exam in one week.

time to really get it on.

less than 3 weeks until finals.

game plan for this week, finish revising Tax Law tutes, revise FA lectures. next week FA tutes and  revise EPM.

nice 3 weeks ahead of me

Its been exactly 8 days since my throat infection. Im pretty much fully recovered already, just finishing up my course of antibiotics (2 days dosage left).

On the flipside, that means its 8 days closer to exams and while i was bed ridden with fever everyone else was busy studying their assses off. I did study a bit, but in my feverish haze all my notes kind of melted together in my head and i didnt get much in. Ok, time to study for serious.


Financially, its been a not so good month. Stocks are down (globally), but what pisses me off the most is that the company i invested the bulk of my money in is performing the worst in my portfolio. Should have just stuck to the major banks =S

Note: It was pretty exciting to receive dividends your own name. Kinda makes you feel like a big business boss hahah. Though its not much =S


Relationship wise, im seeing someone now. Nothing very serious that the whole world needs to know about our relationship, but we are comfortable with each other and that the most important thing. Personally, we both agree we dont see each other going the distance so we just hope for the best and enjoy whatever time we have together left. Since im graduating soon (and subsequently off to China) while that person person is only a first year. LOL. Unexpected much? Didnt realize i'd be taking a younger wife so soon HA.

down with strep throat. fever and sore throat.

seriously, what is up with me falling sick so much.

gosh. need to catch up on my sleep and eat more healthily.

So i was sick over the weekend. Fevers,chills and all. Missed my marathon. Quite a what the fuck moment as i've been training for it for over 2 months.

Oh well i guess its not a total loss, i do feel physically much more fit than i was 2 months ago. Cept this sudden bout of flu/viral infection?Must have been that girl i made out with last week...
HAHA

nah.


Exams are in 3 weeks. Time to start studying. My exam starts later than the rest though as im a third year student. So that gives me some form extra time to revise.

A speeeeecial thanks to you* for taking care of me while i was condemned to sweating under the sheets. And cooking for me. Loves.

Marathon this weekend.



Run run run.

Mums

I guess thats why we all have mums. Someone to fuss over us, to nag us, to teach us. To make us better people.

and provide us with a never ending supply of unconditional love.

Im keeping this short because if I were to write a long post about my mum, a post about this awesome woman who shed blood and tears bringing me up, I wouldn't be able to write it all in one day and would have to spend a whole week typing it all out.

I know you weren't perfect. Sometimes you were too strict, too idealistic, too critical, and sometimes too pampering. But you loved us with all your heart and only wanted the best for us.

And now I have come to appreciate as an adult the love you have shown us through the years.

thanks mum.

short updates

Im halfway through midsem holidays. Guess I better start revising for finals.

Cant wait for Bali trip with the loved one at the end of the year.

Ive been working out and training for Melbourne marathon. Eating right, exercising right. Lets hope it pays off and I make it under the 1 hour mark next next week =)

On another note, fucking stock market can you please get your ass off the ground. Very frustrating to see my portfolio fluctuate up and down like a yoyo.

i miss debating.

and then there is a sliver of maturity.

To the sister.

I know we used to share that special bond. The bond that kept us sane while we were growing up together under the tyrannical love of our mother and the emotionally inexpressive father.

I know that the past few years havent been our best, we hardly talk unless theres a need to and out of convenience we distance ourselves from each other.

You tried. I tried. But being the elder sister I guess you tried more than I ever did. Now that you are on another continent and further than ever I do miss you/wonder how you are doing . Especially so since theres no Facebook where you are its almost as if a giant chasm has opened up between us.

Maybe its a test of endurance. Attrition from the distance through the years chips at our sibling bond.

I just hope that beyond this turbulent time when things settled down our weather beaten relationship can slowly mend and be restored to how it was back then. You're the best sister I ever had and you know that i'l always be there for you no matter what.

And the past few weeks have bliss. Interesting how things have turned out right now. Guess its because we both are such passionate, emotional, and dynamic people by nature it fuels our relationship which explodes and implodes like a supernova into a thousand suns.

Love it.

I hope this lasts for as long as it does.

Your L.G,

Puff

and unfortunately time is something we dont have much left. So its hard for me when you say to give you more time.

Harden your heart. You're not gonna fall again tonight.

We love, we live, we give what we can give. And we take what little we deserve.

- Love never dies

I think its time I moved on from our friendship. Its evidently clear there isn't anything left for us to salvage, and unlike the song from Love Never Dies, I cant live on what little I deserve. Im getting emotionally malnourished and its been killing me slowly inside.

Its time to strike you off my list and say goodbye.

...Or put you on my shelf of bottled up relationships.

I cried manly tears towards the end of the show. And i was the only one in the audience who gasped "Fuck!" when XXX died.

My thoughts are scattered. Today I skipped classes cause I just didnt have the energy to go to Uni. Feeling down and under the weather. Its the cold, its sucking my energy and draining my strength. Just want to hide under the blankets.

Been spending quite a bit on online shopping. Its quite easy to spend money when you actually dont physically see your money coming out of your wallet/bank account. Should tone it down a bit.

I started growing veggies last month as part of a hobby/life skill/procrastination project.

I just realized ive only made 3 entries this whole year. And its already August. This is the longest ive ever gone without blogging.

My thoughts are somewhere else.

I cite the example of slavery, apartheid, women equality and voting rights. All of these laws were based on the bible through our interpretation.

its only a matter of time before the next big thing becomes normally accepted.

the reason why we are put here on this earth

So i know its been a while since ive posted on my blog. Its been nearly 2 months since my last update so here is a brief summary.

Went over to Africa for a month after final exams. And now am into my 3rd week of summer school.

Just finished a mid semester test and ive got one more due in 3 days.

Sigh its boring.

I have to keep reminding myself. Whats the point of going to uni? To better yourself. Thats why im doing subjects which im weak at rather than easy ones and end up learning nothing. I may suffer now but it will be worth it when i graduate. Then i get the best of both words.