Sardine Run

it seems like i no longer have my rights to post my thoughts online. opinions no longer matter because things i spew are bad, they are pure evil

I shall die in my own evilness as she watches me wither away. Who cares? Because she doesn't.

I Just Don't Know

What else can I do?
You seem so uninterested
And everything's about you
When was the last time you called me?
How come you hardly even ask me about my day anymore
It's not that I'm picking on these
But comon, you're getting worse each day

Everyday I call I am enthusiastic
Only to hear your anticlimatic voice and attitude
The first thing you do when you see me is not smile
You pout and sulk
What's that all about? What did I do to deserve this?
Sure you may be tied up with the new transition
But I'm constant
Or do you want me to change
Do you want to change me
Nothing that I do seems to be good enough for you

Why do I feel like you're taking me for granted
Like you're just slipping back into your old ways, as always
Why can't you continue showing that you love me like before
Not some halfhearted on the whim attitude

If you don't bother to understand me, then ask yourself this:
Why are you still with me if you don't care about me
When was the last time we really had a nice conversation
Without you getting sulky
Or isit the time of the month again
I'm tired of trying to smile
I listen to MJ's SMILE and I try to smile even though my heart is aching
You probably thought I was tired
But I was devastated, by your lack of interest
And how long I've let this continue

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...

Derailing

It's hard enough to meet already
and you hardly want to entertain me over the phone
there's so much going on
and so much changes that's yet to begun
I just wish that things were different
but you don't even seem to be interested anymore


we're derailing.

Michael Jackson Drum Tribute by Cobus

Orgamisic drum cover by Cobus on Youtube. Please subscribe to him if you haven't already. I got so high listening to these songs and I'm placing them in order of the highest rush gotten to the least.

Best viewed in HD Quality. Rest in peace Mikey

Black or White


Smooth Criminal


Beat It


Billie Jean