post post! hahaha. felt so ._. in the morning. was audi-ing since 11am till now. thanks dear, lunar, zen shiimeii for accompanying wif me to play this afternoon. x) hehe. feel much better now! blowing my bubble gum muahaha. *piaks* i realised today i could play much better den usual but i duno why. maybe audi really nds alot of practice. haha. dear went to dentist, lunar went to friend's hse.. mimi went to rest.. zen went to slack.. anyways zen shiimeii tml u still gt test. chinese right? all the best. ^^ tonight rainie shiimeii coming back! oh yeahh. miss her alot. =/ ok post pictures timee! hehehe.



T_T guys lost by so much! lololol =d
slacked too much =="
Guys: Strago,
-FantasyStar
Girls: fallensnow,
-FantasyZen

ah. 28th feb. last day of the month. just too many things are happening again and the feeling of is back. i'm just confused. and somekinda scared. sometimes i cant stand it any longer and juz wanna like stop everything. but how? end everything? definitely not the solution i guess. it wouldnt help, and might even cause more problems. woke up especially early today. before 9.30am i woke up alr. brush my teeth.. read newspaper.. help my mum wash de toilet.. ;d fix jigsaw.. hmm until nw den im free to post. ytd mum caught me talking @ 12.30am.! argh. but nvm its settled. but i hope that wont happen again. if nt i'm banned frm fone. bah.












waves to all.! ^^v -friends4ever..
-FantasyStar, -FantasySnow, D3stinyLwh

oh well. im really starting to think. hai. am i really like neglecting my friends and sticking wif dear too much.? maybe i am. but i juz couldnt understand. why will this happen? the same thing happen to jie and zen. why? jie u told me now u could understand wat zen felt.. but that was really.. u were going.. and i juz asked u a question whether u were gonna continue playing a not. hai if u were playing i'll of cuz stick wif u and continue to play. maybe i shldnt have said i'll go and find her? and ask her to come instead? or maybe i shldnt even mention abt her at all? if u're pissed wif me wif this thing.. u wouldnt understand how i felt that time. this happened like uncountable times. i was pissed too of course, juz that i didnt say it out. i haven even play wif u. u say i go find my friend le. den when i quiet quiet liddet, the word 'sorry' could solve everything. u also didnt understand how i felt.. u always ^^ den can make up for everything.. den i juz left it like nth had happened. when i wanna mention to u abt how i felt.. sometimes u'll try to avoid it also.. freak la im going nuts now. dad's nagging plus my mind's in a mess. i cant take it anymore.

-4.08pm-! hmm! juz finished audi-ing xD lalala. today rainyyy day! suddenly rain so big but nw stop le. ytd 4got to post omg ==" went grandma hse till night den reach home.. bro's specs broke when playing with my cousin. zz play until so rough eh. den make new one costed $100. -.- morning wake up at 10.30am LOL! ytd slept arnd 12+ hmm. new year going finish liao so fast.. lalaa.. anyway im still finding a new blog skin! anyone has nice ones? send me the script through msn =D ahha. ok i tink shall continue to find NICEE skins. muahahha. today slacked at home whole day omg. gonna decompose liao. ok tts all.! xD take care everyone! rest well~ x)

-2.24pm! hmm. going out soon.. go visiting again haha. morning woke up at 9.30.. den lata eat breakfast.. den chiong jigsaw liao! heee. later fix until sian.. so go audi. den play wif christine meii.. after tt warcraft! win 1 lose 1. -_- haha. had lunch.. play again.. hahaha. tonight going to my gugu's hse for dinner o.O! den will gamble and all those kinda things again. hope i win more money okok!! :D hahaha. ytd luck not bad. won $13 xD ok i tink tt's all abt it.. hehh. take careee all. x) p.s: dearr! today i won again.. wooo! u woke up later den me muahaha =D still wan cheat say 6am wake up..RAHH. *smacks* u owe me a prize xD hope u have a fun visit at ur police cousin house! =P

-11.13pm- zzzzzzz. i'm so sian. i got many things to post about.. but i juz duno how to express it out.. ok.. today i woke up at 10+ i tink. after tt.. i eat liao go fix my jigsaw.. and i fixed quite alot le! can see the stitch liaos! hehehe. afternoon played audi wif dear, mimi and zen. den something happened? duno how to say. nvm skip tt part. after tt went out for dinner.. abt 10+ den back. den went online to chitchat.. audi awhile.. till nw. hahaha. ok la dun feel like typing le. no mood. take cares all~

-8.21pm- wow! it has been months since i last posted. time files. and many things changed! haha. i wanted to post.. but im juz lazy =S dear! i posted for YOU ok! =D hehehe. <3 love u lots. hmm okay.. my o's sucked. r4 17. r5 21. ah wat crap -_-. and i applied chemical process(sp) as my first choice! ha. my cousin's course. too many courses to choose frm.. i duno which one to pick -_-' alright.. these few wks and mths.. i've been rather sad and happy. sad? why? bahh. friendship somekinda broke off. and duno why that suddenly happened. when i rememb the happy times we had.. still say wat friends forever? oh man i tink everything's crap if i recall wat we chatted. zz. its kinda foolish seeing such things happen. sad and angry. wasted. friendships.. really tt complicated too? i always thought it's okay if both parties are willing to keep in touch. maybe i din care abt wat u thought. maybe i was wrong ba. but i respect wat u wan. =) okay dun mention the sad things already. happy?why? HEHEHE. secret. =D dear thanks!! everytime talk to u i'll forget the unhappy things le x) thanksss for chatting wif me~ always stay happy everyone! try nt to bother abt the unhappy past. the present is more impt! dun let small things affect ur life.. if anything happens.. shld always find someone and have a chat wif. it will help lots. =) take care~ p.s: dear! dun think so much. stay happy like a BABY always =P muacks! dun ask ur cousin police catch me k. xD