hmm. i'm writing today's post on a piece of paper! cant use the comp anymore, so cant go online T.T haha. so this post will go online tml. sitting in front of my desk.. staring into space and writing in this peaceful night. it has been so long since i did this. wha. relaxed. hehe dear u juz replied me xD call ya after i finish this. =D hmm. everything seems to be going alright today.. and i'm quite happy aha. but some problems are still left aside unsolved. afternoon went to lan with classmates, woah fun. dota, cs, audi.! but its raining while im walking there ==" bahh. suddenly i though of the past again.. hai.! i shldnt think of it actually. what happened had already happened and i cant do anything abt it. but i really wan you to know i dun have feelings for you.! if u once mistaken or suspected me. =.-' i feel this friendship veh wasted.. we've been through so much.. then it ended.. cause of what? i knew u too well.? called u too often.? we're frens so long le.. suddenly liddet.. u dun feel anything de mehz? i wont get a reply though. cause u wont see this =d some things maybe u shld juz tell me straight right. u still delay for wks. make me feel like what. wonder what happened. waiting for ur replies. never mind.. everything's over. i guess. i will get over this and carry on with my stuff =) ok enuff abt the friendship stuff. hey dearr =D i wanna thank u lots and lots. =/ ytd even pei wo play den go late to friend's hse.. baa.. i really appreciate ur caree! x) thanks for cheering me up ^^ love u lots. =d lalala. write until hand suan le. haha. take care all.! esp. mimi.! faster recover and get well. xD