1st! and many more to come!

Totally unjoyable and memorable day today! gave her a surprise at her busstop

Then headed to harbourfront center where I had lunch

After which we went to labrador park again, but with extremely fine weather on our side today! but then again, so many ppl were there! abit annoyed. in anycase, we exchanged gifts and i was extremely happy X)

So after that we left for town and walked around for abit. tried the prata cheese sausage at taka, it tastes like a bandito to me =/ then we headed for PS to have our dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market!




Her gift for me =)


My gift for her =))


Flamming platter for 2! The fish is fantastic! infact, everything is! and they kinda burn the food infront of you which makes it even more appetizing. ooo the fish.. ooo the prawns. oo the muscle. ooo the rice. ooo. the sins


What happened to the poor prawns and muscles after the massacre...


ending shot *twist*

we went for dessert after that. what a sinful dinner!

time really flies when we're together
i hope this never ends

I'm overloading

I have many love songs on my computer now =) all of a sudden the radio doesnt interest me lately

lots of problems
lots of thinking to do
lots of planning to do
lots of projects to do
lots of work to be done
lots of communication to be made
lots of sleep to make up for
lots of fatigue

i fall asleep everytime i find a seat on the bus

i just wish that i could spend time with you everyday

Series of Unfortunate Events

i went to see the doctor. got myself a bunch of pills for my swelling gums

today's back to school. like really school.. with tutorials and all which kinda suck balls

today was a series of unfortunate events for me =( and it rained like no tmr and the bus never came.

i hate vivocity's one particular security guard

and oh before i forget... i saw jiaquan with his gf at amk mrt. OH! my eyes!

i think im being evil...
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NOT

Trouble Chewing

let me just do a quick fast-forward throughout my week

i bought my razer deathadder *heart*
i bought cs:source
im broke *sad*
ive been stoning in lectures cuz it's ever so boring
im hating my new class
im too heaty and my gums are swelling, either that or its just due to wisdom teeth. which sucks
i cant chew as much as i want them to
im in need of more romance songs(english) *send please*

i just went to singpost with my class to listen to them brief us on our project. and did i mention that i HATE my class?



good. reading twice just reinforces it =)

ive got no motivation to go to sch except for her. and despite that, we're still having hiccups every now and then.

sometimes i think im putting in alot of effort. too much?
everytime my phone lights up i wish it were you, but more often than not, it's not.
and it's time like these that im feeling such a girl again.

the only module i like so far is IBS which has such an interesting fellow for a lecturer. and one thing he said is quite true.

'acknowledgement' of emotions: when someone comes crying to you, you might say "tmr will be ok. it's alright. you still have me." sometime it works, but more often than not it doesnt make u feel any better. why? u're not acknowledging that im sad, cuz u're just providing me with words or solutions which isnt helping at the pnt of time.

anyways, i think im done for the day. gum still throbbing. ciao

New Wife!!!!

Today at 11am, i met yuhong to go sim lim sq to get my new wife. and lo and behold, i spent a bomb on her. total up abt 1.2k-1.3k way above budget. but now im a happy man with a new wife.

Samsung 19" LCD screen 931BW
CPU casing
Intel Core 2 Duo Processor 1.86gHz 4mb cache
Gigabyte mobo
Seagate S.ATA HDD 160gb
2 x 1gb ram kingston-667
XFX Geforce 7600 GT 256mb
Total: $1200

Altec Lansing speakers 2.0 - $45

and it's all thanks to yuhong who helped me with the fixing of cpu. we took a wrong casing which couldnt fit the mobo in, and we took a cab back down to sls to get it changed.

and oh, did i mention that BAOC is finally over? im so worn out right now i dont feel like going back to school. but then again, i want to. to see you =))

ok BAOC is alot much worse than i thought it would be cuz of the extremely over the top 'enthusiastic' bunch of freshies T.T and on top of that, alot of things happened over the week so im tired both physically and mentally. but now everything's all right and im happy with my new computer, i guess everything's all good *thumbs up*

An emo post dedicated solely to you

On the way home, i got swept over by a whirlwind of emotions again. been thinking too much. about us. i was thinking of the time when you asked me so what should you do? the truth is, i have lots to say. but you are not a robot so i cant give you orders, im just not ok with it. what you should do is to really think what you can do to make it so we can avoid this problem eventually.

cuz the way i see it, it's always with me being moody over smth, and thus causing you to be hurt, and then i'll be worried sick and care for you. but then this vicious cycle keeps carrying on, and i dont want either of us to continue playing this cycle. it just isnt smart

like for instance. sometimes me seeing you being happy with another person gets me a little jumpy. especially when im right there and you're still doing it. im aware of such things and i try not to voice it out, but it eats me inside.... ALOT. and then i'll start going onto my grumpy mode and leaving you out

and how you seldom notice me =( it hurts. and when u know smth's wrong. and i tell u nothing's wrong with my incredibly annoyed face. you thought you shld leave me alone to calm down. but it just makes me feel you dont care =((

i know we had our long talk just now. but i just cant help but worry. afterall, we're only at the beginning. and i want to let you know that because of you, i've commited even though i was afraid to do so. and im also hoping you'll appreciate the things i do for you a lil bit more. you ask me how again? i dont wanna tell you what to do. i just hope u'd acknowledge it somehow. cuz i'll do the same for you too.

so even though it might be easy to just take the easy way out, im not having that as an option and i hope we can pull through it together. you know how much you mean to me.

i think a night's rest will do me good. esp after having gastric after dinner. im thankful the fatigue is getting to me, so i wont spend too much time thinking about today.

and oh. if i read this post without knowing who wrote it. i swear i'd think it's a girl. i think i have too much female hormones in me *shock*

Sunshine

ahh. it's been a week since my last update. seems like a long time
been busy with BAOC lately and it's getting pretty tiring


ytd was Good Friday and i caught Sunshine at the theatres. one word to sum it all up : weird
about 8 astronauts going to the sun to plant a bomb(?) to save it from burning out or smth. den they rendevous with a previous ship which went on the same mission but got lost in space for 7 years. anyway to cut the long story short, that old ship was sabotaged by one of their own crew, and that guy went mad. den when they rendevous, the guy went to kill most of the ppl on the ship

so.... ya

i woke up crying from a dream today. i dreamt i travelled to the future and when it was time to head back, i started crying =/

actually i had wanted to say alot of things since it has been a week afterall. but right now ive suddenly turned moody and i think i shall just end my post here then. so ciao.

=(