aiyo... i really wan to piang liao... last night, i nv slept leh... n worse lor... ytd dun get to sleep in the afternoon also lor... hai... i really shen liao...

last night... really v v stress for me.... i was studying for my quiz today...but hor.. i dun even understand wat i was reading... i read n read until i really can't it anymore liao... i gave up le... i broken down liao... in the end, as usual... i cried the whole night lor... hai... i called so many liao... but still in vain lor.... hai... y i so stupid?? sian leh!!! but today test.. ok la.... but now i noe i hav 2 wrongs lor... wat to do???

today cos qas lecture was cancelled so get to go back to sch... ok la... not bad lor... today went to braddell campus... wow... those days really fun lor.... can recap back de leh.... no matter where u stay...which part of the sch... everywhere will make u think of those days tt u spent there in 4 yrs lor.... so fun.... though hav stress but u will always hav friends around u to acc u n help u to get through those bad times.... really v gd lor... u will never feel lonely in sec sch.... play together... eat together.. study together... but now.....

then today.. a bit shocking also la... get to see those i tot will not see... who leh??? hehehhee... xiuling n ce huang lor.... so surprise lor!!!! i tot today dun get to see them liao leh... then we tok lor.... but now... i nv ask them to go chalet la... cos i also dunno... suan le lor.... but really happy to see them lor.... at least is not tt hi bye type la....

two more days is my class bbq liao.. this time is at east coast.... will be be fun or boring?? i dun think will be boring la... is jus whether i'll be enjoying a not only... hahaha... when did i become so....u noe??? hehehe... k la... jus hope tt my pc will be ready lor..then can go online... if not really can die leh.....

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help.................

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i wan to piang liao la.... i dunno how to find info.... wao kao ehh....... can someone pls help me???

hey can u all guys help me???? help me to find:

hardness values in wasterwater and tap water in sinagpore

amount of calcuim and magnesium in the water in singapore

wat is specific conductance? (must be a long longer)

wat is equivalent conductance? (must be a bit longer)

n hor... when u all found rite, can pls tell me?? n send to my mail??? k???? thank you...

i'm not joking leh... must help me leh!!! cos i dunno how to find liao....



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hai... i tell u all arh... now hor...i'm in sch writing my blog leh!!! v kelian hor??? y?? cos my pc was down... my modem was lost from my software... aiyo!!! i was so piang lor!!! ytd hav to print out all my haf done formal reports.... MY INK!!!! ALL wasted!!! hai.... then now hav to wait for david to come n repair lor... but for the meantime, i only can view or come to internet from sch... i can't hav msn!!! hai.... so u all guys must take turns n call me... hahaha...

today i v happy leh... but i shall start from ytd....

ytd hor... i was really quite depressed lor!!! all those unhappy things all come together lor, but with a little but of happy things la... i went to sch quite early, 10am.... to print something la... then i saw xl leh... hahaha... nv meet her n yet can saW her... then nvm.... we went to fdcourt 2... less than 5 min ltr, hehehe... we saw HIM leh!!! hehehe... so shock to see him lor... REALLY nv expect to see him lor.... i tot he is having his prac leh!!! but xl n he sat in the fdcourt but i need to print something la... so i went off awhile lor... after i came back, we tok lor.... ok la... not bad lor.... but hor...... he told me tt he's not going to chalet liao leh... i was like...then after tt, he said see first lor.... but hor... i noe tt his see first is dun wan to go lor.... same as xl de... so sian liao.... then nvm... ltr we tok bout the cep test tt we had on mon... then i found out tt i did wrongly lor!!! a lot of marks there leh... aiyo.... i was like... sure die liao.... hai....

then in the afternoon, tt mr ng gave us back our test paper... aiyo my god!! i was below average lor... n is v v low lor... i was like... really v sad liao leh... my cep is like tt now is my osrm.... this coming tests r my maths n electro.... my maths i kept calculate wrongly n my electro is like... i dun even understand wat tt teacher is toking lor.... hai..... how??? i dunno leh.... i feel so.... i dunno leh....

then mrs tan came into the class n told us bout the overseas industrial training programme lor.. is at melbourne lor... then i was wondering sld i go??? i ask my dadddy liao... he let me go..but my mummy said tt she bu fang xin.... i;m now in the progessing of consoling her... hai.... i also dunno if i can cope a not??? wat if i miss singapore?? hahaha.... dunno leh...

then at night... aiyo... i can't use my net.... sian liao...n siao lor... i hav to reformat my pc... so bo pian hav to print out everything.... hai.... i also dunno wat to do liao... hav to retype everything leh!!! sian liao lor.... idiot.... if my pc reallu kena virus... i sure curse n hell tt idiot person... nothing better to do send virus.... siao leh!!!! see la... now i can't use my net.... hai... k la... v long liao la... see tml if i can use the net again lor.... u all must miss me leh!!! hehehe.....

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today...not bad la... jus now had dinner with lelian.... so long nv had dinner or lunch with her liao leh... i think it has been a v long time we nv had anything together lor... v long liao hor??? hahaha... hope i can hav dinner or lunch with my sec friends....oie... where r u ppl??? hahaha...

i think by now.... u all sld hav heard of the song at my blog liao hor??? nice rite?? actually must thank xiuling and jerome.... especially jerome lor... he not only make this leh... n another one lor... the other one is more touching.... hahaha.... but really thanks leh... hai... see la... i so gan dong till i can't study for my test tml.... hai.. dunno how lao... really no mood to study liao lor... jus hope to see all my close friends again lor... hope to hav those laughter back to me again.... really leh!!! hai...........

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i change a new song..nice a not????

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hai...today hor...siao liao...really siao liao...last nite, in the middle of the nite, i woke up to adjust my alarm... cos i tot today got sch... then hor...when the phone sound rite, i woke up..then switch off the alarm. ... then ask the same qns tt i always ask myself every morning..."today wat day??....yesterday wat day???" then u all noe wat??? i tot today is friday leh..yesterday is thur leh!!! then hor...cos i kena cramp AGAIN...then i dare not move to prevent the pain...then i think again to keep my mind out of the cramp thing...SUDDENLY...i remembered today is...SATURADAY!!! aiyo..my god!!! can die leh..then bo pian i went back to slp lor...

then wake up liao...hai...sian....today is suppose to hav interview in sch de...but hor...HAHAHAHA........cos tt person told me a V V bad new... SIMING IS WITH ME!!! N she wants me to come with siming..... can u imagine tt??? aiyo... then i already....last time they ask me to go for interview i was already....a bit sian liao lor.... now they ask me to go with siming!!! i was like......piang lor...now they ask me to go on mon...after 5...rite after my test....i dunno if i wan to go a not lor... sian liao.....hahahaha...

then hor...today went to causeway pt with mummy...cos she wan to take albert's hp...hai...so sian... but on my way, i saw wei jian...he jus came back from bwss...FROM BBALL...aiyo... then went there.. not in a gd mood lor... hai... but hor..who noes?? xiuling also at causeway pt... but nv see her la... cos i dunno ma until jus now ma... hahaha....so qiao lor..everytime like tt de leh!!! i really find qiao lor...always is xiuling de leh!! hahaha..dunno is gd a not...hehehe...

then came home...watch tv...quite funny la...then came on net..wow..i came in for a few min only...HE called me leh!! wow...so happy...beg my bro to hang up his phone...cos nan de leh he called leh... but hor... cos he wan to study cep so i hang up lor... but i still happy...not cos he called me...but cos he still the same as before...he still take his work seriously n he take pride of his work...not bad leh!!! nan de sia....hahahaha...but hor...i now a bit doubt liao...cos now hav wrestling....hahahaha...but i'm sure he will still study tonight...hahaha...cos he hardoworking ma!!! hehehe....

xiuling jus help me put the music in...nice ma??? i will go n check the website n see got new songs a not... hahaha... k la...

to ALL my sec friends....hey guys......u all forget me liao arh???? call me la...we can meet for lunch ma!!!! must contact me k???? i dun care.... u all MUST come out for lunch with me!!! k??? MUST HOR.... GO N SPREAD... SAY TAN BIN SAY ONE..... MUST ARH.......IF NOT, DUN FRIEND U ALL LIAO...... hahaha....

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these quotes i get from the website of lian's friend's de.... hahaha... i coy cos is funny.. jus to let u all guys hav a gd laugh... not bad la.... quite funny lor...

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1) If your father is a poor man,
it is your fate but,
if your father-in-law is a poor man,
it's your stupidity.

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2) I was born intelligent - education ruined me.

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3) Practice makes perfect..... right!
But nobody's perfect..... right!
so why practice ?!? ....... uhh !!!

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4) If it's true that we are here to help others,
then what exactly are the others here for ?

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5) Since light travels faster than sound,
people appear bright, until you hear them speak.

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6) How come "abbreviated" is such a long word ?

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7) Money is not everything.
There's MasterCard & Visa !!!

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8) One should love animals.
They are so tasty, u know !!!

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9) Behind every successful man, there is a woman,
And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two!!

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10) Every man should marry.
After all, happiness is not the only thing in life.

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11) The wise never marry,
and when they marry, they become otherwise.

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12) Success is a relative term.
It brings so many relatives.

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13) Never put off the work till tomorrow
what you can put off today.

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14) "Your future depends on your dreams"
So go to sleep.

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15) There should be a better way to start a day
Than waking up every morning.

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16) Hard work never killed anybody,
But why take the risk !?!

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17) "Work fascinates me"
I can look at it for hours.

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18) God made relatives;
Thank God we can choose our friends.

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19) The more you learn, the more you know,
The more you know, the more you forget
The more you forget, the less you know
So ... why learn ?!? (So Stupid !!!)

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20) A bus station is where a bus stops.
A train station is where train stops.
On your desk, you have a work station....
what more can I say ...(Dumbo)...!?!

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hahaha... today i v happy... i also dunno y... maybe cos i went home early ba... n watched wna quan yu le.. wow... since sch starts, i nv get to see once leh!!! so kelian hor?? hai... today v funny... so shuang... but i think i too excited liao... my mind can't keep still... v active... but not on my studies.. die liao... tml i hav test leh!!! n yet now too excited to study.... hai.... how?? hope i can pass tml leh...

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hahaha... jus now went to listen to the national rally.... wow... i nv noe that listen to the rally is so meaningful lor... n he can make it so simple n at the same time make it serious n funny.... i really think he v shen leh... i must say he really v good in his speech lor... not difficult to understand afterall... in the past, i really tot is v sian leh... but now i dun think so lor... haha... a bit guai leh!! hehehe... but some of the things he say really meaningful lor... there r some things tt he said about sars r v true lor.... too many to quote liao.... so i suggest u all guys sld watch it... really leh.... hahahaha....

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hahaha.... jus now when to make my new spec liao... aiyo... quite ex leh!! i jus change the lens only n it cost me $70 leh!!! aiyo...

then jus now cos i went out to eat ma.. so nv bother to close my room window... but hor... cos it rain... n rain so HEAVILY... tt my WHOLE BED was wet...really whole bed!!!! aiyo... n the funniest thing is tt my pc not wet..i open the window tt is used nearer to my pc leh.. those tt come to my hse before sld now lor... aiyo.. pc not wet but my whole bed is wet... is like so far away lor.. near not wet but far is wet... piang lor!!! aiyo....

then jus now i told my mummy bout the dream i made last nite... she was so shocked leh!! n she asked me to go n pray lor.. in case i do something wrong lor!!! hai... but today rain the whole day.. hai....

ok la.. today stay at home watched tv lor... so sian!!! hai... where r u guys gone to??? u all nv miss me meh??? y all so quiet like tt?? leave me alone here.... hai...

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hahaha.. finally is another sat... hai.. today actually want ppl to acc me to make spec de... but hor... ALL MY FRIENDS not free... then i wanted to call HIM de... but last nite hor... ok la...i admit i think alot lor... i was tinking whether is he busy a not?? am i disturbing him a not?? if he agree how?? if not agree how?? aiyo... a lot of qns leh!! until i dare not touch the phone leh.. finally i touch the phone... but i was calling yvette... hahaha... hai.... a bit lan hor??? i noe... i also think so... hahaha... nvm la... in the end is mummy acc me... aiyo!!!!

then last nite i slept quite early leh... these few days i dunno wat happened to me... 10+ and 11+ i sleepy liao.. last nite also like tt... then hor... i dreamt of something v kong bu leh... i dreamt tt i was in the gjost toilet... ( i nv watched any of ghost show hor!!!) but i jus dreamt of it... quite kong bu lor... then hor... i dunno y... my leg cramped leh!!! n wake me up... cos is V V PAINFUL!!! i shouted leh... but no one came into my room... i dunno y, these few days, my legs either ma pi or cramped early in the morning... pain u noe?? then in the morning... while i was haf awake.. hehehe... i think of another thing liao... quite sweet la... but i think is daydreaming lor... think too much liao...

hai... 2 more wks, my break are coming.. i dunno whether i will be having break a not... hai... 4 formal reports to write leh!! ytd tok to yvette... hai... i dun understand how come there r some idiot ppl in this world.. making ppl feeling miserable... in my sch now... there is a guy named koh chen pin... he has almost the same name as me... n so qiao.. yvette noe him from the infomatics... but hor... i tell u.... he definitely NOT a good guy... i also duno understand how come there is such a guy in this world!!! pls lor... he hor... act as if he is a big shot leh!!! he arh... tok here tok there... boss here boss there... think he so lihai lor!! yes he maybe expert in IT, so wat??? who he think he is?? if he likes IT so much, why the hell coming to DCP?? pls lor... DCP is chemical PROCESS TECHNOLOGY NOT informatic technology!!! does he noe where is he going??? his tone arh!!! can die leh!! his face even worse lor!!!! i tell u... i really cannot tahan him leh!! i HATE "da nan ren" lor... lucky he i not my group... but too bad... he is in claudin's gp... aiyo... really kelian her gp members lor... having him as gp members... n is almost every practical with him leh!!! hai... then u will see him telling this person wat to do, telling tt person wat to do liao... idiot leh!!! who he think he really is??? hai........

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today is jus another day lor...not bad la... but i hav 2 more formal reports... hai... now i hav 4 formal reports on my hands liao... hai... so many leh... sian lor... today we hav lunch with mr kwok... not bad hor... he is the first lecturer tt i had lunch with leh... hahaha....

hope tml will be a better day....

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hahaha... i jus finished my formal report, tt intro n procedures... wow... so happy... at least i did something on my corrosion... haha... left my osrm.. hai... hard leh... tml still hav to go sch early to do another one... aiyo... sian leh!!!

today still ok la... same lor... same feeling as last mon... so bad... but i finally told claudin la... hai...

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hahaha...ytd...singapore finally 38 yrs old liao!!! yeah!!! wow.....ytd at my ah ma's hse watch...really touched lor.... i rememebred a yr ago, i was at the stadium... n ytd, i was at my ah ma's hse... times really flies lor... when i think back rite, this 1 yr really happened a lot of things lor... war, sars, economics worse... then for me... quite a lot of things changed also... i remembered a yr ago, i dun hav a HIM, i dun think of a HIM...but now... I remembered, a yr ago, siming is a gd friend of mine... now... a yr ago, i think poly not fun, but for the 1st 6 mths, it is fun... now... during this one yr, really happen quite a lot of things...

ydt, watched the ndp, i was touched by the sence lor... really touched leh!! v gan dong by their performance lor... i can think back how i feel when i was there... i feel so proud n excited.... hahaha.... hope next yr will be a better yr for singapore... i think tt's wat i said also when i was there... hahaha...v naggy liao... but ok la.... not bad also ma... hahaha...


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hai... today morning not shuang... cos hor... i meet 2 ppl but the both of them were late at the same time... wow... i was like... ok lor... in the end went in MYSELF!!! hai... then go to the lab...

wow...i dun noe i'm having formal report until i packed my bag last nite leh!! i was so shock lor... unprepared leh... is so so fast lor... hai... then today did my expt...

ok la..not bad lor... is jus tt my hair not "guai" leh.. keep dropping down... in the end, cannot finished my sandpapering, hav to pass to angline to help me.. then i go n prepare solution lor... haha.. but hor... maybe morning a bit blur la... solution hav to redo... hai... but nvm la... i still hav sharon to help me... hahaha... but hor... not only my solution redo leh... almost at the end of the expt, we need to redo our sandpapering... ok la... my fault again!!! pai seh la... cos i use wrong electrode to plate... hahaha... but not i sanpaper la.. is xiao jia lor... then nvm... i am already so blur liao... they still confused me with the colours... aiyo... wat blur + yellow = green...yellow + pink= red... aiyo.... in the end, tt kwok said tt we can stop agruing liao... cos i already v v blur liao... hai... today many ppl say i blur leh!!! am i?? got so kong bu ma??? hai... i noe all of u the ans...

then meet my tt ma fan cousin... aiyo.. remind me of my physic n a maths.. tt binomal therom.. wow... i did tt 2 yrs ago lor... but i tried to recall la... still can helped a bit... then physic.. still ok lor... hehehe... then meet xl go home....

she hor... also another blur one lor... flag for bus also dunno how to flag... jus let tt bus pass her... hai....

actually i think i'm the most jialat today one.. which daughter will forget her mummy bday??? ME LOR!! aiyo... n i still dunno until she called me n tell me leh... wow...i was like... ya hor... today suppose to come home early one lor... but...hai.... too bad la.... hahaha...

today ok la... maybe complain too much liao... so today nothing to complain also lor.. all the same thing anyway.. haha... k la.. tt's it...

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hai...jus received a v v wierd n shocking sms....from SHARON!!! aiyo...can die leh... she sms me n told me tt tt step finished the cep report liao!!! wow...i was like...on friday jus sms her n told her tt i'll compile the cep report...but she dun wan...so in the end, she finished all the report all by herself...win le lor...i really wodner is HER experiment or OUR experiment??? really piang lor... how can she like tt??? jus cos i dun wan her to compile, she finsih up the report all by herself?? she think she wat?? super woman isit?? trying to make us feel gulity isit??? hai.... how come i hav such a gp member???? gd lor...so far, we hav done or rather she has done 5 experiments....out of these 5 experiments, there are 4 expts tt she did it all by herself!!! can u imagine tt??? the only 1 left is with me...n tt ONLY expt is i snatched from her one leh!!! u see so kelian??? wei le expt n snatch??? aiyo!!! really calling god to help liao!!!! hai.... really miss yr 1 leh!!! dun hav to snatch one... sure got something for u to do... dun hav to be so fan lor... even fan also not fan abotu expt lor... where got ppl fan about gp expt one?? normal ppl only fan about FORMAL reports...here we are, fannign about gp expt reports... hai...wat type of ppl is she actaully??? can someone tell me????????????????

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hai....guess last nite wat time i reached home??? 12+ leh...almost 1pm....hai....can die arh...i tot i can slp late but who noes....6+ been woken up by mummy cos she wants me to acc my ah ma back home...aiyo...cos sumthing happened at home...i was like ok lor...

then yesterday is the firts time tt i took 170 leh...hahaha...so happy n excited...cos nv sit before ma...

then i with my ah ma until my uncle came n fetch me home....when i reached home, i've to "report" to my mummy wat happened until 2+ then slp...aiyo...then i slp like pig like tt liao..really v tired leh...the whole day outside for more than 12 hrs leh...i lihai a not???

HOMEWORKS HAV NOT DONE LOR.... so many to do leh...need to do reports too...hai...tml is the 5th week liao...quite fast la...i must say....k la..gtg liao...

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hahaha...v v long nv come n write liao...so u all guys got miss me ma??? hehehe...

actually these few days happened quite a lot of unhappy things..but i really v lazy to say liao...got friends, family n studies problems...all at the same time...v vexed lor...

yesterday ky came into my lecture..haha...so shuang...actually i really kind of miss him leh...miss him sitting beside me...we had so much fun lor...but hor...he been kick out my my lecturer...hahaha...but after tt i v awake liao...hehehe...then today i meet him n xl at the bus stop...cos today...hai...i no mood...so they acc me lor...hahaha...actually today i saw them quite a lot of times leh..especially tt ky....even lunch break also get to see him...hahaha...i played cards with him, huizhen n zhiyue...i win leh!!! hahaha...i so lihai....then after sch, we still meet each other....hehehe...unitl 5...then we went home liao...

today came back home. actually not v happy de....cos i was slping in the bus when suddenly someone knocked onto me...the gal beside me was slping then i duno how she slept..keep on knocking onto me leh...make me can't slp leh...really idiot lor...my eyes were so tired n pain leh...but she dun let me slp....she hor...knock me liao still can slp so happily leh...really wonder if she feel pai seh a not...hai...then nvm..the guys sitting behind me keep on toking so loudly...i really dunno he is toking or shouting...really piang lor...BUT....hehehe...my mood changed v fast...Y? hehehe...cos i saw my ah ma leh...she came n looked for us...hahaha...so happy lor...actually she did called me...she called my hp but is private call n i missed her call...hai...so sad...then she alone walked around my area leh....if i known earlier...i come back earlier liao...hai....but really too happy to see her lor....hahaha...k la..tml then type more...see u.........

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