hahaha.... 11 min to 2004!!! r u all excited?? last min to blog... haha...

hmm... let's see.... wat hav i done this yr?? or wat hav happen??? yr 1 sem 2.... is really a great sem for me... i was v v happy then... quite smooth for me... but yr 2 sem 1... how to say ma??? i think starting of sem 1 is not really happy for me lor... so many things happen... hai.... then ITP..... can say fun la.. slack thro out lor... get to noe another gd friend.... ok la... not bad lor....

then the world leh?? Sars... wars... conflict.... jus then got the mei yan fang death news.... jus before 2003 end.. quite poor thing lor.. she only 40 yrs old leh... hai...

k la... jus hope tt 2004 will be fine for everyone... i hope everyone, my family, friends.. will stay healthy and happy always... n keep contact with each other.. i dun wish to forget anyone lor.... hehehe... best wishes.... HaPpY nEw YeAr....

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whahahaha.... i permed my hair today... hehe... but hor... as wat they say lor.. the curl like... not tt curl lor.. can say not tt obvious ba... then my in front one.. quite straight leh.. aiyo... $70 leh!! dunno is worth a not... mei fang say must more curl then nice... hai... how??? dunno leh.. tell me all ur comment leh... i wan to noe the truth.... hai...

k la.. i wan to watch tv liao... channel 5 de.. v v funny.. i think is the "honey i...." i dunno the name la... but the show is funny... k la.. blog ltr...

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hai.... ytd get to check my timetable.. one word to describe how i feel... sad!!! really sad.... really no comment man!! i can't get to see those food n polymer ppl liao... cos they all start at 8am everyday.... me leh??? no lor... n they get to go home early.. me leh?? start late.. end late... hai.... sian..... how to meet??? i also dunno how... hai....

today.... i finally tidy my room liao.. now is v v neat.. haha... then 3rd aunite came... then we went to compass pt lor.. then i bought a skirt... walked walked hafway... suddenly i saw 1 person... jean!!! she is working at the john little leh!! n work from mon to sat... from early in the morning till late nite!! wow.. v hiong leh!! she works as salegal lor.. promote perfumes... aiyo... a bit kelian leh.. cannot sit leh... hav to stand at her area... n hav to change place too.. she hav 2 places to go... one is compass pt.. another is at bishan... aiyo...

hai.... tml going out with my sec friends.. today i nv get to go out with my pri sch de... hai.. like tt lor... hehe... v bad la... k la... gtg liao....

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hai... today.. i also dunno.... v moody lor... no mood to do anything leh.. even wan to laugh also like... squeeze out the smile lor... hai...

early in the morning, i can't wake up... nvm... forced myself to open my eyes... but too weak liao.. ask mummy to tied my hair for me... then went to work... aiyo.. sian... we only get to start work at 10.30am... aiyo... but along the way... i was helping edwin to think bout how to tie the cranes... finally got a way la...

then after coming back from our lunch... ada n i helped him to tie all his 100 small cranes n 4 big cranes together... wow.... really v nice lor... there are green, yellow, pink, white n orange cranes... n each thread there r 25 cranes thread together... with 2 fingers gap between each crane la... (can imagine a not??) but haf way throu... kena scolded by my super... haha.. he forbid us to continue... hai... then no choice... hav to stop lor.. but after tt, ediwn n i still continue.. n ada helped to look out... hehe.. FINALLY.... we finished evreything... wow... i tell u... i was not only proud of myself... i was really v v gan dong lor... cos the outcome really v v beautiful leh... too bad.. there is no camera... n i think by now, all the cranes are at the gal's hand liao... but when i looked at it rite, i was so touched lor... cos is really so so nice leh... aiyo... even ada was touched lor... as wat she say...whoever received this present rite... sure sure will be gan dong de!!! cos the process of doing is really quite tough lor... u think also noe lor.. 100 pieces leh!!! not bad rite???

hav to measure the size of the paper... hav to make sure the edges r sharp... after tt, during treading.. hav to make a knot... but knots too small.. end up using double sized tape... hai... ada say.. he v romatic... haha... nan de now still hav such a guy in this world... got such this patience lor... haha...dunno la... but is quite true also la...

today receive my timetable... like shit arh... sian leh.. is slack... but the time is not rite lor... is really really not rite lor... hai... maybe god hav his... method ba... hai... i dunno la... i v sian liao...

hai... today my mood is not tt gd lor... i also dunno y.. keep scolding myself.. hai.. i siao liao la... i angry with myself leh... but also dunno y angry.. crazy liao... mood swing ba... sian....

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haha...merry christmas to all of u.... today i only work haf day only... not bad la...

but today extra happy... hehe... i get to go his hse leh... first time leh.... at first in the afternoon, 15min jus before i off from work, wenyun called me... then she asked me," hey wan to go ce huang's hse n play ma??" wow.. i was like.. huh?? then i wanted to go liao leh.. then called mummy.. she said tt i MUST go to seletar.. wow... tt moment hor... siao liao.. mood changed man... aiyo... can die leh... hai... then mood is not tt good lor... then trying my best to persude my mummy leh... hai.... end up hor... she let my go with 1 condition... hav to call me daddy.. piang... of all ppl, call daddy.. aiyo... but ltr ok la.. i finally can get to go liao leh... haha.. so happy....then i meet edwin first before going to meet xl n wenyun... haha.... finally.. reached cck... haha... then take tt LRT.. wow... slow man.. not as fast as tt sengkang de... then meet him at the station.. then he brought us to his hse lor...

his hse ma.... hmm... overall not bad la... to say the truth hor.. i like his toilet leh... his toilet got tt.... like those 5 star hotels pattern like tt... haha...

anyway.... we went there... got ky, wenyun, xl, su cheng n siew ying came.... we cooked magi mee... hai.. i cooked, still got ppl complaint!! aiyo... then after tt, i helped to cut watermelon.. no one helped me lor.. so idiot.... but the whole kitchen hor.. is really messy man.. hai... but he is a gd host leh... he served drinks... cooked... washed.. aiyo.. the way i see him washed... really funny man... haha.... but he still washed la...

i saw his brother n sister... i can see tt he quite dote his sister... his brother ma... more muscular than him... abit shorter than him... overall.. can say better looking than him la... really lor.. hehe.. bad a not?? watever... oh.. his brother also v friendly leh... the three of them hav a common thing.. their eyes v big... haha....

wat else did we do? nothing liao.. jus watched tv n tok tok... quite fun la... but today is really v v last min lor... hai... but we hav fun la... not bad la.... hehe... today is a day where u can see who u wan to see lor... haha....


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haha... so long nv blog liao.. so wat hav i done this wk?? hmm... i hav done basically nothing at all... haha... still the same lor... but i get to learn to fold cranes from edwin.. hehe..

today ma... finally get to go out with my poly friends liao... we had fun lor... but really unlucky is.. tt edwin's mouth hor.. really... aiyo... can die leh... ytd we had a bet lor.. i said tt he had training in the morning.. so can rain as heavy as the god wan.. then he said tt,"once u reach singapore river, it will start to rain v heavily..." wow... his words came true man.. the moment we reached singapore river, hav not even reach coffee bean leh.. it started to rain heavily liao... wao kao.. 4D also not so zun lor... aiyo... then at the coffee bean..i told them bout tt phua lor.. his searching of wife, the police case, his "BIG" invention, his super "cleverness"... +++ la... haha... all piang lor... then after tt we went to the noodles hse to eat... not bad la...

but wat i most disappointed is HIM... i really totally no comment on him lor... i really think tt he dun appreacitate wat i did lor... hai.. jus now he called me... then i was like...ok.. but hor... i think he n i really drifted apart lor... we can keep quiet de leh... ask him to tok, he jus down there.. erm.. erm... he erm until i can't tahan liao... i told him i wan to slp... though i wish to tok to him.. but i give up... he already spoil my mood in the day lor.. even in the evening lor... i really dun wish to tok to him le leh... i was really pissed off lor... hai... watever la... at least ppl can see who they wan to see.... i not even can't see him... i still can't give him wat i hav did lor... n he still can say sch reopen then give him... hai... suan le la... i dunno la... watever la...

3 jan we r having gathering.. hope it will be a success lor... hopefully ba... hai.... monday start work again.. sian... wat am i doing again?? i think playing lor... hai... same thing again la... aiyo...

but i think we slack too much liao.. even simple titration, we still can do but v blur liao lor.. totally no energy like tt..aiyo.... hai.... but ytd really pissed off by tt phua.. keep telling us we did this wrong tt wrong... end up still can call super to come in... aiyo... edwin n i really feel like hitting him n ask him to shut up leh... he hor.. make spoil his "big" invention leh... he make spoil the flouride meter... aiyo... can die leh.. now my super had a hard time explaining to my boss liao... haha.. no comment lor... hai.... but end up, i still hav to write a "thank you" card to him.... sian leh.. hai.. but lucky is tt i am not the one tt personally give it to him... i passed this "wei da de ren wu" to ada... haha.. she keep complaining leh... no choice.. edwin n i were piss off liao... we really cannot give him lor.. hai... then, at the end of the work, i still hav to helped him to save his things... hai.. everyone wan to go home liao.. he still dunno do wat things... aiyo.. i wan to tell him leh... pls lor.. u r not tt hardworking lor... aiyo.. can die leh... hai...

anyway.. today not bad la... i had fun lor.. singapore river really not bad man...

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jus now watch the wu yan de ai... wow.. after watching a few series... i really pity those family n admire those doctors n nurses... they r really brave lor... quite touching tt show leh.. i think even the songs also touching lor... now i begin to realise tt tt zheng bing hui noe how to sing leh.. his voice quite nice leh... last time, tt hai you ming tian.. his song also not bad... wow... until now i still can't find those songs leh... hai.. can they come out a not?? aiyo....

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haha... today my company have a BIG BIG NEWS leh!!! haha...

today edwin n i went to our company's canteen to hav our lunch.. cos we are doing something for the ppl there.. so can't go far for lunch... so it means we came back early lor.. then while we were doing our thigns, as usual la.. tt phua began to make his call to dunno who lor.. to complain...

so the day is as ytd la.. nothing to do lor.. jus do some hsekeeping... suddenly.. haf way thro, 2 policemen came into the company... i was the first to saw them leh... wow..i was a bit shocked lor.. deep in my heart, i was thinking," they r looking for tt phua isit??" then one of them asked me," erm... is there a person called mr phua??" i say,"ya.." then he continueed to asked," erm.. so wat's his position here?" wow.. this qns shocked me.. it not only shocked me.. it also shock the 2 policemen.. cos i said," i dunno leh.." they was so shocked to hear my ans.."huh?? u dunno???" i really dunno ma.. wat can i do?? aiyo... then they went in n look for him lor...

the purpose for them to look for him is tt... who asked tt phua.. itching hand.. go n called the police n tell them tt.. ytd the newspaper reported tt there is a robbery occured at the loryang.. is done by the government... PIANG LOR... pls la.. u can called anyone exept the police lor... who is so stupid to go n called the police to tell them this.. wao lao eh... really no comment lor.. n he still can say tt," called so many times of police.. this is the first time tt they came...." hai.. if u dare to call the police, u sld hav known this can happen lor.. aiyo... n hor.. ltr after tt, 2 more CIDs came leh.. hai...n arrested him away.. n they handcuffed him u noe??? so sad.... when i saw the handcruff, i was a bit shocked lor.. maybe first time ba... hehe...

but hor.. out of the 2 policmen, 1 of them quite handsome leh.. one of the CIDs also not bad looking leh.. n tt CID hav a v nice perfume smell... haha.. cos he walked beside for dunno how many times ma.. not i wan to smell it lor.. is cos he keep walking beside me lor... hehehe... not bad la.. as wat xl hav said, must thanked tt phua lor.. if not hor.. i dun even noe policemen can be so good-looking leh... hehehe.. i siao liao.. today i do tt hsekeeping, did until i siao... hai.. k la.. tml will be doing the same thing agian... sian arh...

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today ma.... wat i do??? housekeeping!!! haha... now we really got nothing to do.. we hav to do hsekeeping.. n we will be doing the same for tml... hai.. a bit pathatic leh.. aiyo... but we only hsekeeping for 2hrs only.. then slacked the whole day liao... then my super v lihai.. tt edwin also.. aiyo.. cos all the speakers in my company can't work.. expect for the labtop.. which belong to my super de.. then hor.. tt edwin went to ask him can use a not leh... piang lor... n my super agree leh.. then the 3 of us inside the office.. listening to music.. while we were listening, tt super do his own things.. we were playing pyrimds n bingo... hahaha... really no comment leh... aiyo... i hav been slacking 4 days liao.. plus tml 5 days... i relaly wonder wat am i going to write my log bk leh... aiyo... sian arh......

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7th december 2003, sunday

Haha.. today I finally went to ah ma’s hse liao.. so happy..
N hor.. jus before I reach, I can get to sms him leh.. haha.. so happy… get to tok to him, I think is my happiness now ba.. haha… then haf way, we stopped by to eat something.. I think I too happy liao ba.. after finish eating.. I somehow dance a bit lor.. hehe… cos down there got a big space… I mean outside la.. cos when u full, can go out walk walk de ma.. then I stand in the middle n dance a bit la.. then daddy saw me… he say in hokkien,” u v full isit?? Nothing better to do arh??”.. haha… I also dunno y I like tt.. first time leh.. hehe… then after tt I looked at the car… I tok my daddy n mummy, basically my whole family la… this yr… shall be my daddy last time driving the car in to ah ma’s place liao.. next yr I shall take over… haha.. of cos there some… erm… disagreement la… but I dun care.. I am driving in next yr liao!! HAHAHA….

Today, 7.30 woken up my tt idiot daddy.. cos last uncle came liao.. I noe they come.. cos once they came, they make so much noise.. hai… but cos need to helped out, so hav to wake up also.. but I also scolded daddy la.. who asked him to wake me up!! Haha.. then my uncle bu shuang… he was shocked man.. then he say me.. but in a joking manner la.. hehe.. I like tt feeling actually… whereby, we can tok freely… then we pluck rambutans, gingers… haha.. so fun.. cos hav many ants, then I dare not touch so.. I like supervisor like tt.. telling them down here got ants hav not clean, down there got this n tt.. haha.. so shuang…

Finally.. we started cooking… but cos I can’t tahan liao.. I went back to slp… hehe… then about 11+… the rest of my aunties came liao.. as usual la… they say I fat lor… hai… same lor.. 3rd n last aunties like to disturb me.. then we argue lor.. hahaha… every yr also like tt… even they dun say me, I also will shoot them de… hahaha…

Hai…. Jus came back, wondering when can I go back again.. my fav place leh… I think sld be next yr, during Chinese new yr ba… hai… quickly come… I wan to go back….


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haha.. finally is friday liao... tml i will be going to my ah ma's hse... FINALLY MAN!! hehe... one of my fav place leh.. hehe...

today wat did i do?? hmm.. let me see... 4 of us... ada follow ye zhou, kelvin follow cathrine.. edwin n i leh?? follow mr phua.. hai.. sian man... of all ppl, follow tt mr phua... hai.. so wat time did we start work today?? 10+... hai.. cos most of time, we hav been listening to tt phua toking bout his story.. wow.. is really v v kong bu man.. wat gov did to him la, like beat him up, steal things, send 60 junks mails, call nuience calls... spend 20min EVERYDAY TO LOCK HIS GATE N DOOR... watever... when i heard them rite, i was like.. when can i strat doing my work... end up leh?? he went to my super there n complain tt we would not listen to his words n will not do anything he ask us to do.. PIANG LEH!!! where got ppl like tt de?? hai.. in the end, wat we do?? filing... is we jus did them in haf an hr... wao kao..

then my LO came.. but hor.. my LO v funny leh.. ppl's LO came rite, stay v long de.. my LO come jus like 15 min or so n go off liao.. aiyo.. i was like.. therr... come n dun come also no different lor... hai....

today really v sian leh.. today same lor... edwin n i will playing in the lab.. cos no one in the lab liao... left the both of us.. pathatic a not?? aiyo...

oh... today my pri sch friend came n look for ada n i... hehe.. but i was a bit pissed off my another one la.. tml is her bday de... then we intend to celebrate for her.. cos we hav 6 yrs nv celebrate for her liao... but who noe?? last min, ker hui called n told me tt she is drunk... wow... then ada was toking to her... tok haf way, she suddenly call me n ask me to ans... piang lor.. ask me to tok to a drunk person... n hor.. she is a gal lor.. she is drunk with guys in a hotel... can u believe it?? i mean is like u can drink la.. but not to tt extend of drunking rite?? n is in hotel n got guys somemore leh... wow.. i was really piss off man!! but ok la.. ltr ker hui n ching ting make those stupid comments bout me of cos.. hai...

not i wan to forget them de lor.. but hor.. i only in tt pri sch for 2 yrs.. wat u wan me to remember?? ok la.. i admit tt i hav forgotten most of my friends' names n faces... not we hav not contact leh!! how u wan me to remember them?? then hor... they suggest something which i think relaly work la... one day, we shall hav a pri sch gathering.. they will saying," other than weijian, chang jian, ching ting, ker hui n lay teng... the rest... stand in a row n pls intro yourselves to tan bin.. one by one.. n dun tok too fast cos she will not catch wat u will toking if u tok too fast.." wow.. the whole foodcourt can hear us laughing like hell man!! aiyo.. i not purposely de ma... forget means forget ma.. wat u expect?? hai... qi shi wo le..

but today also got touching part la... erm.. i dun tell u all.. u all come n ask me urself.. hehe... something i experienced the first time ba.. nv will i expect to happen to me lor.. hehe...

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hmmm.... today wat i do??? NOTHING!! NOTHING AT ALL.... haha... shuang hor?? i nv even touch my lab coat leh!! after so many days of plating.. finally... today my super no more project to do... haha.. slack the whole day... i duno wat to write for my log bk today lor.. cos i really did nothing at all leh.. aiyo.... help edwin to plate his buttons shiny shiny only...

today i dunno y lor... tends to "play" with edwin today.. quite fun la... hehe... ppl working.. we r playing.. aiyo... i think today even my super also play with me... a bit silly n stupid la...

today i had my thoery test.. i hav done the first step to my 17 yrs of dream... haha... the paper ok la... dunno is easy a not lor.. still can manage la.. hehe.. hav my cousin last min tution... using webcam leh.. aiyo.. high tech leh!! hehe.. then a bit of daddy n kong yee help... haha.. not bad hor?? hehe... hope i can pass lor.. haha...

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hai... is not a v gd day for me.. watever i did, i think is wrong lor.. hai... i think my super is quite rite lor.. watever thing come into my hands, will be spoil easily... hai.. no choice ma.. i hav super hands... aiyo...

but today is quite fun in the sense tt i get to see one of my pri sch friend... haha.. she came to the company n look for us.. then we had lunch together lor.. so shuang.. end up, our lunch break become one n haf hr instead of 1 hr... haha... she hor... idiot leh.. keep shooting me... hai...

then today hor... edwin n i did 2 electroless plating... but hor... hai... really hai... is like... i dunno where i go wrong lor.. the whole day is really.... i dunno leh... v stress lor... then dunno y... suddenly 2 bottles of solution kena contaminated!!! wow... i was like... therr... wat's happening man!! the EDTA is mixed with the sodium thiosulpate... lucky the EDTA is almost finished.. so nvm... jus tt our titration got wrong reading lor... hav to redo... hai... but hor.. the sodium thiosulpate left quite a lot la... hav to throw away lor... by then hor.. i almost break down liao leh... then hor... tt sharon still can sms me," hey i now jobless leh...." wow... i was like.. therr... i now here going to break down anytime, going to be crazy anytime.. u down there telling me u r jobless??? piang lor!!! aiyo... then hor... at my rate of doing the expt, is really v slow liao lor.. i hav been doing the same thing for 3 days liao... but... i hav not even finish a single pieces properly... my super is really pissed off lor... with me... tt make me v zhi pei leh... i noe the contamination is not my fault.. but somehow i feel tt the expt is slow due to me lor.. i strongly feel tt is my fault lor...

then hor... nvm... jus as i was about to leave the company, going to pack up hor... suddenly i realised i lost something... i lost my ring!!!! wow... i really can't take it man!! of all things, i lost my ring... i search the whole lab, whole company.. i jus couldn't find it!! hai... i hor... totally no comment.. no mood to tok liao.. no mood to do anything liao... wow... i was v v sad u noe????

by then rite, i started to ask myself... when can i not be so blur?? when i take note of those things around me? in the sense, i dun hav to take wrong solutions, add wrong things, dunno where i put my things.. even in such a small lab, i still can forget where i put the things... n i can keep turning around the lab round n round jus to look to distilled water!! can u believe it?? edwin down there rite, dunno ask me how many times," wat r u looking for??".. hai... lao tian arh.... am i fate to be blur always?? for my whole life ma?? then i begin to ask myself... can i really be a chemist a not?? where on earth u find a chemist so blur?? hai... i really dunno lor... how am i going to survive in future in the chemistry whole?? hav to face those chemical names?? i even forget how to calculate back titration leh!! then hav to thick skin a bit.. ask my super.. how to cal back titration... wow... i noe the method.. but hor... i dunno which value to put...

hai... how???? itp only... i already like tt liao.... today my super even tell me... be a chemist.. u not only need to find out formulaes, doing expt, u also hav to find out wat r the pro u face n find solutions to slove ur problem... finding out the problem is the first step to solve ur problem... u cannot always redo redo without noeing y.. even u redo one hundred also no use.. there is no meaning there... wow... by then hor... i really piang liao...

can someone tell me wat to do??? hai... sonner or ltr, u all really will find me in woodbrigde de leh!!!! aiyo.....

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