hmm.. monday today. c++ went quite alright, at least i understood some stuff. tmr des lecture at 8am. after that..? either going home to sleep or study.. i really wanna goooo out T.T after this maths test should be quite ok. this saturday! yes i shall go out. but where? with who? hahahaha. i really hopeeeeeee that i can pass maths.. =(

-maybe i should just give up. ilu.

i need to keep track of the stuff i have in the upcoming week. oh man. its really killing me. wednesday: webdev flash webpage submission. friday: my MATHS test.

webdev.. i shall stay in school till late hours to complete it tmr. i can dooo it.

maths.? i gotta pass this test. if not im gg-fied. killed by my parents. CAUSE I CANNOT afford to repeat any modules. wth im so dead. i failed 3 out of 4 tests. if i can do well this test, YES! then i can fully concentrate on my C++ programming project. hmm. so, sorry to my clsmates. i might not be dota-ing that often with u all for this week. >< gotta piaaa maths. yeahh. STUDY HARDDD!

D: doing DES lecture qns nw. zz. boring. the question..:

Q1: Explain in more detail what a short circuit is.

Also, explain what danger it causes, and what devices are used to prevent it.

~.~? lol. later going out for dinner.. wanted to study and do work today but didnt do much =/ ok gotta go now~~ so short post might as well dont post right. but nvm i still posted. ;x

20th July, Friday.
went to see doctor.. cause i had the freaking uncomfortable feeling in my stomach. HMM. so i was told that i had stomach flu. and fever. =_= so didnt go for maths lecture in the morning hmm hmm. went for comm skills and c++. the test was skill kinda screwed.. but hope i can pass =S? so ytd night i didnt dota and went to sleep quite early..
TODAY. Saturday.
hmm woke up at 11.35am. =p den later had breakfast.. played abit of dota.. den went to eat lunch at 12.45pm. i went to sleep again at 1.45pm. woke up at 3.30pm. den chiongg dota! until 5+ went to grandma house.. eat dinner.. blah blah blah.. i went to sleep again.. until 8pm wake up. im such a pig today. sleep so much. but its been a long time since i had such a good rest.! maybe i shouldnt play dota tonight and sleep earlier. feeling super tiredzz. nxt wk.. hmm. comm skills test..! 50% weightage.. muz scoree xD. thatsssss all. life kinda suck recently. =/

ok the first thing IM GONNA BLOG ABOUT. my PSP!!! hahaha! yesyesyes i finally got a psp hahahaha =D now only got initial-d, puzzle fighter and audition.. i want more fun games! =o SILVER! im happy that i bought this instead of pink yeah. the colour iss quite nice ;)!


hmm second thing.. i've been feeling rather weird these 2 days.. my stomach its like.. bloated.. and i dont really have appetite to eat sometimes. it might be that im eating too much fastfood these few months. got this weirddd weirddd feeling in my stomach.


and last thing.. im very stressed about my c++ test this friday. its disturbing me!! sighh i cant believe that i need to do programming to help me earn money nxt time.. i should've just gone digital media design instead.. ._.'


below are some picturesss.. since i have such a short post.. =/



































my psp.. =D..
precious moments snowglobe =p brother gave me for birthday.!
lollipop from sy.. long ago still havent eat -_-'

ohhhh no. its sunday. i have a 35% c++ test on friday. ZZZ. if i fail this i gg liao. lol. so these few weeks are rather lifeless. didnt go out.. didnt do anything.. spent all my free time i had stoning and playing dota. ytd the team were freaking nub and sore losers. lose alr den say wat not their actual team. wth o.O? so we won.. and they left even b4 the game could finish..

ok, today. i think im probably going to my grandma house later, but dont feel like going. still have excel to do, and i wanna study for my c++. i dont have mood to do anything when im there. i just feel like slacking and stoning there. lol. yeah i'll just end the post here.. so sian to continue posting.

and yes.. my dad gave me a week to consider whether its worth it if i buy psp. PSP.! HAHA, finally? =O! im gonna get it in the coming week. (; but.. SILVER or PINK? gimme some suggestions on tagboard my friends! =D

tiring day i had.! but it was quite enjoyable though. lecture only an hour today -_- 8am-9am. den stayed in the lecture hall for half an hour.. den went macs later to dota. finish arnd 12.30pm or 1 den headed for maya lab. im beginning to enjoy maya.! i think thats a good thing. used to hate it. lol. but i dont think i'll ever like c++. it just sucks -_- den during the time from i stayed in lab till 7.30pm.! whaa. i did quite alot today. my car looks improved.! =DD yeaah i shall upload the picture here when i finish the whole thing. xD while spending the whole afternoon in the lab.. i played some td and pudge wars! aw i suck at them actually ._. blahhh.

i have a test on matrices tomorrow -_- i must pass it.! if not i might have to repeat the module. its like.. how can i repeat MATHS? omgg. ah well i'm off to sleep. x) below is a picture of my car model in assignment 1.. assignment 2 im supposed to colour it hahaa.

haha. just felt like probably there was nth wrong. might be just that i thought too much. im going mad. Lolx. ok~ off to sleep =) nights to all~!

Somehow i just felt that we're drifiting away from each other.
Always felt like msging you, but afraid that there wont be much things to say to you.
Maybe that we're just too busy to talk.
I've too much work to do, too little time.
Arghh.
I need a breather.
-i miss the past.

week 12. OVER. phew. week 11 and 12 were killer weeks. i felt that time just flew past me. and im beginning to feel the stress that im lacking behind others. even had the thought of quitting and changing a course. sighs. C++.. i dont understand anything since like WEEKS ago. tried to revise, but its pointless. im just too tired. week 13 coming up.. maya texturing and rendering of car model to hand in, DES e-learning to hand up. i hope it its not as busy as these two weeks. today had oral presentation.. wore formal to school. haha. was nervous and began talking some senseless stuff. got a B+. phew. still alright. okay enough on schoolwork. shant continue talking about that. ugg.
hmm sch was quite alright today.. until C++ lecture i began to feel tired as usual. after that went to e-learning plaza to finish communication skills. then had dinner @ mac den went home. went arcade awhile.. yeahh. not in the best of my mood.. probably im feeling super tired now. its hard to find someone to have a good talk with now.. close friends drifted apart or either busy.. poly gd friends also have the same amount of stress.. ahhhhhh well. programming. sucks.
-i miss you.

lecture cancelled~ so no school today. and im like going to stay at home the whole day ~.~ muz pass up webdev by tmr.! t.T i hope can finish in time >.< html and javascripting shiet. ytd dota until so nub.. tried out new heros den in the end gt pwned. -_-' i gt nth to post alr. this week is so boring.!
-jie goodluck for ur maths exam =)

1st July.! new month.. hmm.. these 2 weeks are damn stressful. lots of things to do, maya, web development, DES, comm skills oral presentation.. and loads of other small things. =/ boring boring. didnt feel like this is a weekend at all ._. sundayy alr. so fastt. i was too busy and LAZY to post for the past few days.. yeah.. spending all the free time i had on dota.. and didnt have time to do other stuff.. hahaa.. okayy im veh lazy and tiredd nw.. shall stop here.. x.x jiayou to all who are as busy and stressed as me.! xD