hohohoho... finally... is thursday... last three days really v v hectic n terrible for me.... but finally everything is over... really over le... haha.. relieved is how i feel nowadays... finally settled everything.. sian is also how i feel at work these few days... making myself busy... so busy tt i'm like making myself sick... sily hor??? haha... but then again... i'm glad everything is gg to be over soon.... :)

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HAI…. I need to bear for a v v v v long time ba… 3 mths le… wish to give up le… but many ppl said is not worth it. Best to wait… but wait means testing my patience. How long can I bear with all these nonsense??? How long can my ears give me peace??? How long more I can leave??? Many ppl say wait till finished sch but can my patience bear till tt sec??? I dunno… I really dunno… I really dunno how long can I stand??? Standing here is really no longer a easy task for me…. I have to keep telling myself that I have to ren ren ren… other than ren is ignore ignore ignore…. Tian ar…. Please save me from here…. I dunno is this place the best place for me??? But I noe is not for now.. maybe other places even worse… but I’m pretty sure is not this noisy ba…

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Being away from home for 2 wks... honestly.. i wish to go home... i miss my bed.... but then... i'm sad... yes i have done wat i need to be done but i found out sth again which i dunno how to solve... hai... when can i settle everything? tired... tt's the only word i can always say...

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i hope i nv made any mistake this time!!! i really hope i dun regret anything tt i am doing now!! there is really no rooms for me to regret anything le!!! i have made a decision tt i dun wish to make but i have no choice!!! god please help me!!! please dun make me regret what i hav done!!! i really really wish everyone is safe and sound!! i really wish everyone is happy... i really did wat i can... there is nth i could do anymore... god... please help me............................ dun let me regret.... dun let history repeat itself!!!!

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hai.... monday really not my day eh!!!! 1st day the new colleague came... wel... a bit werid la... but tt's not the problem... the main is another one... the one w i think got attuitde... anyway... tt is 1 case... 2nd case is i quarrel w BB... ok... i tot tt's the end n went happily sleeping... who knows??? the effect of the 3rd case is today!!! i cal wrong ratio AGAIN!!! i made the same mistake again... hai... even i cant forgive myself!!! how??? shit la... this yr ar.. my bonus is sure gone de!!! no 100% BI approved le!!! hai... sad eh!!! y tt mon so unlucky???? super idiot lor!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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these few days... super luan... not only of tt "well educated" thingy bothering me... i still hav other stuffs...

company say maybe they will sponsor me part of my degree.. is a gd thing but i dun feel safe... i dun have tt kind of v "wow" feeling... ok i'm greedy... i wish to get promotion cos i think i sld be already... i wish BB will get too... haha... is really greedy cos esp at this time, when times are not really gd... promotion is really kinda of hard... but i dunno... i jus feel tt my company is doin well... so there sld not be any reason why i dun get anything la.. huay san is leaving this fri... next mth a new gal is coming... ya i hav 1 junior or rather another junior... maybe another one coming soon... hmmm... v luan ar!! better quickly start sch before my mind went wild again... sch allow me to conc on sth... haha... though i hate tests and exams!!!

suddenly... i miss my friends... all my friends!!! :(

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