New year

Hi everybody

Im finally back from such a long break, but what can i say? things have been pretty hectic lately, with more work and holidays etc

things have gotten better again, hopefully it stays that way. i really do hope so.

christmas eve was spent at her relative's hse
christmas was spent at town watching Alvin and the Chipmunks
there's nothing for me on new year though
but here's wishing everyone a happy new year!

maybe 200EIGHT be a much better year for you and me. and oh, my attachment's ending soon! i cant wait! but that also means im stepping another foot forward towards enlisting. oh no....

enjoy your holidays everybody! take care! till next time

ciao

im so frustrated with you
im serious, you don't acknowledge any blame
and when you do, its sooooooo difficult on your part isnt it, to accept things which i've said
im also quite bull headed as you know
but at least at times i'll still give in to you
still acknowledge my errors
and try to make it up to you
and you...
it just seems like everything you think/do should be right
yes i might be overstating that because you dont do it all the time
but when major issues come up, do you admit to your errors?
do you say sorry during major issues?
would you try to make it up to me when we're BOTH angry?

it always seem that i have to reconcile our relationship
like i always have to give in
yes im the guy
but there's a limit to things sometimes
whereby you cant push things too far
i've been doing so much to make you happy
you cant take that for granted
please... wise up

you just LOVE to push things around, shifting the blame
from tiredness, busy-ness, cannot multi task
certain situations still acceptable,
but it's always when i pin point your errors,
and suddenly this miraculous excuse will pop up

"I also busy
I very tired already
You know i cannot multi task wan what"

then all of a sudden it's my fault for talking while you're busy
while you're tired
and when you're multi tasking

just know that your situation and my situation can be the same at times. so quit it. stop thinking like "why cannot. cannot meh? wrong meh?"

very tiring
recently ive been so tough up to my neck with coping your mood swings
and to keep you happy
to try to make things abit brighter in the dark
thought everything shld be better
guess not