bad words yet say until so zun... we were eating hafway... korkor was like looking at the watch, then started to say wat the thing start at 8pm... then i was like.."huh?? i tot u say is 8.30??" wao koa.. he ar.. then say wat no la.. the timing cannot be so zun de.. i was like... "ok....tt's gd... u better make sure it is not so zun!! if not i sure smack u!!" anyway... we continued eating la... then after eating.. we quickly get out of the building... then when we were outside the building.. found out tt we were on the wrong road... then suddenly.. i heard a bang... i was like... "shit!!" but tt's not the fireworks la... tt's wat jiejie n korkor said...

anyway.. we quickly find our way back... then finally... when we could get our feet out of the building.. suddenly another v loud bang was heard.. then ppl screaming.. n ME TOO!! at first i dunno is fireworks.. i jus kena shocked.. then i heard ppl say is firework.. i was like.. "huh????" then korkor was like saying,"oh my god!!! this time die le!!!" wow... i quickly ran out to the open space... then i saw the fireworks leh!!!

OH MY GOD!! is so so so sooooo BEAUTIFUL!!! SO.... TOUCHED BY THE SENCE!!! really v nice!!!! got blue, red, green, yellow... then like BIG ball.. "boom" into the air!! sparkling up into the sky!! wow.. i tell u... the sence is really v v nice!!! especially when one up already, there are more shooting up.. then they "open" together.. wow... i tell u ar... u can feel tt ur heart is like.."bom bom bom bom" u noe??? tt kind of excited feeling??? haha... i was really stunned by the beautiful fireworks!! really v v excited bout it man!!! though the thing only last about less than 10min... but is really fun!!! haha...

too bad i wasn't at the esp to watch it!! i tell u ar... if i were to be there ar... i sure scream like hell liao!! haha.. then is like shiny shiny thing glittered onto u... but too bad man!!

all tt korkor's fault la!! i really feel like killing him leh!! suppose bring me to esp de lor!!! then end up, i jus stepped out of the suntec building, n then heard tt loud bang!! hai... u noe?? tt mixed feeling?? feeling v excited... but at the same time a bit disappointed??? but ok la... at least managed to see most of them lor... wao kao... wat a joke man!! if will to go straight rite, it will e best rite?? hai... but ok la... korkor n jiejie n i.. we promised to go next yr TOGETHER again.. NEXT YR... but this time.. we will reach there at 7.30pm... with packed fastfood there to eat!! we will jus sit there n wait for the thing to start!!! n must wear black shirt!! haha... then we will not miss out le... hope korkor tt time can come out from the army!!! haha... really love korkor n jiejie a lot a lot ar!!! hehe... next yr... sure must come out together n see foreworks together!!! haha...

hmm...if someone will to propose to me using fireworks... i sure agree de!!! haha... fat hope ar!!! hehe...



* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 10:28 PM

hmm.. today driving lesson was fine... everything was fine except the moving off of the car.. i keep stalling.. this is the first time tt i stalled so mnay time on the road leh!! hai... qi shi wo le.. so a bit fed up by the clute... always bully me de!! but everything was fine la.. was on the road lor.. went to a few places too... hehe... hope tue lesson will be fine too!!! hehe...

anyway... i'm going to esp to see fireworks!!! haha... so happy... k la.. blog tonight la.. when i come back tonight, must do my discussions... hai... 2 nights of thinking come out nothing!!! aiyo...


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 11:20 AM

hmm... today driving lesson... ok la... overall is ok... went on the road... went to all parts of AMK.. passed a lot of my friends' hse... kind of excited la... then went to gear 4 too... but my control still need more improvement la.. really need more ar!!! maybe too long nv drive le.. then all my rules forgotten le... hai... then stall engine like no ppl business like tt... still can reverse.. cos is slope type ma.. then car can move back de... hai... all the drivers sure scold me like hell!! hai.... then the brake... i think ar... i need to practise more on my braking too!!! i'm hvainf difficuties in slowing my car... hai... then my clute... tian ar... i hate stopping then move on again... cos ar... different instructor teach different thing... today tt instructor teach me is about the same as wat daddy said... but hor.. i jus hav difficulties in changing from my brake to my acceralator... once i stepped onto my acceralator.. dunno y tt thing move so fast!! hai... then sure giv out a loud sound... hai... really sad leh!!! then at the ltr part... think too stress le ba... when i stopped, i forget to change to gear 1!! then tt instructor hav to change for me... hai....

am i v stupid ar?? i really v slow in learning leh!! y ar??? come to studies... i still can manage.. but y whenever come to those practical thingy.. i sure hav problem de??? i already had 10 lessons of driving to finish 12 subjects... my friend took 5 lessons to finish 12 subjects!! wao kao!!! am i really so..... useless?? hai... can i hav a lesson without any or v little mistakes??? hai... v demolising leh!!! who can understand how i feel ar?? i noe i hav to be more paitent.. i noe thing type of thing cannot compare... i noe i hav to slowly learn... i noe all those logics... but i jus cannot keep still... my mind v.... is scolding myself lor!!! i really wish i can finish all my 33 subjects within 25 lessons leh!! best if lesser than 25 la... so tt the extra one i can use for revising before my test.... hai... dunno la.. see how la.. pray hard man!!!


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 11:23 AM

ARGH!!! my msn is giving me problems!!! v v lag.. lag like hell lor... can someone tell me wat to do?? aiyo... can die leh!! qi shi wo le... someone help me!!!!!!!!!!!


* my T E A R S stopped F L O W I N G_ 10:16 PM

hmm... today sharon, su cheng and i went to our fyp company... wat i can say ne??? is WOW!!

first... is the staircases... i tell u ar.. whoever wan to keep fit and wan to be on diet... science park is a gd place for u!! all thanks to the staircases!! there are really many staircases to climb before u can reach the sciencepark.. even u reach tt place ar.. depend ur workplace is located at which part of the science park la.. if v high ar.. climbed more stairs lor!! haha... no wonder su cheng nv put on any weight!! hehe...

secoondly.. is the lab... v bright!! whitely bright ba... n tt company.. erm.. dunno leh.. think they nv practise cGMP ba.. cGMP is current Good Manufacturing Practise... they hav a food lab, pharmaceutial lab n those normal lab in the same... place?? sld be tt word ba.. all they did is jus hav a table in between the labs to differentiate them... erm.. of cos sure kena cross contamination la... tt's wat i think la... other than the lab, there are also 7 offices n 1 meeting rm and 1 small "canteen"... baiscally the whole company is v clear... all made of glasses... u can jus easily see wat everyone is doing...

but when i went there ar... i began to realise and started to ask myself... "Are ALL LABS the same kind???" or "Are ALL the jobs of lab tech the same??" got testing then means got work.. no testing means no work.. n u can do things tt u wan to do.. erm.. maybe research... but u jus sit in front of the pc lor... wow... is that my life in future?? is tt wat am i going to do in future?? oh my god!!! hai... am i regretting now?? is it too late ar??? hai... nvm la... regret now also no use... continue with it ba!!! TaN BiN... U cAN dO iT dE!!! haha....


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hmm... jus now was trying to read yin's notes... but read halfway ar.. heard 933, tt chou cong qing was hosting the "yin yue ri ji"... wow... his story ar... erm.... the way he comment hor... made me not only think bout my "past" n also made me feel tt i was silly during the "past"... haha... chim a not?? anyway.. was laughing at the way he commented... hehe...

hmm.. today... nothing much la... went to sch as usual... anything special happened??? erm... even hav also forget liao la... oh... got ar... sharon n i were in the library looking for bks... sc went to print her things... then sharon n i were sitting in front of the pc trying to search for bks.. then i was "playing" with my hair... suddenly one person came over n "hit" sharon... i tot tt person is sharon's friend.. ya is her friend.. but also mine... haha.. was a bit shocked la... cos nv expected tt... hehe...

after tt, went to the cleanroom.. as usual la.. but this time more fun... tt tee guan a bit funny... sometimes having a guy in my gp is fun leh!! haha... anyway.. i think nowadays my click hav been a bit more soclised with the guys in my option le ba.. think me the most ba... ytd tt yick chuen still said something funny bout me.. say my face not balance.. making the whole gp of ppl there laughing like hell... they really can't stop laughing after yick chuen had commented on me leh!! but i dun think is funny lor.. who so stupid go n looked urself in the mirror n see if ur face balanced anot!! stupid lor... do u all look at someone tt way?? look until so specifically??? aiyo!!

oh... i saw someone outside my cleanroom... erm... tt person nv saw me la... but i saw tt person... haha... so happy... also dunno y i so happy... maybe finally get to see someone i noe for the day, other than my class ppl??? haha... then cos i smile a bit more.. tt tee guan tot tt i saw xiao wei.. n still can think tt i fond on him?? pls lor... i hardly noe him lor.. i like only get to noe him more in this sem?? we only started toking during last sem... aiyo... he ar... think too much le... haha... but sch nowadays... erm... sld i say better??? laughed more?? tok more?? tok more ya la... i even tok to step liao... then the guys also... hmm... anyway.. hopefully i can keep like tt ba... with my studies in good shape... ok la.. wan to go n settle my conclusion le... hai...


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hmm.... i so happy... dun ask y... hehehe... beem smiling all the way since sunday!!! aiyo...

anyway.. ytd is our country bday!! HaPpY 39th BiRtHDaY, SiNgApOrE!!! MaY ouR cOuNtRY cOnTiNuE tO sTaY pRoSpeRoUs N PeAcEfUl... hehehe.... the fireworks ytd really v nice... then we were singing the national songs, dunno y leh... though we sing every year, every year i sure hav tt "gan dong" feeling inside me... is like been a singaporean is 1 of the thing i feel is the right thing to do so... haha... v chim hor?? hehe...

today... BIG news!! our Mr Goh resigned as prime minister.... hmm... wish him all the best ba...

today nothing special also la... had my first test... erm.. hopefully i can do well... haha... but i'm having problem now.... i dunno how to start my discussion!!! hai... sian.... k la... blog tml ba...




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HaPpY bIrThDaY tO CLARA!!! MaY aLL uR wIshEs ComEs TrUe!! hehe... sTaY hApPy N ChEeRfUL aLwAYs OK?? FrIeNdS fOReVeR!!!

hmm... today... i slept until v shuang... first sunday tt i woke up at 10+... haha... then went to bath n went to "tian guo"... wow... there are many ppl... n a lot of food!!! jus stood down there for 5min ar... sure perspirate like hell liao... cos really v stuffy... met quite a lot of familiar faces...

when i reached there, the first familiar face is you ren... wow... he really shocked me when i saw him... he is in the army le... but i dunno ma... then all his hair were shaved... n he looked so cute... haha... i saw him first.. then ltr he noticed about me... haha... erm.. can say tt we were both shocked by each other's appearance... hehe.... i was shocked to see him with little hair on his head... he too... my is not v short... but.... jus shorter than the normal one tt i used to hav ba... hehe... i was so happy leh... cos of his 1 sentence... haha...

then saw hui ling, she also shocked to see my new hairstyle... hehe.. think everyone is a bit surprised by my hairstyle ba... haha... then saw yue xiang... she ar... shocked me... in front of her friends somemore... lucky i nv shouted out... of not ar... pai seh ar!!! haha... i'm calm man!! hehe....

then went to look for tang zhu they all... hmm... the food hor... not too bad but also not tt nice... i think the food tt those aunties made in my fu tang is better than those who cooked today... haha... v bad... think i am not tt better too...

anyway... after tt, went home le... dunno wat to do there... though i hope to find someone familiar n wished i hav a long tok there... but i only managed to find them n tok to them within a few min then no more le... hai... so sad....

reached home le... doing nothing... watched tv... then xl called... haha.. so happy to hear from her... v long nv tok to her throu phone le... n somemore at tt time, hope someone will call me too... cos i noe everyone is at esp to see fireworks... by now everyone sld be v high now ba... tml is national day... more fireworks!! too bad i can't see them... hai... heard from xl tt this time round, the fireworks come from western country.. especially bought from them de... of cos this yr must be special a bit la.. this is the last time our Mr Goh go to the stadium as prime minister le leh!! next yr is different ppl le... our Mr Lee... ok... out of topic le... hey ppl, tell me more bout the fireworks in the tag board if u hav gone to see them ok??? hehe....

tue test... sian... my report dunno how to do also... hai.. wan to study... but my brain not working leh... must study bout my skin... aiyo... so many things to noe... n so many chemicals in our wat cleanser, toner, moisturer, sunscreen lotions.. hai... watever... k la.. blog tml la...



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hmmm.... i guessed no one writing their blog tt often le ba... nvm... i noe i'm one of them... hehe... sorry la... wasn't feeling well the last few days... thanks to "someone"!! was in pain the last 3 days... ytd even worse... having gastric pain too... aiyo... i hate pain!! ok.. i noe no one like pain... hehe... anyway... last nite... actually also part of my fault la.. who ask me?? daddy mummy wan to go out... then the three of us hav not eaten our dinner... actually i can go back n eat de... BUT... i insisted on going with them!!! haha... end up... too hungry le... then the pain started to come n disturbed me le lor... hai....

then this morning... woke up v early... acc my parents to eat breakfast... then acc my mummy to the OCBC bank.. after tt.. went to the salaon... my mummy dyed her hair... while I CUT MY HAIR!! haha... NO MORE PERMED HAIR LE!! hehe.... i cut all my permed hair away liao.... haha.... i even layered my hair.... hehe.... erm... now v thin... think tt anutie cut until quite thin this time le... hehe... good good... i like my hair now!! haha... or sld i say... i like my hair more now?? hehehe... so are u all anxious to see me how i look??? hehe.... v long time nv see my hair straight back le... today when i saw... i so happy... is like..."da hui yuen xing" like tt... haha... come to think of it ar... i only permed my hair like.... 8mths??? haha... wat a long period hor??? hehe...

tml is 8 Aug... the day after is national day... i heard tt a lot of u wanted to go esp to see the fireworks ar?? hmm.. think i better dun go le... if not ar... SURE PLUS GUARANTEE STOMP... sure see many familiar faces de!!! haha....

hmm... k la... going to do my report le la... tue still hav my first test!!! hope i can do well ba... hehe....


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" i guess that's the same for life.... u can have a record of100 good deeds... as long as u ahve a black dot... not even a thousand good deed will cover that up...live on with that ba!!"

the above sentence is gotten from one of my friend's blog... erm.. no name mentioned.... but i find it quite true lor... but at the same time, no man is perfect rite?? hai.. human being really v strange... haha...

anyway... ytd... nothing much happened also la.. went to toa payoh with huizhen ytd... hmm.. first time leh!!! i went out alone with her.. is tt a big step??? haha... we tok n tok n tok... i nv noe we hav so much to tok leh!! haha....

then came back home... v v worried bout my formal!! friday need to hand in but until now.. i hav not even start on my discussion, conclusion n my sysnosis!!! aiyo... theory n intro.. i intend to copy n paste le la... hai... SOAP!!! IDIOT DR SHIP!! hai.... need to go n confront with her liao.. hopefully i can success la!!! she is my supervisor too leh!!! hai... 2 wk to finish up a formal... aiyo.. n only my class like tt!! idiot... k la... ltr need to go sch liao... need to find info le... blog tonight if free ba....


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hmm.. V V long time nv blog la... sorry guys.. cos really too much things happened tt i dun even noe how or wat to write... really no words can able to describe out my feelings...

anyway... wat i did today ar?? as usual la... morning woke up... go for my driving lesson... oh.. guess wat?? is tt instructor AGAIN!!! wao kao... he n i really fated leh!!! tian ar... really no comment!! anyway... ytd n today also the same... one word to describe.. "unlucky"!! but today worst!! i almost bang into a tree! tian ar.. can u believe it??? i was scared to hell man!!! n dunno wat happen to my eyes.. i nv noticed a total of 3 vehicles... 2 cars n a motorcyclist n almost bang into them too... aiyo... but anyway... is over le la... i must say.. though i dun quite like tt instructor... he also quite unlucky to hav me as his student la... hehe... cos ar... even i get headache after my lesson... he definitely even worse lor... haha... wish me luck then!! hehe...

anyway.. after tt... went to ada's hse... hmm... we liked completing each other with the testimotial like tt... haha.. then also wrote for tt edwin.. dunno he will appreciate a not.. but watever la... then stay there n play.... tok n tok n tok.. erm... nv tok much la... thanks to me la... haha... today ada also another person v unlucky to hav me around... ytd is jiejie.. today is ada... cos.. aiya... u all noe la... when i not myself.. either i tok a lot n laughed like mad woman or i v quiet... hehehe.. sorry ar... but thanks ada and jiejie leh!!

jus now saw xl change her blogskin.. gwen's also toking bout me!! me ma... see when i'm free then i change lor... if really wan to change ar.. really a big project for me leh!! haha... k la.. see whoever is free... maybe ask someone to sit beside me n help me!! hehe.... k la.. v long le la... blog when free ba...




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