Luck

It's been a long while since my last post. I doubt anybody still visits my blog for updates. Oh wells so be it. This is MY personal space, one that I've set public (or perhaps I shouldn't have). Anyways, I've finally reached past the 1 yr mark of NS and I secretly feel happier to know that I have survived half of it so far. I cannot wait for 6 Oct 2010.

I am involved in the upcoming APEC, so I'm gonna be pretty busy and all. Infact the workload has increased tremendously over the past few weeks. Really tired of it.

I always believe I have an unlucky fate. My friends, and colleagues, and relatives can all vouch for that. This unluckyness is perhaps, a paranormal activity else I'm some magnet to such things. I'm really sad that I have to life through all this. Naturally, I'm thankful to be alive, healthy, fed and loved. But sometimes, things just keep going the wrong way to the point where I don't know of things would ever improve.

I don't know if I'm cursed. Perhaps I did some really terrible stuff in my past life. Else, I accidentally offended some spirit who's taken a liking in messing with my life. How else can I explain this suayness? I don't understand.

I don't really believe in superstition (not much), and don't believe in religion. But I'm beginning to try seeking for ways to improve my luck. Perhaps I should do more charity work, help people more and maybe karma will change for the better.

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